They Try to Create or Train an Inner Monologue – Mirroring the Abusers

 One of their more subtle strategies involves attempting to create or train an inner monologue within me that mirrors the perspectives of sadists, pedophiles, racists, and other harmful individuals. After prolonged exposure to their abuse and gaining awareness of the personalities of the people harassing and surveilling me, they try to influence my internal thought patterns.

For example, they want me to say vulgar, perverted, racist, or otherwise harmful things when I see an innocent person – a woman, a child, an infant, or someone of a different race. They attempt to make me mirror the perceptions of a racist colonial pervert, projecting their own distorted views onto my mind.

This is a form of psychological conditioning. By repeatedly exposing me to their language, their insults, and their way of seeing the world, they hope that I will internalize their ugliness and begin to think as they do. They want me to become like them – to see others through their lens of contempt, perversion, and cruelty.

I recognize this for what it is: an attempt to corrupt my character and to make me complicit in their worldview. I reject it. I do not accept their inner monologue. I do not want to see others the way they do. I strive to see people as God sees them – with dignity, compassion, and love.

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