My Family, My Fears, and My Commitment to Truth

 

Why I Am Posting This

I am posting this because the cult has been systematically harassing me and using three childhood memories to try to define me, among other things. They have used these memories to try to shame me, traumatize me, and anchor horrific accusations, labels like psychopathy and perversion, in an attempt to break me.

I had no trauma or guilt associated with these memories until 2023, when they started using them against me. They tried to make me depressed, to force a trauma bond, and to layer false memories on top of the real ones, adding violating and sometimes disturbing imagery and sensations in an attempt to make accuse me as a psychopath, among other things.

My Concerns for My Parents

As I put this document together, my biggest concern is my mom and dad. Currently, my mom is still avoidant of my experience. She lacks knowledge about what I am going through and does not want to truly hear me or read my statements. Understandably, she wants to avoid this topic altogether, and tell me to move on. But my concern, and what has been made known to me, is that some of the cult members intend to use this to their advantage.

Their stated intentions include:

  • Trying to make my mom and I schizophrenic, confused, fearful

  • Accusing me of intending harm toward her, or have her harbour irrational 

  • Exploiting her concern for self-esteem and "face"

  • Pushing both of us toward self-harm if she realizes the extent of what we have endured

I am also concerned that if I were to die or disappear, the cult would continue to harass others in my life, my dad, my cousins, my aunts and uncles in China, without them ever knowing what I went through. The cult would then be happy to call me schizophrenic and erase my testimony.

Why I Am Sharing Widely

That is why I am sending this statement to my family on WeChat, even though this is foreign language to them and they probably know nothing about any of this. I am also informing authorities, including WeChat police and other intelligence agencies, because of my concerns for my actual family.

I am doing this while I am in my right state of mind. I want there to be a record. I want my family to know, even if they do not fully understand, that I was telling the truth.

What I Am 

I am a human being, and I try to follow Christ Jesus, and I see Him as the Truth. I do not do to others what these operators do to me. I bless others often, and I hope to help others in whatever ways I can.

I am not a psychopath. I am not schizophrenic. I am not a "liar". I am a person who sometimes makes mistakes, as all people do, and grew to be an adult who has not repeated those mistakes. My character is not defined by isolated incidents from before I was a teenager, or things I say when triggered to a state of immense anger, fear, or anxiety. Jesus Christ even reminds us that we are all sinners, to repent often, to self-reflect, to remain humble, and to feel safe knowing that He died for our sins on His cross, during His death and resurrection. 

My Faith

The Bible is full of people who did wicked things. It shows that no one is perfect. That is why we need Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior. We repent, we are honest about our actions, and we are forgiven.

The enemy, like a lion, tries to devour people by exploiting their secrets. By calling myself out and exposing these memories, I take away their power. I am choosing to live in the light, trusting that God's grace is sufficient.

Final Rebuke

I rebuke every curse, every ritual, every attempt to harm us, our nations, our family, or our bloodlines in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I rebuke all of their lies against me in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. 

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