Reflective statement to family, friends, law enforcers, and the public: A Confession of Spiritual Warfare and Coerced Abuse By American-based Mercernaries and Secret Societies

I need to document what has been done to me — not because I am ashamed, or as a call for attention, nor to feel self-important or better than others, but because silence protects the abusers, and this is done to others beyond me.

There are people connected to powerful networks — including Pentagon-linked mercenary-style operatives, corporate cult-like groups, Scientology-affiliated individuals, Freemasonry, and certain elite families — who have been subjecting me to a form of remote psychological and spiritual torture. This is not metaphorical. It is systematic, episodic, calculated, and criminal. The methods resemble those documented at Abu Ghraib, except applied remotely through technology that invades my mind, my senses, and my inner space.

They bombard me with disgusting noises and physical sensations — informing me what their mercenaries and cult operators are doing on the other side, as if I am connected to a hidden reality of abuse. They have projected images into my mind of my own parents being hurt or distorted into cruel caricatures. They have flashed gory images, frightening pictures of ghosts or demons, symbols of Baal Peor, and other occult signs directly into my inner vision.

They lie consistently, claiming that everything they do. This is their daily pattern. They try to make me internalize their actions, to develop false memories, and to confuse my mind. I have endured this for more than three years.

Now they are also accumulating a large amount of footage of me, along with things I say — sometimes when I am in an extremely disturbed state of mind — while they literally attempt demonic possession. They influence my thoughts, words, and perceptions to make me appear sick and deviant. Some of them encourage me to criminal things, hoping that my local community will cancel me or turn to nativism, and that I will be overlooked and hated because of my Chinese heritage.

I love the society I live in. I have good feelings toward people of all races. I like white people, and I have no prejudice toward other races — because I was raised in a lawful, open-minded, and kind society that celebrates different nationalities. But the surveillancers from America are exploiting my Christianity while simultaneously trying to make me a false god worshipper. They want me to seem like a racist, Chinese nationalistic pedophile sadist — to get people to overlook my statements and experiences, to dismiss me as an attention seeker. The surveillance extends beyond me to others in society, civilians of all races and nationalities. It is convenient for them that I am of Chinese heritage, but I hope this does not deter you from hearing my message. What they do to me, they do to others who are white and of other races. I am not claiming to be a hero or a saviour. I am doing the just and ethical thing, hoping this can help others regardless of race, religion, class, or education. I hope you can set aside any prejudice toward me because I am Chinese, and take the suffering and truth I reveal seriously.

I apologize for previously writing extremely distressing and vulgar things regarding the harassment. The surveillancers specifically try to cause that — hoping to degrade my writing so it is taken less seriously, by putting me in a bad mental state so that my testimony becomes a cesspool of the worst things in the world.

This is a new kind of religious persecution. A war on consciousness. They experiment on me, hoping to shape me into something cold, cruel, and heartless. They try to make me into a symbol for larger political narratives, as if my suffering is a tool.

I will not walk away from my faith. No matter what they put me through.

They tried to shame me for going to church. They said I would taint holy spaces because of what they have done to me and what I now know. I am not the one who defiles. They are.

They project vile things — rituals, distorted scenes involving women and infants — things that sicken me. I rebuke every single one of those images in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

They constantly try to make me think about attacking my own mother. That is the milder version. The rest is worse. They use what feels like extrasensory perception to invade and torment.

I do not want to criticize all military personnel. Most serve with honor. But this specific network — these individuals who engage in torture — project their own sadism, opportunism pride and rage onto me. They need a scapegoat. They have decided I am the enemy.

I am concerned about being criminalized as foreign interference, a spy, or something else, because I am honestly posting my position as a targeted individual. I love living in Canada and identify strongly as Canadian. Given my Chinese heritage, and the fact that the US surveillancers exploit this while trying to program me and turn me against the West in subtle ways — mocking me as Islamic, hoping I will taint my blog with vulgarities — I need to clarify my positioning.

A clarification: Not every person in these networks treats me the same way. Some treat me slightly better — with moments that resemble empathy, kindness, or reluctant care. But they still watch. They still witness me in distress. They still do nothing to stop it. And worse, some accuse me of enjoying what is being done to me. That is a lie. I do not enjoy any of this. The same has happened with my parents and others — people who should have protected me instead watching, remaining silent, or believing false accusations. That mixed treatment — a little empathy paired with ongoing complicity — is its own form of betrayal.

Nevertheless, I forgive them. That is not weakness. That is my faith.

But they twist my strength. Because I do not collapse in fear — because I respond with anger and defiance instead of breakdown — they try to frame me as a "Jezebel." They try to make my righteous anger look wicked. I live in celibacy. I respect children. I respect people. I have never done the things they force me to visualize. Their accusations do not define me.

They try to control small things. When I want a friend, they call me unethical. When I want a puppy, they accuse me of planning to hurt him. This is not rational. I will get a dog if I choose to — because love, including the love of an animal, heals people. Some of them show arousal or excitement, hoping I would hurt my dog, inventing lies about things I would never do, while telling me they are going to ruin me.

I will still proceed to buy a puppy, because I live lawfully in a free country, Canada. It is unfair that these lawless Americans put me through more than hell, spiritually and mentally, accusing me of not abiding with the Holy Spirit despite my faith, intentionally trying to make me miserable, hateful, lonely, unlikeable, and unloving, while trying to make me symbolize Chinese people and China as a nation. They want to isolate me completely.

Some claim I am on death row, deserving of their cruelty and of eternal damnation. Every time I show platonic love toward others, they try to twist it into lust. They constantly call me jealous, despite me never feeling jealousy toward them — even in New York City. They cannot show evidence of this, given their unlawful data collection and surveillance.

I rebuke their curses of "self-fulfilling" prophecies, as these are not my internal monologues. Without these American operatives, I would be a relatively jolly, peaceful, and happy individual. I rebuke their rotten presence — their telepresence, astral projection, and direct energy weapon technologies — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

They have attempted conversion therapy on my mind. The technology allows them to do this quietly. If I tell anyone, I risk being called schizophrenic or crazy. They enjoy that too.

They mock me by pretending I am pregnant — lying about my own body — while their operators commit other violations. It is revolting. These days, they say they will make sure "I'm not in my right state of mind," hoping I will do something rash, violent, or perverse that they can record and use as evidence that I am like them. This is inaccurate. I dissociate from the disturbing things they do to me, and I abide in my faith for comfort. I rebuke their continued attempts — tragedy, disability, accidents, and other forms of harm — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. I bless my statements in truth and honesty, and rebuke those who try to curse me and others, in the name of Jesus Christ.

They accuse me of being lawless because I know the callousness comprising some of them, and because I have not committed suicide, nor cried in their presence, nor shown much grief or fear. They claim this means I support or am complicit with them, or that I am excited. False. I do not feel comfort in their presence, so I will not show them my feelings or emotions, including fear and grief — which they want to see. I use dissociation and apathy as coping mechanisms.

Now they accuse me of being a Jezebel, a witch, or a demon, saying I am trying to afflict people with my writings — that I enjoy disturbing or wasting others' time, despite the cruelty they engage in. These lies are false. I rebuke their lies and wrongful interpretations in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Now, in detail and concisely, the nature of their callousness:

Even convicted criminals in jail can eventually heal, learn to do good, believe in Jesus Christ, and be saved. Prison chaplains walk death row. But these people — with direct energy weapons, astral projection, and telepresence — have effectively placed me on death row through surveillance. Because I am not in physical jail, they claim they need to compensate by subjecting me to mental and spiritual torture more severe than what most prisoners face. They call it an experiment.

They do terrible things, accusing me of things I have never been, which are complete lies, regardless of whatever data they have unlawfully collected. In actual jails, pastors can preach the gospel and the Holy Spirit can sanctify. These people do the opposite. They justify their cruelty by saying: since I do not commit suicide after knowing of their surveillance, they are justified in making me worse — more miserable, more wicked, more unsaved — than I have ever been in my 27 years.

They try to make me internalize the crimes of the most cruel criminals in history. They subject me to major mind abuse, doing gross things with their technology — not only to me but to my parents and others, but without obvious signals, and with the focus on me. They want me to feel either wretched or (as they falsely claim) aroused, knowing they also do these things to the people I love most. They say this proves I am lawless and heartless just like them, apparently destined for hell.

This is the level of callousness and slyness involved. Instead of ordinary physical persecution — where the enemy is visible — these people use technology to become more vile in how they treat supposed enemies of the state. They hide behind distance and deniability.

They also try to convince me that I enjoy this dehumanizing treatment — that I am encouraging them to be disgusting to me, that I am telling them to treat others, including my parents, in these cruel ways. They try to make me seem completely mentally unhealthy, as if I am part of their team. This is a lie. Never online nor offline do I associate with people like this. I have been thankfully not involved with this type of person. Yet they try to convince me I have done all sorts of things I have not done, to justify their own cruelty — to make me seem the more messed up or complicit party. They accuse me of being complicit in the pure callousness others commit. That is not true.

Reflective statement: They hope I will look like a religious fanatic — someone who uses the name of Jesus Christ in vain, who elevates myself while the world suffers. They want to frame me as someone who enjoys seeming like a "good Christian" while heartlessness continues everywhere — inequity, suffering, unseen agonies. They want people to believe I am complacent, that I stand on a pedestal of piety while they put me through ritual harrassement and other masked, unseen suffering. In truth, I am barely surviving what they do to me, and what I cannot do about the world's suffering weighs on me daily. I do not enjoy this position. I never asked for it. I am not better than anyone. I am a wounded person with faith, and they exploit even that.

The surveillancers probably also say it is cringey that I am going to seem like some overly righteous or martyred person — trying to link myself to martyrs, making me seem like a good Christian suffering persecution, while I live a comfortable and privileged free life in Canada, lawfully. That is another insidious aspect of this. Everything I have described is true, but that does not erase the emotional and mental hell they put me through. You cannot judge a person based on the external appearance of what they suffer. It is still a reality that suffering, injustice, and cruelty exist in this world.

In my unique situation, I have become an unwilling insider to plans of war, destruction, death, famine, and environmental catastrophe. The surveillancers accuse me of knowing about these things while simultaneously accusing me of wanting them — of wanting the destruction of our societies and the planet. Meanwhile, they themselves do unlawful and perverse things to the general public and civilians, hidden away in their decadence, wealth, science, and research as elites of America. They claim I am one of them or like them. They try to make me feel guilty or overly decadent — when in truth I am a working-class person who works honestly for my money, as does my mother. I have always lived lawfully in society since birth. Now they accuse me of being an honorary Aryan or a wannabe of theirs, of feeling self-important because they gave me a sense of purpose and life. Some of them still insist I am condemned to hell.

They hope I would be critcized as a creep, or a freak, for knowing what they do to me, and not being able to do more for getting them to stop doing this alleged crimes against people in my life, as if I am to be blamed of the evil they do to me and the people I respond to. This logic makes no sense, because they are already doing this to others without their knowledge anyway, only to be more wicked and lawless to people in my life, apparently, to make me seem like the unlawful, unethical person, for not self-isolating and committing suicide. You be the judge of this situation. If you were unlawfully violated in this way, while you have your family, children, and entire life, are you expected to die, or to leave everything, to appease these wicked surveillancers, because from their perspective, they think you deserve the evil they put you through? 

Only God is my judge and the judge of the world, as the Bible tells me. I rebuke their curses, lies and wickedness, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

My prayers of comfort:

I rebuke their wickedness, their bullying, their callous presence, and every curse they have sent toward me — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I bless my parents, the other victims, and myself — with salvation, grace, love, light, and protection — in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I may never be able to prove what they have done. But God sees. I will not become what they say I am. An accusation is not truth. They think their minds can alter reality. That is not faith — that is witchcraft and delusion.

I choose my faith. I choose life. I choose forgiveness without forgetting justice.

I will not be silent.

My statement is completely blessed with Jesus Christ. Regardless of my fears that they might try to make me turn last minute or undo my blessings, the statement is already completely blessed regardless of what others say or what I might say in an unright state of mind that these Americans would try to induce. May nothing undo these blessings and good prayers in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Truly there is salvation, heaven and hell. And if you read my statement, regardless of what you think, I pray that you can also be open-minded and soft-hearted enough to realize that God is love — that the creation of the world, the skies, nature, the animals, all are created by a higher being that is love, and that is Jesus Christ, who died on the cross for our sins because we are sinners, which explains the suffering of this world. Ultimately, I pray that you can feel some type of comfort and blessing, knowing that at least you might not necessarily have your thoughts and bodily autonomy obviously violated the way I have. And if you have friends and family and privacy to be able to open your heart to Jesus Christ — not focus on yourself being too critical or whatever — and accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Saviour, and be saved with God's grace and salvation, to one day go to heaven with Him, where heaven is a much more perfect and ideal place than the world we live in, where there is suffering, evil, and other things. I bless you and protect you with light, goodness, and love, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.