How the American-based Surveillance Harassment, 24/7, Tries to Unmake or Rewrite the Mind, and Why Faith in Jesus Is the Only True Anchor

I write this to you not from a place of theoretical theology, but from the truth of my own experience. I am a targeted individual. I have felt the weight of eyes that should not be on me, heard voices through technology that should not speak to me, and watched as some people—specific operators on the other end of a screen or speaker—have tried systematically to undo me or to make me fall from grace and test my Faith in Jesus Christ.

To be clear from the start: I am speaking about a particular group of American-based surveillance operators who have targeted me. They are a network involving US corporations, free masonry, scientology, research institutions and universities, and certain old elite families, including connections to the founding fathers (i.e., eye of providence), I am not speaking about all Americans, nor all of America. 

There are kind and bad people from all nations. But some of the individuals who have been harassing me have shown consistent cruelty, or, they do extremely damaging and distressing, unethical nor consensual research (apparently for the benefit of themselves, or maybe other elects that they deem important enough), and I must speak the truth about what they have done. I guess, the do feel slightly better about this situation, since I am honestly sharing with you what I know in terms of the lawlessness some of them engage in, their technologies and its capacities of lawlessness, and also, sharing with you my honest advice of gaining strength to defeat these bad spirits and wicked strongholds, regardless of the type of creepy content you have been exposed to. 

I truly pray that you care more about your soul and your eternal destination, choosing the good portion to abide in Jesus Christ, and accepting Him as God. 

\What These Surveillance Operators Do

These specific operators do not simply watch. They interfere. They whisper red herrings and lies. Their goal is not justice—it is deformation of the person's mind, body, and actions, along with interference with all their relationships and general life quality. They try to make you more vain, more narcissistic. They do this through evil eyes with such intent, as well as telling you false compliments and flattery. Also, give comments that are unreliable, then guilt-ridden. They poke and prod at your emotions until they hope you don't know which way is right versus left, to be confused of your own identity and inner monologue, and to hopefully, "pray away" (I say this ironically) the Holy Spirit, and God's voice, in your life. 

I rebuke all their evil intent and curses in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen. 

And when you become anxious and fearful? When the hypervigilance they sow towards you turns into paranoia, when the forced emotional numbing turns into apathy, when the brain structures begin to degrade from chronic stress? They call it "justice". They say it was your own demons taunting you all along, despite it not being actual demons, but them, living, breathing human beings, exploiting the gospel of Jesus Christ, doing what cults do, to steal your soul and sow tragedy and anger. 

This is functional neuroscience weaponized for harm, where they try to, through continued exposure to environmental toxins (i.e., spiritual toxins like their wicked eyes and thoughts, their verbal abuse, their sins they do to you with their telehaptics, telepresence technology). 

They understand that a compassionate person, under sustained psychological assault, would, as some of the hope, eventually either shatter or harden, or burn out. And then they point to the shards, some hoping of damnation and fall from grace, and say, "See? Sinner." 

The Trap for Nonbelievers 

Here is what I have come to understand: if you are a nonbeliever of God through Jesus Christ, and you are exposed to this technology and these tactics without the amor of faith, you are at genuine risk. Not because God abandoned you—but because you have nothing to hold onto when the floor drops out.

Believing in these operators, believing their lies, can open a door. I don't say demonic possession lightly. But I would not be surprised if there were people who lost their minds—become schizophrenic, manic, suicidal—because they accepted the false reality that these operators were gods, or that their taunts were truth. This is a documented phenomenon, of stuff related to DARPA, and other unlawful programs and research projects that the US military and research institutions have engaged in. It truly is not fair what happens to some people, and I would want no one else to be a victim. 

Some of these operators want you to believe that you are irredeemable. That you deserve what they do to you and your families, all completely under the radar, left to speculate about and to be labelled a conspiracy theorist, or a liar (this is what some of them perpetually mockingly call me, after enjoying their hidden-ness and crulety they put me through). That, from some of the more wicked operators' perspectives, the only options are insanity, crime, or death.

That is a lie from the pit of hell that they try to sow mentally.

What Jesus Actually Does

Now contrast that with Christ.

Jesus does not degrade your brain structures. He renews your mind (Romans 12:2).
Jesus does not harden your heart to protect itself. He gives you a new heart and a new spirit (Ezekiel 36:26).
Jesus does not taunt you until you commit suicide. He says, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28).

He sets the sinner free by grace. Not by making you perfect first. Not by stopping the surveillance. But by giving you an identity that cannot be touched by their lies.

I am not saying belief makes you immune to harassment. I am saying belief gives you a center that does not shatter.

How I Cope Right Now

People ask me how I survive this. How I stay sane when they try every day to make me insane.

Here is my answer: prayer. Scripture. And the absolute, unshakeable knowledge that Jesus Christ died for me while I was still a sinner.

When they try to make me angry, I breathe and say, "Father, forgive them."
When they try to make me apathetic, I remember that Christ wept, and so may I.
When they try to make me feel guilty for things I did not do, I declare: "There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus" (Romans 8:1).

It is not easy. Some days I fail. But I am still here, still sane, still writing—and that is a miracle they cannot explain away.

Their Delusion About My Faith – and the Truth They Cannot Face

There is something else you need to understand about a few of these surveillancers. Some of them identify with harmful belief systems—satanism, freemasonry, scientology—or are simply cruel people who have wrapped their wrongdoings in the language of duty. And here is what they cannot fathom: that I have true, unshakable (I pray) Faith in Jesus Christ.

So what do they do? They try to trigger me. They call me a "demon demo." A "dispossessed." They accuse me of being a demon who is stealing their intelligence and their data. They have convinced themselves to try to convince me, that everything I do—my behaviours, my words, my intelligence, my Faith, my entire life, even this blog—is something they are controlling. They do this, as a means to accuse you of taking the mark of the beast, which is implying they know they are doing the work of the antichrist, while simultaneously hoping to get away with this, through collecting research on learning how to get sanctified. 

So, not only do they get access to this occult, spiritual and other-worldly, multi-dimensional knowledge of the heavens, spirits, and more, they also are sly enough to know how to get back to the normal, healthy, human state, to undo their occult, demonic actions and knowledge, after obtaining unlawful, stolen data nd research, to then abide in Jesus Christ and revert to honest, decent Christians. 

Although they do this, and I, like most people, would find this opportunistic and repulsive, it's still something they do. I think they are still able to be saved with grace and God's forgiveness, but of course, I question: God says that the most important commandment if that you love Him, and to treat your neighbours as yourself. Similarly, the Bible teaches that with people who are given more, more is to be expected. 

If some of them believe their worldliness, technology, and knowledge is from God, then more is expected from them to wield their power responsibly. 

I pray that God is just and merciful, and allows His grace to influence more people throughout society, no matter their race, ancestry, background and class. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen. 

The Wrong Justifications They Tell Themselves

They perform harmful and traumatizing rituals—sometimes literal, sometimes psychological—and then some try to convince me that I secretly enjoy what I go through, and as if I would sign up for this. That is false. I do not enjoy being degraded, taunted, and driven toward despair or confusion.

Some of them also tell themselves that I have subhuman genetic traits. That my celibacy and childlessness are somehow a service to society—keeping the population pool "cleaner and safer." Do you hear the harm in that? They have dehumanized me so completely that they feel less guilt about harming me and my family.

And underneath it all, they have convinced themselves that this is God-ordained, since, they try to paint a narrative of a false identity of my past, from childhood up to now. That they are doing religious persecution on behalf of Jesus Christ, since they love Him. This is dishonest again, since if you love Jesus Christ, you would not be doing this to other people in general. They would justify this, saying the evil they do to me is because I am an enemy, trying to mind wash me and confuse my mind to think I am an enemy of Christ's, which is, more honestly, an enemy of the antichrists. 

This is because, the Bible mentions that many Christians might get more persecution from the enemy (i.e., satan) after finding back their way to God, Jesus Christ. 

How They Exploit Fear – The Fawning Trap and False Demonic Accusations

I need to tell you about another harmful tactic they use, because it is one of the most damaging.

They take advantage of your natural fear states. Fear is normal. Fear is a God-given signal that something is wrong. But these people weaponize fear. They push you into states of hypervigilance and terror, and then they try to manipulate the psychology of "fawning"—a trauma response where the body and mind freeze and comply to survive.

Here is a specific example. They have accused me, falsely and wrongly, of wanting to "hurt" an Asian woman. This is a complete lie. It is not my fantasy. In fact, I have learned that this kind of fantasy belongs to them—to some of these operators themselves. They project their own brokenness onto me.

When they say this, when they superimpose these images and words onto my mind, I feel discomfort, distress, and fear. Those are normal reactions to evil. But then they exploit that heightened, scared physiological state. They let you know they are watching. They superimpose some of their own arousal onto the situation. And then, in a very harmful move, they try to put you into a fawning trance state.

They try to make you feel uncomfortable sensations in your throat. They try to make you feel unnatural sensations on your body. And then, because you are in a fear state and your body is reacting with confusion and distress, they point at you and say, "See? You have a demon. You are the one who wants this."

Do you understand how wrong that is? They are superimposing their own issues onto you. They are trying to traumatize you with fear and then, during that moment of terror, force you into a trance state—not because it is your desire, but because they are forcing an unhealthy bonding through technology and psychological pressure.

This is not possession. This is violation. This is an assault on the mind and body through electronic means.

And then, after they have done this, they accuse you of being attached to them. They say you are the demon. They say you are the one with the harmful fantasies. They try to convince themselves—and you—that you share their negative characteristics.

This is why I must call this out as a public service warning. Some of these operators are trying to force an unhealthy bond with you through trauma. Their technology, as used in this way, is harmful and not of God. It is the opposite of everything Jesus Christ stands for.

Many of Their Long-term Goal: Make You Fall, Steal Your Data, and Sanctify Themselves

Their hope—once they get you into that fawning trance state—is to attach themselves to your physiology. They want you to fawn to their traumatizing content of violence and perversion. And why?

Because they hope you will do one of two things. First, they hope you will fall from grace and forsake God and Jesus Christ. Second, they hope you will become demonically possessed—either by them or by other wicked external spirits—and then do something rash, tragic, or commit suicide.

That is their goal. That is the outcome they are actively working toward.

But it gets more greedy, and unfair. In the long term, because they possess authoritarian surveillance technology, some of them plan to use the biometric data they have collected from you and from other "elect" and spiritually clean individuals. They plan to use that data to try to sanctify and heal themselves from the very evils they try to afflict you with. They will try to sanctify themselves through a false Holy Spirit—using unlawful and dishonest data they have stolen from you. And they will force themselves to believe that they are good, decent, true Christians.

They have already known much about Godlly living, and believed in Jesus Christ prior to my birth. They could live Godly, decent lives. I don't see how they have to try to infuriate me and make my life tragic, to say as if these things are due to my behavioural problems and lacking as a person made in the image of God. Some lie about the person I am, calling me greedy, selfish, wicked, and perverse, but this is a mirror of themselves. 

I guess another reason why I am alive at all, is because I am not these things they constantly portray me as. I also, like most people, don't remember most of the times I am decent, loving, and kind. Mostly, they perpetually make me ruminate on thoughts of wickedness, trying to internalize soem of their own jealousy and wickedness onto me. Like actual people 24/7 surveillancing you to accuse you and your character. 

Ultimately, I had no issues with them believing in Jesus Christ, and no issues of them going to heaven. 

It's the fact that they try to ruin my life, and the lives of others whom I love, and then call this justice, accusing me of being demonic, evil, wicked, and used in these violating and disgusting ways among some of the worse personalities out there, who benefit the most from their elitism, wealth, and more, putting me through hell, while having such personalities initially trying to trick you as if it was persecution and mental suffering done to you on behalf of God, that makes me grossed out. 

I did not even start off as a believer in Jesus Christ, but I see the immense danger and grossness of Christ-exploiting believers, who are cults that exploit the doctrines of Christianity, to sow more tragedy, contempt, and hate towards Christianity, that remind me of the true evil that some of these US-based surveillances demonstrate. 

Again, they truly can change, but God does not forget, and I tell you to be careful of them and their intentions regardless of what they say and do. 

Their Mixed Behavior – Apologies That Don't Stop the Harm

Let me be honest with you. Sometimes these operators acknowledge me. Sometimes they even apologize. They say they are sorry. They use soft words. They feign empathy.

But then they put me through the same harmful patterns and serious distress again. Their apologies ring hollow when the mistreatment does not stop.

They also know exactly what they are doing to my life. They are trying to make me childless and celibate. They are trying to destroy any chance I have at a normal family. Let me be clear: I do not personally feel that celibacy is wrong. But the truth is, if it were not for their presence, I would want a family. I would want children. I would want a normal, loving home. They have taken that possibility from me through their constant harassment and surveillance.

And why? Because their observation has shown them that I am a believer in Jesus Christ. And His Holy Spirit—the Sanctifier—keeps me mentally sane and healthy. They see that. And instead of rejoicing, some of them want to steal my data. They want to benefit themselves. They want to become sanctified after years of harmful choices that they themselves have made.

They do this to others as well—not always as explicitly as they do to me—but they collect biometric data from moral, Godly people. They study how the righteous live. How they perceive things. How they resist temptation. And then they twist it for their own false sanctification.

In my case, they tell themselves it is justice. They say, "She was exposed to harmful and amoral values on the internet. She saw inappropriate content. So she deserves this distress." They involve my parents. My family. They put the most distress on me out of anyone.

It is deeply wrong and exploitative.

And then—while doing all of this—some of them also try to encourage you to do wrong. They try to groom you. They try to bond you with some of the harmful people in their network. They remind you how foolish you are for allowing this to be done to you and your family. They mock your lack of consent.

This is not the kind of lawful, decent life I know God and Jesus Christ would want me to live.

A Note on Race and Power

Let me also speak plainly about something else. This dynamic, in my experience, has felt like a troubling iteration of oppression. Some of the operators are white Americans with surveillance technology. Historically, African Americans were oppressed. Now it seems some of these operators have turned their attention to East Asians—to my family, to me.

Some of them tell themselves, "At least if it weren't for us, you wouldn't have even heard the gospel."

That is not true.

It was a Chinese Canadian Christian who brought my mother and me to church. It was a close Taiwanese Canadian friend who saved me and taught me the Bible during my distress and fears in 2023. These surveillance operators? They wanted me to commit suicide. They could not have cared less about sharing the gospel with me. At best, they tested whether God could do His true miracles—not out of love, but out of curiosity.

So I say this gently but firmly: do not be tricked into thinking these specific operators are selfless. They are often acting for their own benefit.

But Also: People Can Change – And Many Americans Are Good People

That said, I want to be very clear again: I am not condemning all Americans or all of America. There are millions of kind, decent, faithful people in the United States. And even among these operators, I believe people can truly change over time.

Perhaps many of them can become more saintly and decent. Even if they have used dishonest methods to gather data—even then—everyone can still receive forgiveness. Everyone can have chances to be saved. Everyone can become a follower of Jesus Christ.

No one is beyond repentance. No one is beyond God's grace. I genuinely hope that any person involved in these practices will turn away from harm and toward love.

I just need to remind you of the continued lack of consent in their presence in my life. What they do is wrong. But they can still turn from it. And I would rejoice if they did.

Why Some People May Struggle to Believe Me

I know that many people who hear my experiences will feel unsettled or uncomfortable. They probably won't want to believe me. They may think I am too self-important, or struggling with mental health, or both.

Why? Because it is frightening to acknowledge that this technology exists. It is frightening to admit that they themselves could be monitored—or that they may have been secretly surveilled in the past. It is easier to dismiss someone than to face a hard truth.

I understand that. But I am still telling the truth as I have lived it.

My Final Call: A Call to Godly Living

So again, my message is clear. It has not changed. It will not change.

I call you to Godly living, as described in the Gospels.

I call you to believe in Jesus Christ as the Son of Man and the Son of God.

I call you to love God with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength.

And I call you to love your neighbor as yourself.

That means living a life of decency. Keeping the general commandments and universal goods. Trying to be understanding, kind, and forgiving to others. Repenting when you fail. And extending the same grace to others that Christ has extended to you.

The Gospel: How You Can Be Saved

Now let me speak directly to you, the reader. Regardless of what you have done. Regardless of what has been done to you. Regardless of how far you have fallen or how much you have been sinned against.

You can be saved.

Not by works. Not by being good enough. Not by cleaning yourself up first. But by repentance and faith in Jesus Christ.

Here is the good news:

• God loves you. He created you. He knows your suffering. He is not the author of evil or surveillance abuse or demonic torment.

• You have sinned. We all have. That sin separates us from God. And the wages of sin is death—eternal separation from Him.

• But God made a way. He sent His only Son, Jesus Christ, who is both the Son of Man and the Son of God. Jesus lived a perfect life, died on the cross for your sins, and rose again from the dead on the third day.

• If you repent—if you turn away from your sins and turn toward God—and believe that Jesus died for you and rose again, He will forgive you. He will send His Holy Spirit to live inside you. The Holy Spirit is the Sanctifier. He cleans you of your past self. He allows you to become Christ-like. He gives you His fruits: love, compassion, self-control, gentleness, goodness, peace, patience, kindness, and faithfulness (Galatians 5:22–23).

That is it. That is the gospel. That is the power that no surveillance operator, no harmful spirit, no technology can touch.

Once you believe Him and see how decent His Truth and goodness is, He is better than anything the worldly things offer you. He is better than revenge. Better than safety. Better than sanity—though He often gives that too. He is better than life itself.

My Blessing and Prayer for You

If you are reading this, whether you are a targeted individual or not, I gently plead with you: repent of your sins and become a believer in Jesus Christ.

Not because you will be magically protected from harmful people. But because you will have an anchor that no surveillance can cut, a peace that no taunt can steal, and a soundness of mind that comes from knowing you are loved by the Creator of the universe.

God loves you. He would be heartbroken to see you lose your mind to these tactics. Do not let these operators win. Do not let harmful spirits take what Christ died to save.

Turn to Jesus today. Let Him sanctify you. Let Him save you.

Once you taste His goodness, you will see: He is better than anything this troubled world offers.

I bless you. I praise you for still fighting. And I pray for you, in the name of Jesus Christ.