On Luciferianism, My Confession, and the Intentional Evil Rhetoric of the U.S. Surveillance Network
Disturbing Rhetoric and Harassment
Some of them are disturbing enough to try to unsettle me by calling me "sister" and pretending that the things they do to me are a form of family violation. I find this wrong and troubling.
They also say inappropriate things to me about my appearance. All of it disturbs me.
My Position Remains Clear
Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. I will not do any of this to anyone—Christian, Jew, nor Gentile.
I rebuke their curses in the name of Jesus Christ. I bless people in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
My Reactions and Their Attempts to Characterize Me
I have strong feelings of dislike and concern for what they do—to the point where I no longer have the energy to outwardly express these reactions. It has become a matter of detachment for self-preservation.
Some individuals within this U.S. elite network bear a notable resemblance to known figures who have committed serious offenses. While this may sound harsh, it is an honest observation. They have attempted to recast me as a companion of such figures, suggesting that I can endure their harmful rituals as a victim-survivor. Then they call me unusual for still being alive.
They have also accused me of racism, claiming that because they are white, I find their behavior more tolerable than if they were Black, Asian, or another race. This is absolutely false. I have always viewed such individuals as cowardly and contemptible. May God know my heart: my anger and concern toward such lies are complete. I also mourn the racism embedded in imperialism and colonialism, and the global inequities that persist as a result.
Twisted Logic Applied to My Innocuous Choices
Their reasoning is consistently twisted. Regardless of the innocuous choices I make, they find a way to weaponize them. For example, if I spend time with Chinese members of my church community, they claim this reflects racial preference or that I am secretly soliciting family members in China for unlawful activities such as surveillance or human trafficking—without any evidence.
In response, I sometimes pose difficult questions back to them: Given the historical actions of imperialists and colonizers toward Indigenous peoples, African Americans, and the Chinese during historical conflicts—if you had to choose a race to dominate you, which would you prefer? This type of questioning exposes the contrived mind games they impose on me daily.
Awareness of My Own Shifts and Need for Repentance
I acknowledge that as I write these revelations, I am not always in my truest state of mind. At times, I adopt a persona that mirrors the very racism, elitism, and superiority I criticize—sly, overly educated, elitist. To be clear: I have never intentionally thought that people deserve suffering or that suffering is God-given. However, that is precisely the kind of thinking that some U.S. surveillancers hold. I repent of even mirroring such perspectives inadvertently.
They have accused me of being an "honorary Aryan" or a "Japanese wannabe." In the past, with less historical understanding and influenced by online echo chambers, I expressed admiration for Japanese culture—its efficiency, etiquette, and work ethic. They have twisted this into accusations of wrongful sympathies. That is false. I know what a true Christian looks like: humble, pure-hearted, kind, decent, loving toward all races—especially the oppressed—and not preferring one race over another. Their obsession with imposing a white racial preference on me is a reflection of their own biases.
The Symbolic Warfare Accusation: Not My Reality
Regarding the symbolic accusations: I realize I am not nearly important enough to be able to call on war, nor would I ever want to call on war. But they try to make it symbolic, as if I am a harmful spirit. The reason they do this is to test my character and spirit—to see if I actually support war. Among the more harmful people in this group, they treat me as symbolic of something meant to represent war originating from a particular region.
Let me be clear: I do not support war. I do not call for war. I reject this symbolic role entirely. Their testing of my character reveals more about their own warlike intentions than anything about me.
Worship of Worldly Systems Over God
This rhetoric appears across many nations and effectively constitutes worship of worldly systems described in Scripture—systems some of them proudly identify with. Instead of worshiping Jesus Christ and God (who embody love, goodness, and neighborly treatment), they worship worldly kingdoms, progress, and wealth.
They accuse me of hypocrisy, claiming I worship the same things they do. I do not. I am grateful to live in an era that demonstrates our need for something beyond science, progress, and wealth: true salvation through Jesus Christ.
The Danger of Falling for Their Deceptions
It is easy to fall for their deceptions, particularly for those from developing nations or with less access to information. Wealth, progress, and masked kindness can appear as superiority. From an outside perspective, these actors behave kindly—like wolves in sheep's clothing. This is why many people may find my accounts of unconscious harm at the hands of U.S. surveillance networks difficult to believe.
When life is privileged and comfortable, it is easy to feel loving and kind. Only under hardship do true hearts reveal themselves. They call me a hypocrite while subjecting me to mental distress, manipulation, and troubling abuse—things I do not and would not do to others. They accuse me of being one of them. But I do not associate with their actions.
Rejecting the Worship of Any Nation
Because I fundamentally reject the worship of any worldly system, U.S. imperialism, or military power, I recognize how easily nations like the USA can be idolized. The USA presents itself as democratic, powerful, godly, morally righteous, and committed to free speech—yet my lived experience reveals the opposite.
I believe God and Jesus Christ have blessed me with a flexible mind capable of adapting to different perspectives. But ultimately, I remember that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. No one should worship any nation, especially not America, given the harm I have experienced.
On Motherhood, Celibacy, and False Accusations
They accuse me of worshiping false systems—as if I would sacrifice children to so-called "superior" elite individuals. This disturbs me. I trust that God and Jesus Christ will judge such wrongdoing.
My choice of celibacy and childlessness reflects my awareness of the harm this network engages in and my refusal to participate. They initially believed I had taken a false path while studying in the USA (2023–2024). When their direct energy weapons did not kill me, they became angry that I remain a Christian who believes in Jesus Christ.
Some have convinced themselves that I am only a Christian to associate with white people. That is false. Growing up in Canada, I was exposed to Christianity but was not particularly interested. Now that I am a believer, I will not abandon my faith to appease them. I hope God humbles them and reminds them of their harmful influence in leading the world to worship them rather than God and Jesus Christ.
Their Self-Comfort and Distortions of Christianity
They comfort themselves by hoping they are not fallen or false. Because I remain a Christian despite their abuse, they conclude they cannot be as harmful as they actually are. This is self-deception.
They have also called me lustful and gluttonous—baseless accusations. Only God knows my heart. I am deeply troubled by the inequities and harm they have sown worldwide. They are now narcissistic enough to believe God prefers them. That is not accurate. God is love. God is not racist. Jesus Christ is not racist. I find it wrong that they distort Christianity in the eyes of the world.
Be careful: trauma, experience, and the people you interact with can distort your perceptions.
My Flexible Mind and God's Protection
The different voices and perspectives in my writing are not born of superiority. I believe God gave me a flexible mind to see things differently, along with a shield to block the trauma of harmful influences—healing me through His grace.
I am not a eugenicist. I do not wish to control others' reproductive choices. I trust God to lead both gentiles and Jews to follow Him through the Holy Spirit. Please do not ask me how to live; the Gospel of Jesus Christ and the Bible—especially Proverbs and Ecclesiastes—already provide guidance.
A Warning Against Demonizing Any Community
Let this be a warning: do not demonize any community or race. There are decent, loving people of every race, ethnicity, heritage, and experience. God's chosen can come from any tribe. That is not for any human to dictate.
Furthermore, God is love and mercy. Even those who have done wrong can experience complete transformation, healing, and blessing. No human being should condemn another's spirit or soul. That authority belongs to God alone.
Sly Encouragement to Write About Harm
Some within the network explicitly encourage me to write about them as harmful. They hope this will display my "wretched vulgarity," leading to my condemnation, rejection, and isolation by loved ones and nations. They are sly: they encourage negativity and curse my testimonies, hoping I will become like a witch or demon. They treat me as their network's scapegoat—someone to abuse while they maintain the appearance of godly, angelic beings with superior technology.
None of this changes the fact that they have gravely traumatized me. They intentionally cast me as the enemy, confident in their identity as "American Christians."
I Remain a Christian
There are good Christians throughout the world. I remain one of them—despite their attempts to make me feel too wretched for salvation, to influence me toward false worship through ritual abuse. This is not justice. It simply reveals God's mercy and love in my life.
I did nothing to warrant this harm beyond calling out their cruelty, hypocrisy, and pride. I recognize that had I not experienced these things—like most Westerners—I would likely support America as a force for decency, God, and goodness. I do not oppose goodness. But their plans for war and suffering across nations reveal their true nature.
False Accusations and War
They perform harmful rituals on me, hoping to establish a testimony that I am a harmful spirit—in order to draw certain nations toward war. This makes me deeply sad. It is false. I do not want war, nor do I biblically justify war. Instead, I strive to teach the gospel, live a godly life, repent of sin, love God and enemies alike, help the vulnerable, and heal traumas, wars, inequities, and historical racism.
Racism is largely taught and ingrained, not inherent. I do not support systems perpetuating systemic racism, oppression, othering, or canceling those who disrupt the status quo. If I say this, they accuse me of supporting harmful people—trying to link me to people I do not support. I have never supported them. (I do not recall speaking to school shooters or harmful/ obviously wicked individuals online. To clarify, I have read other hateful people's opinions online, but have never engaged directly with these people through long conversations, as far as I honestly recall).
My Prior Positive Regard for America and Americans, and a Blessing for All Nations
To be clear: I am not against America or Americans. Prior to the intentional traumas and abuses I experienced from 2022 to the present by these secret elite societies, I held a genuinely positive attitude toward America and Americans. I had considerable admiration for the country and its people. That changed not because of inherent flaws in Americans, but because of the specific, targeted harm inflicted upon me by this covert network.
My critique is directed at the network and its methods—not at the American people or the nation as a whole. I continue to support Americans as individuals deserving of grace, salvation, and the love of Jesus Christ. However, my ultimate affiliation is with God and faith, not with any earthly nation.
More broadly, I want to bless and hope that all nations are protected with goodness, love, and blessings. I find it deeply sad that there is such inequity throughout nations—inequity to levels that most of us in developed places cannot imagine, shielded as we are from suffering and injustice. Yet I believe God does not ignore this. God will judge justly according to His teachings: that the last will be first, and the first will be last. This gives me hope that even those who suffer most may still have a better place in God's kingdom.
Final Prayer and Blessing
I pray that God remains just, merciful, and kind—always with me, protecting me, and healing me from this suffering.
I have not profited from this ordeal, financially or otherwise. They mock me as a mediocre idol receiving "blood money" for their harmful actions—money I would never accept or use. I will never become as they are.
I am not so self-important as to believe I must have children. I pray that more people may be blessed with God's presence, protection, and the ability to raise a good next generation. I pray that the wrongdoing of today may be forgiven in the name of Jesus Christ.
I rebuke their curses in the name of Jesus Christ. I bless people in the name of Jesus Christ.
Amen.
Praise God, readers. And praise Jesus Christ!
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