The US-Iran War, Technology Abuse, and the Tainting of Christianity: My Observations as a Targeted Individual by US Surveillance Operators
The Witness of the Oppressed: On My Observations of Certain US White Supremacist Eschatology, Psychological Warfare, and the False Witness of So-Called Christians
This testimony reflects my honest, good-faith account of what I have experienced and continue to endure. The behaviours described are attributable to some individuals within US surveillance, military, and intelligence-related spheres – not all, and certainly not every American or every Christian. I write not out of blanket hatred but out of a need to document, to witness, and to pray for truth and repentance. In good faith, I affirm that these accounts are accurate as to how these individuals act and how I experience their actions. May God judge righteously and bring light where there is darkness.
Date recorded: April 22, 2026
The Jealousy Accusation – Projection as a Weapon
Some US surveillancers – specifically those who use direct energy weapons, wave-length and communication signals, telepresence and telehaptics technology to harass, monitor, and provoke – genuinely seem to believe the world is jealous of them, as if they are at the centre of everything. Not just jealous of their resources or their military. Some also accuse others, including me, of jealousy of their legacy, their ancestry, their technologies, their race, and their accomplishments. They look at me and accuse me, directly and indirectly, of being jealous of white people, of preferring white people, of wanting to be white. Some also accuse me of being a "Jew" while simultaneously holding views that are not respectful.
Through thought insertion and suggestive voices, some tell me that I should feel lucky to have them in my life – lucky to have their presence, lucky to have their attention. They seem to think I enjoy it when they do troubling things around me, to me, inside my own mind. Some genuinely appear to believe that I am grateful for their troubling behavior – the stalking, the harassment via energy weapons, the disturbing whisperings – because, in their logic, any attention from the white race is a privilege for someone like me. That is their stated assumption, as I have experienced it.
Let me be clear: I am not jealous. I have never been jealous. The trauma, the hurt, the fear, the sense of inferiority they try to instill, the sadness, the frustration they cause – who would be jealous of that? How can anyone be jealous of people whose actions often make others feel less than human? God is love. Some of them sow hate, anger, fear, and a sense of inferiority. In doing so, they act in opposition to God, even as some call themselves His servants.
The Apparently Blessed Race – Apocalypse Justification and Christian Nationalism
Some of these same surveillancers market to me, intentionally trying to trigger and make me hateful towards white people, that they are exceptionally justified and blessed – most loved by Jesus Christ. Some intentionally market to me that they appear to believe their whiteness and ancestry is like a divine seal of approval. From that perch, some feel justified to trigger war with the Middle East – not reluctantly, not out of defence, but deliberately and strategically. They discuss it in their internal rhetoric as if it is a holy chess move.
Of course, they realize this is not what they actually believe, as God loving people, but they intentionally act like this towards me, to isolate me and seal me in a vacuum of hate, racism, elitism, sexism, among other things, hoping it would "lock" my spirit and personality to one of hate, mistrust, and anger.
Some also feel permitted to indirectly trigger and make difficult the economy of China. Why? Because, in their selective theology, China is not a public-declared Christian nation, nor are most Middle Eastern nations. Therefore, they reason, war is permitted, economic challenges are permitted, environmental challenges are permitted. Some see these outcomes as God's judgment rather than their own actions.
For some, the end goal appears to be triggering the apocalypse, the end times – population devastation and decline as an expression of God's wrath. Some actively work toward biblical end-times scenarios because they believe they will be the ones saved. Some seem to hold the view that they are racially superior and the most loved by Jesus Christ simultaneously: white and saved as winners on Earth and in the afterlife.
Meanwhile, some of these same individuals constantly send me disturbing and troubling thoughts – involving children, my own mother, violent imagery. They try to traumatize me continuously.
The Disturbing Accusation – Troubling Voices and False Accusations
Some of these individuals struggle with harmful patterns. And some have the audacity to accuse me of being one of them. They speak in disturbing, infantilized voices – mocking, cooing, pretending innocence while describing harmful things. Some call me an extension of themselves, as if I am attached to their harmful system.
Some accuse me of being an "honorary Aryan," a self-hater, against my own race, against China. They say I prefer white people, that I do not like Asian men, that I choose destructive personalities over my own kind. None of this is true. It is false. It is painful. And it makes me deeply uncomfortable – the racism, the antisemitism that rides alongside it, the way some twist everything into a racial hierarchy where whiteness is always at the top.
Me as "Americar Trash" – Harmful Words, Despair Baiting, and the Mockery of the Wicked
Some occasionally call me "Americar trash." They speak against my looks, my health, my relationship with God, calling it justice. Some hope to trigger me into despair, wanting me to become distant from God in my final moments, to set aside God's grace so they can have a sense of victory.
Some want me alive to extract biometric data or conduct research on spiritual oppression or trafficking. Others want me gone so they can continue – unbothered – to influence war, economic challenges, environmental challenges, while conducting surveillance on civilians without consent. Their self-focus can be total. Some truly believe God will save them while the rest of the world suffers. They sneer, feel superior, and some show little self-awareness of their lack of empathy or narcissistic tendencies.
The Giver Lie – False Fantasies Projected onto Me
Some also try to trigger me into self-sabotage by calling me a "giver." Because some engage in harmful acts and fantasies, and they project those fantasies onto me, saying this is my "thing." Some call me their girlfriend or wife, justifying their harmful behavior by pretending I am complicit.
They treat me as if I were complicit in some of their harmful fantasies of harming children, women, the innocent, or as if I deserve to have them force these thoughts upon me. They accuse me of having the same fantasies. That is not true. I will never be a mother. I remain celibate voluntarily. I refuse to continue any family line that could be tainted by such practices.
My choice of celibacy, of Jesus Christ, of not harming anyone – some call that "for them," as if it serves their purposes. Ultimately, their slyness and unrelenting surveillance is harmful to me and concerning before the Lord Jesus Christ.
Some feel justified to commit violations against me via energy weapons and other means, then call me as flawed as they are. They try to dehumanize me, hoping I will do hurtful things to those I love, while they sneer, feel superior, and oppress my mother and me. I speak against all of their harmful words in the name of Jesus Christ, and I bless leaders with goodness, sound judgment, love, and blessings from Christ. Amen.
The Technology of Lawlessness – Population Research and Comfort in Secrecy
Some have research, technology, population studies, direct energy weapons, and voice-to-skull harassment capabilities. They operate in hidden, comfortable, often law-avoiding ways, doing troubling things to people like me while feeling superior. Some have fantasies of dominating and mixing with attractive people of other races – as if interracial dynamics are a spiritual victory.
As much as I believe in Jesus Christ, Yahweh, and faith – if this is the simplified rhetoric some embrace, God will humble them. God does not forget the victims, the oppressed, the targets of racism. God sees many who deserve more.
Some rhetoric I have encountered is harmful, self-focused, and simplistic. But because some have resources and preparation, they have confidence they will be fine. Some even try to take credit for my thinking, my healing, my blogs, my writings. Some are convinced that their abuse is what gives me revelations. That is disturbing and false.
Addressing My Body and Mind Inappropriately – Boundaries Violated
What is even more troubling: some speak to my womb. They address my body as if I am involved with them and married to them, spiritually, which is false. That is deeply wrong. There are many heartfelt, capable, intelligent, loving Christians in the world who do not engage in such behavior. Even my capacity to write – God provides it, and some try to take credit. They should be careful not to overstep.
I do not do what they do. Some commit harmful actions without realizing how harmful they are. I am thankful for God's grace. Some are so self-absorbed they do not realize how fortunate they are, despite the harm they cause. They hope their abuse makes me feel closer to them. It does not. I stay with Jesus Christ. I bless everyone who needs God's protection and truth.
God will judge righteously. Some accuse me of being a thief, of stealing their "government" data– despite all these writings based on the Holy Spirit leading me to the Truth, not things they flat out tell me. I know it only through my faith in Jesus Christ. Bless God. Amen.
Their Giddiness of My Downfall – False Flattery and Manipulation
Some are troubling, calling me with false flattery – "goddess" – waiting with eagerness for my downfall. They try to trigger anger, inappropriate thoughts, or despair. They test me constantly. It is distressing. They act like parasites, incessantly trying to plant harmful ideas, priming my psyche, hoping I will be seen as hypocritical or troubled.
Some hope I will become harmful to my mom or embarrass my father. They accuse me of not liking Asian men, of choosing destructive personalities. God sees the truth.
Despite the propaganda and dehumanizing lies some sow, by their actions they reveal an ungodly existence. Asian men do not treat me this way. Men of other races do not treat me this way. God Yahweh watches and does not forget. He sees many others who treat me with kindness and decency.
Speaking Against My Appearance – Reflections on Their Behaviour
Some speak against my appearance repeatedly. That reveals jealousy, dislike, or contempt. I do not do this to others. I do not feel superior to others. God is mercy and forgiveness. Only a fool thinks they are inherently better than others for worldly reasons. I am blessed not to be privileged or worldly, blessed not to be a mother, blessed to have a close relationship with Jesus Christ.
Some wait with sneers, trying to provoke me. They try to afflict my mother with projected headaches or visual disturbances. Some try to negatively influence our lives using harmful practices. Thankfully, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour. Bless God, Yahweh.
Superiority Complex – Self-Perceived Angels of Judgment
Some feel intelligent, as if they know more than others about God judging the world. Some feel justified to make war with non-Christian nations, seeing themselves as superior – advanced, knowledgeable, spiritual, rich. Some simplify life to: be superior, believe in Jesus, allow others to perish. Some see their harmful actions as God's judgment, themselves as God's agents.
Some call me a harmful person's girlfriend or wife – none of this is true. I am voluntarily celibate. I do not worship false gods, coerce anyone, or commit such wrongs. I recognize marriage as a covenant between one man and one woman in real life – not the harmful projections some engage in.
It is not Chinese Christians doing this to me. I am not American, nor will I represent America. I reveal what some do without my consent, calling me names, saying harm to others is justified, and directing war chants toward China. Some wait comfortably, dragging out conflict, while engaging in subtle abuse and harmful practices.
Thank God His presence limits their harmful actions in Jesus' name. I pray His plans for me are better than anything these individuals attempt. Bless God. Amen.
I Cannot Judge Them, but I Pray for Change
I cannot judge them. Only God judges. But some reveal their own hearts through their actions, words, and technology. There are indeed some very troubled people in certain US military, corporate, and intelligence circles. That is observation, not final judgment.
Still, I pray for change. I pray for God's mercy – even for those who have harmed me. That is what Christ commands. That separates me from them. I do not want them to perish; I want them to turn. But I will not pretend their harmful actions are good, nor remain silent.
Do I think these people are godly Christians? They seem more like those influenced by darkness. Only God knows. I do not engage with their behavior. God has set me apart. Their wrongs are not mine.
Bless God's protection over me and others. I pray more people recognize what I endure. Be against unjust war. In Jesus' name, amen.
How can anyone be jealous of those who cause trauma, fear, and sadness? God is love. Some sow the opposite. American corporations and certain surveillancers sow anger and fear. They act against God's love, even as some call themselves angels. Since some are involved in harmful activities, it is deeply troubling. And they accuse me of the same.
Some of Their Contempt of the Gospel Spreading in China
Some of the cult surveillancers frustrated that there are Christians in China – real, praying, Bible-believing Christians. Although some do not like Chinese Christians and imply harmful words toward us, as if they dislike that more people can believe in Jesus these days. As their nation engages in war, they are upset that Chinese people may be more open to the gospel. That speaks about their character.
I speak against all these harmful words and curses, every harmful incantation – in Jesus' name. They have no authority over me or the body of Christ in China. Their frustration reveals their spiritual poverty. Their upset at Chinese people being open to the gospel shows that the Holy Spirit is alive where they least want Him.
With their knowledge and resources, yet sustained lack of humanity, care for others, elitism, racism, and involvement in harmful activities, at least with people like me, and, apparently, Muslims, it is evil. They see other nations as statistics, believing non-Christian nations deserve hardship and conflict.
Blessing Prayer and Final Witness
I bless everyone who reads this, everyone who suffers under similar abuse, every Christian in China, every targeted person. I bless you with protection, goodness, and the covering of Christ's blood. I pray God confounds the wicked, silences accusers, and raises witnesses of truth. In Jesus' name, amen.
Blessing Prayer
Lord Jesus Christ, I ask for Your protection over every victim of these surveillancers. Over my mother, over innocent children, over Christians in China and all nations. I cancel every harmful word, every weapon, every harmful assignment. I release Your goodness, Your love, Your peace. Let those who rage against Your people be humbled. Let Your church shine. In Jesus' name, Amen.
Bless God. Yahweh. Jesus Christ. Amen.
I do not consent. I do not comply. I remain in Christ. I remain celibate. I remain a witness against false prophecy. I write this down because it is important to remember. Let this be a permanent record.
The Calculated Destruction of Mind – On Being "Locked" and the False Accusation
Let me also make something clear. Some surveillancers operate with a hidden calculus. They would never publicly admit what they do to me. They intend to shatter my mind, to induce a state of chronic mental distress so profound that I become "stuck" – locked inside a traumatized consciousness, unable to return to normal function.
This is their stated intention, communicated through suggestive voices and intrusive thoughts. They believe that perpetual abuse, harsh words, and harmful imagery will fracture my mind beyond repair. They think it is justice to intentionally trigger a broken mental state. They imagine that if I become trapped in a hateful, traumatized, broken consciousness, I will have proven myself worthy of condemnation.
Worse, some imply this state would be equivalent to taking a harmful path. In their twisted view, a mind destroyed by their own assault would be evidence that I rejected God, that I am lost, that I willingly accepted a false path. They would call my brokenness my fault, my trauma my sin.
But let me be clear before the Lord: God is good. God is love. God knows my past and present. I do not want to associate with hateful, bullying people. I see through Christ's lens of empathy and truth. I refuse to become the villain they accuse me of being. I have never supported school shooters or wrongdoers. God knows this completely.
Some try to force me into the role of villain or troubled person so they can feel justified. But I will not play that part. I remain in Christ. I remain stable by God's grace. I speak against every attempt to induce mental illness, every harmful word of confusion, every weapon aimed at my consciousness. In Jesus' name, my mind belongs to God, not to their hatred or false prophecies. I am not locked. I am saved. And I write this testimony: no matter how long they try, God preserves His witnesses.
Final Witness
God is love. Some sow conflict and call it justice. I choose Jesus Christ, repentance, and praise for God's mercy. I choose Truth. I choose to remember and record the Truth of what is being done to me and the world. Blessed be the name of the Lord.
Documented under duress, in full lucidity, before the Lord. This testimony is offered in good faith as an accurate record of what some individuals do and how I experience it.
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