On the "King Saul" Accusation and the Confusion of Divine Judgment with Their Human Abuse

A Documentation of Their Tactics

The US elite surveillance operators call me "King Saul", referring to the Old Testament figure who was tormented by an evil spirit from God after he disobeyed. They imply that I am being tormented by God, that I have hardened my heart, that God has left me. They use this accusation to frame their own abuse as divine judgment. But the reality, is they just say this to intentionally give me red herrings to confuse me, and make me think their psychological torture and voices are "god given", trying to make me seem like a dumb, religious fanatic, fearful of God and scared of demons and spirits. 

I can very much say I am an agnostic, or atheist, yet these claims are still true, the things they put me through. Just a bunch of people within the American elite network exploiting Christianity for cult research and entertainment purposes, trying to make me seem like a religious fanatic, dull, dumb, intentionally telling me sacrilegious lies about the Bible, and then treating me as I am particularly special or "divine," and hoping I would become some tragic criminal when the day ends. 

Initially they could have hoped I would do gross, sacrilegious things, perverse things, and then start vlogging and creating embarrassing videos of myself to post online, while calling out the "evil corporate americans and secret societies," making myself look like a fool, and a tool or symbol of increasing anti-immigrant and anti-Chinese rhetoric, calling the Chinese as, apparently a menacing, hateful, or antichrist figure. 

I thank God and bless Jesus Christ that He leads me to this Truth, so that I did not fall for the games of propaganda that these unlawful surveillancers initially tried to sow through me and my parents. I bless God, and thank Him. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I have been agnostic most of my life, and can still be scientific and completely vouch the certainty of these experiences they put me through and what I have endure. Nonetheless, I still claim myself as a Christian and a believer and follower of Jesus Christ, truly believing the message of the gospel, that Jesus is the Son of Man, that we are made righteous through Faith in Him, that love is God, and that I am a sinner, in need of repentance to abide in Jesus Christ. Godly living I completely vouch for, and I pray that you can also repent of your sins, read the gospel, and take comfort in Jesus Christ as Your Lord and Saviour, amen. 

This is a distortion. The torment I experience is not from God. It is from these operators, who use technology, ritual, and psychological manipulation to create experiences they then attribute to divine punishment.

What They Actually Do

During episodes of sleep, these operators chant things related to Baal worship. They perform violent group rituals using their technologies, what they call "on the other side." They induce physical sensations: perverse and intrusive sensations, throat sensations, sensory smells of blood. They project Baal and satanic symbols and imagery during sleep. They chant accusations about the mark of the beast and 666 in perverse voices.

This is not divine judgment. This is human abuse, dressed up in religious language to give it a false legitimacy.

On Accusations of Baal Worship

They constantly accuse me of worshipping Baal. This is not true. I do not engage in Baal Peor activities. I do not participate in perverse orgies. I do not have children and sacrifice them. I do not exploit other people's children. I do not engage in the rituals they claim I do.

Sometimes, when they trigger me, I imagine destroying them. I imagine destroying the demonic caricatures, the distorted, perverse projections, that they force into my mind. I imagine killing these surveillance operators. I imagine destroying the demonic representations that they use to project corrupt lies.

This does not equate to worshipping Baal. It is a response to being targeted by people who are themselves engaged in what the Old Testament would call abominations.

On the Choice Between Two Unwanted Options

I repent of my anger. I know it is not Christ-like to imagine violence, even against those who harm me. But I also know that I am not doing this to others. I am not targeting other Christians. I am not harming the innocent. I am responding to sustained, technologically-enabled abuse.

I want to be clear about the choice I face. If I do not respond with violence in my imagination, if I do not, at least mentally, destroy the projections they force into my mind, they use that as an opportunity. They try to latch on. They try to anchor me in unwanted physiological responses. They try to groom me into accepting their presence, their rituals, their perversions. They try to normalize what should never be normalized.

This is how groomers operate. They put victims in unright states of mind. They induce unwanted sensations. They try to make the victim feel that these sensations are normal, that they are wanted, that the victim is complicit. The goal is to create confusion, to blur the line between violation and consent.

If I must choose between two undesirable options, allowing them to latch on and induce perverse responses, or cleansing my conscience by destroying them in my imagination, I choose the latter. It is not a good choice. It is not a pure choice. But it is the choice that keeps me from being complicit in their rituals.

I do not pretend this is righteous. I repent of the anger that leads me there. But I also recognize that the situation I am in is not one I created. The choice between two forms of violation, one imposed on my body, one enacted in my imagination, is not a choice I should have to make. Their abuse is the problem. My response is a symptom of that abuse.

On the Confusion of My Faith

The operators try to confuse my faith. They try to make me doubt my grasp on Jesus Christ. They project their own perversions onto me and then claim that my responses are evidence of evil.

They are wrong. My faith is not confused. I know who I belong to. I know what I believe. I know that the God I serve is good, righteous, lawful, law-abiding. He does not torment people with sexual sensations and Baal imagery. He does not chant 666 in sexualized voices. He does not project images of abused children.

The operators are not agents of God. They are not fulfilling divine judgment. They are engaging in witchcraft, warlockry, and perversion. They are projecting their own evil onto me.

What I Know to Be True

Jesus Christ is God. He is my Lord and Saviour. Yahweh is Lord—a good, righteous, lawful, law-abiding God. The God I serve does not do what these operators do. The God I serve does not confuse, does not pervert, does not abuse.

I will not be cursed to do what they do. I will not engage in perverse orgies. I will not have children and sacrifice them. I will not exploit other people's children. I will not worship Baal.

I am a Christian. I belong to Jesus Christ. And nothing they do can change that.

My Rebuke

I rebuke their "King Saul" accusation. I rebuke their claim that God is tormenting me. I rebuke their "pedal fate" narrative. I rebuke their accusations of Baal worship. I rebuke their attempts to confuse my faith.

I declare in the name of Jesus Christ: You are not agents of God. You are not delivering divine judgment. You are abusers who have confused your own perversions with spiritual authority. Your rituals have not worked. Your "pedal fate" will not come to pass. I am not what you say I am.

I declare that the God I serve sees what you do. He sees the rituals, the projections, the perversions. He sees how you twist Scripture to justify your cruelty. And He is not mocked.

A Blessing for Those Targeted by Such Abuse

I bless all those who have been accused of being tormented by God when the torment comes from human hands. I bless those who have been told that their suffering is divine judgment. I bless those who have been made to doubt their faith by people who project their own evil onto others.

You are not what they say you are. Your suffering is not divine punishment. Your faith is not confused. Hold onto what you know to be true. Hold onto Jesus Christ. He is not the source of your torment. He is the source of your salvation.

References & Notes

On King Saul and the Evil Spirit

In 1 Samuel 16:14, it is written: "The Spirit of the Lord departed from Saul, and an evil spirit from the Lord tormented him." The operators misuse this passage to justify their abuse, claiming that I am being tormented by God. In reality, they are the source of the torment, not God. The passage itself describes a specific moment in Israel's history, not a pattern for interpreting all suffering as divine punishment.

On Baal Worship and Projection

Baal worship in the Old Testament involved rituals that included sexual perversion and, in some cases, child sacrifice (Jeremiah 19:5; 32:35). The operators project these practices onto me while engaging in similar behaviours themselves. This is projection—attributing their own actions to their victim.

On the Confusion of Faith

Abusers often attempt to weaponize their victims' faith, using religious language to make victims doubt themselves. This is a documented tactic in cultic and coercive control contexts (Hassan, 1988; Combatting Cult Mind Control).

On Grooming and Unwanted Sensations

Groomers often use unwanted physical sensations to create confusion and dependency. The goal is to make the victim feel that their own body is betraying them, that they must be complicit because they experienced a physical response. This is a documented tactic (Salter, 1995; Transforming Trauma; Lanning, 2010; Child Molesters: A Behavioral Analysis).

On Anger and Sin

  • Ephesians 4:26-27  "Be angry, and do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger, and do not give the devil an opportunity."

  • James 1:19-20   "Know this, my beloved brothers: let every person be quick to hear, slow to speak, slow to anger; for the anger of man does not produce the righteousness of God."

Biblical References

  • 1 Samuel 16:14  The torment of Saul by an evil spirit.

  • Jeremiah 19:5  Condemnation of Baal worship and child sacrifice.

  • Jeremiah 32:35  Condemnation of child sacrifice to Baal.

  • Exodus 20:3-5  "You shall have no other gods before Me."

  • Isaiah 54:17  "No weapon that is formed against you will succeed."

  • Psalm 27:1  "The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear?"

  • Galatians 6:7  "Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a person sows, this he will also reap."

  • Romans 12:19  "Vengeance is Mine, I will repay, says the Lord."

  • 2 Corinthians 10:5   "We destroy arguments and every lofty opinion raised against the knowledge of God, and take every thought captive to obey Christ."

  • James 4:7  "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."

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