April 26: In Case of a Sudden Event, A Declaration of Truth To Me, God, Jesus Christ, and Others in My Life
April 26: In Case of a Sudden Event – A Declaration of Truth to Me, God, Jesus Christ, and Others in My Life
Disclaimer from my perspective: I am not currently planning to end my life. This is written as an explanatory note in case of a sudden, unforeseen event.
If I suddenly end my life, this is my honest explanation:
I can no longer endure feeling unsettled all the time. I am constantly accused by U.S. surveillancers—some of whom openly claim troubling things about themselves—of wanting to do harmful things to children. They accuse me of being like them simply because I have tolerated the difficult things they do to me without my consent, and to others in my life and beyond, either with or without those victims' knowledge. They can adjust their technology signals to be obvious or invisible.
I do not like being accused of enjoying their troubling group rituals, nor their repeated difficult experiences. They treat my parents and me as less than human—as entertainment to be mocked and as subjects for research on mind and spirit. Some of them claim racial superiority and believe they will be saved during the rapture. They have influenced the Middle East for years, contributing to unrest and conflict to create the current Iran-U.S. situation, hoping for larger conflict while benefiting financially from wars.a
They make me hear unpleasant sounds, accusing me of being a danger to children. They misuse spiritual symbols and accuse me of being connected to them throughout the day—this is what they imply to me. Another false accusation is their claim of a bond between us, justifying their behavior, saying that we are extensions of each other—which is a delusion and something I completely reject, before myself, others, and Jesus Christ, God. They call it justice because of an incident with a baby when I was 12 years old. They try to get me to harm my mom or vice versa, which I find cruel, as I want to respect and love my parents.
They are an unethical network engaging in troubling activities. They hope I face a difficult fate. They want my mom to turn away from faith if she does not believe my experiences and instead labels me as unwell. Some of them see themselves as divine beings and mock me, hoping I lose my composure while they watch as if it is justice. They mock my dad in China. They tell me I enjoy inappropriate things. They include people around my age, middle-aged, and older, using altered voices, including children's voices, accusing me of enjoying their presence and behavior—which is false and unnecessary. Some of them attempt to involve me in harmful rituals by pretending to do hurtful acts to me as if I were a child. They are glad that my legacy might be these difficult words instead of good things for the world, glad that I won't be able to do more to make the world more beautiful or help people. Some of them are focused on power and control—people who treat life and the harm they do to me like a game. They also speak to me as if I were a child, trying to influence me. They try to make me think like them and say I am one of them, but that will never happen, and that is false.
Bless Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour. Amen.
On War and Projection
They have prepared for conflict with Iran for many years—war with the Middle East to gain financially, justifying it because the targets are Islamic. They project onto me all the harmful things they do, trying to get me to accept it. They accuse me of being a supporter of racial superiority. They accuse me of being unethical because I engage with normal society—since my isolation would allow them to abuse me more openly.
If I Suddenly End My Life
If I suddenly end my life, it is likely because they unsettle me too much, or because their technology puts me in a difficult state of mind, or because I cannot endure the discomfort anymore in a sudden moment of collapse. They also do not hide that they look forward to me suffering or hurting, which I find troubling. I pray to God that He protects me from these difficult people, and that He protects me and all other people with light, goodness, healing, and love, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
To My Parents
I want to apologize to my parents. I have honestly told them what I know. Though they may be skeptical, I hope they have faith in Jesus Christ as God and believe my testimony and my recordings. I know these people also spread division, hoping that because I am a Chinese immigrant in Canada, my story will be overlooked. But their actions are harmful to humanity—victims exist of all races beyond me. It is also harmful to God, as they try to place their own authority to judge souls superficially.
My Faith and My Judge
Regardless of the state of mind I am in, God Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour. Only Jesus Christ is my judge in the afterlife—not the lies of those accusing me of being faithless or troubled. I do not want to be an insider to their harmful plans. I keep all things as public as I can. I pray for God's salvation and protection for the world, and to protect against the lies they spread in others' lives and my life, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
A Warning About False Faith and Exploiting Christianity
Do not allow elites, power-focused and prideful cult members, and businesses to do harm to other nations by claiming they are Christians justified by God's judgment. They twist "love your neighbour" to justify harm against non-Christian nations. God is love. They do the opposite of what Jesus Christ taught. They try to make you feel bad and less than, unlike God, who brings comfort, freedom, and joy. Do not let these individuals trick you into hating or being biased against Christianity—they are not the loving Christians I know who exist throughout all nations. People can call themselves Christians and misuse the name of Jesus Christ while being far from His true nature. That is how I see these U.S. surveillancers' actions. I pray they can turn away from harm and receive mercy, but me pretending they are saved would be untrue. Only God knows. This is something they will have to face in the afterlife.
Further Declaration
I do not support the harmful things they do to me. I reject the lies of them accusing me of enjoying the discomfort they put me through. I am not unwell to see myself as a child, nor do I have some physiology of a child that they accuse me of—because I do not respond in the way they expect to their troubling behavior. I encourage others to not follow in their footsteps. I claim my truth: I try to be as ethical as I can, given my situation as an undeserving targeted individual, by maintaining my celibacy, never engaging with anyone online in harmful ways, avoiding motherhood, and trying as I can to tell others in my real life about my experiences while balancing their confusion or judgment, and not being superficially labeled as unwell—which I am not.
I recognize and only follow Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour. I reject the harmful content they create about me that I do not engage in, cannot do, and do not want to do. I only encourage others not to learn from their footsteps, to reject their harmful ways, and to keep moral and ethical standards.
Thank you. Bless Jesus Christ, God.
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