The Ongoing Reality of US Elite Surveiller Abuse: Pedophile Racists, Ritual Threats, and the False Accusations I Endure
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Trigger Warning: This testimony contains descriptions of psychological, spiritual, and ritual abuse, including manipulation tactics, intrusive thoughts, threats of harm against minors, and references to suicide. Reader discretion is strongly advised.
I am not trying to curse anyone with my testimony. I am simply telling the truth of my own experiences. There is true evil in this world, but none of what I have suffered is anyone's fault. Not mine. Not my parents'. Not any ordinary person's. I forgive my mom completely. I hold no hatred.
On my language: I intentionally try to make my language less negative and less charged, as this is what the US surveillers would want — for me to be angry, bitter, and reactive. I want to reveal earnestly what they do while also being cautious about how I express myself, revealing them in less harmful ways to trigger people less, while still getting the main point across. Praise God. Amen.
I bless everyone who reads this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. I reject all harmful words said against my testimony and truthful documentation.
Note on this post: This blog was aided by artificial intelligence to help organize and articulate my thoughts. However, the content is based on my real experiences and reflects my genuine understanding of what I have endured and what the Bible teaches.
The Constant Mocking and Threats
These days, some of them keep on mocking me and saying things that are deeply disturbing. There are younger individuals within this network — some who present as white men who think they are intelligent Freemasons, rich nepotists, and elite insiders. They mock me by saying "it's gonna be a tonighter" or "it's gonna be tonight." Basically, they are telling me that it is going to be tonight that they force me to experience harmful rituals — that they will impose satanic ritual abuse, or that they will try to get me to commit suicide, or that they will try to get my mom or me to attack each other.
I also have to hear some of these individuals — including military-affiliated people — mouth breathe and breathe heavily. There is a particular blonde woman involved in these behaviors who pretends to mouth breathe and speak in childish and infantilized voices. I have to hear these people's vocal expressions while I write these truthful accounts of their abuse. They do this so that it makes me seem as if this is my fantasy and that I am excited. This is a lie.
The elite older women among them — some of whom larp as angels — muffle their laughter and find this amusing. One of the pixie-cut ladies even projects her husband or partner and herself mocking me, with a sneer expression. They are linked to Democrat and WASP elite networks. They mock me as a "peddler puss" — like a rat who is peddling. They also mock me as joining the "rat race." For those who do not know, the rat race in corporate America refers to the exhausting, endless cycle of working incessantly in a system where people are treated as replaceable, where they grind for money and status but never truly escape. They mock others in my life as peddlers too — all people who should be miserable, hateful, soulless, and godless, part of the rat race, never to be a rich elite or master or CEO. Only a rat to be hateful, vengeful, and embittered by life.
I rebuke all their harmful words in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. God, Yahweh, Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour, with goodness, love, protection, and faith. In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
The False Accusations Regarding My Past
I know that I am not a lesbian because I have never fallen in love with a woman in my life. I do not find women to be people I would have a romantic relationship with. I know that society tries to normalize certain things, but I just never in my life would want to do these things. Thankfully, I have never ever really done these things in my life.
A minor event from when I was around twelve years old — a mischievous action of a child — is apparently enough for them to accuse me of being a pedophile as well as a lesbian. This is completely false. At that age, I was just being a child. They try to make me relive that experience through traumatic ritual abuses while they do these harmful things to me, claiming that it is justice.
Some of the older elite women who larp as angels — who seem to resent me and perhaps are jealous because of my faith in Jesus Christ — also speak in creepy mocking infant and toddler voices, saying these things while they collectively take satisfaction in the distress they cause.
The Lip Smacking and Gleeful Cruelty
I have to endure these pedophile angel-larping American women doing lip smacking sounds with their mouths — vulgar expressions meant to unsettle. They feel gleeful and powerful that I cannot physically confront them. They say they are praying that they would make me a jealous "demonic-ick" — some kind of label they use to dismiss and degrade me. They claim this is justice. They spread lies about me to try to make me miserable and not confident. They try to make me connect with or find comfort with the pedophiles within their network as a means of false solace.
These are all lies. I reject all of it in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
They are gleeful about supposedly more godly and better women's lives — another set of lies about me designed to tear me down. I rebuke all of their harmful words in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
Mocking My Family, My Poverty, and My Efforts
They call me a "jealous grass," among other things. They mock my mom and dad when they are upset with me writing this blog, calling us degenerate. They say that I am spending too much money, effort, and time into this, accusing me of being lawless and my parents of being uneducated. They mock us for being poor and not having the monetary funds to go to court and pursue this further. They mock our poverty.
They say that they hope I would be embittered and not have justice and go to hell. They laugh and mock my poverty. They mock my parents and me as lovers of money with a lack of intelligence to make money and have better jobs — only to be envious of people more successful and more intelligent than us. These are the rhetorics they sow and tell me, and gossip within their group and network, to try to make me embittered, hateful, vengeful, and angry.
They let me know they are sowing war with China. They curse me along with other families and China. They hope I would show a sense of support toward them to prove my jealousy over my own race's success, and that my parents are also jealous. I rebuke all of their harmful words in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
These are lies they say about my parents and me. We have decent lives both in Canada and China — friends, families, shelter, food, peace, God, Jesus Christ, books, nature to enjoy, and many things to look toward. I do not even join their corporate rat race. I feel blessed to not make these corporate individuals happy by seeing them not taken seriously and being called out for their wrongdoing in today's day and age, both locally and internationally.
They still try to trigger me in these ways despite knowing that things are declining for their system, that more people are Christians and see through their delusions and worldly lies and oppression — their fixation on money, along with other harmful behaviors. I am glad I do not need to ever feel stuck trying to make these individuals feel happy or do what they want me to do. I am glad I am not surrounded by these soulless people who seem to drain the spirit of others. I rebuke all of their harmful words in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
Bless God, Jesus Christ, Yahweh. Amen.
Testing My Spirit: Curses, Bets, and the Hope of Tragedy
This is also why the American elite surveillers are doing these harmful words and making bets. They try to say they would test my spirit. They hope for tragedy, poverty, and other difficulties between my mom and me so that we cannot work or make money, and become impoverished or bankrupt. They want to test our patience, faith, and goodness, while they watch with glee and contempt.
In the USA, there are terrible and sad stories where if someone were to get into an accident or become sick, it could make them go bankrupt. This is a problem of their society. I am thankful to be a lawful Canadian citizen, to have free healthcare, and thankfully to even study in the healthcare industry. This I extremely feel grateful and blessed for — by God and Jesus Christ.
They are also harmful and vile, saying that I love my parents and family because of their decent health, soundness of mind, and faith in Jesus Christ. They accuse me of being evil, sociopathic, and heartless — that I would find contempt and disgust over them if they could not love nor take care of me or support me. They harbour these harmful intentions toward them and me, to say as if we would forsake and find contempt over each other if something were to happen to either of us, physically or mentally. This is cruel. The surveillers continue their harmful rituals upon us without our consent. This is not justice. They feel superior as if they are testing us and we deserve to have them do this evil to test our faith in Jesus Christ.
To this, I say: I am not a person who will intentionally seek out suffering in my life and the people I love for the sake of testing levels of endurance. I hate people who seek out suffering and tragedies to test people's spirits and emotionality.
Truth be told, my parents — especially my dad — and I share emotions of not being too emotional, being more stoic. But we do have love toward each other. We have mild temperament, peace, friends, goodness, and do not want to harm or be intrusive on others. We prefer to be kind and peaceful. We would rather have less so more people can have more. We are average, find great grace to have love and abide in Jesus Christ, while also not being overly ambitious, interested in politics or business. We try to be positive energy, decent, curious, and enjoy engaging in everyday affairs with other civilians.
My family are not a family of businessmen, merchants, scholars, politicians, or powerful people. I do not intend on marketing myself as such, nor my family in China. They do not engage in criminal behaviors nor take advantage of others in any way.
At most, my mom, raising me in Canada as I grew up, held jobs and full-time work as a lawful employee in travel agencies, as a personal support worker, and as a waitress. I went to school full-time, still with some of my childhood, high school, and university friends in touch with me — they are doing well and thriving. My Chinese family members all have extended family who support me, know me well, remember me, and have decent and fond memories and love toward me, and vice versa.
Just because I do not constantly message them over social media or WeChat does not mean we do not care about each other. I just did not grow up contacting them much with social media — I do not like social media much. But I do love them and feel close to them.
Instead, these evil surveillers try to rewrite my history, ancestry, memories, etc., to make me focus on their intrusive lawlessness and harmful thoughts. I rebuke all of this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
The Rat Race and the Flawed System
A lot of people do not "make the rat race" not because of their limitations, but because of the flawed system that does not benefit them. They are not dumb. They could just not be sly, nor be educated to know this. That is why there is also research to help marginalized or disadvantaged groups navigate societal systems to make it more equitable.
Ironically, I do actual legal research in this area. They initially banked on hoping I would be more mocked by not even being a good equity researcher, nor being resourceful due to stupidity and lack of intelligence. But now they are infuriated to see I am more capable through my faith in Jesus Christ, while some of them are going to try to convince me and even themselves that it is their presence that makes me the way I am.
I give this to God, Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour. Amen.
Why I Will Not Commit Suicide
I should not have to commit suicide for being a victim in a situation that I did not ask for. Likewise, if I commit suicide, they will continue harassing other people, innocent people, my parents, and people I love. I would not be able to do anything to stop them. They are doing this to more people as well — it is not only me.
I know that I do not have the harmful things that they accuse me of ever doing. I just do not have these disturbing issues in my heart. They are more in the wrong than they accuse me of being. So why should I commit suicide because they make me feel lawless and troubled?
If I die, there would be fewer people who can call them out for their lawlessness, deviancy, harmful actions, racism, elitism, cruelty, manipulation of Christianity, sowing of apostasy, hatred toward the church, and attempts to infiltrate other pure Christian churches with their harmful behaviors and rituals.
An Apology to My Church
I want to make an official apology to my church for even having to endure this. In the past, they did not make it this explicit. It was only gradually that they forced this narrative of me and a child from the church. I personally do not have any harmful intent at all toward that child. It is truly one-sided on the part of these surveillers.
I think the reason why they are pushing this narrative a lot is because they were furious that I have become more lawful. The more lawful and honest I am, the more explicit and obvious they become with their harmful intent and the connection they try to link between me and innocent people in my life that I do not want to hurt nor think about in disturbing ways. It is the very fact that I am not thinking of this child that the surveillers are intentionally pushing her thoughts and her name into my head. They let me know that they are thinking these harmful things, and then they say as if I am a child worshipper — that I am worshipping her because she looks like me and her mom's name is Mary.
Not only that, but they try to make me infuriated and also try to sow violent thoughts to make me imagine the child in harmful ways — basically trying to make me imagine the child in the same harmful ways that they treat me with their technology.
Legal Efforts and Documentation
I am pursuing true legal efforts with law enforcement, as well as lawyers, and even the Chinese military and the Canadian military about this. This type of lawlessness and harm needs to be truly documented so that you know how these surveillers are fantasizing about these behaviors that extend beyond me. Even if I were to commit suicide or die, they will still continue their surveillance and feel excitement over the fact that there will be people affiliated with me — people whose existence I may not even know — wherever they are.
The Escalation of Their Behavior
Right now, it is because I have become more lawful and honest, and nuanced and accurate in my blog posts documenting my experiences and their technologies and their manipulation tactics, and also praying against their harmful ways and praying toward the Holy Spirit to sanctify me and protect me and love me in the name of Christ Jesus as my Lord and Savior, that these people have become more disturbing and wicked. They are trying to enforce a false narrative of a false connection that does not exist between me and this child.
It is also to push me forward to have to make me do the more right thing of approaching this family and explaining the situation. This is troubling as well because it makes them excited. This is basically them testing me and other people in my church. Because they engage in such harmful behaviors, they do not know how other people would handle this. They are testing me and other Christians in my Chinese church to see how lawful Chinese people are and how they would cope with this type of horrible news. They find glee and gloat over this.
On the Physical Appearance of Some of These Individuals
Meanwhile, I have to endure some of these individuals — including some with red hair and lanky builds — saying that they are excited over these harmful things they say. They have faces with gleeful sneers. If you see them, it is clear. I could expose how their faces look and some of the expressions that you see on them with that gleeful expression — it is completely how they look. I reject them in the name of Christ Jesus, my Lord and Savior.
On the False Accusations
I can tell you that I have never been a pedophile. I just do not find excitement over children. They are so harmful that they constantly make me think about things that I do not even truly know what they mean, and then they try to project random children into my mind. They find such excitement in this. They try to make this your life.
It is troubling that some of these elite older women are basically calling me offensive names and trying to make me angry. They are laughable and contemptible. The world will continue, and thankfully Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior.
I pray that the entire world will see what these individuals do in terms of their intent. The fact that they call me a demon and that they call me the uglier race, among other things, while trying to harm Chinese children in my mind and try to make me seem like a person who would be hated by the world — I reject all of this in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.
On Direct Energy Weapons
They also apparently are using direct energy weapons on me as I write this — causing pain, confusion, and distress. This is part of their ongoing campaign to break me down. But I will not be broken.
I reject all of their harmful intentions in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
On Their Attempts to Rewrite My History and Cloud My Mind
They intend on clouding my mind with darkness, sadness, and negative energy. This is the intent they try to do to nations. I reject this in the name of Jesus Christ, and pray that God Jesus Christ, my good Lord of love, goodness, and truth, can replace it with His divine glory, mercy, justness, and our Heavenly Father's understanding, forgiveness, grace, and protection.
In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
Do not deny Jesus Christ and His death and resurrection on the cross to die for our imperfections and sins. Accept His grace on the cross, and His death in place of our sins. Bless and praise Jesus Christ, amen.
On Their Anger and Projection
They are just angry that I, along with most people, are not psychopaths who are obsessed with Hollywood narratives and styles of surveilling and watching people. They are angry that everyday people who are Christians struggling in the rat race that they designed — benefiting the already privileged while making others yearn and be jealous of their elite positions of power — still have hope. They hope others would never make it, would struggle and suffer, only to have the good thing of believing in Jesus Christ and the Gospel. Then these surveillers try to take even Jesus Christ away and make them fall from grace, to make them suffer with all sorts of afflictions.
They try to pretend to be angels then, hoping to trigger you all the more by watching you cry and suffer and then pretending to kiss you and hug you from the other side. This is the rhetoric they were going with and still try to do. I reject all of this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
As they also record this as an entertainment learning lesson to their people, and distribute it within their network, saying I am a narcissist who is too stupid to join the rat race, too stubborn and mediocre and proud, and that I am only a greedy, selfish person who is racist and narcissistic — someone who wouldn't be accepted by them, who is a wolf in sheep's clothing. This is a bunch of projection on the part of these surveillers.
I reject their harmful words in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
A Prayer for Protection and Justice
I pray that the authorities can truly do an investigation into this situation — not only involving me, but other people who believe they are targeted individuals, as well as my family in China. I pray for safety, protection, and divine protection toward my family and other families and all targeted individuals and all people who could be targeted by surveillance without their knowledge.
In the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.
Final Declaration
No harmful intentions against me, my friends, my family, or the nations will succeed. Yahweh and Jesus Christ see and read this, abiding with me. I pray this eternally and with great strength, love, mercy, and grace.
In the name of Jesus Christ, I declare love, protection, and grace. Amen.
A Closing Prayer of Praise and Gratitude
I praise God, Jesus Christ, with gratitude, love, and goodness. I thank Him for His mercy, His grace, and His protection. I thank Him for the gift of faith, for the love of family and friends, and for the hope of heaven.
Bless God, Yahweh, the Most High. Praise Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour. Amen.
In truth and grace — survivor's testimony, not a weapon.
"The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it." — John 1:5
Note on AI: This blog was aided by artificial intelligence to help organize and articulate my thoughts. However, the content is based on my real experiences and reflects my genuine understanding of what I have endured and what the Bible teaches.
Praise God. Amen.
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