The US Surveilancers Hate (at least some of them) That I Belong to Jesus Christ and That I Am a True Christian
Part One: The Watchers
I am under surveillance daily. The operators express rage toward me. Their stated goal is for me to harm a person who loves me, communicated through their voices with contempt. They attempt to create distance between me and people who love me, including my mother. I speak against their harmful words in the name of Jesus Christ. I pray for protection for my parents and myself.
I have not threatened, stolen from, lied about, or plotted against them. Their hostility stems from one fact: I am a vulnerable civilian women, who identify, and continue to identify, as Christian. Not as a label or cultural identity, but as a daily practice. Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour. I report the presence of the Holy Spirit in my life as a tangible reality.
The Holy Spirit manifests through ordinary birds—doves, pigeons—that appear at moments reminding me that I am not alone. This reality provokes the surveillance operators.
Part Two: Campaign of Degradation
They use degrading language directed at me. They use racial slurs. They tell me to end my own life or my mother's. Their speech echoes anonymous online forums.
They force intrusive thoughts into my mind: images, urges, whispers. They attempt to make me believe I am a predator or hypocrite, to doubt my own decency.
I have never intentionally caused a child to cry. I have never harmed a child. I am not an abuser. I protect children when I can. I have remained celibate my entire life by choice and conviction.
They respond to this with degradation. Their stated justification is that if they cannot destroy my faith, they will make my mind uninhabitable.
Part Three: Elitist Contempt for Christianity
The operators are elites. They are comfortable and educated. They possess a version of Christianity that allows them to feel righteous while committing harmful acts.
Some attend church, say grace, and post Bible verses. They also engage in activities that manufacture wars, destabilize nations, and profit from human suffering under national security.
They believe they can outmaneuver judgment. They see me—a Chinese-Canadian woman, a convert, without worldly power—and observe that I possess something they cannot buy or fake: what I believe to be the Holy Spirit.
This provokes them.
Part Four: Scapegoat and Sacrifice
I have been surveilled for over three years. During this time, some operators have stated that they believe they are sacrificing me to a false god.
They see me as a sacrificial victim: a Chinese woman, isolated from her father in China, living in Canada, without powerful protectors. They view me as expendable.
They perform rituals directed at me—pretending I am a child, pretending ownership over my body, treating my celibacy as a provocation. They attempt to provoke me into performing for them.
When I refuse, they escalate. Methods include:
Direct energy weapons
Induced suicidal thoughts
Degrading sounds projected as if from my mother, intended to poison my perception of her
They want my death to be a sacrifice. I will not provide it.
Part Five: Attack on My Mother
They also target my mother. She is not aware of the full scope of spiritual warfare and does not fully understand what I endure. She perceives a daughter who seems cold, distant, and sometimes angry. This confusion causes her to lash out.
She has had moments of rage. Once, in frustration, she said she could kill me due to the vulgarity and apparent mental instability she perceives.
The operators exploit this. They amplify her anger. They whisper to me: "Like mother, like daughter." They reference her past abortions as if that makes her deserving of abuse. They attempt to turn us against each other.
I see us as both victims of their manipulation. They have poisoned the relationship.
Part Six: Gaslighting and False Accusations
The operators engage in persistent gaslighting.
When I state that I am not an abuser—that I have never harmed a child—they call me a liar.
When I state my lifelong celibacy, they accuse me of secret perversion.
When I endure their torment without suicide, they claim: "You are not sad enough. You are not angry enough. That means you approve of what we do. That means you are like us."
This logic is deliberate. They want me to become hateful, bitter, jealous, violent—everything corporate America is accused of being.
I will not become what they want.
Part Seven: Why I Remain Alive
Once, I understood who they were and the technologies they used. They used direct energy weapons to attempt to end my life. I survived.
That survival was not my doing. Afterward, I became a Christian.
My survival enrages them. They cannot believe that God would save someone who is sarcastic, who says harsh things when pushed past limits, who is not polished.
Part Eight: A Word to the Reader
I am not writing because I believe I am special or the only victim. I am writing to bear witness.
There are people in power who believe they can do anything, torture anyone, claim Christianity while sacrificing women to false gods, and expect God to look away.
God sees everything.
I ask readers to consider three things:
Appreciate your own life. If you are not being psychologically tortured by surveillance operatives, thank God and pray for those who are.
Do not uphold systems of injustice. Do not defend corporate America's wars. Speak the truth.
Place your faith in Jesus Christ, not in any politician, nation, or ideology.
Part Nine: The Unbroken Soul
Despite the degradation, intrusive thoughts, racial taunts, sexualization, attempts to turn me against my mother, direct energy weapons, false rituals, gaslighting, and false accusations—
God still covers me.
I have safe dreams without their influence. Dreams of peace, kindness, light.
They can make my waking mind difficult. They can fill my ears with disgust. They can attempt to break my spirit.
But they cannot touch my soul.
My soul belongs to Jesus Christ. He is stronger than any surveillance state, direct energy weapon, or elite who believes they can sacrifice me and escape judgment.
I speak against them in the name of Jesus Christ.
"The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it." — John 1:5
Final Witness
I write from grief, not hatred. I write so that others might see the pattern: surveillance, psychological warfare, mockery of faith, attempts to sacrifice the vulnerable to false gods. Do not be gaslit. Do not abandon decency. Believe that Jesus Christ sees, knows, and will not forsake you.
They hate that I belong to Jesus Christ. His love is stronger than their hatred.
† To anyone suffering in silence: you are not alone. Christ is with you. †
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