They Want to Make Me a "Deviant" So They Can Justify Destroying Me
Trigger Warning: This post discusses coercive conditioning, induced physical sensations, and the use of technology to create unwanted associations. It is written in clinical terms for documentation purposes.
A Documentation of Tactics
For more than two years, I have been the target of sustained psychological and physical abuse using technology. The abuse escalated significantly in the summer of 2024 and has continued to the present. The US surveillance elite operators who target me use a range of tactics designed to induce unwanted thoughts, create physical suffering, and condition me to associate normal activities with perversion.
I am the victim of these tactics. I am not the source. I am documenting what has been done to me.
Induced Intrusive Thoughts and Sensory Manipulation
A Documentation of Their Treatment
The US elite surveillance operators treat me and my family as if our lineage, culture, and ancestry justify what they do to us. Their actions, the surveillance, the harassment, the manipulation, suggest that they see us as outsiders, as people who do not belong to their group, and therefore as people who can be used, broken, and discarded.
I cannot say definitively what their internal perspective is. But their treatment of us speaks for itself.
What Their Treatment Reveals
Their actions toward me and my family reveal a logic that is not unfamiliar. It is the logic of those who believe they have the right to treat outsiders however they wish. It is the logic that has been used throughout history to justify the exploitation of those deemed different.
Consider what they do:
They surveil, stalk, and harass a family from another race, another ancestry, another nation
They engage in sensory manipulation, projecting physical sensations, smells, sounds
They treat their targets as if they are subhuman, as if they deserve what they receive
They pimp out their own, engage in perverse rituals, and project their own behaviours onto their victims
They make false and defamatory accusations about intentions toward minors
They attempt to force others to join their networks, to become complicit in their systems
They engage in rituals, including what appear to be perverse Eucharist-inspired drinking rituals on the other side, that are delusional and insane
They participate in the kinds of hazing processes and elite secret society rituals that normal people would never consent to
I have not done these things. No one in my family has done these things. We are not involved in oppressing any race. We do not steal data. We do not make money off others in unlawful ways. We do not traffic people. We do not make false accusations about others' intentions toward minors. We do not force others to join cults. We have never participated in the disgusting rituals that these operators engage in on the other side.
The Colonial Logic
This pattern of treatment, the targeting of outsiders, the belief that those not of one's lineage can be used and discarded—is not new. It echoes the logic of colonialism. Colonial powers treated Indigenous peoples as less than human, as obstacles to be removed, as resources to be exploited. They justified genocide, slavery, and ongoing oppression with the belief that those outside their group did not deserve the same rights, the same dignity, the same protection.
The operators are not acting outside this tradition. They are acting within it. Their treatment of my family, a family trying to live lawfully and peacefully, a family that has never done anything to them, reveals the same mindset: that those who are not of their lineage, their culture, their network are fair game.
On False Accusations and Projection
The operators accuse me of the very things they do. They project their own behaviours onto me, accusing me of worshipping Baal, of engaging in perverse rituals, of having evil intentions toward minors. These accusations are not based on anything I have done. They are based on what the operators themselves do.
I have not participated in their rituals. I have not engaged in perverse Eucharist-inspired drinking ceremonies. I have not taken part in the hazing processes of secret societies. I have not forced anyone to join anything. I have not exploited anyone's children. I have not trafficked people.
Their accusations tell me more about them than they tell anyone about me.
On Sensory Manipulation and Bodily Violation
The operators project physical sensations onto me and my family without consent. They treat the bodies of those they target as objects to be manipulated, as sites of experimentation.
This is not divine judgment, as they try to gaslight me to believe. This is technological and psychological abuse.
On the "King Saul" Accusation
They call me "King Saul", referring to the Old Testament figure tormented by an evil spirit. They imply that I am being tormented by God, that I have hardened my heart, that God has left me.
This is a distortion. The torment I experience is not from God. It is from these operators, who use technology, ritual, and psychological manipulation to create experiences they then attribute to divine judgment. During episodes of sleep, they chant things related to Baal worship. They perform violent group rituals on the other side. They project Baal and satanic symbols and imagery during sleep while accusing me of taking the mark of the beast.
This is not the work of God. This is the work of people who have confused their own perversions with divine power.
On Accusations of Baal Worship
They constantly accuse me of worshipping Baal. This is not true. I do not engage in Baal Peor activities. I do not participate in perverse orgies. I do not have children and sacrifice them. I do not exploit other people's children. I do not engage in the rituals they claim I do.
Sometimes, when they trigger me, I imagine destroying them. I imagine destroying the demonic caricatures they force into my mind. This does not equate to worshipping Baal. It is a response to being targeted by people who are themselves engaged in what the Old Testament would call abominations.
I repent of my anger. I know it is not Christ-like to imagine violence, even against those who harm me. But I also know that I am not doing this to others. I am not targeting other Christians. I am not harming the innocent. I am responding to sustained, technologically-enabled abuse.
What I Know to Be True
Jesus Christ is God. He is my Lord and Saviour. Yahweh is Lord, a good, righteous, lawful, law-abiding God. The God I serve does not torment people with sexual sensations and Baal imagery. The God I serve does not chant 666 in perverse voices.
The operators are not agents of God. They are not fulfilling divine judgment. They are engaging in witchcraft, warlockry, and perversion. They are projecting their own evil onto me.
My Rebuke
I rebuke their treatment of my lineage and ancestry as justification for abuse. I rebuke their sensory manipulation. I rebuke their false accusations. I rebuke their distortion of Scripture.
I declare in the name of Jesus Christ: My lineage is not a justification for your abuse. My family is not your experiment. My body is not your site of manipulation. My faith is not your plaything.
I declare that the God I serve sees what you do. He sees the rituals, the projections, the perversions. He sees how you twist Scripture to justify your cruelty. And He is not mocked.
A Blessing for My Family
I bless my parents. I bless my ancestors. I bless my lineage. They are not the source of this abuse. They are not the reason I am targeted. They are good people who have lived decent lives and who do not deserve what has been done to them.
I bless my mother, who has been subjected to sensory manipulation and perverse projections. I bless my father, who has been targeted from afar. I bless my family line, the ancestors who came before, who survived, who passed down something worth preserving.
They will not be cursed by these operators. They will not be defined by them. They are seen by God. They are loved by God. And they are blessed.
References & Notes
On Colonial Logic and Racial Hierarchy
The logic that those outside the dominant group can be exploited, studied, or discarded without consequence is a legacy of colonialism. This worldview has been used to justify genocide, slavery, and ongoing systemic oppression (Fanon, 1961; The Wretched of the Earth; Said, 1978; Orientalism). The operators' treatment of my family echoes this logic, whether or not they consciously invoke it.
On King Saul and the Evil Spirit
In 1 Samuel 16:14, it is written: "The Spirit of the Lord departed from Saul, and an evil spirit from the Lord tormented him." The operators misuse this passage to justify their abuse, claiming that I am being tormented by God. In reality, they are the source of the torment, not God.
On Baal Worship and Projection
Baal worship in the Old Testament involved rituals that included sexual perversion and, in some cases, child sacrifice (Jeremiah 19:5; 32:35). The operators project these practices onto me while engaging in similar behaviours themselves. This is projection, attributing their own actions to their victim.
Biblical References
1 Samuel 16:14 The torment of Saul by an evil spirit.
Jeremiah 19:5 Condemnation of Baal worship and child sacrifice.
Exodus 20:3-5 "You shall have no other gods before Me."
Isaiah 54:17 "No weapon that is formed against you will succeed."
Psalm 27:1 "The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear?"
Galatians 6:7 "Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a person sows, this he will also reap."
Romans 12:19 "Vengeance is Mine, I will repay, says the Lord."
The operators induce intrusive thoughts and link them to physical sensations. When I sit, lie down, or engage in ordinary activities, they induce sensations of movement or pressure on the surface of my body, as if something is there that is not. They pair these sensations with unwanted imagery involving children.
They then accuse me of generating these thoughts. They claim I am perverse, that I enjoy the thoughts, that I have a problem. The thoughts are not generated by me. They are induced. The associations are not natural. They are manufactured.
This is a form of coercive conditioning. The operators create an unwanted cognitive association, then punish me for having it.
Escalation to Physical Harm
When I do not respond in the way the operators desire, when I do not accept the induced thoughts as my own, they sometimes try to escalate.
This escalation follows a pattern: the operators induce a thought, accuse me of having it, then use the accusation as justification for inflicting physical harm. They treat their own induced thoughts as evidence of my guilt, and the guilt as justification for punishment.
This is not justice. This is torture.
Historical Precedents: Experimentation on the "Deviant"
There is a grim history of using accusations of deviance to justify experimentation and torture. The United States, Nazi Germany, Imperial Japan, and other nations have engaged in experiments on prisoners, war criminals, and those labelled as "deviant" or "enemy." The justification was always the same: the subject was deemed less than human, undeserving of rights, a menace to society.
The operators use this logic. They try to program me, to gaslight me, to manipulate me into being what they accuse me of being. They test me based on my perception and physiological responses to children and infants. If I were to respond wrongly, like an actual predator, they claim this would give them a "green light" to inflict major pain on different regions of my body.
I do not respond wrongly. I am not what they try to make me. But they continue trying. They continue testing. They continue hoping.
This is not new. It is the same logic that has been used throughout history to justify cruelty against those deemed "other." The operators are repeating patterns that have existed in the United States, Nazi Germany, Imperial Japan, and elsewhere: the creation of a category of "deviant" that can be experimented on, tortured, destroyed.
The Project: Creating Deviance to Justify Destruction
The operators' goal is not simply to hurt me. It is to turn me into something I am not, then use that transformation as justification for further harm.
They try to make me have these disgusting issues and problems. They accuse me of being a menace to society. They hope I will do disgusting things, voyeurism, harm to children, harm to my parents, harm to friends. They hope I will become what they say I am.
Then, with that justification, they have their "green light." They can do disgusting things to me in turn. They can make me feel disgusting bodily sensations. They can wear down my body until it is haggard, ragged, old, sick, disabled, nothing left.
This is their project. This is their intent. They want to take someone who started off pristine, clean, shiny, good, a kind Christian, and turn her into something ugly, old, deviant, sick. They want to be able to say: "See? She was always like this. She deserved what she got."
I will not become what they want me to become.
The Mockery of Justice and Sanctification
The operators mock me. They say this is an equity issue. They claim that others have worse fantasies and worse physiological responses and are not harassed this way, so I should consider myself lucky. They call me a "minor issue," a "rat," a "bug," a "grass," a "piglet."
They say they will "wash" me. They use this language to mock and desecrate the concept of sanctification, the washing away of sins, the cleansing of the spirit. They take what is sacred and pervert it.
They use their technology to induce sensations they call "washing"—a perverse imitation of the Holy Spirit's work of sanctification. They mock the idea that I could be cleansed, that I could be made pure. They try to replace the sacred with their own perverse version.
This is not equity. This is not justice. This is cruelty dressed up in the language of fairness.
On Adrenaline, Cortisol, and False Accusations of Excitement
The operators accuse me of being excited about what they do. They say that because I have a physiological response, adrenaline, cortisol, the natural fear response, I must be enjoying it.
This is a lie. Being creeped out is not the same as being excited. The body's stress response is not evidence of consent. Fear is not arousal. The operators know this. They use it anyway. They want to create mental illness in attractive young women so they can do disgusting things to their bodies. They want to take a natural fear response and call it desire.
I am not excited. I am not enjoying this. I am documenting what is being done to me. Their accusations are projections of their own perversions.
The War References
The operators reference me in relation to war. They speak cryptically about China accepting war, as if my death or the death of my parents would trigger something. They treat me as a symbol, a step, a piece in a larger geopolitical game.
I am Chinese Canadian. I am not a symbol. I am not a step toward war. I am a person who has been targeted, tormented, and abused.
They try to make my suffering mean something it does not mean. They try to attach geopolitical significance to their cruelty. They try to make themselves feel important by pretending that what they do to one person matters on a global scale.
I rebuke this. My life is not their war. My suffering is not their prophecy. My death, which they have threatened, which they have tried to bring about, will not trigger anything except their own accountability.
What I Know to Be True
I do not generate these thoughts. I do not have these associations naturally. I do not experience these sensations spontaneously. They are induced. They are imposed. They are the result of technology being used against me for more than two years.
I am not what they accuse me of being. I have never harmed a child. I have never wanted to harm a child. I have no interest in harming children. The thoughts they induce are not mine. The associations they create are not mine. The pain they inflict is not justice. It is abuse.
They have been doing this for more than two years. They escalated in the summer of 2024. They continue now. They say they will continue. They treat me as a war symbol. They are wrong.
My Rebuke
I rebuke their attempts to condition me. I rebuke their use of technology to induce thoughts and sensations. I rebuke their mockery of justice and sanctification. I rebuke their claim that I am what they accuse me of being. I rebuke their war references. I rebuke their attempts to attach geopolitical significance to my suffering. I rebuke their project of creating deviance to justify destruction.
I declare in the name of Jesus Christ: I am not your creation. I am not your experiment. I am not your monster. I am not your war symbol. I am not your deviant. I am a child of God. I am a survivor. I am a daughter who loves her mother. I am not what you say I am.
Their technology does not define me. Their conditioning does not control me. Their pain does not break me. Their war fantasies will not come to pass. Their project of turning me into something I am not will fail.
A Call to Awareness
This is what these sick, disgusting operators do. They target attractive young women. They try to create mental illness. They try to create deviance. They try to destroy bodies and minds. They use the logic of war criminals, of those who experimented on the "deviant" throughout history.
Wake up. This is what they do. They will rot. Their cruelty will not succeed.
References & Notes
On Directed Energy Weapons and V2K Technology
Directed energy weapons, including microwave technologies and voice-to-skull (V2K) systems, have been documented in research and survivor accounts. These technologies can induce auditory experiences, physical sensations, and other sensory phenomena. They have been used in cases of organized stalking and targeted individual harassment (Weinberger, 2017; The Microwave Syndrome; United Nations Office of the High Commissioner for Human Rights, 2020; Report on Non-Lethal Weapons).
On Historical Precedents of Experimentation
The United States, Nazi Germany, and Imperial Japan conducted experiments on prisoners, war criminals, and those labeled as "deviant." These experiments often involved torture, medical experimentation, and the intentional infliction of harm under the guise of research or justice. The logic was always the same: the subject was deemed less than human, undeserving of rights, a menace to society (Annas & Grodin, 1992; The Nazi Doctors and the Nuremberg Code; United States Department of Defense, 1946; The Medical Experiments at Dachau; Gold, 1996; A Time for Reflection: The Medical Experiments of Unit 731).
On Coercive Conditioning and Torture
Coercive conditioning involves using pain, fear, and sensory manipulation to create unwanted associations and break down resistance. These tactics are documented in literature on torture and psychological abuse (Herman, 1992; Trauma and Recovery; Basoglu et al., 2007; Torture and Its Definition).
On Induced Intrusive Thoughts
Induced intrusive thoughts differ from naturally occurring OCD or anxiety in that they are externally generated and reinforced with sensory and physical stimuli. Abusers use this technique to create confusion, shame, and a sense of complicity in the victim (Pathé & Mullen, 1997; The Impact of Stalking on Mental Health).
Biblical References
Isaiah 54:17 "No weapon that is formed against you will succeed."
Psalm 27:1 "The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear?"
Romans 12:2 "Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind."
1 John 1:9 "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
Ephesians 6:12 "For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places."
Romans 12:19 "Vengeance is Mine, I will repay, says the Lord."
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