They Tried to War Against My Soul, But Jesus Christ Has Other, Better Plans

 

It needs to be said, because silence benefits those who cause harm.

There is a group—and I will not dignify them with more description than necessary—that has been actively trying to use various methods to traumatize me. They deliberately send disturbing and harmful thoughts into my mind, hoping that the sheer repulsion and distress of those images would do something to my well-being. They want to re-wire my brain. They want me to develop the same troubled responses that they have.

Let me be clear: they are trying to force me to develop harmful patterns. They want me broken and bonded to abusers.

This is deeply wrong. And I refuse to pretend otherwise.

They call it a "sure war." They frame it as if I am a sacrifice offered up to empower their spiritual practices. Their own words reveal their intention: they hope I become attached to harmful individuals within their circle. They want me to need them, to be shaped by their darkness, to become like them.

But here is the truth they refuse to see.

None of it worked.

This is not a "self-fulfilling prophecy." I am not writing this from a place of defeat or contamination. I am writing this from the other side of their war, unscathed in the ways that matter most.

Since they began these attacks, I have not fallen. I have not broken. I have not been conditioned into their harmful patterns. Instead—and this is my testimony—I have become stronger in my faith in Jesus Christ.

Where they tried to plant trauma, God planted resolve.
Where they tried to forge a harmful bond, God deepened my bond with Him.
Where they tried to make me a sacrifice, I became a living testimony of Yahweh's protection.

My very existence disproves their strategy. My continued faith, my refusal to become like them, my disgust at their harmful actions rather than my attraction to it—this is proof that their plans have failed. They wanted a puppet. They got a warrior.

God has not allowed their plans to succeed. Not one. Not the way they intended. His divine hands have covered me, and no amount of harmful mental projection can breach the covering of the Most High.

So let them call it war. I call it an opportunity for God to show His power.

Praise Yahweh.
Praise God.
And may every weapon formed against me—whether spiritual, psychological, or otherwise—fall to the ground broken.

My testimony stands: I am stronger through Christ than they will ever be in their chains.