May 1, 2026 Update: My Concerns as a Targeted Individual, the Trauma Conditioning of the Christian-exploiting Elite Cults of America, and Why I Still Put My Faith in Jesus Christ
Date: May 1, 2026
It has been months since I first began documenting what the US surveillance network — including Freemasons, elite families, research institutions, Scientology, secret societies, corrupt corporations, false Christians, and Satanists — has been doing to me, my mom, and my family.
I am writing this update not because I want to, but because I am compelled to bear witness. My conscience demands it. And despite everything, my faith in Jesus Christ remains unshaken.
My Overall Concern
My concern is simple: They are trying to negatively affect and destroy my mind, my relationships, my parents, and my soul — and they want me to believe I deserve it. This is just one, of the many evil intentions they have (i.e., they also want world war, apostasy, spiritual confusion, negative influence on the young generation of today).
I rebuke all of their evil intentions, curses, plans and wickedness in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
They bombard me with extrasensory perceptions of violent true-crime images: women being hurt, heads being injured. They target people I love. Without my consent, they send unwanted and intrusive sensations to different regions of my body — a form of Pavlovian conditioning meant to create "sadistic" responses in me.
They project gross bodily smells, among other weird smells. They try to make me feel physically what they themselves feel and enjoy. This is not my imagination. This is their technology and their occult practices, in addition to the trauma bonding they attempt.
One of their more insidious tactics involves pushing me into a mentally blank, trance-like, overly compliant state, focused on arousal sensations in the lower parts of the target's body and brain (like ASMR)— what psychology calls fawning, and what they mockingly call "gooning." In that state, a person loses their will and becomes passive, receptive, aroused, and numb, forcing unwanted sensations and blank-mindedness onto me, or even worse, projecting deviant and horrifying or perverse imagery throughout that process. Throughout this, they hope to capture such moments with their technologies, so their network can distribute and mock, or sow whatever false representation of my character and identity for their classified/ unclassified records in the history books.
I rebuke their wretchedness and perversions in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
They hope that if they can get me into this state even once, it will allow them to create a parasitic "chain", allowing these sinful associations and sensations to take root, attaching these wicked sins to me as if I am now complicit in deviant, "demonic" ritual states. Then they use that as a basis for further Pavlovian conditioning, trying to influence my mind and body to respond automatically to their deviant triggers, with many of them targeting thoughts on the innocent and pure. They even capture this through their astral projection technology, as if they have cameras inside my own mind — recording what they themselves induced, then mocking me for it.
This is not consent. This is not reality. This is projection and abuse, dressed up in technological and occult language.
A Concern for Readers (One of My Many Concerns)
I want to share one of the concerns I carry with me as I write this.
I truly believe that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour. I also believe in the work of the Holy Spirit — in my life and in the lives of others — to protect us, keep us safe, and guide us. I believe the Holy Spirit has helped me write my testimony and reflections. God is my witness.
At the same time, I need to be honest: having faith in Jesus Christ does not completely block their technology. The technology allows a unique type of persecution of Christians, something completely masked and unseen to others from the outside perspective, but something truly experienced by the target who experiences everything consciously and mentally.
Even with strong faith, I still hear their vulgarity. I cannot get ride of them or block them out even if I tried. I still feel unwanted sensations. I still experience intrusive, disgusting thoughts that they project into my mind. They intentionally try to interfere with the Holy Spirit in me — but they cannot remove what God has placed.
Here is my concern — and I say this gently, not as a threat, but as something that weighs on my heart: If readers dismiss my testimony entirely — if they assume it is all lies, or madness, or not from God — and if it is actually the Holy Spirit helping me and protecting me through this… then dismissing it could be a serious thing.
I am not trying to scare anyone. I am simply saying that I fear for people's souls. I know what I have experienced. I know God has kept me alive. I know Jesus Christ is with me.
So I pray that you believe my testimony, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
What They Do to My Mom
I genuinely believe they are using direct energy weapons to induce headaches in my mom — at precisely timed moments. When they put me through major distress (repeating slurs, making me think of violent imagery, then forcing me to think about my mom), they also make me feel disgusting tingling sensations in my body.
During these states, my nervous system responds with a fight response — not fear, not freeze, not fawn. I become cold, snappy, and angry.
And at that exact moment, they give my mom a headache. They make her tired. They make it hard for her to sleep. Then they hope she will snap at me or hurt me — or that I will direct my anger toward her.
This is calculated. They want my mom to think I am cold and hateful toward her. They want to break our bond. They want me isolated and alone.
What They Try to Do to My Dad and Family in China
I also know they are trying to intrude into the consciousness of my dad and other family members in China — using what I can only describe as a form of demonic possession through their superimposing technology.
Thankfully, there seem to be some ethical limits within this network. They do not use direct energy weapons on my family in obvious or blatant ways — because they fear divine retaliation, and because they know I could gather medical evidence of anomalies.
Instead, they label my family and me as a "unique project." They try to subtly change our temperaments and personalities. They want to keep us out of the state of the Holy Spirit — calmness, love, and empathy — and instead trap us in cycles of fear, freeze, fawning, or fight.
Why I Respond with Fight Mode
I am not a fawning person. When they push me, I go into fight mode.
In fight mode, I lose my cool. I speak aggressively or with vulgarity. I sometimes want to smash things. They hope I will hurt myself or others.
The same happens with my mom. Sometimes she sees my anger and thinks it is directed at her — but I am actually reacting to the voices and sensations in my mind that they impose on me. I would rather express this outwardly than endure it privately and silently.
This is not a warning that I will do anything. I am a Christian. I put my faith in Jesus Christ. He protects me, my parents, and my family. We do not need to be scared — regardless of their creepy technologies or their occult harassment.
On Freemasons, Luciferianism, and Hypocrisy
Some of these surveillance operators — including Freemasons — call me part of the occult or part of their order.
That is absolutely false.
I want to be clear about what I have observed regarding Freemasonry, because it is central to understanding their hypocrisy.
Many Freemasons I have encountered are obsessed with appearing moral in everyday life. They follow social rules. They speak politely. They care about dignity and progress.
But through their major actions and alliances, they are literally Luciferian — and fundamentally anti-biblical regarding the teachings of Jesus Christ.
Here is the hypocrisy that disgusts me most:
They equip and use this technology — to harass, to condition, to project perverse images and sensations — and then they shame me as if I deserve damnation for minor sins. They point to small, ordinary human failings and act as though those justify the enormous evil they do to me, my mom, and others.
But what is the point of Jesus Christ dying for us and atoning for our sins, if not to forgive the very sins they hyper-focus on while ignoring their own great evil?
Pride is the sin that God hates most. And Freemasonry — as I have come to understand it through the Bible — is built on a form of pride and Luciferianism that is deeply offensive to Jesus Christ.
The Bible teaches that Lucifer fell because of pride — the desire to become like God, to ascend, to be above others. Freemasonry, with its emphasis on man striving to become divine, its secret hierarchies, and its symbolic embrace of Luciferian principles (whether acknowledged or not), represents exactly that kind of pride.
Meanwhile, Jesus Christ taught humility, service, repentance, and love. He did not teach secret alliances, technological harassment, or the condemnation of others for small sins while committing massive ones.
So no — I am not a Freemason. I am not part of the occult. I hate the occult. And I reject their false accusations.
My Fear: That People Won't Believe Me
My biggest fear is not what they do to me. My biggest fear is that people will not believe my testimony — and that the surveillance operators will feel gleeful as others dismiss what I have endured.
They mock me. They mock me and say I am a "blasphemer" and a "holy devil." They say I will have to pay for my sins — when I have done nothing to deserve this. They even try to make me believe that I am the problem. That I am cursed. That I am the reason they do this.
It is all lies.
What I Want You to Know
I am not writing this because I am weak. I am writing this because I am still standing — and that enrages them.
I am a Christian who believes in Jesus Christ as the Messiah. He is my Lord and Savior. He has healed me. He keeps my soul.
Without Him, I would have died long ago — back in 2023.
My Advice to You
Live a godly, clean, and saintly life.
Reduce your time on the internet. Disengage from mindless technology and content. Love Jesus Christ and follow God.
Do not make money in soulless or greedy ways. Treat others with kindness and respect. Do not look at disgusting content.
Repent of your sins. Allow Jesus Christ to sanctify you. He will heal your body, mind, and soul.
Protect your children from entertainment and movies. It is poison.
And remember: Jesus Christ died for our sins. That does not mean we should sin freely — but it does mean that hypocrites who condemn others for small sins while committing great evil have missed the entire point of the Gospel.
Closing
The US surveillance elites — including Freemasons who act moral in daily life but are Luciferian in their major actions — they hope I will kill myself. They hope I will become a tragedy. They hope my life will be seen as worthless and cursed.
But Jesus Christ still loves me. He blesses me. He protects my mom and my family.
I rebuke them in His name.
I am not one of them. I will never be one of them. And no matter what they do — I will not walk with the wicked.
May 1, 2026
In Christ, I stand.
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