On the Threats of Death Row, the Hypocrisy of a Self-Proclaimed Christian Nation, the Manufacture of False Narratives, and the Mean-ness of the US Surveillers
Trigger Warning
This testimony contains descriptions of psychological manipulation, death threats, and spiritual gaslighting. Reader discretion is advised.
Disclaimer
I am not trying to curse anyone with this testimony. I am simply documenting the truth of my own experiences. I forgive my mom completely. I want to hold no hatred despite everything, since I know that the world is a vast place, and there will always be people who hate you and people who don't.
I am glad that despite everything, I can put Faith in God, Jesus Christ, and believe and follow the correct teachings of the gospel, and don't do, nor support, any of the gross and lawless behaviours that those who mock me and persecute me engage in (I do not have access to what they do to be capable of doing this, and I am glad I don't. Our limitations is truly sometimes a blessing and protection from God...!)
I bless everyone who reads this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. I reject all harmful words said against my testimony and truthful documentation.
The Sneering, the Red Faces, and the Laughter
The US surveillers use their technology to make me hear them sneering. I have seen their faces — extremely red, laughing, sneering. This is not a metaphor. They project these images and sounds into my perception as part of their psychological warfare. They want me to feel intimidated, humiliated, and broken. They have lanky figures, sneer with red faces, wear glasses or not, and convince themselves that I am obsessed with them more than I actually am. This is what they do. They still behave this way. I am reporting it because it is true. But I will not be broken.
They also allow me to hear disturbing voices speaking in distorted ways and make me smell unpleasant odors. They try to force me to experience physical sensations of arousal toward them — all one-sided and unwanted.
I Do Not Owe Them Anything
I do not have issues with Americans or with the American country as a whole. I know that many decent people live there. Throughout my experience, so many people — including white-presenting individuals and others — have helped me enormously. I am not racist toward Americans or white people in general. However, I am glad that I do not ever need to feel like I owe anything to the surveillers in my life.
My faith in Christianity did not come from them. They did not give me Christian lessons. My faith came from other Christians in my Montreal life, from my own literacy, and from my personal relationship with Jesus Christ. They are not my masters. I am not their slave. The very idea is laughable, contemptible, and false.
The Manufacture of False Narratives
They hope that my refusal to engage with certain American institutions will make me seem like a Chinese propagandist. They paint this narrative to make me look like the antichrist or a witch. They hope people will hate me regardless, while making themselves seem like persecuted Christians — despite their antichrist, occult, demonic activities and research. This is how they manufacture false narratives.
I never want to taint or persecute Christians. I love Christianity. I love Jesus Christ. They say I am complicit in targeting Christians in my life and other Christians in the world because of their own actions. They try to make me feel complicit in their cursing of Christianity and sowing heresy within the church and among Christians. This is gaslighting.
Just because I feel aggression and sometimes say harsh statements to the US surveillers — after the harmful behaviors they direct at me and others — they will make it seem as if I am a hypocrite. But this is false. How can I as a civilian even compare to their activities? I just want my basic life. They try to rewrite my identity and create a new manufactured version of myself — a pawn in their psychological operations.
The Assignment of Roles
They have assigned me the role of an antichrist, a Jezebel figure, a Baal worshipper, and a satanic sacrifice. Other targeted individuals are assigned roles as angels meant to help reveal their technologies and expose the harmful actors in the group. This allows them to feel less guilty about the evil things they do with their technology, while they all feel superior and godlike — as if they are the overarching architects of the world.
This is false. They have less power than they pretend to have, despite their insidious technology. We as human beings still have free will. Despite their attempts to influence us, we still have free will to not listen to them, to abide with decent people, and to not be influenced by their group mind-washing energy.
The Choice to Resist and the Path Forward
We have the choice to turn off the TV and the internet, to read the Bible, to believe in Jesus Christ, and to rely on our Heavenly Father through Jesus Christ as our Lord and Saviour — which is what I do. We can avoid working for certain corporate employers. We can be truth-tellers, trust others, support others, and not be hateful, despite the lies they say about me.
They hope that by making me seem like a Chinese propagandist or an antichrist, they will sow hate and make themselves look like persecuted Christians. But I reject this. I love Christianity. I love Jesus Christ. I am not a pawn in their games.
I rebuke all their false narratives in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
Why I Ask for Help and Surveillance for My Parents
This is why I ask for help, surveillance, and outreach toward my mom and dad. The US surveillers hope cruel things toward my parents. They hope that if I were to pass away, my mom would become stubborn, self-isolating, angry, lacking faith, and unwilling to believe my testimony. They want her to turn against society, to think that I was schizophrenic or insane, and to validate that narrative to anyone who might reach out to her after reading my testimony.
It is immensely difficult to make my parents believe me. They do not want to hear any of this. The US surveillers hope that my mom and dad will be ignorant, refuse help, shun people away, and become secretive due to shame, anger, and disbelief. They hope that language barriers (since Chinese is their main language) and mistrust of others — even good people, Christians, and researchers — would make my parents seem hateful and mistrusting, so that this injustice remains unresolved.
I pray that people can believe me and my testimony from the right place — to help my family, others in my situation, and to dispel truth from darkness. I pray that people would not mock us or condemn us, but can understand me and believe my testimony.
The US Surveillers Are Triggered and Angry
The US surveillers are triggered and angry that I write this, because they fear that people will care about my parents and family in China and try to communicate with them. They hope that my parents will be closed off, fearful, and unwilling to talk or believe. Unfortunately, my parents and I are all private people. This experience forces me to be transparent and not private, which does upset my parents a great deal. They are extremely private, non-opportunistic, and feel shame about this due to stigma, fear, and ignorance — despite being the victims.
Historical Narratives
The US surveillers criticize China as a country that is historically extremely self-centered and narcissistic, claiming that even in the past, China was closed off to the rest of the world. They point out that while other parts of the world were making progress, China experienced decline, lost the Opium Wars, and became corrupted by British trade, including drugs. They hope that this will happen again — a second wave of Chinese decline and self-absorption.
I reject this narrative. I do not believe that China is inherently self-centered or narcissistic. Every nation has its flaws, but the Chinese people are capable of empathy, progress, and faith. The Opium Wars were a colonial trauma imposed by Western powers, not a moral failing of the Chinese people. To use that history to justify present-day surveillance and abuse is a distortion of the truth.
I pray that the Chinese people — and all people — will not be deceived by such rhetoric. I pray that they will turn to Jesus Christ, not out of fear or coercion, but out of love and truth.
My Parents as Symbols of Faith and Normalcy
I hope that my parents can symbolize complete faith and belief in my experiences, even if they struggle to fully understand. My parents still encourage me to continue going to school and to pursue a normal career in life, rather than becoming completely dedicated to documenting this abuse. I agree with them. I am glad that at least my mom is more open to me recording this testimony, even though my dad does not completely understand because he is in China and faces knowledge, education, and language barriers. I pray for them in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen.
I thank God for my parents. I do not see myself as superior, nor do I support my own race against others. My mom does not either. We do not want to be racist. We want to help others — Christians and non-Christians, Asian and non-Asian alike.
Many of the surveillers try to make me embittered about my race and lineage, showing me their tacit attitudes and a sense of superiority. They accuse me of wanting to be like them. They do this constantly, trying to ruin and embitter my perception not only of myself but of others of all races. I rebuke their curses, wickedness, and slyness in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
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