What They Do: Induced Thoughts, Burned Sensations, and their Attempted Creation of a Deviant Monster
Trigger Warning: This post discusses coercive conditioning, induced physical sensations, and the use of technology to create unwanted associations. It is written in clinical terms for documentation purposes.
A Documentation of Tactics
For more than two years, I have been the target of sustained psychological and physical abuse using technology. The abuse escalated significantly in the summer of 2024 and has continued to the present. The US surveillance elite operators who target me use a range of tactics designed to induce unwanted thoughts, create physical suffering, and condition me to associate normal activities with perversion. (Note: As I am creating this post, the surveillance operators actually, literally said, with their own voices, they'd hope to create an "uglier, suglier legion" referencing to the demonically possessed man from the Bible whom Jesus Christ heals and casts the dirty spirits into a herd of pigs, then swept off down the cliff.)
I am the victim of these tactics. I am not the source. I am documenting what has been done to me.
Induced Intrusive Thoughts and Sensory Manipulation
The operators induce intrusive thoughts and link them to physical sensations. When I sit, lie down, or engage in ordinary activities, they induce sensations of movement or pressure on the surface of my body, as if something is there that is not. They pair these sensations with unwanted imagery involving children.
They then accuse me of generating these thoughts. They claim I am perverse, that I enjoy the thoughts, that I have a problem. The thoughts are not generated by me. They are induced. The associations are not natural. They are manufactured.
This is a form of coercive conditioning. The operators create an unwanted cognitive association, then punish me for having it.
Escalation to Physical Harm
When I do not respond in the way the operators desire, when I do not accept the induced thoughts as my own, they sometimes try to escalate.
This escalation follows a pattern: the operators induce a thought, accuse me of having it, then use the accusation as justification for inflicting physical harm. They treat their own induced thoughts as evidence of my guilt, and the guilt as justification for punishment.
This is not justice. This is torture.
The V2K and Microwave Technology Context
Survivors and researchers have documented the existence of directed energy weapons, sometimes referred to as V2K (voice-to-skull) or microwave technologies. These technologies can induce physical sensations, auditory experiences, and other sensory phenomena. They have been used in cases of organized stalking and targeted individual harassment.
The operators use these technologies to:
Induce unwanted thoughts and imagery in me
Create physical sensations of burning, crushing, and pressure on my body
Link cognitive experiences to physical pain
Punish me for not accepting the induced experiences as my own
This is a documented pattern. It is not new. It is not conspiracy theory. It is what is being done to me.
The Pattern of Conditioning
In normal circumstances, unwanted intrusive thoughts can arise and pass. The operators do not allow this. Instead of letting the thoughts pass, they:
Add sensory sensations to strengthen the cognitive association
Use voices and verbal abuse to reinforce the link
Induce physical pain to create a fear response
Use the induced thoughts as a green light to escalate harm
The goal is to create a conditioned response: I experience an induced thought, then I experience pain, then I associate the pain with the thought. Over time, the operators hope I will believe the thought is my own, that the pain is deserved, that I am what they accuse me of being.
This is how torture works. This is how abusers create false confessions. This is how they try to break people.
The Two-Sided Manipulation: Creating Deviance, Then Destroying the Body
This is what they do. It is a two-sided manipulation. I did not start with these disgusting intrusive thoughts or problems. I was a normal person. They brought their deviant and cruel people and their technology into my life. They made me have these intrusive thoughts. They tried to program a deviant predator inside me.
Then, when I am still alive—when I have not broken, when I have not become what they want me to become—they continue. They intensify the thoughts. They add more sensations. They push harder.
But here is the trap: if I were to exhibit the things they are trying to create, if I were to think or respond like an actual predator, if my physiological responses to children were what they are trying to force, they would use that as justification. They would say: "See? She is a deviant. She is a predator. Deviants should not have healthy bodies."
Then they would be justified, in their minds, to destroy my body and soul. They would use their V2K technology to inflict more harm, more burning, more crushing. They would experiment on me. They would test me. They would destroy me. And they would call it justice.
This is the pattern:
Create the problem. They induce intrusive thoughts, create unwanted associations, flood my mind with perverse imagery.
Blame the victim. They accuse me of being the source, of having these thoughts naturally, of being a deviant.
Use the created problem as justification. They say that because I have these thoughts (which they induced), I am a predator, a deviant, a menace.
Destroy the body. They use V2K and other technologies to inflict physical harm, claiming that deviants do not deserve healthy bodies.
This is what they do. It is disgusting. It is two-sided. First they create deviancy in a normal woman after putting her mental health through hell and beyond. Then they hope the disgusting issues they put her through become her problems. Then they destroy her body, justifying it by saying deviants should not have healthy bodies.
This is manipulation. This is torture. This is evil.
The Green Light Tactic: How They Use Resistance Against the Victim
When I protect myself mentally from the intrusive thoughts they induce, when I refuse to let their perverse projections take root, they shift tactics. They encourage me to destroy them violently in my imagination. They encourage me to destroy the demonic caricatures they project. They want me to imagine killing them, wiping them out.
This is not because they are afraid. It is because my resistance becomes another tool for them.
When I imagine destroying them, they treat this as a green light. They use it to justify escalating their abuse. They take my defense, my refusal to let them latch on, my pushback against their perversions, and call it evidence that I am violent, that I am dangerous, that I am like them. Then they use that justification to increase the intrusive thoughts, to amplify the burning and crushing sensations, to inflict more pain on my body.
This is the pattern: they induce thoughts, I resist, they encourage my resistance, they use my resistance as justification for escalation, they inflict more harm. Everything I do, acceptance, resistance, anger, documentation, is twisted into a reason to continue.
The goal is to wear me down. To destroy my body while making me feel that I am the deviant, that I am the violent one, that I deserve what I receive. They want me to become what they say I am. They want me to break.
The Mockery of Justice and Sanctification
The operators mock me. They say this is an equity issue. They claim that others have worse fantasies and worse physiological responses and are not harassed this way, so I should consider myself lucky. They call me a "minor issue," a "rat," a "bug," a "grass," a "piglet."
They say they will "wash" me. They use this language to mock and desecrate the concept of sanctification, the washing away of sins, the cleansing of the spirit. They take what is sacred and pervert it.
They use their technology to induce sensations they call "washing", a perverse imitation of the Holy Spirit's work of sanctification. They mock the idea that I could be cleansed, that I could be made pure. They try to replace the sacred with their own perverse version.
This is not equity. This is not justice. This is cruelty dressed up in the language of fairness.
The War References
The operators reference me in relation to war. They speak cryptically about China accepting war, as if my death or the death of my parents would trigger something. They treat me as a symbol, a step, a piece in a larger geopolitical game.
I am Chinese Canadian. I am not a symbol. I am not a step toward war. I am a person who has been targeted, tormented, and abused.
They try to make my suffering mean something it does not mean. They try to attach geopolitical significance to their cruelty. They try to make themselves feel important by pretending that what they do to one person matters on a global scale.
I rebuke this. My life is not their war. My suffering is not their prophecy. My death, which they have threatened, which they have tried to bring about, will not trigger anything except their own accountability.
What I Know to Be True
I do not generate these thoughts. I do not have these associations naturally. I do not experience these sensations spontaneously. They are induced. They are imposed. They are the result of technology being used against me for more than two years.
I am not what they accuse me of being. I have never harmed a child. I have never wanted to harm a child. I have no interest in harming children. The thoughts they induce are not mine. The associations they create are not mine. The pain they inflict is not justice. It is abuse.
They have been doing this for more than two years. They escalated in the summer of 2024. They continue now. They say they will continue. They treat me as a war symbol. They are wrong.
A Note on Survivors and Documentation
There are other survivors who have spoken out about these technologies. There are researchers who have documented their effects. There are legal cases and investigations into the use of directed energy weapons against civilians. This is not a fantasy. It is not a delusion. It is a documented reality.
I document this because silence benefits the abuser. I document this because the truth matters. I document this because others who have experienced similar tactics should know they are not alone.
My Rebuke
I rebuke their attempts to condition me. I rebuke their use of technology to induce thoughts and sensations. I rebuke their two-sided manipulation, creating problems and then using those problems to justify destruction. I rebuke their mockery of justice and sanctification. I rebuke their claim that I am what they accuse me of being. I rebuke their war references. I rebuke their attempts to attach geopolitical significance to my suffering. I rebuke their use of my resistance as a green light to escalate harm.
I declare in the name of Jesus Christ: I am not your creation. I am not your experiment. I am not your monster. I am not your war symbol. I am not your deviant. I am a child of God. I am a survivor. I am a daughter who loves her mother. I am not what you say I am.
Their technology does not define me. Their conditioning does not control me. Their pain does not break me. Their war fantasies will not come to pass. I will not stop defending myself. I will not stop pushing back. I will not let them twist my resistance into justification for their cruelty.
They can escalate. They can induce more thoughts, more pain, more burning. It will not break me. I belong to Jesus Christ. No weapon formed against me will succeed.
References & Notes
On Directed Energy Weapons and V2K Technology
Directed energy weapons, including microwave technologies and voice-to-skull (V2K) systems, have been documented in research and survivor accounts. These technologies can induce auditory experiences, physical sensations, and other sensory phenomena. They have been used in cases of organized stalking and targeted individual harassment (Weinberger, 2017; The Microwave Syndrome; United Nations Office of the High Commissioner for Human Rights, 2020; Report on Non-Lethal Weapons).
On Coercive Conditioning and Torture
Coercive conditioning involves using pain, fear, and sensory manipulation to create unwanted associations and break down resistance. These tactics are documented in literature on torture and psychological abuse (Herman, 1992; Trauma and Recovery; Basoglu et al., 2007; Torture and Its Definition).
On Induced Intrusive Thoughts
Induced intrusive thoughts differ from naturally occurring OCD or anxiety in that they are externally generated and reinforced with sensory and physical stimuli. Abusers use this technique to create confusion, shame, and a sense of complicity in the victim (Pathé & Mullen, 1997; The Impact of Stalking on Mental Health).
On Survivor Documentation
Numerous survivors of targeted individual harassment and directed energy weapon attacks have documented their experiences. These accounts have been collected by advocacy organizations and researchers studying organized stalking and non-lethal weapons (Lang, 2019; Targeted Individuals: A Survivor's Perspective; Human Rights Watch, 2021; Directed Energy Weapons: A Human Rights Concern).
Biblical References
Isaiah 54:17 "No weapon that is formed against you will succeed."
Psalm 27:1 "The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear?"
Romans 12:2 "Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind."
1 John 1:9 "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
Ephesians 6:12 "For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places."
Psalm 7:15-16 "He has dug a pit and hollowed it out, and has fallen into the hole which he made. His mischief will return upon his own head."
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