What the US Surveillers Hope the World's Response Will Be

Trigger Warning

This testimony contains descriptions of psychological manipulation, false accusations, spiritual gaslighting, and references to harassment. Reader discretion is advised.

Disclaimer

I am not trying to curse anyone with this testimony. I am simply documenting the truth of my own experiences. There is true evil in this world, but none of what I have suffered is anyone's fault. Not mine. Not my parents'. Not any ordinary person's. I forgive my mom completely. I hold no hatred.

I bless everyone who reads this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. I reject all harmful words said against my testimony and truthful documentation.

Before I document my experiences, I need to state clearly what these individuals hope will happen when people read my testimony. They hope that others will mock me. They hope that I will not be taken seriously. They hope that readers will lighten the gravity of their harmful actions and treat this as exaggeration or entertainment. They hope to make me seem complicit in the very things they do to me.

They want the world to laugh at me, dismiss me, and write me off as unstable or attention-seeking. They want people to think that I am the problem, not them. They want to hide behind my supposed flaws so that their own wickedness remains in the shadows.

This is their strategy. This is what they hope for. I am telling you this so that you can see through it.

Part One: Being Called a "Liar" (Buyer/Seller) and the Mark of the Beast

These US surveillers try to take credit for everything. They call me a "liar" — which in Chinese can mean buyer and seller. They call me someone who has taken the mark of the beast, simply because I am able to resist their surveillance technologies. Then they try to take credit for my writing and my testimony, as if I am buying their abuse and selling something in return.

This is dishonest. I could do this too if I were able to implant a brain chip in someone — just to keep taunting them and saying vulgar things so that they would write about me, and then claim that they are trying to get me to do evil things so that I am inspired to write more truthful testimonies. This is absolutely dishonest.

This is not the real scenario described in the Book of Revelation. It does not involve actual money. Thank God, I see their cruel sneers and faces for what they are. They do not give me healing or motivation to continue. I have free will to do these things. If they put negative energy on me and I just stopped doing anything, that could be a choice. But I do not stop. This is my free will to reveal the wickedness they do.

They also try to trigger me by saying that I am the antichrist. They claim that they are powering me with their AI technology and desecrating other people in my life. This is false. It distresses me. I know that they cannot do that because only Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour and the judge of the world according to the Gospel.

Part Two: Intrusive Thoughts and False Accusations of Infiltrating Churches

They try to make me seem like the person who is frustrating other churches and Christian communities. They claim that I harbor wickedness in my heart — that I am trying to give people the mark of the beast or support their spiritual death just by being in their lives. This is completely false. People have free will. They have their own peace and goodness without feeling scared of falling into traps, just as I arm myself with the shield of God.

They also give me intrusive thoughts. Anyone who knows about OCD knows that intrusive thoughts are unwanted. But they say that these intrusive thoughts are there because it is the "spirit of truth" that leads to the truth — which is again a lie. It is because we naturally focus on being scared of things. That is what they do.

They make it seem as if I am trying to infiltrate different churches that I attend and make friends with Christians. They try to make me seem like a person trying to infiltrate with wrong intentions. This is completely false. I care about godly living, celibacy, not dating, and childlessness in situations like mine. I care about having high standards for myself. Even among the people in my life, I only wish blessings toward them. I want them to be saved and believe in God and Jesus Christ. But I am also not going to be someone who forces and imposes myself into their lives like a cult member.

They also hope that I will come across as a fanatic religious person, and that this would only deter more people from Christianity. They want people to think that I am struggling, to write me off, and not believe my accurate testimony.

From my perspective as a Christian, I abide in Christianity. I know that this is the way to salvation. Living a godly life is a lifeboat — following the law and respecting God and Jesus Christ. I do not want my children to suffer and be hurt by the external world or by bad people. That is why my celibacy and childlessness have been consistent and real throughout this entire experience, regardless of whatever they say about me.

Part Three: False Memories and Imagined Childhood Acts

Some of them are convinced that I did something inappropriate when I was twelve years old involving an infant. This is the thing they constantly bring up. I have already repented many times and gone through immense distress with this harassment. But I can tell you in good faith: I do not recall actually doing this. Not how it felt. Not any detail. Nothing.

It is wrong that they try to make me meditate on this, to visualize it as a group, while they engage in harmful practices.

Even if someone did do something like this at age twelve, they still can be saved by believing in Jesus Christ. That does not make them a Baal worshipper. But because of this accusation, they claim that what they put me through is justice. They think I am being dishonest for saying I do not remember.

They also accuse me of being a "licker" and project disturbing images into my mind. They harass me and taunt me as if I am this creature. They think this is amusing. They mock and laugh while they literally project these images.

They try to convince me that my parents have done wrong things. They try to convince me of all sorts of lies about my parents, about me, about our history. They constantly want me to envision false things that I have never done. This is their troubling obsession: trying to get me to experience guilt and shame for things I haven't done, so that they can take pleasure in it. I do not have these kinds of thoughts about others.

They also try to implant false memories and make me question my sanity by saying that I am lying about my good past as well as lying about the purity of my parents, even though my parents both have not done inappropriate things to me. I tell you this in good faith.

Part Four: Repentance for Sins I Do Not Recall

Even regarding the incident they constantly bring up, some of them want me to repent of things that I have not done based on my memory. If I for whatever reason forgot — and they try to link my current research on dementia to this, as if that is a sign — I will still repent. If I truly did things that I do not recall that are wrong, I repent of them. But the fact that I am not doing those things now, and have no memory of them, and have never fantasized about them, means something.

I repent of my sins — all of them, known and unknown. That is enough. I will not be manipulated into confessing to specific acts that I have no memory of and that they have no real evidence for.

I have never fantasized about doing these things. Not before COVID. Not during COVID. Not ever. I have never had desires or fantasies involving harming children or engaging in harmful acts. These are their projections, not mine.

Part Five: Their Use of Technology and the Claim of Justice

As a group, they engage in harmful simulations using their technology directed toward me, other targeted individuals, my parents, and people of various ages. They use their surveillance capabilities to create physical sensations and psychological experiences.

They do this repeatedly and with apparent enjoyment. They claim that this is justice. They tell themselves that because of alleged past actions or supposed character flaws, I deserve this treatment. They convince themselves that I am like them — that I would do the same things if I had the power and technology.

This is absolutely false. I am not like them. I have never used technology to violate another person. I have never surveilled anyone without their consent. I have never taken pleasure in another person's suffering.

What they do is not justice. It is harmful. They hide behind anonymity and distance, but the harm is real.

Part Six: Their Fantasies and Why I Do Not Hate America

Some of them envision me destroyed or worse. This is what they hope to see. They find satisfaction in the thought of my destruction.

This is deeply disturbing. It is tragic. And it is completely undeserved. I have never done the harm they accuse me of. I do not wish harm on anyone, including them.

Yet they hold positions of influence, entertaining harmful fantasies while claiming moral superiority. When I say that I do not hate the US, they find this strange. They say, "After all this, you still don't hate America?" But my faith is in Jesus Christ. And Jesus taught love, not hatred. He taught forgiveness, not vengeance. He taught us to pray for our enemies, not to curse them.

I do not hate America because I recognize that these individuals do not represent the nation or its people. I have met kind, decent Americans. I have visited the US as a tourist and had good experiences. The American people are not my enemies. These particular abusers are.

They are making fools of themselves, not only in my life but in the broader scope of history. Their cruelty will be exposed. Their power will not protect them forever.

Part Seven: The Church Family

There is a family in my church. The mother and her husband are from the same province in China as my family. This family is innocent. They have done nothing wrong. They attend church, they raise their children, they live their lives.

Some individuals within the network have dragged this family into their troubling fantasies. They mock me using this family. They try to force a connection between me and the child. They try to make me feel as if I share in their wrong intentions.

This is completely false. I do not share their feelings. I am troubled by them.

The group is not uniform. There are people within this network with different intentions and different boundaries. There are genuine Christians who would not allow the more harmful members to act on their worst impulses. But that does not excuse the harm that exists.

My prayer for this family: I pray for their peace. I pray for their protection. I pray that no harm comes to them. I hope that the children can receive healing and protective care through Christ Jesus. I hope they grow up to be decent adults. I ask God to place a hedge of protection around this family. In the name of Jesus Christ, I bless them with love, protection, and grace. Amen.

Part Eight: Mocking Me as a Symbol of Evil

They mock me, saying they will make my face represent harmful things — the antichrist, evil, and other labels. They compare me to the worst of the worst while they sneer and laugh.

These are all lies. These are not things I have been in the past. Even though their own actions are objectively harmful — given their power, their knowledge, and what they do — they project onto me. They engage in harmful practices while claiming to be something they are not.

My living family — my parents and I — and my actual friends in real life never engage in these behaviors. I do not know of anyone in real life who engages in this, except for distant stories online. Thankfully, that is not me. That is not the type of lifestyle I adhere to.

Part Nine: Gaslighting About My Faith and Identity

Even now they try to confuse me. Every time they try to make me have intrusive thoughts about not being a Christian, they whisper that I am "finally being honest." Every time I deny their false accusations, they say that I am lying. Every time I have intrusive thoughts, they call me honest.

This is how they operate. The women and men within the group speak in troubling voices and make inappropriate sounds. This is the kind of thing I have to endure on a constant basis.

But I put my faith in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour, regardless of whatever they say. I will continue worshiping Jesus Christ and God and know that He is the truth.

They also mock me saying I am the mark of the beast, so anyone who trusts me takes the mark. Of course, all people have free will to follow Jesus Christ. I am not the mark of the beast nor Jesus Christ, but a flawed person being treated in dehumanizing ways. But I put my faith in Jesus Christ. Bless God, Jesus Christ, amen.

Part Ten: They Are Not the Judges of Faith

Because they consider themselves Christians first, they think they get to decide who can be their brothers and sisters in Christ. This is not the message of Jesus Christ. This is like the Pharisees whom Jesus criticized — people who thought they were doing God's will but were far from it.

I do not think I am better than anyone else. But I do know that I would be less hurt and angry in my tone of writing if it were not for them harassing me constantly with people who are elitist, cruel, and harmful — all these personalities trying to influence my emotions while taking credit for my writings, my healing, my faith, and everything about my life.

Part Eleven: I Do Not Want to Feel Like I Am Hiding

I don't want to feel like I am hiding. I have hidden nothing. I have documented everything. The truth is here, in writing, for anyone to see. If they choose not to see it, that is not my hiding. That is their choice.

I know myself better than them. I am a person who is saved through the grace of Christ. They laugh at how seriously I take their abuse, despite them seeing it as nothing but entertainment. This experience shows me that faith and trials are real. If I had given up during 2023 or 2024 — which they thought I would — I would not have seen them being called out as they are now.

So have patience and have a good heart. Do the right thing by putting faith in Jesus Christ. Trust God to protect you and be a kind person to others in your life. Repent of your sins and be a truth speaker.

Part Twelve: I Love Jesus Christ

I love Jesus Christ, and I pray that I can be a pillar of light and truth in the name of Christ Jesus.

Final Rebuke

I rebuke them in the name of Christ Jesus, my Lord and Savior. Amen.

I rebuke their mockery. I rebuke their attempts to label me as harmful things. I rebuke all of their harmful words and projections in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I will remain celibate and childless and live a lawful life in Canada. I will be a Christian and go to my Christian church. I will continue to document the truth.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I declare love, protection, and grace. Amen.

"The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it." — John 1:5

Note on AI assistance: This document was aided by artificial intelligence to help organize and articulate my experiences. However, the content is based on my lived experiences and reflects my genuine understanding of what I have endured.

Praise God. Amen.

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