What Love Really Means: My Blog on Faith through Jesus Christ, Suffering, and Standing Against Evil

I recently got a new puppy. Some people involved in this surveillance are tolerant – I acknowledge that. But others are not. Some try to trigger and traumatize me with gross lies, implying they are using technology to do abusive things to the dog. They even say they are whispering to the dog, which triggers me and grosses me out. I rebuke all of this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Beyond that, they mock me, accusing me of doing disgusting things to the dog myself – trying to provoke me by pretending that the evil they do is actually mine. They claim to be an extension of me, as they put it, saying the vile acts they commit against others and animals are things I am doing. It’s also gross that as a Christian (but this extends to people in general, regardless of your background), they practice satanic and demonic worship, then accuse me of being a demonic satanic worshiper, just because it's either me tolerating their surveillance, or death, as the two options. 

How they mock me – what is revolting and sickening

What is bad – and what I pray God protects me against – is the way they try to get me to imagine myself as an Asian man doing unlawful things to others. They use some kind of first‑person perspective imagery that they can exploit and enjoy, all to accuse me of being "one of them," I hate this. I pray against ever developing those visions – visions that they lightly project and extra‑sensorily perceive. When I show any ESP (extra‑sensory perception) myself, they mock me immediately by accusing me of having a demon or being "one of them."

Even when I am righteously infuriated and grossed out, and cope with sarcasm, anger, and occasional violent thoughts directly towards them (which they especially love to encourage, because this lets the devil’s stronghold take root so they can push you into more sins, regressing and retrograding your character and inner consciousness) – even then, I hear their terrible mocking, replicating that of devils.

I would face‑punch such cowards in real life, take a photo for the police and the world to see, rather than have them do gross things perpetually while accusing me of the wickedness they themselves do. Some of them pretend to be an extension of my mom’s decent character and mine. Many of them even find enjoyment in my writings – which shows you how mentally sick they are. I rebuke them in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

But I am glad. God keeps my soul beyond the lies they say to trick me.

They project violent images of me and of themselves (so they feel worse about the violence they do to me) and encourage me to imagine them gored in my mind. They want me to be violent, to foster a sense of cult camaraderie. They try to lead me astray with false flattery, calling me a god to make me prideful, delusional, and dumb. Now they also say I secretly worship Wall Street – a label that conventionally attracts people who work there – and other demonic things, as if I am only pretending to be a Christian to impress those people.

Many of these corporates America, as based on my experience, seem rather soulless, and capable of immense cruelty. It’s not until you truly get to know them – on these male sites, and in their relationship to the Pentagon, Hollywood, and the entertainment industry – that you see how out of touch with the rest of the world they are. Very miserable, and wanting to take away the purity and happiness of others, targeting vulnerable men and women who might not know better, versus helping them lead towards repentance and decent lives (which is what angels actually do). Their sense of money and power to do satanic and evil things, along with the leaders who fund their corruption, perversion, hedonism, and crimes, is beyond vile. I feel bad for anyone fooled into finding that attractive, or them to be someone to affiliate with – fresh‑faced or gullible young men and women, parents, whoever – only to have vile leaders and bullies ruin their lives and use them up.

I must honestly say how lucky and privileged I feel not to be stuck in the USA where they would stalk me more easily, or anywhere, with similar people, where I must do things against my will, surrounded by people who could not care less about me nor my true family and would exploit me in the worst ways, trying to ruin my mind, body, spirit, and soul. Even though some still try to do this to me with technology, none of which is true to my character – I rebuke their evil “trauma” cursed in my life in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

The biggest blessing in my life is that I don’t need to deal with these people in real life. That would be truly miserable. Even better: I have free will and freedom to choose my actions. I don’t need to do those terrible, humiliating, soulless, gross things they encourage me to do while record and watch with glee and contempt. I don’t need to force myself to talk to weirdos on the internet, to date, to do other things. I remain celibate and always childless. I am not inherently against those things, and find those things blessings, but given my situation as a targeted individual, it would be extremely unethical and gross to do otherwise – even worse if I became a mom. Even the closest people in my life know these values, and they are not against them.

I don’t want to feel too self‑important. I know the world’s inequities and suffering are vast, and my suffering is not comparable to many others’. But this is a new type you must prepare for – hidden, involving new technology, with divine implications of heaven and hell. You must put your Faith in the Gospel and Jesus Christ to remain soulful, to try to live morally and with decency with life, love, and heart. Try to be kind to others, regardless of how they look like, their age, or their race, religion or heritage. 

The only reason I am alive at all – what brings me forward and heals me – is my faith in the Gospel, Christianity, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Trinity. Otherwise I would have already passed away – fearful, confused, delusional, or insane. I rebuke these US surveillancers' curses of terror and violence completely and eternally in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I believe only in the Gospel of Jesus Christ. If I follow Christ, I follow the Gospel – and I will not be accused of being the antichrist or anything else. My personality flaws, sketchiness, and human capacity to be swayed by the patterns of the world remind me to be humbled, regardless of whether I am called an attention seeker, a hypocrite, or anything else. It's rather a blessing to be laughed at but live a free life and believe in God through Jesus Christ, and not to value worldly things too much, and to love God and people around you, along with people of other nations.

Another blessing: never being stuck (in real life) in a heartbreaking, gross situation where a partner or someone I rely on is an abuser or gaslighter. I find it deeply disturbing that others might be trapped in that, and I pray that God and Jesus Christ comfort them, or that they can get true help to get them out of these terrible, unnecessary circumstances. You cannot imagine how many people are hurt in those places – especially trafficked people. 

I still encourage you to be Christian, regardless of what you think. You might not know if you are also surveilled. But as long as you don’t feel obvious about it, or don't think you are: appreciate the people in your life, treasure your privacy, turn from your sins, become more moral and ethical, appreciate God’s creation, have empathy, treat others kindly, help the oppressed, share the Gospel correctly (without racism or accusation), live authentically and don't care too much what others think (i.e., try to live ethically and morally and love God, but don't waste time trying to impress other people), believe Jesus is the Son of God, and receive salvation by grace through the Bible and Truth of Jesus Christ. I pray the Holy Spirit transforms you, rebuking all wickedness and darkness, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

A necessary clarification about corporate America

I am sure not everyone from corporate America is that wretched and insufferable. There may be many decent, ethical, even God‑fearing individuals who work in such systems. But truly, my own experience with these people has been so bad – so soulless, so gross, so cruel – that I cannot pretend otherwise. The operatives I encountered, especially those connected to the Pentagon, Hollywood, and the entertainment industry, elite societies, seem empty, narcissistic, and out of touch.

On Freemasons and their mocking sneers

Many of the Freemasons involved in this surveillance have a particular expression they project into my mind: gnashing teeth, uncanny gleefulness, a sneer. They mock me, some accusing me purposefully of being a devil worshiper to infuriate or upset me. I am a follower of Jesus Christ, and I rebuke their lies about me, along with their curses, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen. 

On regular people who have not heard the Gospel (Romans vs. Galatians)

Not all regular people who aren't traditionally Christian are devil worshipers, especially if they don’t know better. The book of Romans (Romans 2:12-16) teaches that those without the law will be judged according to their conscience and the moral values they do know. But for those of us who have heard the Gospel, we are called to believe in Jesus Christ and be saved through faith in His perfection – not by relying on the law. As Galatians says, Christ became a curse for us so that we are not cursed by the law. We are made righteous through faith in Him.

To the US surveillancers who do evil and disgusting things to me and others: I tolerate what you do, not because I accept it, but because the other option is suicide. God is my witness that I do not encourage your lawlessness. Yet you try to force the baal peor narrative – accusing me of being a secret mediocre idol, now attempting me to worship random children as idols. You try to make me insane by saying I am race‑mixing with you, and that my (nonexistent) son would inherit your worst traits. 

As a victim violated in ways purer generations cannot imagine, I rebuke your deviancies, your evilness, and your unnecessary, cruel technologies in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Given some of their fear of the Lord, some cannot be completely lawless – but they still experiment on vulnerable people they justify as sacrifices or deserving. I completely reject their lies about me and my parents, and also bless everyone around me and myself, who have been cursed by them, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen. We are saved through grace in Jesus Christ, made righteous through Him.

On anti‑God technologies

I am glad I will never be a true insider of the surveillancers, nor have access to their anti‑God and anti‑humanity technologies – technologies that replicate God and give people authority, but are not of God. They are wicked because they represent man trying to be God. I rebuke their gross presence and existence in my life and in others’ lives. In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

My own guilt and repentance

I feel immense guilt about the world’s inequities. I do not directly upheld systemic injustices, and I have not done enough to make the world equitable and godly. That said, I recognize my privileged life living in Canada, one of the most privileged countries in the world, while other countries could be suffering at the hands of more privileged and rich nations. I repent of my ignorance and grossness – feeling complicit in suffering, especially in developing nations where people are often more pure and innocent. They deserve to hear the Gospel of Jesus Christ without also having to worship imperialism or feel intimidated by rich nations or white people.

Practical guidance: avoid the mark of the beast, follow Christ

To avoid the mark of the beast and truly follow Christ, channel your efforts into helping others – especially the oppressed. (NOTE: This should be done whether you are a Christian or not; however, as the Gospel says, salvation and heaven is reached only through Faith in Jesus Christ).

Do not uphold systemic inequities. The worst evils include: making money through war, exploiting civilians through medicine and hospitals, mind‑washing  and cultural decline and propaganda through TV and social media, heartlessness toward children and the next generation, cold‑hearted capitalism, systemic racism, human trafficking, and using secretive surveillance technologies to make people lawless, criminal, and suffering while making outsiders think they were only mentally ill or schizophrenic. 

I care a lot, although I know there are so many others who also would want to world to be a better place if they knew how to make it better. I give it to God to judge. Bless Jesus Christ, Amen.

Final rebuke and prayer

I rebuke their curses of terror, violence, emo, trauma, and lawlessness – completely and eternally – in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I do not worship wall street or demons. I am flawed, but I cling to the cross. I believe in the Gospel. If you are trapped in a heartbreaking situation, pray that God and Jesus Christ comfort you. There is a way out, and His name is Jesus.

Do not be fooled by the soulless glitter of corporate America. Turn from your sins. Be kind, selfless, informed. Help other nations. Do not be racist. Do not accuse falsely.

And above all, believe in the Gospel.

Amen.