Important Blog Post: On the U.S. Surveillance Network's "Spiritual Jackpot," Child Sacrifice Rhetoric, and the Perversion of Christian Scripture, My True Faith in Jesus Christ

 

Disclaimer

I am not planning suicide, nor am I issuing a warning. I am certainly not planning on hurting or attacking my mom. I am mentally sane and have worked with both psychiatrists in the past and also people who know of this type of harassment as legitimate in military contexts. This is not a plan to attack anyone or be a criminal. It is truly just my analysis that I have dissociated from as a targeted individual. Most days I still live my life, but this abuse happens to me with the US surveillancers obvious and their voices there. They have the time and resources to do this to victims, and since they actually target vulnerable individuals, it makes it less believable for the mainstream. Please keep this in mind.


Brief Explanation of My Situation

I am a Chinese Canadian Christian in my mid-twenties. I am a PhD student in healthcare, a daughter, a friend, and a believer in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour. My faith in Jesus Christ is exceptionally important to me. I am even scared to walk away from Him, and I hope He truly knows that I always abide with the Bible and the words of God from the Bible.

Since 2021, I have been living as a "targeted individual" – someone subjected to persistent, technology-mediated harassment and abuse by a network that appears to include US surveillance operatives, military-affiliated individuals, Freemasons, Scientologists, corporate actors, and others. For context, DARPA and programs like MKUltra (the CIA's mind control program exposed in the 1970s) have a documented history of unethical experiments on human subjects. Survivors like Cathy O'Brien have testified about trauma-based mind control and ritual abuse. What I am experiencing fits within this broader pattern of technology-mediated targeting.

The technologies used against me are not science fiction. They are based on real research. For example, studies have shown that brain activity is as unique as fingerprints, which enables advanced identification and tracking. Similarly, brain fingerprinting technologies have been developed for identification purposes. There are also credible submissions to the UN Office of the High Commissioner for Human Rights regarding military-grade mind control technologies. What I am experiencing is part of this broader effort to refine mind control, brainwashing technology, mass surveillance, and social control. Anyone who breaks the status quo is labeled as having taken the mark of the beast in their narrative.

For outsiders, this is difficult to believe. I understand that. What I experience sounds like the plot of a science fiction novel. But it is my daily reality, and it is debilitating.

The technologies used against me include Voice-to-Skull (V2K) – the microwave auditory effect, also known as the Frey effect – as well as possible directed energy weapons, persistent remote surveillance, device interference, and manipulation of sensory experiences including smells and intrusive visual imagery.

The technology basically allows their signals and sensations to be subtle. I am the one suffering the most with the knowingness. My parents do not experience the technology that much since they intentionally make the signals lighter. So my parents do not even realize how they are being treated by these secret surveillancers who are making them mocking fools and dehumanized.

This is why I am tasked by God, Jesus Christ, to document and write this all out – to protect me, my parents, and others in similar circumstances, and to provide warnings to leaders, politicians, scientists, Christians, civilians, militaries, and Christian leaders.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


What They Do to Me Daily

They then want to label my parents and me as "Baal worshippers" or people engaged in non-consensual Baal worship rituals, through their distance-based technology ritual abuse.

They specifically target me by making me think there is a minor growing in me – based on members of the US surveillance cult apparently mating with me to grow a "man of perdition" or "man of lawlessness." Do I really think this is happening? Of course not. I know I am not pregnant. I am celibate. I am not a wife to any of these people. But their technology permits them to do these things to me at a distance, using astral projection and direct energy weapons.

Many of them blatantly let me know they hope I would die hurt and in pain. They want to watch me and probably my parents die hurt and in pain to feel a sense of satisfaction. Some of them would make this symbolism about Chinese people, calling me constantly as representing a war.


The False Accusations About Race and Worship

They accuse me of worshipping white people and wanting to choose them over my parents. This is completely false. They also accuse me of being a white worshipper or a white hater, depending on what serves their narrative. This is their slyness. The truth is simple: there are good and bad people of all races. Jesus Christ says that both Jews and Gentiles are saved. I do not worship any race. I worship God alone.

In the meantime, they hope they can brainwash me to be antisemitic, to be accused of being a Nazi, or to pretend to be a Nazi to make them happy. I rebuke this entirely. I will not become hateful toward any group of people. My faith in Jesus Christ teaches me to love my neighbor as myself, regardless of their ethnicity or background.

I have been enduring this longer than I think I could have, seemingly mentally sound and healthy. I am a pragmatic person with faith in Jesus Christ. I am not going to be afraid of these cowards hiding in the USA.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


The False Accusation About Past Mistakes and My Repentance

They also accuse me of being perverse because in the past I have unfortunately watched harmful content. I truly regret watching these things now and realize how damaging it is to your mind. I do repent of these things. But now they accuse me of wanting to watch even worse content involving vulnerable individuals. This is false.

I have repented of my past viewing habits. I do not want to watch harmful content at all. Their accusations are projections of their own issues.

Unlike their accusations, I am not normalizing any harmful acts. Truly, I am someone so far from trying to harm vulnerable individuals. This is completely out of left field and extremely inappropriate ever since their presence in my life.

The only reason why I seem unemotional or dissociated from this is because I emotionally and mentally distance myself far from their harmful behavior.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


Their False Claim That I Am Complicit

They claim I am sly since I am celibate and childless yet not suicidal despite enduring their harmful Baal-related harassment for now more than two years. They say that I secretly enjoy this and support this but am just selfish enough not to be the perpetrator but the victim.

I know in good faith that I am not complicit. It is not my fault that there are people who think and do wrong things. They try to torment me by letting me know the wrong they think and do, and then claim that because I cannot stop them, that makes me complicit.

This is also the larger narrative of trying to control my mind and take over my mind to start visualizing the same harmful things they do, and to start having it affect my behaviors and actions. I rebuke all of this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


How They Involve My Mother

This is accurately how they get my mother involved. They let me know that they do ritual abuse with my mom, and also with me, but then simultaneously try to make me mentally ill by pretending I am a minor. Then they hope I would trigger my mom to hurt me or vice versa.

Likewise, some of the people my age and the old elite US operatives do these harmful things to me, nowadays autotuning their voices like young voices to try to unsettle me and pretend that we are all young. This is wrong.

This is why I was previously concerned about my mom attacking me and vice versa. It is because they are orchestrating this.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


The Symbolism of the Minor and the Man of Perdition

They try to internalize the monologue of saying I am one of them, as revealed by other Targeted Individuals and Epstein file declassified information. They say that I am an abuser, killer, psychopath, by projecting their sins onto me that they do to me and other targets. They pretend to try to merge or combine my identity with theirs with their technologies.

They are also angry that I can consider leaving the world while still having my normal, healthy personality in mind. They think I am not pathetic, ugly, or criminal enough, not traumatized enough. Not bad enough yet to be a mockery of China. Not criminal enough yet to be criticized by society if I were to go now.

So they try to get me to stay longer, saying "we are a god" – basically telling me that I should feel lucky to be included in their combined god-complex mind, be surveilled by them with this voice-to-skull, direct energy weapon, astral projection technology, like the beast of Revelation where kings shared one mind and were able to lead people to war, create disharmony, and destruction.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


What They Want: A Baal Sacrifice

What they try to do in this subtle way is make me mentally see myself as a minor who is being engaged in harmful rituals. They also apparently do this to my parents, hoping to make my mom or me overtaken by Baal to go in a humiliating way – which they even directly tell me with contempt and mocking.

Thankfully, I do not internalize their sins towards me. I am not even afraid of being non-consensually put through these experiences, thankfully never in real life and never in the flesh, but through their voice-to-skull, astral projection, and direct energy weapon technology.

They want to make my death and my mom's death appear laughable and painful. In some of their members' hearts, they want this to be symbolic of what is to happen with China once they hope China and many other nations engage in warfare. When? I have no idea. I hope not, since God is love and I trust Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour.

Some of them now try to distress me – these hidden women – pretending to moan in youngish voices saying, "Slay, we're gonna terror," as if giving me commands to kill a random person and terrorize people in society. I rebuke their evil in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


Not Everyone in the Group Is Satanic

It is important to be honest. Not everyone in the US surveillance network is satanic. Some of them are apparent Christians and do not completely force this rhetoric. Some still encourage me to be a decent Christian and allow me to practice my Christian faith. They encourage my genuine belief in Jesus Christ.

This shows their genuine belief in the Holy Spirit and Jesus Christ. It is also why they are afraid to completely treat me with absolute direct energy weapons, in addition to being angry that I show divine healing with Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour.

Even these days, as they literally know that I am a decent human being who would never hurt vulnerable people, nor force people to join their cult by trying to dim their minds and induce brainwashing and mental illness, some of them still encourage my faith.

That said, the cruelty still exists out there. Some – especially those who think it is justified to make me a satanic Baal worshipper or Baal sacrifice simply because I offended them – are genuinely wrong.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


The Epstein Files and American Ritual Abuse

There are credible reports of the abuse of vulnerable individuals in democratic America. The Epstein files show this. What these people do in this subtle way is try to make me mentally see myself as a minor who is being engaged in harmful rituals.

They are accusing me of what they do. They visualize certain vulnerable individuals in my life in violent and harmful contexts, and then pretend to say I am guilty of their crimes, as a means to pretend that their sins and actions are mine. This is a complete lie.

This again is their attempt to take over my mind. I always pray they fail miserably, with Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


Why They Are Angry at Me

They are extremely angry that I am serious about not being afraid of death, and also not afraid of getting Medical Assistance in Dying (MAID). They would rather take over my host and then take over my mind and consciousness – like a Project Monarch type of situation – versus feeling lost if they did direct energy weapon death towards me a second time.

They are also angry that I am a medical anomaly and have Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


The Truth About Freemasonry and American Hypocrisy

The USA and the military-pentagon-Hollywood complex is extremely focused on symbolism. The founding fathers were based in Freemasonry and secret societies. These societies have philosophies related to Luciferianism – which is basically Satan, the antithesis of God, Jesus Christ, and Christianity.

Freemasonry beliefs, while not inherently evil and can still be moral and ethical, put worldly things like progress, science, rationality, and worldly power like wealth and money over actual Christian values of love, humbleness, decency, and selflessness.

That is why they are trying to train and groom me to change my personality through targeted and episodic ritual abuse with their technology.

America labels itself as a faith-based Christian nation despite this. No nation is completely evil nor completely good. I do like America because I think they accomplished good feats and the people are loveable. But it is only the founders, military people, elite societies, and secret societies and cults that show psychopathy, racism, elitism, and harmful practices.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


The Anxiety and Fear They Try to Project – And How It Differs from the Holy Spirit's Conviction

One of the most exhausting parts of this ordeal is not just the technological harassment, but the psychological warfare. The US surveillance cult tries to project a constant stream of fear, dread, and anxiety onto me. They want me to feel unsafe in my own body, in my own home, in my own mind. They want me to believe that disaster is imminent, that I am trapped, that there is no escape.

This is not the conviction of the Holy Spirit. There is a profound difference between the devil's accusations and the Holy Spirit's godly grief. The devil is called "the accuser of the brothers" who accuses them day and night (Revelation 12:10). His goal is to produce despair, hopelessness, and spiritual paralysis. He wants believers to give up on their faith, to believe that their situation is beyond God's mercy.

This is exactly what the US surveillance cult is doing to me. They project fear, not to draw me closer to God, but to make me doubt that God is with me. They project anxiety, not to lead me to repentance, but to break my spirit. They project dread, not to remind me of my sins (which I already confess and repent of), but to make me feel that I am damned regardless of my faith in Jesus Christ.

In contrast, the Holy Spirit produces "godly grief" – an emotional realization that we have offended the God who loves us. This does not lead to despair or spiritual apathy, but to repentance and joy. Whereas guilt yells, "You are such a failure! Look at what you did! You dare not come near to God," godly grief gently reminds, "Run to Jesus, the One who loves you, and bask in His mercy and forgiveness."

What I experience from the US surveillance cult is guilt and fear – the kind that yells, that condemns, that tries to separate me from the love of God. What I experience from the Holy Spirit is gentleness, conviction that leads to repentance, and ultimately joy. The voices of the cult are harsh, mocking, and cruel. The voice of the Spirit is kind, patient, and truthful.

The cult tries to make me believe that because I am still alive and functional despite their abuse, I must be evil or demonic. They say that a normal person would have broken by now, would have committed suicide, would have become a criminal. But this is a lie. My endurance is not evidence of wrongdoing. It is evidence of God's grace.

As Romans 8:1 reminds us: "There is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus." The cult condemns me daily. They tell me I am worthless, ugly, demonic, complicit, perverse. But God does not condemn me. He has forgiven me through Jesus Christ. And I will not let the accuser's voice drown out the voice of my Saviour.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


My Position on MAID

I never thought I would consider assisted dying. I do not inherently support suicide, nor do I inherently support MAID programs. I find it an uncomfortable and sad topic.

But in my unique circumstances, given the alternatives that some of the US surveillancers want my death to look like – one of pain, pity, and whatever else – I genuinely admit that I am looking at programs in Europe to see if I can learn more and sign up. I would prefer a dignified and peaceful death than whatever cruelty they want me to experience.

They constantly try to mess up my mind and have that convince them that this means I took the mark of the beast. They call me a demon. They think that if I did this, it would also mean being "colonized by them" – while they call me too ugly to be colonized. Some also would want to extrapolate this as being about my race, which is cruel, although this does not represent everyone in the group, only a few of the worst people.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


The Past Incident and False Accusations

They convince themselves it is justified what they do to me because of an incident when I was age 12 involving a minor. I have already told more people than I thought I would need about this.

Going forward from age 12, I have encountered many young people and have seen them with safety and purity. I dislike the fact that they start to traumatize me with lies about me and my lack of intention of doing terrible things to vulnerable individuals, which they still accuse me of now.

They are accusing me of their harmful activities from decades ago, trying to accuse me of being like them. This is absolutely false. My Chinese family who are alive, along with my parents who are alive, are my alibi and testimony.

I say this with God as my testimony, in complete honesty. Unlike their lies about me, I do not fantasize about doing terrible things to vulnerable individuals, nor do I do the abusive things they do to me to others regardless of age. I take my morals and ethics seriously, and God is my witness.

I don't do what they do to any other families regardless of age, race, and class, and I won't perpetuate this type of abuse ever in my ancestry. Likewise, I am not so corrupt as to use God's grace through Jesus Christ in vain. I don't purposefully engage in harmful rituals and worldly things, only to plan on repenting at the last minute – which is what many of these US elites feel on the daily. Only God truly knows where a person will end up. Some think I would go to hell, but I believe in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


A Fellow Targeted Individual

There is another fellow targeted individual in India who submitted testimony to the OHCHR. Their experiences are exceptionally similar to mine. The only difference is that they do not talk about their faith. But I certainly talk about my faith in Jesus Christ. I certainly know I would not be here alive or sane if it were not for my faith in Jesus Christ.

There is nothing but gains you get from believing in Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ is Lord. The Holy Spirit is the Spirit of Truth. By believing in Him, you don't get ignorant or lost as if you are passive and being controlled. You get true freedom – freedom from being atoned of your sins, freedom to love and be adopted as God's family, and freedom from having to be chained to worldly pleasures and interests. You can focus on godly things like love, compassion, and goodness – and have true spiritual satisfaction as I do.

Ultimately, I encourage you to believe these targeted individuals.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


The Theology: Even Those Who Have Done Wrong Can Repent

Once you read the Bible – especially the New Testament about Jesus Christ's teachings, faith, and belief in the Holy Trinity – and accept Jesus Christ as Lord, and also read the books by Paul the Apostle on the Holy Spirit and the Sanctifier, you can truly experience how transformative it is to be changed by the Holy Spirit.

You can accept this gift to share the Bible and the message and the good news of the gospel – the good news of salvation and heaven with Jesus Christ God – versus the alternative, which is eternal separation from God.

Regardless of how terrible a person you are, you can still believe in Jesus Christ. Even those who have engaged in harmful practices can repent and believe in Jesus Christ and transform to be of the Holy Spirit and be saved through Jesus Christ.

That is why some of the US surveillancers think they can engage in harmful practices now and hope to get rid of my parents and me as sacrifices, and then they plan on repenting and being true good Christians later.

This is manipulative. Indeed, this is many of their intentions. But God is good and allows me to call out their sly plans prior to them ever happening, with Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour. Amen.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


What Jesus Christ Says About Blasphemy

Even the Bible Jesus Christ says all sins can be forgiven except for blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. The fact that I am writing this honestly, and I hope this gains traction in more nations – both military and civilian life, in China, Canada, and other nations – shows that good overcomes evil if you believe in Jesus Christ and have faith.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


My Next Steps for Legitimacy

Indeed, this is true. So for legitimacy, my next steps would be to make some visual videos of me explaining this situation and potentially visit parliament in Canada or China to explain the situation. I believe already the intelligence agencies, government, and people higher up are aware of situations like this and technologies like this.


A Message to Anyone Who Reads This

I know some of you might think I am flat out crazy, self-important, schizophrenic, or whatever else. But no. I am none of these things. I am a regular person who has been targeted by these unlawful, hypocritical, and warmongering US surveillancers.

They are adamant on a manufactured world war that they hope would trigger Armageddon and the end of the world, rooted in Christian beliefs about Revelation. I truly do believe in Jesus Christ as the Son of Man and God, so I believe in Revelation too. But to manufacture the end times war is inherently cruel.

Their sense of superiority in being Freemasons, trying to cover their bases as apparent moral and intelligent Christians while allowing their own societies to suffer, and calling me an enemy despite me being a true Christian – thinking it is justice to try to force me to be a Baal worshipper due to things I said to them out of spite (things I genuinely repent of) – is cruel.

Likewise, accusing me of having issues I do not have, and wrongdoing in my heart I do not harbor, is cruel.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


My Identity and My Faith

I am not a wife to any of these people. I am a believer in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour. Currently, as I write this, I am a PhD student, a daughter, a friend, a Chinese Canadian Christian in my mid-twenties, living as a "targeted individual."

The fears they try to sow – making me have both terrible psychological suffering and physical suffering – is something I do not enjoy seeing and something I do not want others to see me go through, especially these people who show cruelty. It makes me extremely uncomfortable.

The reason why I am still alive is that Jesus Christ truly heals my body and heart every day to make me look healthy and normal on the outside. But the suffering internally is only revealed here.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


My Celibacy and My Witness

I maintain celibacy and will always be childless. I am a Christian woman, saved through repentance and God's free grace.

This is why my previous days' writings have actually been extremely accurate. They were trying to make my parents and me Baal sacrifices during these uncertain times with the US trying to do world war, while thinking they are superior and intelligent since they plan to properly repent of all their sins to Jesus Christ prior to dying in the future.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


Final Rebuke and Blessing

Even the cult people themselves admit this is an accurate blog post.

I rebuke Baal curses and witchcraft curses in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

I rebuke their curses and harmful wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Praise Jesus Christ.

Bless you, with goodness, light, grace, protection, and salvation. Amen.

"The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it." — John 1:5

"Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us." — Romans 8:35, 37

Amen.


Personal Reflection on the Blog and the Perpetrators

I also feel justified in the blog I wrote and my true dislike and often contempt toward them. They are narcissistic and cowardly, seeing themselves as Freemasons doing Luciferian things for progress, slyness, capitalism, self-awareness, rationality, science, among other things. Then they call themselves Christians, exploit loopholes in the Bible, and plan on wreaking havoc, hoping to ruin my mind to become foolish and take the mark of the beast, having me suffer while they watch. They now try to convince me that I enjoy this, which I do not. I do not do this to others and know it is wrong to do this to anyone.

They test how long it takes for me to heal with my faith in Jesus Christ, though many of them are jealous of the Holy Spirit in my life. They accuse me of being a liar, and then accuse me of being like them – a fallen angel – because they fear the scriptures about angels rebelling from God. Some hope to repent later. Others fear they are no longer savable and gaslight me instead. I would never want to hurt my mom in a clear state of mind. I would bless people to have faith, heaven, salvation, and grace.

They know how wrong the things they do to me are, but some try to convince themselves I would willingly sign up for this. That is false. I am calling out my experiences non-consensually, knowing this is ungodly. I have never engaged in occult ritual behavior, especially with US war plans, and I rebuke their accusations.

See the suffering I endure daily. The US surveillancers who engage in harmful practices are rebelling against God. Some see me as a sacrifice – to be killed – and try to make my mom complicit by destabilizing me. They record this and enjoy it.

But my revulsion and lack of interest in their rituals shows God that I am not intentionally engaging in their abuse.

What is so wrong is that despite my clean life, these people try to gaslight me into combining their consciousness with mine, making me internalize their mental illness. Imagine a mind reader who knows your sins – that does not make the mind reader guilty of those sins. It is wrong that they accuse me of being as sinful as they are just because I know their sins.

My faith in Jesus Christ is true. They see that I love God, repent of my sins, and do not desire what they do. That is why I have the Spirit of Truth and remain mentally stable, healing with God's presence.

My intrusive thoughts from past exposure to frightening things – true crime stories, frightening animes, and harmful online content – do not reflect what I support. These were the greatest mistakes of my life: exposing myself to toxic content. But that does not make me guilty of what they project onto me.

I rebuke all of it in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

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