The Gospel Is My Anchor: Salvation, Repentance, and Hope Beyond Surveillance

 

Why I still believe, why you should read the Bible, and why money and technology and human progress mean nothing without love or soul.

Introduction: The One Thing They Cannot Take

They have taken my privacy. They have tried to take my peace. They have attempted to ruin my reputation, my relationships, and my mind. They have made me afraid to eat, afraid to sleep, afraid to pray without mockery.

But there is one thing they cannot take: my Faith.

I believe in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. I believe He died for my sins and rose again. I believe the Holy Spirit dwells in me — not because I am perfect, but because He is faithful. I believe Jesus Christ died for all of our sins, and we can abide with Him and be saved and become adopted in God's family, as long as we repent, have Faith, and pray to God. 

I have experienced the grace of God in tangible ways: healing my mind, healing my mental illnesses, healing the trauma the surveillors put me through constantly, healing from the ritual abuse the surveillancers' non-consensual and unlawfully put me through, healing the physical pain from their direct energy weapons.

This is not just my fear of hell as a Christian. This is because I truly experience the grace of God.

What the Gospel Actually Teaches — Not Scientology, Not Cult Control

Let me lay out the core of the Christian faith as clearly as I can.

1. All have sinned. (Romans 3:23)

Everyone. The surveillors. Me. You. Every human being has sinned. There are no exceptions.

2. The wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life. (Romans 6:23)

Sin leads to death. But God offers a gift: eternal life through Jesus Christ. A gift is not earned. It is received.

3. God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. (Romans 5:8)

Jesus did not die for perfect people. He died for sinners. He died for me while I was still curious about dark corners of the internet. He died for my surveillors while they were still projecting voices into my mind.

4. If you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. (Romans 10:9)

Salvation is not about being good enough. It is about confession and belief.

5. By grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast. (Ephesians 2:8-9)

This is the verse they reject. They believe in works. They believe that past mistakes disqualify a person forever. But the Bible says the opposite. Salvation is a gift.

6. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. (1 John 1:9)

Confession leads to forgiveness. Repentance leads to cleansing. There is no sin too great to be forgiven.

7. There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. (Romans 8:1)

No condemnation. Not "less condemnation." No condemnation. Period.

These surveillors condemn me daily. But they are not God. And God says: no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.

Why Repentance Matters — And What It Actually Means

Repentance is not groveling. It is not self-hatred. It is not performing shame for the rest of your life.

Repentance means turning around. Changing direction. Walking away from sin and walking toward God.

I have repented of my past mistakes. The curiosity about the dark web. The visit to 4chan. The stupid search that horrified me. The true crime content. The inappropriate humor I used to laugh at. I do not do those things anymore. I strive to do the right thing.

The Bible says: "Go and sin no more." (John 8:11)

It does not say: "Go and let abusers use your past sins as a weapon against you."

It does not say: "Go and be audited for the rest of your life like Scientology teaches."

It says: Go. And sin no more.

A Message for Young and Old People Who Feel Too Wretched

If you are a young adult or youth who feels too bad, too terrible, too wretched to ever be considered godly — hear me.

I also watched stupid content. I watched movies and TV shows with inappropriate, gross, politically incorrect humour. I learned to think that was funny. I was curious about dark things during one period of my life (a few years during high school and college and during Covid-19). I made many mistakes.

And yet I repented. And yet God forgave me. And yet I am saved.

You are definitely not too bad to be saved and be a part of God's family. No matter what you have done — no matter what you have searched for, watched, laughed at, or been curious about — the blood of Jesus is enough.

"Come now, let us reason together," says the Lord. "Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow." (Isaiah 1:18)

What I Hope for You, the Reader

If you are a sinner — repent. Turn to Jesus Christ. He is merciful. He will not reject you.

If you are a victim of abuse — you are not alone. You are not crazy. You are not complicit because you survived. God sees you.

If you are one of my surveillors — stop. Repent. Dismantle what you have built. Hell is real. Turn away from your evil.

If you are a bystander — do not look away. Do not assume the victim is lying. Speak up.

If you are an investigator — please investigate. This is not a conspiracy theory. This is happening.

A Final Declaration

I am still alive. I am still believing. I am still documenting.

I would rather do something to make society more equitable, helpful, compassionate, and share the gospel. Instead, I endure this targeted individual surveillance 24/7.

I am not crazy. I am not insane. I know the type of weird looks, labels, laughs, skepticism, and sentiments others would hold toward me. I would not intentionally try to ruin my own life or the lives of my parents whom I love.

It is okay if you do not believe everything. But do not be closed off to it just because the technology is relatively new and not experienced by most people. That is the insidious aspect of this. It could be happening to more people than we realize.

I rebuke all wickedness in the name of Jesus Christ.

What helps me is to live a God-guided path: to try to be sinless, to avoid substances, to avoid toxic social media, to avoid violent and sexualized media, to repent daily, to connect with others in person despite their attempts to ruin my relationships.

I bless God and thank Him that He gave me the opportunity to repent of my sins, become baptized, believe in Jesus Christ, and abide with Him.

Going forward, I still want to live and do substantial helpful things in society. Improve the healthcare system. Make life more equitable. Reduce suffering. Point more people to Jesus Christ. Advocate for other targeted individuals.

This shows you that only God knows people's hearts — not the superficial surveillance of what they capture with their technology. Their biometric data is wrong. Their moral values data is wrong. Only God knows my heart.

Praise God. Rebuke their curses. Rebuke their technology. Rebuke their false Christianity.

In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

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