A Separate Defense of My Family, My Faith, and My Path: On Love for My Dad, Understanding My Mom, and Navigating a Confusing World
Disclaimer & Trigger Warning
Trigger Warning: This testimony contains descriptions of psychological, spiritual, and ritual abuse, including manipulation tactics, intrusive thoughts, and references to family distress. Reader discretion is strongly advised.
I am not trying to curse anyone with my testimony. I am simply telling the truth of my own experiences. There is true evil in this world, but none of what I have suffered is anyone's fault. Not mine. Not my parents'. Not any ordinary person's. I forgive my mom completely. I hold no hatred.
I bless everyone who reads this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. I reject all harmful words said against my testimony and truthful documentation.
Note on this post: This blog was aided by artificial intelligence to help organize and articulate my thoughts. However, the content is based on my real experiences and reflects my genuine understanding of what I have endured and what the Bible teaches.
A Word About This Post
This is a separate blog post, focused specifically on defending my family — my dad and my mom — and clarifying the nuances of our situation. The US surveillers have tried to make symbolic representations of my parents and me, twisting our family dynamics into something ugly. I want to set the record straight, not because it is politically correct, but because I love my dad and my heart breaks if he is judged unfairly due to me and my mom and the things he does not even know he is enduring from these surveillers. I also want to defend my mom with understanding, and to speak about responsibility, platforms, and the confusing times we live in.
In Defense of My Dad: Love, Support, and Misunderstood Sacrifice
I want to be clear: I love my dad. I support him. This is not just the politically right thing to say — it is the truth. My heart breaks when I think of him being meanly judged because of me or my mom, or because of the actual suffering he does not even know he is enduring from the US surveillers.
Some context is necessary here. My dad is in real estate and entrepreneurship in China. Growing up, before we came to Canada, he did provide for us. He made money from some projects and gave us a good life. However, over the years, he also made some bad business decisions, and so he has not made the amount of money that my mom initially expected. But he has always consistently given us enough money to live a comfortable middle-class life in North America.
This is important to understand: the amount of money required to live the same quality of life in Canada versus China has a major ratio. To give us a comfortable middle-class life in Canada, he had to give us much more money than would be needed for a very comfortable life in China. Despite his challenges, he has always worked, made investments, taken out debts to support his business and his projects, and supported us. He gives us money when he has it. He has not given up.
Moreover, my dad has been an extremely decent brother toward his older siblings in China. He supports them and their families with homes, money, and emotional support. He is a good man who finds meaning through work. I hold absolutely no grudge against him. He tries. He finds meaning through work. He is not an abusive person. He is decent.
The US surveillers try to curse me and my mom to make us feel humbled. They have a special type of contempt and anger toward my mom, thinking that she is both greedy and pure. They want to traumatize her and ruin her life. This is cruel. They also try to demonically possess my mom and me, and periodically give her headaches while I am going through this, making me angry, traumatized, stressed, and upset.
At the end of the day, we are actually very loving toward each other. I love my dad and mom a lot. They gave me my life. I cherish them and bless them extremely — even more than myself. I pray for them to have faith in Jesus Christ, for them to be loved and protected along the way, and for them not to be a propaganda symbol or a comedy show to be mocked and laughed at by these surveillers.
In Defense of My Mom: Anger, Confusion, and a Conservative Heart
My mom is a complicated woman, and I love her too. She might come across as more angry and hateful at times, but there are reasons for this. She is like a boomer — dissatisfied with the ways of the world as a conservative and relatively old-school woman. She had hopes for a traditional family life: a home, a comfortable retirement, a daughter who would get married and have children by a certain age. Instead, she has a 27-year-old daughter who is a proclaimed "targeted individual" by American based freemasons and secret societies, some who are demon worshipping psychopaths, writing a very creepy blog and exposée about God, Faith, Jesus Christ, demons, satanic worshippers, "insider" secrets of US elites and corporations, and Pentagon military plans.
From her perspective, this is distressing, gross and infuriating. She sometimes projects this confusion, distress, and anger onto my dad, saying things that are mean and unfair. She blames him, saying that if he had made more money, maybe I would not have been targeted, or maybe I would not be potentially schizophrenic. She sometimes feels skeptical about my experiences, thinking that I might be making things up or that I might be unwell.
But despite these moments of anger, she still loves my dad. She has never cheated on him. She does not use others for money. She is a self-sustaining and independent woman who works honest, full-time jobs and has employees who see the good work she does. She has given my dad much of what her parents gave her — homes and land in China — so that he could support us and take out loans for his business.
She is the embodiment of a normal middle-class person, relatively privileged to not know suffering. She has a husband who is not abusive and is decent. The US surveillers are trying to say evil things about her and me, and to demonically traumatize her by making me report these gross things. This angers me deeply. They are obsessed with the fact that we are Christians and have healthy bodies. They use their technology to perform harmful rituals toward my mom, my dad, and me.
At the end of the day, my mom is a good woman. She is not a symbol. She is not a comedy show. She is my mother, and I love her.
My Own Hopes and the Reality of My Path
Initially, I also hoped to be a mom in a traditional family style — with children, a job, and a normal life. That is not the path I am on now. I am 27, pursuing a PhD, and writing this blog. I remain celibate and childless, not because I do not want those things, but because the circumstances of my life have made them impossible or unwise.
This is not anyone's fault. Society has changed. It is much more expensive now to live and raise a family than it was 30 or 40 years ago. This is not any person's fault in general — it is how the world was set up. I do blame some of the post-World War II systems that were designed to benefit from wars and global conflicts, but I do not want to sow hate or rebellion. That would be chaotic and unhelpful.
Instead, we should channel our energy into something beneficial and positive: worshiping God, gardening, exercising, improving ourselves, being kind to people, living godly lives, and praying for peace, healing, and goodness for our nations and other nations.
On Responsibility, Platforms, and the Confusion of Our Time
Now everyone can write anything online. This means it is all the more important to prune and curate our words carefully. But it is also difficult because everyone has such different perceptions and experiences. Trauma and discontent can shift worldviews into something completely different. This is the shift going on right now in the West and across other nations.
Artificial intelligence is making this confusion worse. AI should not be allowed to overtake human capital just so companies can save funds and make more money. Traditional Confucian society dislikes merchants and money-makers for good reason — the pursuit of profit above all else can corrupt the soul and harm communities.
We need to be responsible with our platforms. Free speech needs to be exercised responsibly, otherwise harmful voices can gain traction and influence impressionable young minds in a negative way. I am not against celebrities or people in positions of power, but they should be held responsible for providing good mentorship to their fans. They made the decision to be famous. They should be pillars of light, not sources of confusion or harm.
At the same time, they are human beings. They are sinners too. They deserve the love of Jesus Christ and the opportunity to repent. I am not better than anyone else. I was also a sinner and a hypocrite before understanding Jesus Christ.
On the US Surveillers' Lies About My Family and Me
The US surveillers try to make me seem like I would prefer to choose their satanic, pedophile American elites over decent people of different races, including Chinese men. They try to say that I am interested in violence against Asian women, that I want to do violence toward myself and my mom, and that they can make me perceive my mom in a creepy, lustful way. This is how some of them perceive my mom — which is creepy and gross. They find arousal in this.
They try to demonically possess me to do the things they want me to do to my mom, or to make my mom attack me and kill me, and then call it a satanic ritual situation. They say very disgusting things about how they are going to make me want to do lustful, sexualized violence toward me and my mom. I rebuke all of their disgusting self-fulfilling curses in the name of Christ Jesus.
It is very disgusting how these people think this is justice, even though I do not do this. A lot of people unfortunately get exposed to creepy stories — it is not just me. I do not produce this content. I do not send it to other people. I rebuke all of their curses in the name of Christ Jesus.
I pray for my mom, my dad, my family, and me, as well as all other families and nations. I pray for safety, love, goodness, and comfort. I rebuke the demons in all of their lives that could be taunting and harassing them, so that we all can have the faith of Jesus Christ. I love Jesus. I pray this in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.
On Symbolism, Projection, and Being Human
Nobody can be a symbol. We are only human beings. We cannot make other people symbols regardless of why. God will humble the person who tries to do this. I am not that special or important. But given that I am trying to shed light on this confusing world, and given that I am a Christian who believes in God and repents of my sins, I also want to bless other people with love, goodness, and light. I want to encourage others to put their faith in our Heavenly Father, God the divine, the Creator, and in positive energy.
I also pray that more people in positions of power who empower technology and engineering can honestly reduce the amount of toxic content on social media and the internet. Be lawful, kind enforcers of the rule. Have love, pity, and encouragement for other people. Do not support the ways of the world. Be responsible. Try to love your family, your friends, and animals. Just be more decent people at the end of the day. Have a softer heart. Love God. Allow Jesus Christ to transform us, because He died for our sins despite us being such sinful people.
I pray this in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.
On Enjoying Life, Inequity, and Responsibility
I am not against goodness. I think people should enjoy their lives. People should be able to do their hobbies, spend time with people they love, travel, see the world, worship God and Jesus Christ, and have a sense of freedom and goodness — as long as it does not harm other people or involve cruelty.
I do not see issues with buying things that make you happy, although things should not be bought in excess. We should also spend time helping to make the world a better place. There is a sense of inequity in the world. Not all people have such privileged lives as we do in the West or even in the East. We should be responsible to try to make the world a more equitable place, especially after historical colonial extraction, oppression, and racism.
The US surveillers use this against me to trigger me. I am not saying I am completely against entertainment or social media, or that I am better than anyone else who uses these things. I used them in the past too. They gave me a sense of purpose and were part of my upbringing. But now, the surveillers use them against me — latching onto anything creepy, triggering, sexualized, or violent that I have seen, and replaying it while doing harmful ritual abuse.
To other normal people, I pray that they still have wisdom to do the right thing: to stop watching violence and sexualization, but still be able to watch good content on TV or social media and engage with positive material.
On Celebrities, Mentorship, and Responsibility
I am not against celebrities or people in positions of power. But they should be held responsible for providing good mentorship to their fans and not leaving them astray. They made the decision to be famous. They have a higher responsibility to be good mentors and pillars of light toward their fans who trust and love them.
Of course, not everybody is meant to be a celebrity. But for those who are, they should be held to a higher standard in terms of moral acts and being decent, kind human beings. That said, they are also human beings. They are sinful as well. Everybody is a sinner who deserves the love of Jesus Christ and the opportunity to repent.
I do not think I am any better than anybody else. I was also a sinner and a hypocrite before understanding Jesus Christ. But in a world like this, I want to push the importance of truly believing in God. Not sinning truly does make a difference in your life and others' lives in terms of having more goodness, positive energy, and positive influence.
On Small Acts of Kindness and Meaning
I pray more people can have love toward God and love toward the world. Channel your intelligence and consciousness into something more meaningful and worthy — whether it is a small act of kindness, speaking to a neighbor, cooking a homemade meal, worshiping God, planting a tree, writing kind comments on the internet, or helping a person who needs help. These are all positive things. Pray to God that somebody can be helped, rather than trying to scare people.
I pray in the name of Christ Jesus that more people can be lawful, kind, not bitter, and feel meaningful. Everything they do is meaningful. God sees and cares. Even if you feel meaningless right now, perhaps you are very meaningful in a way you cannot see.
I pray this in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.
On the Difficulty of Raising a Family Today
It is absolutely reasonable to expect that people want to have families and raise children. But it is much more expensive now to live in society while also having a family. It is not that people do not want to do these things — it is that society has made it much more difficult. It was much easier to do these things 30, 40, or 50 years ago. This is not any person's fault in general. This is how the world was set up.
I do blame some of the post-World War II systems that the US set up to benefit from wars and global conflicts. But I do not want to sow hate or say that we should rebel against the system. That would not be helpful. That would be chaotic, angry energy. Instead, we should channel this into doing something beneficial and positive with our lives: worshiping God, gardening, exercising, improving ourselves, being kind to people, living godly lives, and praying for peace, healing, and goodness for our nations and other nations.
I know a lot of people must be extremely infuriated, angry, and wanting calamity and lawlessness due to their displeasure with the current society. But this is also what the elites want — they want calamity and war. I think it is more important that you channel your energy toward things of love and goodness. You are worth it. It is really tough, especially as a man. I cannot imagine the discontent. It is truly unfair. But we are all in this together.
On Celibacy, Paul the Apostle, and Finding Your Own Path
The Apostle Paul in the New Testament was also celibate and a very godly man. I am not saying I have the answers. I hope you can also pray to God and find your own answers and calling. You should not worship any person. I am not saying I am somebody to be worshiped. I am a flawed person living my own life. If you want to do something meaningful, you should do that too — but do it responsibly.
I want people to all be saved and have love and goodness. But at the same time, I recognize that people have free will. I do not want to be a victim of other people's bad decisions and choices. This is honestly how I feel. I respect people, but I cannot enable people to make bad decisions that harm me and others.
For me, I listen to God and my faith in Jesus Christ. I incorporate the teachings from the Bible to allow me to figure out the truth and be the anchor of my belief system, especially after the immense trauma I have experienced. I cannot say I have the answers. I am a human being. I should not be held responsible for making decisions for other people. We should all try to exercise our own free will to listen to God.
On Testing Spirits and Being Responsible
I agree that people should test spirits and belief systems responsibly. I do not want to be a victim of other people's bad decisions. I would not want other people with bad decisions to influence me or my loved ones in a negative way. I really do believe in the goodness of people. People deserve second chances, support, and love. But I genuinely believe that some people can be led astray into thinking they are being spoken to by the divine when it might be extremely wrong.
I want to clarify this. I do not want to seem like a self-motivating guru or somebody who is supposed to be a comforter to people. I also need my needs met as a human being. I get a lot of comfort through God, my parents, my friends in real life, and the wonderful society I live in.
That said, people need to be able to be responsible and held accountable. Even free speech needs to be exercised responsibly. Otherwise, damaging or harmful voices can gain traction online and influence impressionable young minds in a negative way. This bothers me because these people would also be influencing my future, my surroundings, and my community.
Personally, I would feel most comfortable with altruistic, kind, selfless leaders who put their faith in Jesus Christ and care for and fear the Lord. It is important that people need to be responsible with their platforms.
A Prayer for Protection, Healing, and Goodness
I pray for my mom, my dad, my families, and myself, as well as all other families and nations. I pray for safety, love, goodness, and comfort. I rebuke the demons in all of their lives that could be taunting and harassing them, so that we all can have the faith of Jesus Christ.
I love Jesus. I pray this in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.
Final Declaration
No harmful intentions against me, my friends, my family, or the nations will succeed. Yahweh and Jesus Christ see and read this, abiding with me. I pray this eternally and with great strength, love, mercy, and grace.
In the name of Jesus Christ, I declare love, protection, and grace. Amen.
A Closing Prayer of Praise and Gratitude
I praise God, Jesus Christ, with gratitude, love, and goodness. I thank Him for His mercy, His grace, and His protection. I thank Him for the gift of faith, for the love of family and friends, and for the hope of heaven.
Bless God, Yahweh, the Most High. Praise Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour. Amen.
In truth and grace — survivor's testimony, not a weapon.
"The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it." — John 1:5
Note on AI: This blog was aided by artificial intelligence to help organize and articulate my thoughts. However, the content is based on my real experiences and reflects my genuine understanding of what I have endured and what the Bible teaches.
Praise God! I pray He provides us mercy, love, grace and forgiveness. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
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