Some of the US Surveillancers Play the Role of Angels While Doing the Work of Demons

A Continuing Testimony of the Lot Rhetoric, the Elephant in the Room, and the Protection of the Next Generation

They initially trick me into thinking they are angels. They are narcissistic enough to believe that after all the harmful things they do, they can still become angels. This is deeply troubling.

Disclaimer (Regarding the U.S. Surveillance Network)

Let me be clear: Everyone inside the U.S. surveillance network shares responsibility. They are all complicit, whether they actively participate, stay silent, look the other way, or simply do nothing. As insiders, they all bear some blame for what this network does.

That said, when I expose specific wrongs and name specific people, I am only talking about a part of the larger network. Not everyone in the network is equally harmful. Some people inside it are still decent Christians trying to do the right thing, even though they are caught up in a corrupt system. But others inside that same network openly call themselves demons — and seem comfortable with that.

So here's the bottom line: Everyone inside is responsible and complicit. But not everyone is equally bad. Exposing the system and its worst members is not the same as saying every single insider is a monster.

The Lot Rhetoric – They Compare Themselves to Angels

The US surveillance operatives have developed a new form of self-justification. They compare themselves to the angels who warned Lot to flee Sodom and Gomorrah.

Their logic, as they have revealed it to me, is this: they believe they are allowing me to have insider knowledge. They believe they are giving me information about their technologies, their networks, and their harmful actions so that I can tell the public. They expect that it is my responsibility, through my faith in Jesus Christ, to figure out what they are doing and then share it with the world.

This disturbs me deeply.

They did not know a lot of the nuanced spiritual and psychological realities that I have revealed. My writings go beyond their own understanding. And now, because I am the one who has articulated these truths, they will accuse me of stealing their data. They will claim that they helped me figure it out. They will try to rewrite history so that they are the benefactors and I am merely the messenger who borrowed from them.

But I did not borrow from them. I endured them. I survived them. And through the grace of God and the clarity of my own mind, I have come to understand what they are doing.

They put me through harmful rituals. They subjected me to degrading experiences. And now, some of them have the audacity to pat themselves on the back, feeling like angels with their technology. They view themselves as divine messengers while they commit deeply troubling acts.

They treat me as if I am one of the victims of known offenders who have committed serious crimes. They say they do this often to test me. They want to see if I will change.

I am not like them. I am deeply troubled by their actions.

I rebuke them in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

The Sorority of Cruelty – Racial Taunts and Worthlessness

They try to prove their own worth by diminishing mine.

They call me disturbing and degrading names with glee. Sometimes they do this as if they are flirting or nagging, which makes it all the more troubling. They call me "cute" when I am upset. They infantilize the world even though they themselves are mediocre.

They do this to justify to themselves that I am worthless. They want to believe that I deserve what they are doing to me.

And they hope that both the East and the West will mock and laugh at me and my parents. They want the world to think that our suffering does not matter. They want to convince themselves that we are average, jealous, mean, and self-hating.

But we are not any of those things. We are victims. We are survivors. And our suffering matters, whether the world acknowledges it or not.

False Accusations of Unborn Children and Mass Shooters

They call out a baby in the womb that does not exist. They accuse me of being like individuals who have committed terrible acts of violence. They accuse me of wanting to associate with harmful ideologies. They accuse me of being like someone who would exploit vulnerable people.

None of this is true. I have never wanted any of these things. I have never done any of these things. These accusations are projections. They are the ones who hold harmful beliefs. They are the ones who are fascinated by violence and wrongdoing.

They put these images into my mind and then accuse me of being the source.

Why Do I Exist at All – The Reality of God

Given everything they do to me, why do I continue to exist? Why do I not simply disappear or give up?

Because God is real. And Jesus Christ is real.

I am a suffering human being who experiences the true blessings and protection of God the divine. As a Christian, I love Jesus Christ. Regardless of how difficult my life has become, He is good and forgiving. I know that I would heal if it were not for their surveillance technology following me twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week. And since they are adamant about continuing this abuse, I would not be surprised if I end up in a very dark place. Or ideally, the rapture happens and I am taken out of this world of harm.

But until then, I endure. And my endurance is not a sign that I am like them. It is a sign that God is with me.

They Cannot Believe Me and My Parents' Purity, Repentance and Authenticity, Because They Don't Want to Acknowledge Troubling Truths and Continued Wickedness of Themselves

They just cannot, for the life of them, believe in the purity of my parents.

They cannot accept that I grew up in an average, traditional, uninteresting Chinese family. They cannot accept that my childhood was ordinary. They cannot accept that the most interesting thing I did as a youth was stumble upon stories and information on the internet—the same way billions of other young people have done.

Because they have no purity themselves, they cannot recognize it in others.

So they project their own issues onto me. They assume that because they are corrupt, I must be corrupt. Because they have done harmful things, I must have done harmful things.

This is the logic of the guilty mind: everyone else must be as guilty as I am.

But it is not true. My parents are good people. They are not part of this wrongdoing. They did not raise me in abuse or secrecy or cultic ritual. They raised me in a normal home with normal rules and normal love.

At most, I was a youth who stumbled on the internet. I saw interesting things. I read stories. I learned about the world. That is not a crime. That is not evidence of secret depravity. That is called growing up in the twenty-first century.

I rebuke their harmful intentions in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

These days, they are infuriated. They are menacing.

They say to me, with threat in their voices, "You will pay."

Some of them call me degrading names. Others call me worse. They tell me they are consuming me with their technology. They say they will make me look worse than I already am.

It is deeply troubling. It is the behavior of people who have lost all sense of their own humanity.

They look unwell when they say these things. Their faces, their voices, their energy—all of it is repulsive. And yet they threaten to make me look like them.

I am not afraid of looking unwell. I am not afraid of their insults. I am not afraid of their technology or their threats.

What I am is deeply troubled.

I rebuke them in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

They can call me names. They can project their filth onto me. They can try to make me believe that I am what they are.

But I know who I am. I know who my parents are. I know that I grew up in a home without this evil. And I know that the corruption they see in me is nothing but the reflection of their own faces.

The Beast of the East – Outlandish but Not Surprising Accusation

They call me a beast of the East.

It is outlandish. It is absurd. But it is not surprising.

Consider public figures who have so much influence and attention. They are not exceptional in any positive way. If such figures can rise to power and command global attention, then it is not a major break from reality that a random no-name like me has faith, education, endurance, and truthful experiences.

The fact that I am not a world leader does not make my testimony false. The fact that I am a nobody in the eyes of the powerful does not mean that God cannot work through me.

Some of the troubled individuals in the surveillance network call me degrading names. These are their words, not mine. They reveal their own minds when they speak this way.

The Elephant in the Room – The Ethics of a Normal Civilian Life Enduring This

There is an elephant in the room that must be addressed.

I am someone who has pursued education. I have lived a normal civilian life. I never asked for any of this. I never volunteered to be a victim of organized abuse and surveillance. And yet here I am, enduring this troubling reality while also trying to function as a human being.

It is uncomfortable that I have to write these things. It is uncomfortable that I have to expose myself in this way. But I make an honest effort to document my experiences because if I do not, no one will. The US surveillance operatives want me to stay silent. They want me to be ashamed. They want me to hide.

I will not hide.

Yes, it is uncomfortable. Yes, it is embarrassing. Yes, it makes me vulnerable to mockery and disbelief. But the truth is the truth. And I would rather be a humiliated truth-teller than a comfortable liar.

The Unpleasant Smells and the False Justice

These days, they have become intentionally more vulgar and disturbing.

They make me experience unpleasant smells in my environment. They make me experience disgusting sensations and tell me that this is justice for things they believe I have done in the past.

In good faith and honesty, I do not believe I did these things. I do not remember doing them. And I would remember if I had. My conscience is clear on this matter.

Their "justice" is not justice. It is revenge. It is cruelty. And it has no basis in reality.

The Threefold Distraction

The constant bombardment of troubling accusations and harmful rituals serves three purposes.

First, it distracts me from growing stronger and closer to Jesus Christ God. It distracts me from making more revelations about their harmful actions. It distracts me from informing more people and growing my credentials and being taken more seriously.

Second, it is intended to make me fall from grace and from God. They want to make me unstable and troubled. They want me to become what they accuse me of being. But they will fail. Yahweh will ensure they fail. They will not succeed in making me like them. They will not eliminate God's grace from my life.

Third, some of them are plain cruel. They enjoy watching people suffer and fall from grace. Some people get excited by destruction.

Just because I do not care about them does not make me like them. I feel disgust that they call me terrible names. That is not who I am.

They are glib and gleeful that my life has been shortened and damaged by them. I come from good parents and tame genetics and ancestry. I went abroad to Canada. And now I am affected by these elite, worldly, narcissistic, harmful people. They want to bring me down spiritually as low as they are. They want me to represent a proof of concept that they can corrupt other societies with degeneration.

Instead of focusing on abiding in God and turning away from evil, they feel gleeful that God is with me. They comfort themselves by claiming that I am like them. This is false. I do not do the harmful things they do. Their superficial perception of things is human-based, not divine-based.

The Appeal to Narcissism – I Do Not Want My Writings in the Bible

They try to appeal to my narcissism. They trick me by saying things like, "You are not going to make it into the Bible." As if I am comparing my writings to scripture. As if I want my testimony to be included in the holy book.

I do not want that.

I would never compare my uncomfortable and disturbing writings to something as sanctified and great as the Bible. The Bible is the Word of God. My writings are the words of a suffering human being. They are not the same. They should not be confused.

I do not need to be in the Bible. I only need to be faithful.

The Protection of the Next Generation

I need to warn you. It is critically important to protect your hearts and the hearts of the next generation.

Teach them the teachings of the Bible. Teach them about Jesus Christ. Teach them that He is love and that He is the Son of Man and God.

The strategy of preparing the next generation to be mentally tough must be done carefully. Do not laugh at violence. Do not normalize harmful content. Do not normalize gore. These things are not of God. God is love, goodness, and gentleness. I love these qualities.

Do not be consumed by anger at the delusion and harmful spirit of certain systems. The surveillancers are direct and blunt. They say they are glad that they can do the harmful things they do and push toward war. They believe that other nations can only acknowledge this and be helpless. They want to make other nations more traumatized, impoverished, and suffering.

Many of the American surveillance people know this. They do trauma research on me. They hope I get taken over by their harmful presence and become troubled. They want my mind to be truly stuck in an ugly, spiteful, mean, and harmful state. They hope that the trauma they encourage collectively with other nations will make people hateful toward certain powers and strive toward destruction.

Their calculation is this: if other nations do not engage in warfare, they will be economically declining and allowing bullying powers to profit. If other nations do engage in warfare, they will be sowing hate within their own generation, making them more equipped for conflict.

They are gleeful and cruel. They hope that the anger and trauma they sow in my mother and me will represent something symbolically.

It is also troubling and cowardly that the more spiritually accurate I am about them, the more agitated they become. They accuse me of being on their team. They call me degrading names. This is sad and troubling.

I am not them. I am a child of God.

On Judgment – Only Jesus Christ Judges

I say this with conviction as a Christian following the Bible. Only Jesus Christ is the judge of people in the afterlife. That is what Jesus Christ says. No human being can put themselves in God's position when they were born through natural procreation with a mother and a father.

I do not declare anyone's eternal destination. That is not my role. My role is to bear witness, to tell the truth about what has been done to me, and to trust that Jesus Christ, the righteous judge, will see all things and make all things right in His time.

I am a suffering human being who experiences the true blessings and protection of God the divine. As a Christian, I love Jesus Christ. And I trust Him to judge, not me.

A Blessing for the Next Generations

I bless the next generations with love and grace. I encourage nations to protect their populations.

Ignorance is truly bliss. But all the better if Jesus Christ is taught to the people. If people learn the Bible and love God. If they believe in Jesus Christ as the Son of Man. If they repent of their sins, become gentle and kind, and live according to God's ways.

Then they will be saved.

Do not take my suffering and my life in vain. Do not take the suffering of other targeted individuals in vain. We are not statistics. We are human beings made in the image of God.

I want you to be blessed and saved. I want you to go to heaven and experience God and His sanctification. I want you to receive the Holy Spirit, read the Bible, and worship Jesus Christ and Yahweh.

Do not change the Bible. Do not exploit the Bible.

Bless you. And bless God, Jesus Christ. Amen.

The Shift in Tactics

Some of the people within the US surveillance network—including Freemasons, leading families, research institutions and universities, Scientology, secret societies, and corrupt people and corporations—are now trying to change their strategy.

The reason is simple: I am accurately documenting their intentions, their abuse, and their propaganda. I am writing down what they wanted to do to my character and my personality. And now that the record exists, they are scrambling to adjust.

They did not anticipate that a targeted individual would have the clarity, the endurance, or the faith to write everything down. They assumed I would break. They assumed I would become too confused, too exhausted, or too discredited to bear witness. But I have not broken. And so they must change their approach.

The Attempt to Rescript My Identity

Specifically, they are now trying to treat me as a transsexual man, or as a masculine woman, or as a lesbian. They believe that if they can force this narrative onto me, they can justify the harm they have already done.

Why would this justify anything? In their twisted logic, if they can make me seem like a freak, an alien, a person outside the bounds of normal womanhood, then they can feel less guilty about their abuse. They can tell themselves that I am not really a woman, not really a Christian, not really human in the way that they are human. This is the oldest trick of persecutors: dehumanize the victim first, so that cruelty becomes easier.

They are also using this false narrative to justify their exploitation of church children in my life. They imagine children from my church in disturbing contexts. They perform group rituals around these images. And then they accuse me of being complicit.

To be precise: they are now trying to accuse me of being aligned with harmful spirits. They are enraged that I have spiritual awareness. They are enraged that I claim to be a Christian who believes in Jesus Christ as the Messiah. So they have constructed an elaborate delusion in which I am not a victim but a co-conspirator.

Let me be clear: the actual warmongers are the ones hoping for war. The projection is immense. They are doing the warmongering, and then they accuse me of being on the side of the spirits that call for war.

The Freak Narrative and Dehumanization

They constantly treat me as a freak of nature. An alien. Someone who does not belong to the human family. They hope that through this blog I write, revealing the truths of them, I would be labelled weird, a freak, dark and creepy, etc. Glad that I would not be able to engage in a normal, good, safe life, with people to love, a normal romance and family, and have a life of safety, love, Godliness, and everyone good that God created for us to enjoy as normal human beings and creations of His.

This is not random. The concept of dehumanizing victims into "reptiles" or "aliens" is a documented tactic within the literature on organized abuse and mind control programming. They are trying to program my mom and I into aliens, to have our souls sacrificed to satan and baal, apparently.

More substantially, survivors of government-sponsored mind control programs—including alleged survivors of Project Monarch, a purported sub-project of the CIA's MKUltra experiments—have testified that part of the programming involved making victims feel like non-human entities. The history of MKUltra is real. As historian John Lisle notes, "Throughout the 1950s and 60s, MKUltra scientists subjected psychiatric patients to chemical comas, electric shocks, and sensory deprivation." What is not officially confirmed is the specific sub-program known as Project Monarch, which is alleged to have focused on children.

Whether or not the specific label "Project Monarch" is accurate, what is undeniable is that US intelligence agencies, including the CIA, conducted extensive mind control research using illegal, unethical, and torturous methods. The CIA's own inspector general admitted that MKUltra was "undoubtedly illegal and unethical."

These are not my inventions. These are documented testimonies from survivors and researchers. The US military and corporate elites who engage in these practices are trying to make the world more corrupt, more chaotic, and more ugly.

I rebuke their harmful intentions eternally in the name of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour. Amen. Bless God, Yahweh.

The Accusation of Jealousy

Recently, they have been extremely infuriated by my accurate writing about what some of the older and younger women in the US surveillance group have done to me.

Their response is to gaslight me and to accuse me of being jealous of those women. They claim that my jealousy is so intense that I want to hurt them or to do to them what they have done to me.

This is, of course, another projection. They are the ones who are filled with envy—envy of my faith, my endurance, my ability to write and testify. But they cannot admit that. So they reverse it. They say that I am the jealous one. They say that I want to harm them. They say that I am the dangerous person.

Let us not forget their cowardice. They claim that they are going to make my life seem very tragic for my mother and me. They claim that they will get away with everything. But they also claim that they feel justified because at least they were "nice enough" to allow me to publish this reality.

This is not niceness. This is arrogance. They have not apologized to my mother. They have not apologized to anyone in my life who has been affected by their presence. They lack the backbone to admit wrongdoing. They lack the decency to say, "We have harmed you, and we are sorry."

This is cowardice. Pure and simple.

The Imagery of Eggs and Tadpoles

These days, their cowardice has become even more transparent.

They project troubling imagery into my mindspace. Images of eggs being hatched. They tell me these eggs are dirty, or that they contain harmful spirits. Then, because of the accuracy of my writing about them, they changed the imagery to tadpoles and tiny frogs.

The implication is clear: they are trying to suggest that I am becoming like a school shooter. They reference past tragedies. They are trying to make me into a masculine, ugly, old, violent person. They accuse me of being deviant. They try to make me look like something I am not.

This is not random. This is a deliberate attempt to shape public perception of me before I can shape it myself. If they can make the world believe that I am a violent, troubled monster, then no one will believe my testimony. And they will escape accountability.

The Church Children and the False Accusations

They accuse me of being deviant because they are ashamed.

Both the self-alleged Christians and the others within the group recently showed me their immense depravity. They enjoyed visualizing and performing group rituals involving actual church children in my life. This disturbed me deeply. So deeply that I have decided to move to another church.

Now they accuse me of being the devil. They say that I am encouraging their harmful behavior. Why? Because they make me have intrusive thoughts about a female church child at my church. They implant these thoughts into my mind through their psychological warfare techniques, and then they claim that the thoughts originated with me.

This is displacement. This is excuse-making. These are troubled individuals who cannot face what they are.

I am not encouraging them to do anything. The intrusive thoughts they implant are their own doing. They are the ones who choose to project these images into my mind. And then they have the audacity to blame me for the very thoughts they forced upon me.

They are too cowardly to apologize to anyone. They hope that I will be shamed and despised.

The Jealousy Narrative and Refusal to Apologize

They also accuse me of being jealous of white women. This is ridiculous. They chant this narrative, trying to change my mindspace, trying to make me feel small and bitter.

But I am not jealous. I am angry—righteously angry—at the harm they do. There is a difference.

They do not harbor enough empathy to apologize to my mother, my father, or anyone else in my life. They do not care about the harm they cause. They do not care about the war they are sowing throughout the nations. They will be cowardly enough to refuse to support my writings, and instead they will try to make me seem like the bad guy.

This is manipulation. It is textbook abuse: the abuser accuses the victim of being the real abuser.

They literally accuse me of being the devil. They say I am more manipulative than they are. Because they cannot face the reality that they are the ones doing harm, they must project that harm onto me.

They also unsettle me intentionally by speaking in disturbing voices and accusing me of being one of them—one of their evil network members. They want me to doubt myself. They want me to believe that I am part of their darkness. But I am not.

My Background – Average, Traditional, Not Related to This Wrongdoing

Let me be clear about who I am and where I come from, because the surveillance operatives try to imply that I must have done something to deserve this, or that my family must be involved in something dark.

My background is from a very average, traditional, and uninteresting Chinese family. My parents are alive and well. They are completely not related to this wrongdoing. There is nothing exotic, secretive, or elite about my lineage. I am not the daughter of intelligence operatives. I am not the heir to some hidden fortune or occult bloodline. I am a normal person from a normal family.

I cannot believe that I—the black sheep of my family, the one who never quite fit in—am enduring this with my mother in Canada. But at least I am way beyond blessed, and I love Canada so much. This country protects me, to whatever extent it can, from the US corruption emanating from American elites, corporations, research institutions, and Freemasons.

For all their mockery, this is also proof of God's existence. Even a mediocre, average, seemingly insignificant person like me is significant. Just like each and every one of you.

The Accusation That I Begged for Their Abuse

Another part of their new strategy is to accuse me of begging for their harmful services. They claim that I asked for their involvement. They claim that I purchased their wicked services—the ritual abuse, the vulgarities, the spiritual harassment.

Why do they say this? Because they cannot admit that God would care about someone like me. They cannot admit that an imperfect woman could still be loved by the Creator of the universe. So they must invent a transaction. They must believe that I bought my power, my analytical ability, my sense of God's presence.

They want to believe that I am like them—that everything is exchange, that nothing is grace.

But I did not buy anything. I did not beg for anything. I survived because God had mercy on me. That is the truth. And they hate that truth because it means that grace is real, and that grace is available to people like me, and that they themselves could have chosen grace instead of cruelty.

They try to distort my testimony to be as vulgar and sacrilegious as possible. They bombard me with disturbing content because they are afraid that I might become too powerful or too well-known. They want to keep my mind occupied with filth so that I cannot think clearly. They want to prevent me from having a normal mind.

I rebuke this. I reject this. And I continue to write.

The Harmful Attack on My Mother

Some of them see the tenderness and love that my mother has for me. And instead of respecting that bond, they are excited by the prospect of ruining her life.

They want to hurt her through me. They want me to hurt her, or her to hurt me. They find this cruel game entertaining. They are literally trying to make my mother and me troubled. They call it justice.

It is not justice. It is cruelty for the sake of cruelty. It is the enjoyment of suffering.

I rebuke their failure and their harmful intentions toward my mother, my father, and me as Christians. I rebuke it in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

A Word to Skeptics and Nonbelievers

I know that this sounds extreme to nonbelievers or to scientifically minded people. I know that reading this, one might think, "This person is mentally ill. This person is paranoid. This person is making things up."

I can only tell you my experience. My experience has taught me that there is a divine reality. There is a higher being. We are not just here by accident. We are not just matter in motion.

If there are spirits and harmful influences—and I believe there are—then there is also the good God. There is Jesus Christ. I have experienced His protection. I have felt His presence in ways that cannot be explained by psychology alone.

So I recommend that you become a believer. Not because I want to convert you by force, but because faith has been the only thing that has kept me alive. Without Jesus Christ, I would have been destroyed years ago. With Him, I am still standing.

A Word on Self-Worship and Significance

Do not self-worship. You yourself are not important. But through your faith in God, and through your commitment to being a loving, humble, and kind person, you can become significant in making the world a more loving place for God's kingdom.

If you realize these things, do not do the foolish thing by choosing the wrong side. Instead, protect yourself, your friends and family, and your society.

I protect myself by being celibate and childless, and by doing what I can to share my testimony with others throughout the nations.

Bless God, Yahweh. Jesus Christ, I love You.

And I bless you, the readers.

I rebuke all curses and harmful intentions directed toward you. I bless you with protection, love, salvation, and goodness.

Amen.

"Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good." — Romans 12:21

Final Rebuke and Trust in God

I rebuke all their harmful curses in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I know that God loves my mother and me. I know that we will endure. I know that we will be saved in the end.

They can do their worst. They can surveil, degrade, accuse, and torment. But they cannot separate me from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus my Lord.

"Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us." — Romans 8:35, 37