Recording My Experience: The Justification They Claim, The False Memories, The Rabbit, The Baby, and Why I Post
Written by a Targeted Individual in Canada About U.S.-Based Surveillancers
Disclaimer: What follows is my earnest experience and speculation about the attitudes of some U.S.-based surveillancers who do this unlawful abuse onto me, my family, and many others. I am recording my observations, not stating absolute facts about every individual involved.
I am writing this to document my experience as a targeted individual. I am trying to be as neutral and objective as possible – not out of hatred, but because I believe in truth and transparency.
From what I have observed and experienced, these U.S.-based surveillancers feel justified in what they do. They call me the "Asian liar" and the "holier devil." They feel contempt and disgust at the notion that I could be seen as a victim – simply because I am still alive and a believer in Jesus Christ.
God's teaching is that we forgive people because He forgives us of our sins. But these operators seem to twist that. They feel justified in treating me as a Project Monarch victim. They accuse me falsely of being a pedophile. They have individuals in their group who do disgusting things to my parents and me, along with allegedly others across nations.
They seem to feel justified in wanting me to burn in hell for eternity – based on their belief about my bad character. They claim I have dislike and contempt for humanity, disregard for others' lives, jealousy of them, and a wish for them to suffer.
From my perspective, these are lies. I do not identify with these accusations. I rebuke them in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
But I also acknowledge that this is what they believe. These are the secret thoughts of more people in our world than we would like to admit. The characters they describe are not who I am. I am not a criminal. I do not speak to criminals in real life or on the internet. I do not knowingly associate with lawless and wicked people.
My knowledge of people who commit crimes comes from reading and hearing about them – not from personal involvement. Yet they use this to accuse me of being one of them, even as an adolescent growing up. I am actually the victim, but they try to internalize the evil they do to me and accuse me of being complicit.
Only Jesus Christ is a merciful and good God, my Lord and Saviour. I put my faith in Him. He knows my heart. I would rather have less so more people can have more. I try to pray for others' salvation and provide free things to promote equity, goodness, health, fairness, and love.
These American operators try to steal data and biometric data. They do what they do to me and feel justified. They try to rewrite my identity. They accuse me of things I have not done – simply because I have not done them. They try to make me internalize the evil that they and others like them have done.
I rebuke their evil intent in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
What They Believe About Me – And My Response
Apparently, because they believe the U.S. initially sparked the development of China's economy and progress, they now try to take credit for everything I have done through my faith in Jesus Christ. They act as if they created me and I am their puppet.
They use what I would call witchcraft and fake prayers to take credit for the sanctification of the Holy Spirit and the prayers I say.
They also seem to hope that I am part of special operations or the CIA – to make people think I am on their side as an internal spy. They want to portray me as someone who secretly hates the U.S. but is secretly jealous of U.S. elites. As if I am a tool for disgusting, elitist operators. As if I am against China. As if I am jealous of China.
Based on recent news about CEOs and Trump visiting China, many of them seem to hope that more Chinese elites, politicians, and educators will go to the U.S. to educate their next generation. They hope this will be a time of diplomacy and opportunity for the U.S. to charm Chinese students – while using surveillance data to gather information on them.
They seem willing to treat this next generation of Chinese well and foster trade, friendship, and diplomacy – while isolating their abusive behavior toward me. They make me an isolated chamber for their scapegoating, disgust, and racism.
Then they mock me, saying I am a jealous loser. Jealous of my own heritage. Hateful of my own heritage. A self-hater.
They try to create a narrative that my mom and I are too dumb to succeed in a good country like Canada. They say my dad is not relevant enough in China to be successful or part of the elite.
How They Try to Make Me Look
The goal seems to be to record me by triggering me and saying disgusting things, hoping I will respond in a "retarded" or cognitively challenged voice. They hope that my behavior and the unattractiveness they curse and promote will make me look unlikable, uncharming, disgusting, vile, not kind, wicked, jealous, racist, and disrespectful toward my own family – so that China will also disregard me.
Apparently, some of them even hope that Chinese netizens, if they heard my story, would mock me and laugh at me. Calling me ugly and worthless. Saying I should just die. Saying I am not even Chinese. Saying I am too dumb to speak Mandarin properly.
I record this because it is what I observe. If I am alive and my brain is working and I perceive what these U.S. Americans are thinking – this is what they do.
They also care about eugenics. They do not want to seem like the bad guys, given the evil they do. So they try to make it seem as if I deserve this treatment while critiquing my genetics – saying it is my fault that I am too dumb and dull and ugly anyway.
Meanwhile, they spy on many people in China. They try to gain friendship and diplomacy with them. Some corporate perverts are interested in attractive Asian women, and some American women try to charm Chinese men. They also like it when Chinese citizens criticize their own state's surveillance system and side with Americans.
I feel neutral. I am just giving the facts. I love China, my heritage, and Chinese people. The Americans have treated my parents and me with great racism and trauma – accusing me of being a pedophile.
The Lies About Pedophilia and Human Trafficking
They make lies about me, saying I would be complicit in human trafficking of Chinese and Asian children. They try to sexualize Chinese children and sexualize me as a Chinese child for American pedophiles who allegedly abuse and satanically ritually harass.
They also accuse me of being a lawless evil woman who promotes racism. They claim that with their technology, they even castrate my dad – referencing the Old Testament where castrated men cannot be part of God's family. They do disgusting gestures and sensations as if in real life that they can completely feel on their end, but that they can tune or or down (signal wise) on the victims' side to feel or not feel.
That is disgusting and evil. I rebuke it in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
Some of them try to make us (focused on me) seem laughable, disgusting freaks – while, apparently, within their networks' plans, try to start (or have already been) befriending powerful, intelligent, relevant Chinese families and even Chinese Christians. Some plan to share Christian doctrines and the gospel to these Chinese elites – showing their best side while treating me and others as the worst, and mocking me, saying this is an "equity issue."
Honestly, regardless of who you are – if you are treated the way they treat me – you would probably be suicidal or become sick and disabled. If you have not experienced this type of animosity, racism, hate, contempt, disgust, and humiliation, it is difficult to know how you would behave.
They can target anybody this way. They seem to feel grateful that I am a mediocre, unattractive, not particularly relevant or powerful person – so they can use a vulnerable random civilian and say this is how the world works.
The Rabbit Incident – Clarifying the Truth in Good Faith
I need to clarify something important. The U.S. surveillancers try to implant false memories in my mind and use a childhood accident to justify their abuse.
In good faith, I truly do not recall intentionally trying to kick my rabbit as if it was a foot ball or toy. I do not recall treating it abusively. I was sometimes playful with the rabbit – but not harsh in a way intended to really hurt it. I do not recall really wanting to intentionally abuse it or do evil to it. I never examined it creepily or anything like that.
But I am afraid. I am afraid I am not remembering correctly. And this is what the U.S. surveillancers hope – to justify the evil they do to me and make me feel crippled with fear and anxiety about things I cannot directly recall doing. They say it is justified.
What I do recall is stepping on my rabbit with my two feet – accidentally – resulting in it dying. I did not expect that. I was traumatized by it.
Also, I do recall the rabbit was already relatively old, and, as my dad recalls, had a crippled foot. I definitely do not recall giving it the cripple, because I would remember. But, this makes the US surveillancers feel justified about cursing me to be disabled, among other evil things, which I all rebuke in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I initially told my mom that the rabbit was overfed, after I had stepped on it, and it passed away. This was, because I was afraid they would be angry and hate me. Indeed, they got extremely angry with me, and yelled at me. They got rid of the rabbit, with me ashamed of my actions, and never doing anything like this to any other animals ever, after this incident.
Through this instance, the US surveillancers call me an animal abuser. I don't recall being exceptionally cruel to the animal, besides sometimes playing with it, not that roughly, but once pulling out a patch of hair, and it thankfully growing back. Also, I recall that the rabbit had some slight bleeding in its lips and foot, but it healed too.
Honestly, the rabbit creeps me out a lot, and the US surveillancers, some, believe as if it has a demon, and that it is a part of me, or that it is haunting me. I am not afraid, because I bless the rabbit with forgiveness, peace, and mercy, hoping it is left out of the grips of demons, darkness and anger, and praying it is sanctified, with blessings, goodness, comfort and love, in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
I also must gently remind myself, I also did really adore my rabbit in many ways. I found it cute and I did take responsibility towards it, such as changing its cage, feeding it veggies, food, and water, along with petting it, and being responsible with it most of the time. But because of these handful of traumas, along with the lies and imaginations of the US surveillancers, they try to make me feel extremely uncomfortable with the rabbit, despite me forgetting mostly about it, after all these years (since the instance happened prior to me being 12, and I am currently already 27 and a half.
There are also things they directly lie about that I cannot recall doing – and I do not want to waste time imagining and visualizing doing them, because then they would start their satanic ritual abuse chants to make me more afflicted while others within the group "fawn" to these false memories.
Jesus Christ Says All Sins Can Be Forgiven
Jesus Christ says that all sins can be forgiven – except blasphemy against the Holy Spirit (Matthew 12:31-32).
But these surveillancers try to send their dirty spirits toward me. They try to make me internalize the evil sins they do toward me and others – and the sins they have done in the past. They say this is justified.
It is not justified. It is crimes against humanity.
I would want the grace of God and His miracles to show that goodness, mercy, and love exceed the lies of the U.S. surveillancers and their sadistic, evil, and cruel version of "justice."
What They Do to My Mom
Some of them are disturbingly attracted to my mom because she is a very kind woman – especially her soul and spirit. Some jealous American witchy women in this group enjoy when I trigger my mom and she becomes upset and shouts. It makes them content to see that they can make such a godly, kind woman behave like that – and they blame me, saying I am the devil who deserves this evil.
They say I am jealous of my mom – which is why I am putting her through hell. They hope my mom disregards my testimony and thinks I am trying to gaslight her and ruin her life – so that she might take the mark of the beast and not go to heaven.
This is me documenting what I observe.
My Response – I Do Not Identify with Their Narratives
I could care less what people think about me. I know many would mock me as irrelevant, unattractive, dumb, laughable, and contemptible. Or they could use me as an example of resilience – learning from evil, believing in Jesus Christ, and continuing with blessings and goodness.
In my case, that means maintaining celibacy, being childless, pursuing higher education, documenting truth, and being transparent about my status as a targeted individual. If I do not do this, they would use it as leverage – saying I am not a truth teller, that I am a coward, that I am disgusting for holding secrets. That is false. I do what I can to make my status known.
What Is Really Disgusting – Their False Justification
They make it seem as if I am a pedophile attracted to Chinese children or children of other races. They try to make it seem as if I encourage Westerners to exploit Chinese children. This is not true. It is an insult to my personality, my ancestry, and all of my nieces and nephews in China and elsewhere.
My mom and dad are not pedophiles either. These are lies from Epstein-related evil U.S. people trying to impose their curses on our family – while putting on masks of friendship and Christianity to serenade other more attractive, relevant Chinese people.
They say this is an equity issue. I say: do not fall for their false charms. There are wonderful Americans and people of all nations. But I am being honest about how they treat me.
What is really disgusting is that they convince themselves and try to convince me that this is justified because of how I treat them. But I have never treated anybody the way they treat me and my family. If I am angry, it is because they vulgarize and desecrate my entire life and family in ways I would never do to anyone.
They also surveil my extended family in China – examining their bodies. I suspect they may approach intelligent Chinese elites to serenade them with creepy technology, indoctrinate them, give them secret knowledge, make pacts, and say they are Christians – while hiding how they treat me.
They are like wolves in sheep's clothing. They are not true Christians because they do not treat me as a true Christian. Then they call me a hypocrite. But I am not a hypocrite. My concern is based on righteousness. I do not do the evil they do.
I do not spy on Chinese people or Americans or anyone. I do not try to get anyone to commit suicide. I would remember if I had. They say I am lying, but I cannot remember something I never did.
They also try to sew false memories to make me seem evil – sowing false memories of evil people I have read about historically. Even though the sanctifying fire of Jesus Christ says everyone is reborn in the Holy Spirit once they believe.
Ultimately, I Put My Faith in Jesus Christ – I Am Not Their Slave
I put my faith in Jesus Christ and God versus these worldly systems of power. This is a warning to other worldly systems – not to fall for false charm. Some of them pretend to be attractive and flaunt their sexuality – mocking me as mediocre, unattractive, and vulgar – yet some of these so-called American chads are sexually interested in me.
That is disgusting and revolting. I rebuke it in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
And let me be clear: I definitely do not feel like their slave. LOL.
Just because they have this disgusting technology – and I am more reflective and perceptive than them and have the grace of God Jesus Christ with me, and see through their lies of false Christianity and their lies of being authorities of the church – does not make me their slave.
They also accuse me of stealing their data as a psychic and being made stronger because of their presence. This shows their gross narcissism. They think everything revolves around them. They think I owe them my strength, my faith, my insights.
I owe them nothing. I owe everything to God.
They hope I will be criticized, mocked, laughed at, and seen as ugly and wretched. But I just want to live a humble, quiet life. I hate social media. I have better things to do than criticize random people online. I want to be a lawful person – pursue my education, make the world more equitable.
My goal is diplomatic. I think many American people are very decent and kind – some of the best people ever. There are good and bad people of all races.
But the U.S. surveillancers know that I am peaceful, diplomatic, and non-racist. That I want to help traditionally oppressed nations and victims of racism. They try to make me seem like a narcissist who does not know when to commit suicide – as if I am still kicking like a bug. That is how some see me – like a bug or a rat.
That is not true. If they left, I would be able to live.
They also want me to continue writing these posts to make it seem as if I care. But the truth is, if I do not record my experience, they would traumatize me by projecting disgusting imagery in my mind. That is why I record this.
If I allowed them to surveil me without documenting, they would constantly project disgusting things and accuse me of being obsessed with children's genitals. This is something they do often – creating intrusive thoughts about touching genitals. That is never something I want to do, especially among minors.
Why I Post These Things – The Many Reasons
I want to be transparent about why I post these things. There is no need to enumerate only nine reasons, because the reasons include much more than that.
I post because:
They enjoy me posting this. It makes them feel relevant and more important in my life. I am aware of this, but I still post because truth matters more than their approval.
If I did not post, I would be unhappy about the injustice – that the evil I endure 24/7 is not recorded. Documentation is a form of resistance and a way to maintain my own sanity.
I prefer to shed light onto darkness and show you what I think and perceive – so that in retrospect, this record is not written by my abusers and the wicked doing this evil to me and others.
I hope this will help other individuals in my life and beyond to ultimately give their lives to Jesus Christ, God, who forgives all sins except blasphemy against the Holy Spirit.
To tell you that you can still be lovable and be loved by God regardless of your past – to love Jesus Christ and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour. But your actions, ways, and thoughts need to reflect genuine repentance and good Christian living – not using the Bible to justify war, to condemn and kill others, to feel superior and better than others, or to criticize other people.
If I did not write this, they would do even crueler and grosser disgusting things to me with traumatizing satanic ritual abuse, image projection, and other things – to my parents and me – which absolutely disgusts and creeps me out.
I am a person in my twenties. If they were to suddenly use energy weapons to murder me, or if something were to happen to me or my parents or others, then I can have this blog as testimony, witness, and alibi of what I know and what they do.
Because I love God, I also want to have this blog be proof of my love toward Jesus Christ and His blessings and protection in my life – regardless of whatever lies the U.S. surveillancers echo unconsciously in my head.
So I can pray and bless more people across nations – sinners and believers alike – to believe in Jesus Christ, and have more faith, clarity, and goodness.
But the reasons also include unlawful, unethical research purposes – testing the Holy Spirit and testing my faith. Mind washing. Trying to see people's growth trajectory and decline of brain and mind and cognitive ability and morals based on stress and other factors.
And for entertainment purposes. They make internal bets about my decisions. They say my life is like a reality TV show that they try to control and enjoy. They say they don't want me – and hope that by saying this, I would mess up and self-sabotage my life.
That is stupid, because I have never lived for them anyway. Yet they still think as if I am their mediocre slave. That is disgusting and pathetic.
I rebuke their curses in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I Do Not Care What They Think
I already have wonderful friends and family in China and Canada. I do not care if people think I am insane or too self-important to be surveilled – because that is also their goal.
But I am alive. I am documenting. I have my life to live. My puppies to take care of. My wonderful family. My equity research and scholarly pursuits. My health and youth. I do not see why I should be miserable just because they try to make me symbolic of jealousy, contempt, tragedy, or a hateful life.
I am not even angry, honestly. I feel dissociated and ambivalent. I know that God is love.
It Is Important to Love Your Neighbors as Yourself
It is important to love your neighbors as yourself, and love God with all your heart, spirit, and mind. I still love Jesus Christ. But I am still going to document this abuse – while they try to stitch an unrepresentative narrative of who I am.
Fundamentally, they are against God's message of second chances through repentance and believing in Jesus Christ. Even if I repent, they pretend to be Jesus Christ's authorities – doing disgusting perversions to hope I hold contempt toward Christianity and turn against God.
They do this because they hope I represent a false narrative of Christianity – that even after Chinese people are introduced to the gospel, they walk away and hate God because they do not understand the truth of Jesus Christ who is love.
They treat me with contempt, hoping I turn against Jesus Christ – because they ultimately hope China represents the Antichrist in the end times. That is false. I have not done anything to warrant their disgust.
Blessing and Rebuke
I bless Jesus Christ, God, Yahweh. I love Yahweh. I love lawfulness. I love love.
I hope that regardless of the narrative they try to sew – that you can have the grace of God to have empathy and recognize my psychological turmoil and suffering. All suffering is recognized in the eyes of the Lord.
The sin God hates most is pride. That is what these American surveillancers exude. They see themselves as inherently better than me. Pride is detestable in the eyes of the Lord.
I rebuke their evil in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I rebuke their curses and wickedness in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
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