A Note to Readers

This testimony contains descriptions of psychological manipulation, false accusations, spiritual abuse, and detailed discussions of advanced technological coercion. Reader discretion is advised.

Disclaimer

I am documenting the truth of my own experiences. There is true wrongdoing in this world, but we can choose to forgive, and to help others who are wrongfully being hurt as well.

I bless everyone who reads this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. I reject all harmful words said against my testimony and truthful documentation.

I put my faith in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour. I am a sinner saved through the mercy and grace of Jesus Christ. Amen. Bless God!

Part One: The Toxic Morning Grooming and Audit

A toxic thing that the US surveillers do is like first thing in the morning, even in my dream, they try to suddenly groom me right now in order to sew camaraderie. They act friendly, familiar, almost caring. The purpose is to sew a false sense of camaraderie, to make me feel like we are on the same side, to lower my defenses. But this is not genuine. It is a setup.

Then, randomly and without warning, they switch. They abruptly begin to audit me by using things about people in their entirety that they know from my past, based on my Facebook friends and associations and Google searches. They pull from everything they have harvested: my Facebook friends, my associations, my Google searches, my biometric data from COVID-19 in NYC, every digital trace I have ever left.

Part Two: The Implanted Accusations

They say something like, "She is jealous of blank," and then keep on saying she is jealous of this person or that person. They audit my perceptions of people who are white, Asian, and everything else. They accuse me of being self-hating and wanting to hurt other more successful Asian people, along with other sorts of hate. These are complete lies.

I wasn't even ever thinking this during COVID-19 and in NYC. They directly implant these ideas and words into my mind as accusations. They have no evidence of me saying these things and thinking these things. The only place these thoughts exist is in the hearts of the surveillers themselves, who project their own jealousy, resentment, and racial prejudice onto me. Hence, they are directly trying to gaslight and mock me this way.

Part Three: Tainting Your Mind to Make You Miserable

This is to taint your mind and make you miserable and think like a criminal. They harass and mock you while they themselves are more like this. All the while, they derive satisfaction from being creepy voyeurs and taking advantage of me, calling me "witchy" among other vulgar titles like "perdick" and other disgusting names, while also engaging in human trafficking and mocking me with humiliation.

They say that because I am not jealous, it must be because I know the judgment of God and because I am a Christian. Or they say that I harbor contentment only due to the disarray in society—which is again a lie. They cannot accept that a person can simply not be jealous without needing a pathological or religious explanation. They twist everything.

Part Four: Reverse Cognitive Therapy – Making You Hateful, Judgmental, and Obsessed with Appearance

Another gross thing is that ever since their presence in my life, they constantly try to reverse cognitive therapy me. Normal cognitive therapy helps you think more clearly, kindly, and rationally. They do the opposite. They try to train my mind to pursue things in a very judgmental, hateful way.

They call me fat. They project images of me being obese. They try to make me see things in a very narcissistic, superficial way—obsessed with appearance, obsessed with how I look, obsessed with how others look. They want me to become shallow, vain, and cruel. They want me to judge people based on their bodies, their faces, their weight. And then, once I have these thoughts, they point at me and say, "See? You are a bad person. You deserve this abuse."

Part Five: Forcing Intrusive, Mean Thoughts About Kind Civilians

Sometimes they try to make me think hateful, judgmental things when I see normal, kind civilians—people I have no problem with, people I would never naturally judge. They implant intrusive, slightly mean judgmental thoughts about innocent strangers. Just walking down the street, I might suddenly have a thought like "that person looks stupid" or "that person is ugly" or something equally unkind.

These thoughts are not mine. They are implanted. But the surveillers then use these thoughts against me. They say, "This is why you suffer. You have bad character. Look at what you think about people." They use the thoughts they planted to justify cursing my appearance, to justify their abuse, to justify implying terrible things about my mom. They try to make me believe I am a fundamentally cruel person because of thoughts that were artificially injected into my mind.

Part Six: Their Justification and My Response

If the audit finds anything in your past—any forum you lurked on, any alternative belief system you were exposed to, any youthful mistake—they use it as proof. They say, "See? You were exposed to these things. You are contaminated. You are a danger." They say what they are doing is justice. They say they are keeping you from harming society. They say you are being "called out." They treat you like a criminal, like a 4channer, like someone who deserves constant surveillance and abuse.

If the audit finds nothing—which it usually doesn't, because I never thought these things—they simply implant the thoughts anyway and then punish you for having them. There is no way to win. They have already decided you are guilty.

I rebuke this auditing process. I rebuke the false ideas they sow. I rebuke the justification of abuse based on things I never thought or did. In the name of Jesus Christ, I declare that these implanted accusations are not mine. Amen.

"The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it." – John 1:5

Note on AI assistance: This document was aided by artificial intelligence to help organize and articulate my experiences and observations. However, the content is based on my lived experiences and reflects my genuine understanding of what I have endured and what I believe.

Praise God. Amen.

Blog Post Two: The Targeting of My Mother – Sadistic Cruelty, Incest Rhetoric, and the Breaking of the Family Unit

A Note to Readers

This testimony contains descriptions of psychological manipulation, false accusations, spiritual abuse, and detailed discussions of advanced technological coercion including direct energy weapons and satanic ritual abuse. Reader discretion is advised.

Disclaimer

I am documenting the truth of my own experiences. There is true wrongdoing in this world, but we can choose to forgive, and to help others who are wrongfully being hurt as well.

I bless everyone who reads this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. I reject all harmful words said against my testimony and truthful documentation.

I put my faith in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour. I am a sinner saved through the mercy and grace of Jesus Christ. Amen. Bless God!

Part One: They Focus on "Moving" to My Mom

What is gross is now they focus on "moving" to my mom, seeing themselves like spirits or parasites. These are rude, prejudiced, racist, and Luciferian US people—my age, younger, and older—trying to pit me against my mom and encouraging her to have anger issues and self-hate and depression and suicidal ideation and bipolar and anger and violence, like vocalized violence and abuse toward me, to hope to make my mom look bad and make her a child killer.

They also mock her for having had an abortion in the past in China, saying it is "justice" what is happening to her and her daughter. They try to make it seem like she hates me since she says prejudiced and spiteful things about my dad and me and shows judgment and prejudice.

Part Two: My Mom's True Character and Her Current Suffering

Objectively, she is a very kind, loving, and decent person. Even the Five Eyes know this. She doesn't harbor hate and resentment toward society and anyone regardless of race or class, but might have some general biases due to ignorance and things she hears. But now she says self-hating, abusive, and hurtful things to me she didn't say previously, due to being impoverished, discontent with how things are, trauma of what happened during COVID-19, and now resentment and disgust toward me since she sometimes thinks I am trying to destroy our lives by humiliating us with these statements and going public. So she calls me gross and disgusting that I am even surviving, since I explain to her the human trafficking of us by US surveillers.

Not to mention the US surveillers try to traumatize me through vulgar curses and screams and put me in a hateful mental state and also wait to see my mom angry and verbally abusive and then add on headaches, hoping this would push me and her to attack one another. They mock us as being representative of China's internal jealousy, discord and economic instability and vanity and lack of faith and lack of wanting others to know the truth and purposeful ignorance and irresponsibility or lack of wisdom, due to how both my parents respond, with lack of concern about my efforts to push this forward to expose our abuse, their fear of the system and society's judgment and lack of relevant connections and knowledge and limited social class.

Part Three: My Mom's Frustration with My Dad and Her Life

Likewise, my mom would sometimes say discouraging things about my dad that are mean, both to me and her. This is only stuff she says to us since she feels as if we destroyed her life, which I empathize and understand, since it seems like that. She could have different paths but instead chose to marry my dad and then immigrate to Canada where she mostly raised me, despite not divorcing. My dad helps support us but not with the amount of financial aid he would promise. After COVID-19, she is discontent with him due to his seeming lack of financial support with our current circumstances living paycheck to paycheck. My mom supports us financially mainly through her full-time job working as a supermarket chef.

She is also enduring the satanic ritual abuse she doesn't even realize is going on, with people making her think she has pain she doesn't really have (direct energy weapons) and thinking I am lying about my abuse and turmoil. My dad is rather emotionless or lacking action due to his ignorance. At least we are believers in Jesus Christ, whom we love.

Part Four: The Surveillers' Grateful Contempt for My Mom

Even now, the US surveillers watch my mom with a kind of grateful contempt. They are grateful that she is showing anger and hatred toward me—not true, deep-seated hatred, but obvious immense anger and confusion. She is exhausted. She just wants peace and quiet. Instead, she has to endure me writing these things, looking hateful and stressed, and living under the same roof while both of us are being abused by a third party she cannot fully see or understand.

So yes, she is abusive to me at times. She tries to bring me down. The US surveillers hope that I am also brewing with hatred and violence—that I will want to attack her, or that she will attack me. That is the situation they are trying to manufacture. They want mutual destruction between a mother and daughter.

Part Five: They Love to Hear My Mom Cry

What is really disturbing is they love to hear my mom cry. Unfortunately, what really distresses and disturbs me and makes me very dissociated sometimes late at night is when my mom bursts out crying due to depression. The US surveillers have implied—clearly enough that I understand—that they are aroused, happy, and excited when they hear my mom cry. They find arousal and excitement when they see my mom depressed and weeping. This distresses me immensely. It disgusts me.

Part Six: Making My Mom Look Psychopathic

They also try to make my mom look like a psychopath. When my mom has extreme rage and anger, they project rhetoric onto her. They use language like "Pepe the Frog" to mock her with disgust and contempt when she shows immense anger toward me and looks, in their words, "demonic." They are now trying to gather data to try to make my mom lift a hand to my neck when she becomes extremely angry toward me. When she says things like she wants to kill me or hurt me, these are expressions of immense frustration—not genuine intent.

My mom is immensely disgusted and grossed out when I explain the situation to her because I think she unfortunately wouldn't survive if she knew the disgusting human trafficking that I have to endure and the disgusting things that I hear. I just know this as a fact. Her endurance of disgust is lower than mine.

Part Seven: Racist Propaganda – Making Asian Men Weak and Asian Women Like Jezebels (at least in my circumstance, initially)

They are basically mocking me, saying they're gonna try to make either me or my mom look psychopathic. Their goal is hatred and racism toward Asian women. With a lot of people in the US surveillance group, it is very much race-based. They try to sow racist propaganda by making the Asian men—that is my dad—look weak or not wise or unintelligent or irresponsible and lacking love and not smart enough. And they try to make my mom and me look like we're ambitious, sly Jezebels or that we have very sly intents, that we are self-hating, jealous, and not smart enough to charm other races, racist and jealous, and not capable enough to succeed in the West.

Again, this is all a bunch of lies. They try to slow us down. They constantly try to literally dullify our minds and try to show mental illness within us due to us both enduring this disgusting knowledge—me overtly and her covertly. They are completely covert with my mom and my dad's abuse. So even though they are performing satanic ritual abuse, and I'm sure it's affecting them spiritually somehow, I have to carry the brunt of knowing all of this.

Part Eight: The Cultural Context They Exploit – Tujia vs. Sichuan

To give you context that the surveillers intentionally ignore and twist: My mom is from an ethnic minority group called Tujia. They are extremely ambitious, nomadic, mountainous, and resilient. My dad is from Sichuan province, where people are generally more loungy, leisurely, peaceful, and quiet. This is literally a known stereotype within China. It is not judgment—it is cultural description.

The surveillers exploit outsiders' ignorance of these cultural details. They hope that people who don't know this context will see my mom's ambition as self-hatred, racism, classism, and judgment. They try to make it seem as if my mom thinks my dad is unattractive, lazy, poor, and beneath her. None of this is true. She has immense respect toward the men in her life who are Asian and Chinese—especially her own father, who is Chinese. She harbors deep respect for her heritage in China and for her sisters.

Part Nine: Lies About My Friends, Disability, and Dating

The US surveillers try to sow tragedy and confusion among my friends and me. They try to make them not have answers, saying the only reason they tolerate me is because at least I'm presentable and I'm doing something about steroids, implying discontent with me if I were disabled or something. These are lies.

They also mock me, saying I'm an unattractive or mediocre Asian woman who would rather mate with fallen US surveillers—Satanists, technology worshippers—than with an Asian guy. This is completely false. I am actually doing a service to Asian men and all guys by not doing these things because it's unethical and gross. Being childless is also a blessing to the world. I don't want my child to suffer or be sacrificed to Baal, treated as an experiment, abused, or sacrificed—things that the US Pentagon, corporations, and elite families do.

Part Ten: Encouraging Contempt Between Me and My Mom

They also encouraged me having contempt toward my mom and vice versa, especially when my mom calls me vulgar names for writing these things. During these times, they try to say that they are closer to me and try to make me contemptuous and disgusted with my mom. They cultivate her vocal abuse toward me and encourage me to be disobedient to my mom and push her away, so that they can try to get closer to me. All while still grooming me with pedophilia lies and disgusting abuse.

The surveillers are objectively the grossest and most perverted and wicked and narcissistic military people in the world. They mock us as pretending to be Japanese and honorary Aryan, mocking me as Alan Turing, hoping we would become like demonic imperial Japanese during WW2. They mock my mom and me as Baal, and my dad as a cuck, despite my parents never cheating on one another. I rebuke all curses in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Part Eleven: False Incest Rhetoric and Sexualization

What is absolutely disgusting is the lies they try to sow about incest between my mom and me. They project this rhetoric to make me seem messed up, to accuse me of enjoying the human trafficking of both myself and my mother. They even try to project sexualization of my mom onto me. They attempt to get me to say lies about her—things she never did, things she never said, things that never happened.

This is deeply disturbing. It is a form of spiritual and psychological rape. They are trying to corrupt the most fundamental bond I have—my relationship with my mother—by injecting sexualized, incestuous accusations into my mind.

All of this is lies. My mom has never done those things. I have never thought those things. The surveillers are projecting their own perversions onto me.

Part Twelve: My Response

I refuse to hate my mom. I understand she is exhausted, confused, and under attack from forces she cannot name. I rebuke their attempts to sow incest rhetoric. I rebuke their sexualization of my mom. I rebuke their lies about things she never did. I rebuke their sadistic enjoyment of watching her trigger me.

My mom's character is better than mine. She is stronger. She is purer. I am tasked with exposing this so that at least our story is known, and so that the evil they do to us can be avoided by other families.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I declare that my mom is a decent, kind person who has been pushed beyond her limits by a third party that wants to destroy my family. Amen.

I bless my mom. I bless my dad. I bless all who read these words with God's protection, grace, and goodness through Jesus Christ. Amen.