April 19 Update: US Surveillance Operators' Subtle Manipulations on Faith and War on Consciousness
A personal reference document – kept in faith, remembrance, and righteousness
Opening Declaration
With Jesus Christ, Yahweh, my ancestors, my parents, and my truth – my history and the type of person I am – and with Jesus Christ, who is love, truth, forgiveness, purity, and repentance, I speak against these self-fulfilling prophecies of my foes, whose ancestry is different from mine, in the name of Jesus Christ. I speak against their harmful self-fulfilling prophecies in the name of Jesus Christ.
I will always be made righteous and just through Jesus Christ and faith. And unlike them, I will reveal to the public what they make me ruminate on and think, whereas they operate in the shadows – unwilling to reveal their faces, their history, and their names, and too careful and fearful of ever being exposed, using people like me for their research and other purposes.
In God's eyes, they will never be as righteous as me, a victim, while they claim that my experiences and sufferings are "justice."
My History and the Origin of Their Accusations
More than a decade ago, I recall downloading Tor, learning of certain disturbing stories, and then curiously searching on Tor for a specific term just to see if indeed on Tor that type of content is blocked. It was blocked, and I did not see anything as far as I honestly recall. But because I did this, they accuse me of being something I am not, and they claim that what they do to me is justice.
Certain individuals now exploit God's teachings of the Bible and are essentially trying to push against the Holy Spirit in my life. As a group, they find enjoyment and excitement in chanting in male and female voices, accusing me blatantly of lies that are not true at all, thinking they can enjoy this and mock me.
Specific Actions and Rhetoric They Use Against Me
Some individuals in corporate America and elite families using technology say they are going to label me falsely and associate me with terrible things. They accuse me falsely in many male and female voices, showing excitement and happiness, feeling justified to make me hear vulgarities while I am worshiping at my church. They say they are a part of me, that this is just, and they claim it is based on a misinterpretation of Jesus Christ's teachings.
They constantly make me hear inappropriate things and imagine disturbing images while focusing on me, then say it is to test my spirit, to harm my spiritual life, or to attack my vulnerable mom. They try to manifest war and all sorts of harmful things with their minds. They think that if they can truly see you as evil, then they can make you those things.
God is good, and they are doing the opposite of God. If it were not for God's presence in my life, my family and I would not be here long ago. I am not married to these individuals. None of them. They use colonization rhetoric while calling me too ugly to be colonized.
They mock me for looking Filipino and Southeast Asian. They justify one angle of their rhetoric in which some feel obsessed with trying to make me mentally unwell to see myself as a victim, while also calling me the abuser, implying these individuals are like that abuser, inhabiting my space with their technology. They speak in literal children's voices with demeaning, scary tones, trying to make me visualize war with children, violence, etc. They visualize me with goat horns, accuse me cyclically of being something I am not, try to ruin the collective consciousness, and call this a race war.
They accuse me falsely of serious crimes, taking any opportunity to make me feel dirty and less than, even though it is all based on lies. I do not recall ever viewing such material. I speak against all their harmful actions in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
Blessed that I am protected by God, I will be saved, sanctified, and protected by Yahweh. I will never be a wife of any of these individuals, nor ever be a mom. Likewise, I will never exploit children. They try to get me to vocalize disturbing content to then be used by some of them. Through this, exploiting the intrusive images they try to get me to visualize, they accuse me of being complicit. May Yahweh judge them. Their lies about me – that it is just that I am in this situation – are blatant lies. I do not do these things, and I will never allow them to groom me by pretending to flirt, infantilizing me, and normalizing their abuse in my life. They subtly try to introduce harmful practices into my consciousness, thinking it could influence the collective, and accuse me of being deceptive, fooling people around me and in my life, even fooling myself.
Their Behavior During Worship
What is particularly troubling is that these individuals specifically say inappropriate things while I am at church, doing these things while I am in worship. I repent of being in this situation, and I thank God for His grace and understanding. I know I am not one of them – I am celibate and less experienced than many people in my real life. Bless Jesus Christ.
Their Pretenses and Additional Claims
These individuals pretend to be an extension of me. Their goal is to perversely imagine people in my own life – including friends, family, and people at my Christian church – in disturbing scenarios as a means of accusing me falsely. They accuse me of already being something I am not, even though I have not done anything of this sort. This method is them trying to say I am of one kind and consciousness with self-proclaimed harmful individuals in the USA.
They double down on pretending I am a child, trying to dull my mind, using disturbing voices like children saying harmful things. They try to make me seem even worse, saying that I am colonized and pretending to trick people in my life including Christians. Yahweh will judge them. I follow Jesus Christ. Amen. They call me a "giver" because they say I am helping them. Others view my childhood photos and do disturbing things with my image in mind. Many of them still consider themselves Christians and feel justified in doing this to me.
They call me good and improved when I act out in negative ways, but when I remind myself I love Jesus Christ and Yahweh, they call me a liar and say even worse things involving children. They manipulate my physiology subtly. They try to influence my mind while also affecting others. They try to make themselves feel as if they are dominating me and colonizing me and my parents, especially my dad. They use racist words to humiliate my father.
Message to People of All Nations, Men and Women
To people of all nations, both men and women: you are worth more than those who do these things. You are loved, blessed, and valuable. Do not allow these individuals to trigger or anger you, because this is their goal. Angels, saints, and God love you and value you more than them. You are better than those involved in this kind of behavior. They hope you feel intimidated by their appearance, wealth, technology, etc. But they are not brave. They will face the judgment of God like all of us. You others are more resilient. No need for war with them – it is not worth it. Many people love you. God loves you more than them. Bless you.
Further Rhetoric They Use
Some of them speak in mocking, endearing voices using racial slurs. This is wrong. This makes sense given that some of these individuals have been involved in harmful actions abroad. Do not let them win. They accuse me of encouraging and thinking it is funny to do these things. I know Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior, and I will never be behind the harmful actions they do. I bless all women and children.
They impose a rhetoric of my fantasy – or actually theirs – of pretending to be a child who flirts with certain people. They think I am flirting with them by speaking in infantilized voices, saying that I am buying into their harmful services and abuse, and that I secretly enjoy this. It is not true at all. I would be disgusted if any other woman was in my situation enjoying this, and I can rightly say I do not enjoy this. You be the judge.
They lie about me afflicting them. They let me know they are imagining inappropriate content involving people in my church, which I do not encourage nor actually visualize. Then they accuse me falsely. I am not one of them. These individuals treat me as if I am in a binding agreement with them, which they think justifies the things they do to me – treating me as a sacrifice, doing experiments, trying to push against the Holy Spirit, along with other harmful things, with the goal of wearing me down. They curse these things as self-fulfilling prophecies since they force themselves to say it is an extension of me. This is not based on the truth of Jesus Christ. They are individuals targeting me and others in my life.
They bombard me with disturbing thoughts. This is not just. They accuse me of watching harmful content, which I have never done in my life. One individual who engages in harmful behavior calls me her pet. She also says I am her husband, talking to my womb and the baby they claim is growing there since they pretend to be connected to me.
Final Declaration
I speak against all their lies, delusions, self-fulfilling prophecies, and harmful words in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
They are pleased today that I am more direct about their false accusations, though those accusations are completely false. I really have never watched harmful content, as far as my memory recalls. I speak against their lies in the name of Christ Jesus.
Some of them call me the Antichrist race, letting me know they are trying to affect my mental health to make me an Antichrist. Some are intent on making me lose my mind and pass from this life, ideally in a humiliating way. They think this is just. Some suggest that I should have ended my life, seeing people's lives as a gamble or a game. They accuse me of taking a harmful path or making a deal with harmful forces for living despite their harmful presence in my life and the lives of others, including Christians.
These individuals think they can play God and treat me and my life as a game, treating themselves as if they were harmful forces who want to see if I will be broken by their cruelty. They claim I am already a terrible person to still live a civilian life versus becoming isolated, despite the fact that I am not the person who does this to others.
Remember: they are still human beings with advanced technology. They are still living, breathing human beings, some proclaiming themselves as harmful forces because they think it is worldly. This is strange. They belittle people of my race. We do not need to be angry about this, because there are excellent, good, Christian, kind, godly, righteous people of all races – and God sees our heart, not our appearance. They accuse me of being hypocritical, but that is false.
Closing Prayer
I speak against all their harmful actions in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. Blessed that I am protected by God. I will be saved and sanctified and protected by Yahweh. I will never be a wife of any of these individuals, nor ever be a mom. Likewise, I will never exploit children.
May Yahweh put them under judgment. May their lies about me – that this is just – be seen for what they are. I do not do these things, and I will never allow them to groom me.
I am glad that Jesus Christ is love. Love humanity and love God. Be clean. In my situation, be celibate and never be a mom. My sense of curiosity and clinical interest is now used against me to say that I am like them. But do not be fooled.
I pray that God knows my heart. God does not give me a spirit of fear but of courage, hope, mercy, and grace. I do not do what they do. There is no evidence. They feel justified to accuse me of these things to justify their rituals done in my image, and to justify their harmful treatment of me, my parents, my friends, and people at my church. They are part of the educated elite and rich corporations. I do not walk with them.
I know to turn from this harmful behavior. My celibacy, my lack of interest in children, and my lack of interest in exploiting kids speaks for itself. I will not be bullied and accused this way for years with their abuse while I did nothing wrong.
I speak against their lies in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
On Their Indirect Intentions and Subtle Manipulations
It is important to understand the indirect intention behind what these US surveillancers do. They subtly try to influence me, to program me, to bully me into becoming someone I am not: perverse, angry, bitter, and hateful. They want me to hate the US, to hate myself, to hate others. Because hate is the opposite of love, and love is God.
Many of them harbor this and other harmful intentions, even while they pray to God and Jesus Christ and express sorrow for the suffering they put me and my parents through. Yet simultaneously, they seem to enjoy doing this harm, claiming it is justice based on my past actions and alleged "questionable" character – which they know is a lie.
Who are they to judge me as human beings? They do things that are lawless and concerning by biblical standards, while continuing these actions. I do not do what they do. I do not join cults or bully others in groups, among many other things. My parents do not do this either, and they know this. So they try to accuse me of being a terrible thing as the only reason why they do this – and even this accusation is a lie. In truth, they are acting against God and the Holy Spirit, who is the Spirit of Truth, if they convince themselves otherwise.
On the Absurdity and Coping Mechanism
The only coping mechanism I sometimes have is to laugh – not because any of this is funny, but because of how absurd, inappropriate, and deeply troubling it is that they try to normalize harmful behavior involving infants and minors. They try to make me see things through a traumatized, abnormal lens – to laugh during inappropriate times, to be unable to properly respect and honor culture, history, and people.
This is not who I am. This is what they are trying to create.
Of course, they know that this coping mechanism, a mechanism to help with trauma, is also something that blocks out the Spirit of God, of the Holy Spirit, since it is not a healthy nor natural way to face the sadness and reality of how wretched the evil they do to me is. Nonetheless, God does not forget, and is merciful and kind to those hurt, perpetrators and victims alike. Thank God, that You know my truth, and not the internalized lies of the wicked.
A Prayer for All Nations and Peoples
I bless all nations and peoples who have unknowingly been influenced to feel tired, complicit, angry, or hateful. I pray that they may still be judged with mercy, forgiveness, and love – even if they do not seem that way during their lives or after passing away.
I pray that God allows them to have grace and goodness, regardless of the mental state they may be in – whether unknowingly influenced by harmful forces now or in the future. May they receive the blessings of Jesus Christ and salvation.
I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
Additional Statement – On the Injustice of Being Accused of Exploiting Children
Also, they already say I am exploiting children because I have knowledge of individuals who are imagining harmful things of children in my vicinity. This is not just, nor fair.
Bless Jesus Christ. Amen.
"I will lift up my eyes to the hills — from where does my help come? My help comes from the Lord, who made heaven and earth." (Psalm 121)
I keep this document as my reference, my memory, and my truth. No weapon formed against me shall prosper.
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Written as a record of my experiences and my response in the name of Jesus Christ.
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