To My Friends, Family, and the Public: A Message of Disclaimers, Confessions, and Faith and Love

 

I love you. I do not want to live a lie. For years, I have endured a hidden reality, a parallel world of surveillance, psychological warfare, and organized abuse that most people cannot see or imagine. I have carried this alone, pretending everything was normal when it was not.

Now, I am choosing to speak. I know this may cause you to see me as delusional, schizophrenic, attention-seeking, scary, or creepy. I understand that reaction. I have feared it myself. But I cannot continue living behind a mask while this evil operates in darkness.

I am not claiming to be more important than anyone else. But given the worldly power of this cult and the nature of my experiences, it is critical I share this. My hope is that you read this, understand the reality of secret societies and their methods, and turn to the Bible.


Disclaimers & Clarifications

I am not a spy, a honeypot, or a political agent. I am a Chinese Canadian civilian. This is not about race. Targets are from all backgrounds, including white Americans. This is a human rights issue.

My parents and I have never harmed any child, baby, or infant. Throughout this entire process, this has remained true. The accusations made against me are lies projected by those who are themselves engaged in dark activities. I am willing to take a polygraph to affirm this.

My mother and I are not suicidal. These are lies told to manipulate the narrative.

I am not affiliated with the Chinese government or any spy agency. I am a private individual speaking out against a crime being perpetrated against me. I am willing to be interviewed, vetted, and scrutinized.

My faith in Jesus Christ is the only reason I have survived and can speak. It is not my own intelligence or ability that has brought me here. It is God’s mercy, grace, and strength. He has called me to expose these injustices, perversions, and evils that are happening right under our noses.

I am not against the United States. My criticism is directed at specific corrupt elites, cult members, and criminals—not at the American people or the nation as a whole. Evil exists in every country, and good people exist in every country.


Why I Am Doing This

I thought I would simply pass away under the weight of this injustice, shame, and violation. I cannot believe I have endured, and more importantly, that I can now put something comprehensive together to share. This is a testament to God’s support.

The perpetrators want you to see me as mentally unstable, disturbed, or narcissistic. They want to discredit this message. They are spineless cowards who hide while forcing me to do the work of exposing their crimes.

They try to take credit for my writings, my ideas, and my courage, anything to absolve themselves of guilt. I rebuke this lie in the name of Jesus Christ.

To be clear: I can understand if surveillance is conducted for legitimate security and intelligence purposes, or for the safety of others. But in my circumstance, that is not the case. I am not dangerous. Initially, they thought they could exploit me and then dispose of me. Instead of that going their way, I survived and have healed from their abuse through my Faith at church, through my parents and friends in real life being my alibi, through my actual character and past relationships and histories and education. And now I can also reveal this information to the public because I genuinely see it as extremely relevant, helpful, and good information to give people Faith, understanding, and encouragement during the times we currently live in.


What They Accuse Me Of (And What It Reveals About Them)

Every accusation they make is a confession. Here is what they say, and what it truly means:

  • Accusations of harming children : They are the ones with fixations on the vulnerable and innocent.
  • Accusations of racism and extremism : They harbour racism and cult ideology.
  • Accusations of jealousy, bitterness, and social failure : They are narcissistic and inadequate.
  • Accusations of violence and terrorism : They desire to see me destroyed and are violent themselves.
  • Accusations of being demonic or satanic : They worship darkness and want to corrupt me.
  • Accusations that this expose is fake : They are cowards who want to discredit truth to protect themselves.

I rebuke all these accusations in the name of Jesus Christ. I am a child of God, saved by grace, and I do not accept their projections.


On Their Methods: A Criminal Profile

To understand who these operators are, I must describe their behavior with enough detail to reveal their character. This is not gratuitous, it is a portrait of the kind of people who engage in organized stalking.

The "I Know Something You Don't" Dynamic

One of their primary tactics involves moments when children or infants are present. In those situations, they deliberately provoke trauma responses, forcing intrusive thoughts, creating physical sensations, and manufacturing internal distress. Their goal is to create a shared experience among themselves: a secret, disgusting inside joke that bonds them together as a group.

They treat these moments as entertainment. They laugh among themselves. They use coded language. And when I react with disgust or distress, they accuse me of being the one with the problem. They call me a liar for saying it is disgusting. They try to make me believe I am the one who is twisted for being disturbed by their behavior.

This is not a subtle dynamic. It is deliberate, coordinated, and reveals their true nature: people who derive bonding and excitement from exploiting innocence and vulnerability.

The Voyeuristic Component

They are voyeurs. They monitor distress, especially from someone they perceive as innocent or uncorrupted, and they take pleasure in it. They try to force reactions, blushing, shame, fear, because those reactions give them a sense of control and excitement.

The Goal: Corruption

Their ultimate aim is not just to harass but to corrupt. They want to drag targets into their darkness, to make them complicit, to break their character, to make them bitter, hateful, and isolated. When I refuse, they double down. When I turn to faith, they mock it. When I expose them, they try to take credit.

Who They Are

From daily contact, I have observed that quite a few of the cult members show the following characteristics:

  • Psychopathic tendencies : they show little empathy; they laugh at distress.
  • Cult-dependent : they need the group to feel powerful. Without it, many would be isolated.
  • Cowardly : they hide behind anonymity, technology, and the cult structure.
  • Projecting their own darkness : every accusation they make reveals their own nature.
  • Driven by a twisted sense of camaraderie : they bond over secrets, inside jokes, and shared cruelty.

I want to be clear: not all members of these networks fit this profile. Many of them still hold to being Christians and are indeed decent people, but unfortunately are still involved in this unlawful surveillance monitoring. I can understand if surveillance is done for legitimate security and intelligence purposes. But in my circumstance, it really is not because I am dangerous. It began because they initially thought they could exploit me and then dispose of me. Instead of having this go their way, I survived and have healed from their abuse through my Faith at church, my parents and friends in real life being my alibi, my actual character and past relationships and histories and education, and now I can reveal this information to the public because I genuinely see it as extremely relevant, helpful, and good information to give people Faith, understanding, and encouragement during the times we currently live in.


On Their Attempts to Destroy My Character & Relationships

They have tried to:

  • Make me mean, hateful, and unlikable to isolate me.
  • Turn me against my mother and damage that relationship.
  • Make me feel guilty and gross for attending church while they monitored the congregation.
  • Make me seem like a fraud, a narcissist, a "crazy" person so no one would believe me.

I see what they are doing. I rebuke it. My relationships are my own, and I choose love, forgiveness, and truth.


A Note to My Church Family, Friends, & Loved Ones

To those who trusted me, were amicable toward me, and now may feel confused or betrayed: I did not choose this. This was done to me. I have not harmed anyone. I have not committed the sins they accuse me of. I am the victim of an organized, occult‑driven stalking campaign.

If I seemed distant, distracted, angry, or strange, now you know why. I was under constant psychological attack. I love you, and I bless you.


On Race & Geopolitics

I am Chinese Canadian. The cult uses my heritage as a weapon, some viewing my and my parents' destruction as a symbolic victory against my traditional culture and heritage. They chant curses, call me all sorts of vulgar names, and try to link me to terrorism.

This is incoherent madness. I am not a political pawn. I am a human being. Their racism is their problem, not mine. I rebuke their attempts to use my ethnicity against me.


Spiritual Declaration

When this began, I thought I would die from the shame and violation. Instead, God gave me strength, clarity, and the ability to write this.

I rebuke every Baal curse. I rebuke every satanic ritual dedicated against me. I rebuke every prayer they have spoken hoping I would fall from grace. I rebuke their attempts to "seal" me from God.

I am sealed by the blood of Jesus Christ. No weapon formed against me shall prosper. I am a child of the living God, and He is my defender.

They call themselves "watchers." They call me "Eve." They say I am "expensive" to their cult. They claim I am a "sacrifice" to Baal. I say: I am bought with the price of Christ's blood, and I belong to Him alone.

Praise Yahweh! Praise Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior!


Final Disclaimer & Call

You may call my statement junk, irrelevant, or delusional. That is your right. But I wrote this based on my experiences and my faith in Jesus Christ, who gave me the understanding, healing, and courage to create this testimony.

If you are a psychologist, clinician, criminologist, theologian, journalist, or investigator, I urge you to look into this. What is happening to me is happening to others. This is organized crime, occult ritual abuse, and human trafficking masked as "gang stalking."

I am willing to be interviewed, vetted, polygraphed, and scrutinized. I have nothing to hide. I am telling the truth.


A Final Blessing

Do not be influenced by the wicked message that life is meaningless. The world is still here. God still sees your hurt, frustration, and anger, and He still loves you. He wants you to repent and believe in Him.

Do not allow your past mistakes, anger, frustration, or hatred to make you hate humanity. Everyone is capable of feeling these things, but God sees your pain and still loves you.

I pray God blesses and loves you, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.


References & Further Reading

The following books helped me understand the patterns, technology, and structure of organized stalking and cult-based harassment. I am not affiliated with the authors, but their work provided crucial context for my own experiences.

  1. Advice for the Targeted Individual & Gang Stalking Victim
    ISBN: 1505826047
    This book covers the science and technology behind electronic harassment, including the use of Gauss meters, directed energy weapons, and voice-to-skull technology. It also outlines the psychological tactics used against targets.
  2. Hey Mom, I'm a Targeted Individual
    ISBN: 1980676143
    A personal account that details the experience of being a TI and confirms that many operators are vulnerable, uneducated, or psychopathic individuals recruited by elites to carry out abuse.
  3. The Story of a Targeted Individual
    ASIN: B0CVMDXHYV
    Provides further documentation on the patterns of organized stalking, the personalities involved, and the broader network of cult and corporate actors behind this phenomenon.

These authors are American and have documented extensively what I have experienced firsthand. I encourage anyone seeking deeper technical or historical knowledge to read their work.


 Ana, a child of Jesus Christ

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