April 18 Update: A Plea for Wisdom, Mercy, and Truth in Trying Times

 

I have been reflecting deeply on the state of the world and the spiritual battles so many of us are facing in silence. When we listen to the predictions of prophets and scientists about the coming years and decades—warnings of judgment, societal collapse, and cosmic change—it is genuinely concerning to contemplate. Yet, in that concern, I am reminded: The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom.

We are, in the grand scheme of creation, incredibly small. And yet, God has bestowed upon every single human being the same intrinsic value. Every person, regardless of race, ancestry, or background, is His creation. To think we are better than another due to our heritage or skin color is not just foolish—it is a mistake. To be graced with the ability to believe in Jesus Christ as our Lord and Saviour is nothing short of undeserved mercy.

I want to state clearly that I repent of my own shortcomings. I also make a conscious choice to forgive those who oppose me. I pray for their change of heart, and I hope that God, in His infinite mercy, will forgive them for the things they do, the technologies they harbor, and the war plans they might hold. It is especially painful when they project these violent intentions onto me—because I absolutely despise war. They have called me a harmful spirit, which is inaccurate. I pray that God shows mercy to all of us, believers and nonbelievers alike, and that more would be graced with belief in the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Bless God, our Heavenly Father, for His true mercy that is so undeserved, yet provided. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

The Reality of the Harassment

I need to be honest about what has been happening, because I hope the reader will have wisdom to see these things for what they are.

There are people—some Americans among them—who have been encouraging me to visualize graphic violence against myself and my own family. They have accused me of aligning with dangerous ideologies and individuals I have never supported. Some of them try to frame me as something I am not, which is deeply wrong. They mock my faith, accusing me of taking a harmful path or worshipping false gods, even though I have declared, and will always declare, that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour.

Every time I try to follow the will of God and His goodness, they accuse me of being dishonest. They label me with harmful names: a school shooter, a mentally unwell person who wants to associate with harmful individuals, or someone who follows harmful paths. They claim to be "testing my spirit," but their actions involve speaking in troubling, mocking voices and describing things I would never consent to. They have tried to break me down, implying that their goal is to push me toward ruin or passing from this life, after which they would simply act "lawfully" and claim I was too confused to see their deception.

This is not justice. This is scapegoating.

They accuse me of being a harmful race or entity, while ignoring the troubling things they do without my consent or my family's consent. They call me ugly, worthless, unstable—even suggesting harmful things. They pray that I would turn against Jesus Christ, which I pray, to Yahweh, would never happen. I pray I always follow Jesus Christ. They use mocking children's voices and pretend to be me in a twisted "inner monologue" to act out their own harmful fantasies.

They have even tried to frame me as a persecutor of Christians, making harmful behavior seem powerful or appealing. I speak against all of their lies. I know that Jesus Christ is truth. I do not do any of these harmful things to anyone. I repent of my shortcomings, and I know that my Lord and Saviour is Jesus Christ.

I also eternally speak against their lies about me being connected to false gods, along with the troubling rhetoric of calling me degrading names, and their harmful manifestations involving harm to people I love, in the name of Jesus Christ. May God, Yahweh, see these actions and their constant presence in my life and others' lives—all unwelcome. I pray to speak against all their harmful words and curses toward me and people I love, as they hide away comfortably with their wealth and institutions. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

The Insinuated Pentagon-Hollywood Story and the Lies About My Family

They have implied to me that this is part of a wider "Pentagon Hollywood"-type of production—a narrative they hope the nations will see, or at least the people within their network. It is meant to be a critique of Chinese immigrants and our character. They accuse me of being a harmful hypocrite, too self-hating and jealous to succeed. They say I hate their ancestry while also being obsessed with them. This is false.

I know they intentionally try to make me angry, because anger is not of the Holy Spirit. But I am not against Jesus Christ. I declare that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour, and that all harmful words they intend toward me and others around me will be judged by God Jesus Christ, spoken against in His name, now and eternally. I speak against their harmful actions and manifestations in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Declaring the Truth

Their propaganda is to make me seem obsessed with America and jealous of whiteness. The truth is, I do not have much care about the USA beyond critiquing its decline. Only God knows my heart. He knows how troubling these actions are—the constant perverse talk, the references to harming vulnerable people, the harmful chanting, the witchcraft.

They are literally trying to sow ideas about harming a child to strengthen their harmful practices. That is deeply wrong. I pray that God protects me and the children I know, and all children, to have protection, blessings, and comfort. I pray they are blessed and cared for, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I pray that God protects me and the children I know, and all children, to have protection, blessings, and comfort. I pray they are blessed and cared for, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen. I also eternally bless my parents, especially my mom, and my family, extended families, and friends, and all nations, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

My Plan Moving Forward

I plan to step back from posting such difficult updates, given how negative it can be. Likewise, I plan on avoiding social media and information overload.

Final Prayer

Despite everything, I do not wish harm upon them. I pray that God shows mercy to all of us—believers and nonbelievers alike. I pray that more will be graced with belief in the Gospel.

Bless God, our Heavenly Father, for Your true mercy that is so undeserved, yet provided. I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, my Lord, my Saviour, and my friend.

Amen.

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