On Their Perpetual US Surveillance and Shifting Rhetoric
On Their Perpetual US Surveillance and Shifting Rhetoric
Given the constant surveillance, harassment, and difficult experiences they put me through, they are now trying to change their story. They say that they are watching me all the time to make sure I do not bother anyone else in society. They claim to be tired of having to monitor me, and to make their time feel less wasted, they try to make things more interesting for themselves by engaging in rituals they have calculated carefully—similar to what some call Project Monarch. Some of them feel justified in doing this because they think I can handle their behavior while still being a Christian and believer in Jesus Christ, even when I present a strong, direct attitude in response to their unkindness.
They try to upset me by calling me names like mediocre or boring. They also accuse me of being a threat to society, while they themselves do unsettling and unkind things to me.
Their Wishes and Testing of My Faith
They hope that I might end my own life, or that I might get into an accident or become disabled, so they can watch me become humbled. They test my faith in Jesus Christ constantly. Some of them feel dislike toward me, thinking that I only believe in Jesus Christ because I want to go to heaven and see them there worshiping as well. The idea of Christian pride that some of these US surveillancers show is deeply ironic in the eyes of Jesus Christ and Yahweh.
Likewise, they treat me as if I am a dangerous or deviant person, and they hope that by treating me this way, I will start to think and act the way they expect. These are confusing mind games.
God's Love vs. Their Priorities
God is love. He calls us to make society decent, peaceful, and healthy—not the kind of system that prioritizes money, profit, and progress over people. They also put me through difficult experiences to try to speed up my death, since many of them think I know too much and that my presence adds stress they do not want. They try to remove me while painting me as a troubled person and accusing me of enjoying their presence and what they do to me.
Again, this is based on their inaccurate perception of things. It is not my fault that they have revealed too much of their unkind and unethical practices to me and others. Truly, Jesus Christ and God are on my side and on the side of others who have been hurt. This shows again that God is merciful and forgiving, and that He is with those who are humble in spirit, while allowing more of us to see the difficult truths that some US surveillance people know and allow to happen—claiming it is God's will.
I rebuke their unkind wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. I also rebuke their attempts to stir up division in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
On Race and My Position
At a time like this, I do not want to spread unfair ideas about any group. But it is true that some US surveillancers have shown contempt toward me because of my race. I do not feel contempt toward white people as a whole. What I dislike is the unfair treatment and the reality of prejudice that still exists in society.
I want to be part of a society that works to reduce racism, supports people who have been pushed aside, helps heal past wounds, and makes the world more fair and welcoming—while also encouraging faith in Jesus Christ. I do not like these US surveillancers because of the unkindness and avoidance of responsibility they show. I do not see myself as part of their group. I know the dislike they hold toward me, and God knows my heart toward them—and my lack of desire to be with them. I also know they think I might go to heaven while they assume they will end up there too. This is a difficult thought.
Thank you. Bless Jesus Christ. Bless God. Amen.
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