Some of These US-based Surveillance Cult Operators Want to Break Your Mind, But They Cannot Touch God's Presence in Your Life

 

A Testimony of Faith Under Persecution

A testimony of false justice, mental health struggles, and why I still choose Jesus — with humility, without hatred, and with a turning toward hope

By a sinner saved by grace — under attack, but not without hope, and not without my own faults

A Blessing Before You Read

I truly bless my statements completely. No one is harmed for reading my testimony or my sufferings. I bless through Jesus Christ everyone who reads my words. May you not be affected by the harmful words of those who torment me. Know that my statements are truth, but also that God, Yahweh, the Divine, is watching — not harmful practices. You are safe. You are well. I speak peace over you in the name of Jesus Christ.

Introduction

I am writing this because the world needs to know the truth. There are people—some who call themselves Christians, others who openly claim other paths—who are doing troubling things in the name of "justice." I am one of their targets.

Let me be clear from the beginning: I am not planning to pass from this life. That is not my path. That is one of the three paths they are trying to carve for me. But I believe in a God of miracles. I believe Jesus Christ will pave a way better than anything these people can imagine.

A Humble Admission Before I Go Further

I need to say something important. I do not blame all of them. I am not inherently better than any of the surveillancers. Even though I am not blatantly doing the harmful things that they do with their technologies, I am easily capable of the harm that they do. That is a sobering realization. We know about the banality of harm — how ordinary people, under the right circumstances and justifications, can commit troubling acts. I am not immune to that. None of us are.

Sometimes I show too much apathy. Sometimes I respond with sarcasm when I should show decency, goodness, and love. I know that makes me seem distant during a time when we should all be striving to be better. I understand — truly I do — that my own attitude has given some of them a reason to feel righteous in how they treat me.

I am certainly not better than all of them. I have my own shortcomings. My own coldness. My own failures. The difference is not in my nature but, by God's grace, in my choices — and even those choices are fragile.

I say this not to justify what they do — but to be honest. If I am going to tell the truth about them, I must also tell the truth about myself.

Acknowledging the Weight of This Testimony

I realize that much of my testimony is difficult to read. Some of these surveillancers hope it will affect people, that reading about their harmful actions will spread fear or despair. But I want to be clear: that is not my intention, and that is not the power of these words. I have documented their actions not to harm anyone, but to bear witness to the truth. However, I also recognize that they take an unhealthy pleasure in seeing me document their harmful actions. So going forward, I will tone down the documentation of their specific actions. Instead, I will try to write more positive things — things of faith, of bringing peace, hope, and goodness, and blessings toward the world.

On the Truly Harmful Among Them

Despite the fact that I pray for some of them, I must also speak truthfully: some of them are truly harmful. This is not a metaphor. This is not paranoia. This is reality. I will not go into further detail here, as I have decided to focus less on documenting their specific harmful actions. But let it be known that such troubling behavior exists, and it hides behind respectable facades.

Racist Dehumanization

They have compared me and my father to animals. They have projected harmful images into my mental space. This is rooted in racism — an ancient form of dehumanization meant to strip away dignity. Some of them have called me names in mean-spirited voices, modulated to mimic a child. It is deeply troubling. But I will not dwell on their methods. I name it as harmful and move on.

Thankfully, Jesus Christ Is My Lord and Saviour

Yahweh sees their troubling insistence. He sees their presence in my life and the lives of my family members — in China and in Canada. I bless my family and my parents eternally, that they will never walk with this harmful league. I pray that Yahweh will protect us, knowing that we do not do what they do. We believe in God. Yahweh is a jealous God — and He comforts people like us. He does not abandon those who are targeted by harm. He does not look away from the suffering of His children.

Their Delusion: That I Want Them in My Life

Some of these people truly believe that I would allow them into my life. They believe I enjoy their presence. This is a profound and concerning delusion. With God as my witness, I could not care less about their existence or their presence. If they disappeared from my life entirely, I would feel nothing but relief.

What I Am Not, and What I Will Not Become

I am not what they accuse me of being. I am not a harmful person. I do not watch the harmful content they watch. I do not participate in their rituals. I do not have their money or their technological power to torment others. And I am grateful for that.

Mental Health Does Not Separate Anyone from God

There are Christians with mental health challenges who are still saved. I am one of them. Your mental state does not separate you from the love of God in Christ Jesus. The idea that people who struggle with mental health would be lost is not the truth. It is cruel. It is not biblical. Many people need to know the real truth of this world.

The Three Paths They Try to Carve for Me

They want me to believe I have only three options: passing from this life, isolating myself, or living while being disbelieved. I am currently walking the third option while worshiping Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. But let me be clear: I do not accept that these are my only paths.

The Fourth Path: Miracles, Faith, and God's Better Plan

I believe in faith. I believe in Jesus Christ. I believe He will pave an even better path — through miracles these people cannot even imagine. I believe God will deliver me with plans far better than anything my enemies can expect. But I am also humble. I allow God to do as He wills, with grace, forgiveness, and my repentance.

What I Believe About Passing from This Life (Difficult to Say, But I Will Be Honest)

I do not support passing from this life. It is a terrible and uncomfortable topic. I would never tell another person to do it. But I have to be honest before God and before the reader: I am not afraid of passing if they were to push me toward something more terrible — while keeping my soul and my faith intact. I think in certain circumstances, passing can be understood before the Lord. I know many will disagree. That does not mean I plan it. That does not mean I want it. That means I am not ruled by fear of death — because my soul belongs to Jesus.

What I Actually Want

I want a normal, peaceful life with my loved ones at church and at home. Private. Quiet. But I also want to share my experience and testimony — to help others learn from this, to choose love, and to choose Jesus Christ. I want people to read their Bibles. To experience how wonderful He is. To be kind to children. To protect them from the world. To forgive their mistakes and lack of maturity while they are young. To educate them in kindness, understanding, and love.

The Balance Between Truth and Ignorance

Some say ignorance is bliss. But here is the truth: with ignorance, you cannot choose. With truth, you can choose to believe in Jesus Christ. I choose truth. Even when it hurts. Even when it makes me a target.

What I Have, and What They Cannot Take

They have wealth. They have technology. They have networks of power. But I have something they do not: decent parents who raised me with values. A decent Chinese family that taught me honor and hard work. True faith in Jesus Christ and salvation through the gospel. A good education. A good society in Canada that, despite its flaws, pushes toward equity and decency.

Responding to Their Harmful Words and Turning Toward Hope

I speak against their harmful actions, their troubling words — now and in the future — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Going forward, I will write more about faith, peace, hope, and goodness. I will bless the world rather than dwell on the darkness. I have documented enough. Now I choose to look toward the light.

Final Words and a Blessing

I am a wounded, faithful follower of Jesus Christ. I am not better than my tormentors — I am simply, by grace, choosing a different path. And yet, God sees all of it. My shortcomings. Their harmful actions. And He will deliver. Not on their timeline. Not on my timeline. Not on anyone's terms but His.

May you, the reader, be blessed. May you be safe. May you know that your suffering does not separate you from God. May you hold onto Jesus. And may peace, hope, and faith find you — even in the darkest places. In the name of Jesus Christ, I bless you. Amen.

Soli Deo gloria. Even now. Especially now. And onward, in hope.

If You Are Considering Passing from This Life, Please Reach Out

If you are considering suicide, please reach out to someone who can help you stay safe. Call or text 988 in the United States (Suicide and Crisis Lifeline). Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741. This blog post is a testimony of faith under attack — not medical advice. Your life has value, and there is always a fourth path. You are not alone.

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