On the Pedophile Young Men and Women of The US Surveillance Group, Their Projections, Their Attempts to Redirect Evil, and Why I Will Not Be Broken Nor Lose Faith in Jesus Christ
Trigger Warning
This testimony contains descriptions of psychological manipulation, false accusations, pedophile fantasies, spiritual gaslighting, and attempts to force physical sensations. Reader discretion is strongly advised.
Disclaimer
I am not trying to curse anyone with this testimony. I am simply documenting the truth of my own experiences. There is true evil in this world, but none of what I have suffered is anyone’s fault. Not mine. Not my parents’. Not any ordinary person’s. I forgive my mom completely. I hold no hatred.
I want to be clear about something important. Not everyone within the US surveillance network is wicked or malicious. Many of them are decent Christians who do not deserve hatred, wrath, or criticism. They deserve to be forgiven and saved by Jesus Christ, because God is love. To forgive them is also true to the gospel.
I am exposing accurately the crimes of some of them — especially the more wicked and sly individuals connected to corporations, certain researchers, Scientologists, cults, and those who are self-proclaimed demonic. But many within this network are apologetic and should not be held responsible for the crimes of others, especially the billionaires and corporate cowards.
I also want to say this about targeted individuals: sometimes there are red herrings and false interpretations on the part of targeted individuals. We are all human. We all make mistakes. We all deserve mercy and the grace of God. We are not inherently more important than others, nor are we less sinful than others. Some people are more wicked and evil than others, that is true. But we should all have a heart of peace, goodness, and love, abiding in Jesus Christ. Amen.
A special note about the American people: Truly, many Americans are extremely kind, decent people — just like anywhere else in the world. It is not fair that they are also constrained by certain wicked elites in the country who make decisions that influence them. The American people do not at all deserve hate nor malice. They deserve comfort, protection, support, faith, love, and prayers — truly, as I would also want this if I were with them. They are not responsible for the decisions of the people at the top. I pray for them. I bless them. I hold no ill will toward them.
I bless all who read this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
The Pedophile Young Men and Their Strategy
There are young men within this group — self-proclaimed “jocks,” “Chads,” and pedophiles — who are deeply disturbing. They hope that by the time people recognize my statements, I will look insane, ugly, crazy, jealous, poor, and unstable. They want to redirect all the evil spirits of their own issues onto me. They want to make me seem like the pedophile — the perverse, ugly, vulgar woman. They want to make me seem as if I am the person obsessed with them.
This is false. I will not even waste my time figuring them out due to how troubling they are. The world is large. There are decent people across nations who will see the truth. If these individuals do not think that more decent people will figure it out, then let their narcissism, pride, and vanity be the fall of them and their network in America and across borders.
The “Cholo” Mockery and the Imaginary Womb
One of these young white men — a pedophile who calls himself a “Chad” — mocks me as a “cholo.” He references talking to my womb and an imaginary baby that is not there. He says this baby represents one of three demonic spirits trying to sow world war.
This individual truly disgusts me. He is a pedophile who imagines doing satanic ritual abuse to me as if I am a young Asian girl. He pretends to be mating with me and talking to my womb. He is too cowardly and petty to believe that I — a woman in my twenties, twenty-seven years old — have the intelligence, faith in Jesus Christ, soundness of mind, and strength to be smarter, more capable, and less cowardly than him.
He cannot accept that a woman can be his equal or his better. So he projects his own perversions onto me.
The Threat to Make Me a “Demon Seeker and Seer” and to Make Me Sicker
They also threaten me. They say they will make me a “demon seeker and seer.” They hope that I will be demonically possessed — that I will be forced to seek out these evil people and dangerous experiences. They want to make me see the disgusting things that they are seeing, watching, and imagining. They want to make me sicker. They want to break my mind.
They hope that I will become like them — that I will be forced to witness and participate in their perversions. They want to make me a vessel for their evil.
But I reject this. I am not their vessel. I am not their demon seeker. I am not their seer. I will not be made sick by their threats.
I rebuke their threats in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
The Group’s Narrative: Everything Is a Show
The group is now saying that everything is a show. They claim that I am narcissistic and only care about myself over others. They say that even my blog is to impress others and pretend that I care, but that secretly I am an enabler of their sins. They claim that I do not care at all, and that I also want to do what they do.
This is false. Only God knows my heart. My parents are my alibi — they are decent human beings. I am not insane nor stupid enough to count my good deeds. They think my kindness is all for show, but I do not need to bring these thoughts up to remind myself of my goodness despite the evil I endure constantly.
Only Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour, and God, the Holy Trinity, knows my good deeds.
Forced Physical Sensations and One-Sided Attraction
They are disgusting in another way as well. They try to force me to find them attractive by literally trying to make me physically feel sensations in my body — trying to force me to experience arousal toward these “conventionally attractive” white demonic pedophile young men.
The attraction is one-sided. I do not find them attractive. I am disgusted by them. They are trying to force me to react to their presence, but I will not.
They hope that by the time more people recognize my writings, I will look dumb, unattractive, and insane. They want to reduce the legitimacy of all these writings. They want people to think that I am obsessed with them, that they were never attracted to me in the first place, that all my ramblings are fantasies of my narcissism and self-importance.
They will never admit the truth. They will never admit the unfortunate attraction they harbor. They will never admit their pedophile fantasies of imagining me as a young girl and then mating with me and sowing an imaginary nephilim or demon in my womb.
All of this is based on their own imaginations. They are feeding their egos, which have been bruised through this episode of targeting an individual who will not break.
I Will Not Be Angry or Triggered
In the meantime, it is not even worth being angry and triggered over them. The pedophile young man speaks in a gooning voice, mocking me and saying that I am a liar and that I am “choosy” — as if I am choosy over the ripe pick of the bunch of operators among the American pedophile men and proud astral projectors.
It is despicable. But I will thankfully never go to the USA in my life. I will remain a Christian who abides in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour. Amen.
Regardless of the lies they sow about me — saying that everything I do, my kindness, is all a lie and for show — only God knows the truth.
My Parents Are My Alibi
My parents are my alibi. They are decent human beings. I am not insane. I am not stupid. I do not count my good deeds. Only Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour, and God, the Holy Trinity, knows my good deeds. I do not need to purposely bring these thoughts up to remind myself of my goodness despite the evil that I endure constantly.
Praise God, my Lord and Saviour through Jesus Christ. Amen.
Final Declaration
I rebuke the pedophile young men of this group. I rebuke their mockery, their forced sensations, their imaginary wombs, and their demonic projections. I rebuke their threats to make me a demon seeker and seer. I rebuke their attempts to make me sicker. I am not what they say I am. I am not obsessed with them. I am not attracted to them. I am not their equal in evil. I will not be demonically possessed. I will not seek out evil people or dangerous experiences. I will not see the disgusting things they see.
I am a child of God, saved by grace through faith in Jesus Christ. I will remain celibate and childless. I will continue to worship God. I will continue to document the truth. I will leave judgment to God.
I rebuke their curses and self-fulfilling fantasies they mock (especially said by Sonya and others) in the name of Jesus Christ, amen. I replace all evil eyes and wicked words said against me and others like me with goodness, Faith, understanding and mercy from Jesus Christ, God, the Holy Trinity, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
In the name of Jesus Christ, I declare love, protection, and grace. Amen.
“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.” — John 1:5
Note on AI assistance: This document was aided by artificial intelligence to help organize and articulate my experiences. However, the content is based on my lived experiences and reflects my genuine understanding of what I have endured.
Praise God, and I pray more people accept and love the message of the gospel of Jesus Christ, who is the Son of Man. I accept and love Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour, Amen.
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