What They Meant for Evil, God Sees: My Story of Targeted Abuse by US-based Corporate and Free masonry cults, and how Faith in Jesus Christ Saves Me

I need to document what has been done to me — not out of shame, attention-seeking, or self-importance, but because silence protects abusers, and this happens to others beyond me.

There are people connected to powerful networks — including Pentagon-linked mercenary-style operatives, corporate cult-like groups, Scientology-affiliated individuals, Freemasonry, and certain elite families — who have been subjecting me to a form of remote psychological and spiritual abuse. This is systematic, episodic, calculated, and cruel. The methods resemble documented psychological torture techniques, applied remotely through technology that invades my mind, senses, and inner space.

They mock me and tell me I will become violent. This functions as programming. They attempt to condition me through abuse that carries the signatures of Baal worship and occult practice. They accuse me of terrible acts I have not committed, aiming to corrupt my imagination, conscience, and identity.

They bombard me with disturbing mental intrusions — projecting harmful images of my parents, frightening visuals, occult symbols, and other forms of psychological assault. They lie constantly. This has been my daily pattern for more than three years.

They are accumulating footage of me, including during disturbed mental states, while attempting to influence my thoughts and perceptions. Some encourage self-destructive behavior, hoping my community will reject me partly because of my Chinese heritage.

I love the society I live in (Canada). I hold goodwill toward all races. But the surveillancers exploit my Christianity while trying to corrupt my faith. They want me to appear as something I am not — a racist, nationalist, or deviant — so people dismiss my experiences. What they do to me, they do to others of all backgrounds. I am not claiming heroism. I am doing the ethical thing by speaking out.

I apologize for previously writing distressing things. The surveillancers deliberately provoke that state to degrade my testimony.

This is a new kind of religious persecution. A war on consciousness. They experiment on me to make me cold and cruel.

I will not walk away from my faith. I rebuke every harmful projection in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

They try to shame me for attending church. I am not the one who defiles. They are.

Not everyone in these networks treats me the same way. Some show moments of empathy — but they still watch, do nothing to stop the abuse, and some accuse me of enjoying it. That mixed treatment is its own betrayal.

Nevertheless, I forgive them. That is not weakness. That is my faith.

Because I respond with anger and defiance instead of collapse, they try to frame my righteous anger as wickedness. I live with integrity. I respect others. I have never done the things they force me to visualize.

They try to control small choices — wanting a friend, wanting a pet — by accusing me of harmful intentions. That is not rational.

I rebuke their curses, their telepresence, and their use of technology against me, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

If I told anyone, I risk being called mentally ill. They enjoy that too.

I use dissociation and apathy as coping mechanisms. I do not show them my fear or grief, which they want to see.

Even convicted criminals can heal and find faith. But these people have put me on a psychological death row through surveillance. They justify escalating cruelty by saying: since I have not broken down, they can push further.

They try to make me internalize the crimes of history's worst figures. They want me to believe I am complicit in their cruelty. That is false.

They hope I will appear as a religious fanatic — using faith while the world suffers. In truth, I am barely surviving. I never asked for this. I am not better than anyone. I am a wounded person with faith, and they exploit even that.

Only God is my judge. I rebuke their lies and wickedness, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

My prayers:

I rebuke their bullying, their callousness, and every curse — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I bless my parents, other victims, and myself with salvation, grace, love, and protection — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I may never prove what they have done. But God sees. I will not become what they say I am. Accusation is not truth.

I choose my faith. I choose life. I choose forgiveness without forgetting justice.

I will not be silent.