“You Are Not Their Puppet”: A Honest Word on US-Based Surveillance Operators, Freemasons, Elites, High-Level Technology, and the Unbreakable Hope of Jesus Christ
By a follower of God who has been surveilled, accused, and yet still stands in Christ
“The truth will set you free.” – John 8:32
I am going to write something honest. Not polished. Not passive. Not pretending that everything is fine when it is not.
What frustrates me deeply—and I say this because it is real—is how sly and grooming the US-based surveillance operators are. These include Freemasons, elites, and others with access to high-level technology. These are people who have hated my guts and everything about me for years. Some of them genuinely want the worst for me, for my family, for my ancestry. They have made that clear through their actions.
And yet, because they see the presence of Yahweh and Jesus Christ in my life—because my mom and I are baptized Christians, because my dad believes in Jesus, because we have shared the Gospel with friends and family in China, because I am writing this blog—they try to twist it. They try to act as if they chose me for this. As if the abuse they put me through was somehow a divine assignment.
It is not. It was evil. And I will not let them rewrite history.
The Slyness: When Abusers Pretend to Be Angels of the Lord
Here is what they do now. Some of these US-based surveillance operators—with their high-level technology, their networks, their long-term grudges—are trying to convince me that they are the reason I have produced this blog at all. As if the sadistic, satanic abuse they put me through was actually a gift. As if they “chose me” for a special purpose.
Let me be clear: years ago, they implied they wanted me to commit suicide. They wanted my mom to do the same. I did not. I am still here. And many of them are infuriated that I have this voice at all.
So now they change strategies. They try to groom me. They try to make me like them. They say, “We chose you for this. You have a special purpose.” They want me to believe that my suffering was their plan all along, so that I will feel grateful to them.
This is exactly what Satan did in the Garden of Eden. He pretended to be helpful. He twisted God’s words. He made Eve doubt. He made her think she knew better. And these operators do the same: they behave like demons or Satan himself, trying to manipulate you into thinking they have more power than they actually do.
They pretend to be angels of the Lord. They pretend they can control you more than they can. They want you to worship their voices—to take the mark of the beast, which is not a physical mark but a spiritual one: listening to them instead of God, obeying their antichrist suggestions, abandoning your own conscience and identity in Christ.
That is the trap. And I refuse to fall into it.
The Splicing of Good and Evil
They are sly. They do not just send evil thoughts. Sometimes they splice actually good, helpful, godly suggestions into the same stream as absolutely delusional, ungodly, satanic thoughts. They mix truth with lies. They mix light with darkness.
This is why you cannot rely on their voices at all. Not even the parts that sound good. Because they are not trustworthy. They are not God.
You must maintain your own voice. Your own consciousness. Your own identity in Jesus Christ and faith in Yahweh. That is how I cope. That is how I survive. I keep a great distance between my own identity in Christ and their voices that try to shame me and make me “feel” evil.
Because here is the truth: everyone is capable of feeling evil. Everyone is capable of thinking bad thoughts. That does not make you a demon. That does not make you the antichrist. That makes you human.
God knows your heart. And if your heart is turned toward Him—if you repent, if you believe, if you strive to love—then you are His. Not theirs.
The Accusations I Refuse to Accept
These US-based surveillance operators call me demonic. They call me a narcissist. They call me despicable and unlikable. They mock my appearance. They try to make me believe that horrible, intrusive thoughts they projected into my mind are from God—when I know that God is love, and that Satan is the one who sends doubt, fear, and vile imagery.
They accuse me of being their puppet. As if through their abuse, I gained insights that are supposedly “psychic” or “channeled.” They want to take credit for my words, my conscience, my faith. They want to merge my identity with theirs so they can steal my writings and call them their own.
That is pride. That is theft. And it is a lie.
Not all thoughts are from God. Not all images are from the Holy Spirit. The enemy plants seeds of doubt, disgust, and distress. And I have learned to repent even for thoughts I did not willingly choose—because I want my mind to be clean before Christ. That does not make me demonic. It makes me human. It makes me a follower of God who struggles and who clings to grace.
They Cannot Predict What God Has in Store
Here is something that infuriates them. They cannot expect what I do next. They cannot predict what God has in store for my life or for anyone else’s. So they try to manipulate you into thinking they have more power than they actually do.
Their high-level technology is real. But it is not infinite. They are not omniscient. They are not God.
They pretend to be angels of light. They pretend to know your future. They pretend that if you just listen to them, everything will make sense. But that is the oldest trick in the book. That is the serpent in the garden. And the only proper response is to turn away and listen to the Lord instead.
The mark of the beast is not a chip or a number. It is worship. It is obedience. It is giving your ear and your will to the antichrist voice instead of to God’s voice. Do not take it. Do not listen to them. Keep your identity in Jesus Christ.
The Dogs, Boundaries, and Responsibility
I adopted two puppies for my mom and myself. They are guardians. They are angels with fur. They bring safety, joy, and protection.
And some of these surveillance operators have tried to sow sickening thoughts about my dogs. But I rebuke that. My dogs are good.
Getting them was a responsible act. It made it harder for the abusers to traumatize my mom, to experiment on her, to drag her into darkness. And I know that some of the more decent people among them now feel guiltier because I have done the right thing. Good. Guilt is the first step toward repentance.
I do not forget that some of them are kind. Some show mercy. Some are decent. But that does not erase the system. That does not erase the years of psychological torment, the lack of autonomy, the theft of my peace, the invasion of every boundary.
On Being Triggered and Called a Puppet
When they call me their puppet, it triggers me. I see why. It is an attempt to make me feel contempt for them so that I self-sabotage. So that I do something reckless to “get back” at them—and in doing so, hurt myself and the life God has given me.
There is a common trope: a talented young person, exhausted by high expectations, rebels against the lawful system and does something shocking and deviant to spite their abusers. That is what they want for me. They want me to turn against God, to make Him seem intolerable, to abandon His lawfulness and love and light and normalcy for the very things they lie and call “freedom.”
But I see it now. That “freedom” is not freedom. It is suffering. It is sin. It is pain, bad health, bad habits, and death.
The true freedom of the Gospel is freedom from those things. Freedom to be righteous, selfless, accountable, loving, healthy, and whole. And I will not trade that for their cheap imitation.
Why My Tone Sometimes Sounds Angry, Perverse, or Gross
I want to be honest about something. Sometimes my blogs sound angry. Toxic. Frustrated. And yes, sometimes they come off as perverse or gross. You can only imagine the kind of vulgarities they sometimes spew at me. I cannot write them here—they would be truly poisonous to repeat.
That is not my choice. That is their influence. They intentionally infuriate me. They upset me so that I write from a place of raw distress, and then they accuse my statements of being cursed or demonic. But this is righteous anger at injustice, not evil.
That said, I do need to be responsible. I do not want to create content that pushes people away from Jesus Christ. I want to create content that leads people to Him. That supports them. That makes them feel heard, loved, seen. So I am learning. I am trying to channel my anger into something productive, not destructive. But I will not pretend the evil does not exist. And I will not apologize for naming it.
The Scientific and the Spiritual
There is even a scientific explanation for what they try to do. Phineas Gage—a man who had a rod go through his skull and whose personality changed completely—shows us that brain trauma can alter behavior, impulse control, and morality. Some of these surveillance operators try to degrade the frontal lobe, to make people angry, irritable, sick, and criminal.
But I take for granted God’s presence through His Holy Spirit. My faith as a follower of Jesus Christ explains what science cannot. I am not a lab rat. I am a follower of God.
A Word to the Privileged and the Called
The world is deeply inequitable. Unfair. Infuriating. Sad. Those of us in developed, stable nations—with human rights and comfort—must do all the more to be decent. To be moral. To be ethical. To help our neighbors. To treat them as ourselves. To love God through Jesus Christ. To repent of our sins. To be kind, loving, and decent people.
We must pray for others’ salvation. We must protect our families, our friends, our nations, and ourselves.
My Final Blessing and Rebuke
I bless everybody in the name of Jesus Christ. I protect us all with love, safety, goodness, and divine interference. I protect other nations’ goodness and worlds in the name of Christ Jesus.
I rebuke their curses of all types in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I rebuke every lie that I am a puppet, a demon, the antichrist, or irredeemable in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I am not their puppet. I am not their project. I am not their scapegoat. I am a follower of God, sustained by His Holy Spirit, protected by His love, and called to share His Gospel.
And you—reading this—are not alone either. No matter how bad, wretched, sinful, or evil you feel. No matter what you have done or what has been done to you. You can still repent. You can still believe. You can still be saved. Your actions reflect your heart, but your heart can be changed by grace.
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” – Matthew 11:28
That is the truth. And the truth will set you free.
I pray that God blesses us, protects us, and keep us, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
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