My Canadian Chinese Identity, Living in Quebec, Not Interested in Elite Culture, On Pornography and Deepfakes, and Final Blessings
Written by a Targeted Individual in Canada About U.S.-Based Surveillancers
Disclaimer: This is my personal experience and perspective. I am not speaking for anyone else.
I Am Proudly Lawfully Chinese Canadian
I want to be clear about who I am and where I stand.
I am proudly lawfully Chinese Canadian. I am from a middle class background, growing up relatively privileged, with resources, a good, supportive and trustworthy family and friends and education network. Where I live in Quebec, I love it here. In Quebec, most people could care less about being elite. There is an apathy and lack of interest in elite people. People are focused on their own lives, families, friends, goals, and God/Jesus Christ.
That is where I am at. Truly, in Montreal, Quebec, it is nice that a lot of people are soulful and just do not care about what others think about them. There is a lack of corruption here compared to many other places in the world.
I do not encourage people to hate others in the world, nor America. There are so many wonderful and great people in America, and good American values. But in my circumstances, I am proud to not be American. I have no interest in ever going to America again. I have no problem with people who do, or who learn from American counterparts – but I would not.
What They Call Me – And Why I Do Not Care
Some of the U.S. surveillancers themselves call me pathetic and annoying. They use Chinese insults:
贱 (jiàn) – cheap/lowly
贱人 (jiàn rén) – cheap person, derogatory term for a "bitch" or "easy person"
贱货 (jiàn huò) – cheap item, another insult
They hope that even if my testimony is seen as truthful, I would be called wretched, tragic, and irrelevant. They hope people just tell me to die or overlook me.
I would not even care. I already have established friends and family who I love and who love me – despite the surveillancers telling me they are "goring" these people I love with their imaginations and technologies. They try to make me seem lawless, cruel, and wicked.
Even when I pray and forgive these U.S. Americans – as Jesus Christ instructs me to do – they call me 贱货. Many hope I would be some cheap pornographer or prostitute.
They try to make friends with more powerful, attractive, and intelligent elite Chinese going into the future – while isolating other Chinese immigrants abroad in this cruel way. They try to sow a rhetoric that makes my parents and me seem like self-haters.
These are absolute lies.
They also send evil glances and intentions to other Chinese families I have. I rebuke all of this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
My Forgiveness – Not for Them, But for Me
I love Jesus Christ. He is for everyone. He is not the spirit of fear, but of love, forgiveness, and goodness.
My forgiveness and lack of hate and grudge toward these U.S. surveillancers is not because I want them to feel impressed or happy with me. It is not because I want to be a 贱货, as they say.
It is because I do not want these people to take over my life or be the reason for my upset.
The U.S. surveillancers are narcissists. They would love to feel as if they ruined your life and got you to commit suicide – while telling themselves it was worth nothing and not even important at the end of the day. They would move on to their new projects, continue to enjoy their lives, "repent" of the evil they do to others like me, and "worship" Jesus Christ.
That is their pattern. I choose not to let it control me.
Eugenics and My Choice to Be Childless
They mock my genetics. They are eugenicists. They are glad that if I were to be a mom, it would show my "disgusting character" to have a child – and they hope my child would be a tragedy and a joke.
But if I do not have children – which I gladly and voluntarily choose – they say it is good because "terrible people with wretched, less-than genetics" like me should not be mothers anyway. They create lies saying I would look down on my own sons or pervert my own daughters.
These are absolutely disgusting lies about my character, based on things that I have never entertained to do, nor will do.
I voluntarily choose to be childless. This is the more ethical, rational, and loving decision – based on my belief in Jesus Christ and my respect for the universe and human life. It is my decision.
I rebuke their curses in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
On Pornography and Deepfakes
The U.S. surveillancers are extremely infuriated that I do not have any nude photos of myself on the internet. So they try to haunt me by saying they already have terrible, gross deepfakes of me and my family that they distribute along their network.
They do this to make me feel fear and hatred – hoping it will encourage me to make actual content like this to post online (which I will never do). They hope it will spark my curiosity and fears so that I would go to pornography websites to search for my own content – while they cringe and laugh.
This is why, ever since their presence, I have never wanted to venture to see any porn sites. I am against pornography in general – because I think it is really damaging and disgusting. It is unhealthy for the mind and for one's perception of women and men.
Ultimately, I am completely against pornography.
For other people who do have nude photos or compromising explicit imagery and videos online – it is always a shameful thing and should not be normalized. But I hope that if people have done this in the past, they do not feel suicidal, ashamed, or depressed.
Good governance and the law can help get rid of these videos and take this content down. That is the smart way to go about this.
In the meantime, I am quite sure there are no pornography contents of me on the internet and no deepfakes. I believe that if there were deepfakes, people would be able to trace them back eventually.
I hope these types of spaces get moderated – because it is really wrong. I realize this can ruin people's lives. I did not think about it a lot growing up. I was normalized to think these things were normal.
In the past, I even shared my own face and photos to random weirdos on the internet – so I could have easily been a victim. I was not that smart about this. Now they accuse me of this being "just" – when it is still not just. But it was the type of normalization I experienced growing up.
Final Blessing and Rebuke for All Posts
I bless everybody in the name of Jesus Christ. I protect us all with love, safety, goodness, and divine interference. I protect other nations' goodness and worlds in the name of Christ Jesus.
I rebuke all their curses of all types in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I rebuke every lie that I am a puppet, a demon, the antichrist, Baal, the "Asian liar," the "holier devil," a pedophile, a human trafficker, a narcissist, a self-hater, a criminal, 贱, 贱人, 贱货, or irredeemable in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I rebuke their attempts to degrade my mind, my mother's mind, my father's mind, my dogs' safety, and my faith in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I rebuke the male version of me they project. I rebuke the demonically possessed version. I rebuke the simulated sleep paralysis and the rapid, distorted versions. I rebuke every single terrifying image they have forced into my mind in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I rebuke their castration curses against my dad and other males in my family in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I rebuke their false memories – including the false memory that I kicked my rabbit, and the false memories about the baby – in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I rebuke their exploitation of my childhood trauma in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I rebuke their racism and their attempts to make me seem more perverse and deviant than I am in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I rebuke their scapegoating of me for their disgusting habits and secret interests in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I rebuke their eugenics and their mockery of my genetics in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I rebuke their accusation that I steal their data as a psychic – I rebuke their narcissism in thinking everything revolves around them – in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I rebuke their evil intent of all types in the name of Jesus Christ, amen. I bless my parents, me, and all others influenced in this way by the U.S. surveillancers. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
I am not their puppet. I am not their sacrifice. I am not their slave. I am a follower of God, sustained by His Holy Spirit, protected by His love, and called to share His gospel.
And you – reading this – are not alone either. No matter what they have done to you. No matter what they have accused you of. No matter how much they have tried to make you hate God or hate yourself.
You can still repent. You can still believe. You can still be saved.
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." – Matthew 11:28
That is the truth. And the truth will set you free.
Bless you. Protect you. Keep you. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
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