April 26 Update: Reflections on Survival, Decency, and Faith

 

Disclaimer 

To be clear about the wider situation: Everyone inside the U.S. surveillance network shares responsibility. They are all complicit as insiders. But not everyone is equally evil. Some are still decent Christians caught in a bad system. Others openly call themselves demons. Exposing the worst of them does not mean every single insider is a monster.

I also want to say this: It is truly about the decency of the environment I live in here in Canada. It is free, kind, progressive, and warm. Most people here are decent and kindhearted. I hope to truly treat others this way, and I hope to be treated the same in return. That is the world I want to live in. That is how I survive.

Why I Exist at All

It's like the "Monarch" project—what some call the "Connie O'Brien" thing. I haven't created full dissociated personalities, but I do have personalities that protect me from their evilness. Even so, my core personality is still intact. I have dissociated from the vulgarity, perversion, and traumas—both mentally and physically—always with God and Jesus Christ protecting me throughout. Always.

The Accusations and Their Lies

Despite their adamant attempts to make me into someone who wants to be infantilized as a perverse minor—what they call a "loli" or a "Baal worshiper"—hoping to infantilize me, make me into some perverse person who behaves like a creepy child even though I am an adult woman, and to paint me as mentally ill—I reject all of it.

They also tried to make my mom seem mentally ill, as if she controls me and still sees me as a child. Their disgusting lie is that their goal was to provoke me into shouting, only to kill me out of contempt and anger.

Decency and How I Want to Be Treated

Let me be naturally clear about decency: I am only 27. I don't mind being treated as a young person with kindness here and there. But I definitely do not want to be infantilized, nor do I seek being treated as if I am a baby or dumb. It's disturbing given the context I live in.

No Evidence Against Me

Also, through their surveillance, they have no evidence of me pretending to be a child —not since COVID-19 or ever. So they cannot convict me with these lies of wanting to be infantilized as a perverse minor. Truly, I reject their accusations.

Renouncing Their Curse

I renounce their curse in the name of Jesus Christ. I know these are never self-fulfilling prophecies—only lies they speak.

Constant Fear and Trust in God

But I still have to fear the torment of them trying to switch or change me into a mentally ill, angry, perverse, and violent mind state—24 hours a day, 7 days a week. They try to force this on me constantly.

So I bless God and Jesus Christ to save and protect me from this evilness and trauma. I know this isn't fun for me, nor is it something I would ever do to others. Though they accuse it of being enjoyable to me, God knows my heart.

Final Statement on Being an Adult

As an adult woman, I know I prefer to be treated as an adult—an old soul. Being treated as an adult means with decency and boundaries, the same way I treat others. Kindness as a young person is fine, but infantilization is not. 

Blessings

I bless myself, my mom, my dad, and others in similar situations. I know that God is my Lord and Savior through Jesus Christ.

A Prayer for Love, Compassion, and Salvation

Heavenly Father, Abba Father, Lord Jesus Christ,

I come before You with a humble heart. I pray that more people in this world become soulful, compassionate, caring, loving, and affectionate. May they turn away from hatred and apathy, and instead embrace love and decency toward one another.

Lord, I pray that people would repent of their sins and believe in Jesus Christ as the Son of Man and Son of God. More importantly, may they be able to share the Gospel with others and experience true sanctification, forgiveness, and salvation through Jesus Christ.

This is so important because Your Word tells us that no matter how good we try to be, we can only be saved through recognizing Jesus Christ as Lord and God, repenting of our sins, and believing in the Holy Trinity.

Bless You, God. Thank You for Your mercy.

In the name of Jesus Christ, I pray.

Amen.

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