April 17 Supplemental Update: War Propaganda, Baal Projections, and Celibacy
April 17, 2026
I am writing this as an additional entry for my personal records. This is a self-reference to document what I continue to understand about the motivations and tactics of certain US surveillance operators. I do not think everyone in their network is completely on board with what they are doing. But this is the narrative they are sowing, the narrative that they are complicit in, and I speak against their harmful actions and pray to God that their plans fail.
On War Propaganda and False Accusations
Another reason they do this is to make me seem like a war propaganda machine—portraying me, as a person with Chinese heritage, as heartless and connected to harmful things. They do this subtly by constantly desecrating my image and reminding me that it is US surveillance operators harassing me. They then try to make it seem as if I am fine with the harassment and even encouraging them.
They pretend to be harmful figures harassing and influencing me. This has led me to make gestures of pushing back against these false figures. I have been doing this a bit more often these days, while they continue their disturbing rituals. They hope that their harmful behavior could somehow influence my epigenetics or any potential offspring—even though I am celibate and will never have children.
I vow to remain celibate and never have children.
On Their Projection of Racism and Elitism
Some of them are trying to project their racism and harmful beliefs onto me. They make it seem as if I am obsessed with race mixing with them. They also try to make it seem as if I am more interested in the elite than I actually am—as if I have partiality toward the elite, corporations, Freemasonry, and secret societies.
This is false. In reality, I feel more comfortable with the working class and middle class, with education, and with ordinary people. I am doing more research on these political structures and secret societies than I would like to, simply because I have been forced to understand what is happening to me. But I have never been someone who cares much about race mixing at all. That has never been a concern or interest of mine. Their projection says more about them than about me.
They also mock my genetics and ancestry. They criticize where I come from. Because I show spiritual strength through Jesus Christ and Yahweh in my life, they seem to believe that if I were to have a child, that child would carry their harmful, elitist, and racist genetics. This is misguided.
I know this sounds self-important. But this is indeed what some of these US surveillance operators think and hope. They try to "take over" my mind by attempting to induce confusion—first by making me paranoid and egotistical.
My strategy to remain grounded: I remind myself that everyone else is as important as me. I am not important enough for everyone to be discussing or plotting against me. That said, this reality does not change the fact that they do have troubling technologies—what feels like remote influence, false sensations, and voice-to-skull communication—that they use in these ways.
On Emotional Detachment as God's Shield
I have been extremely unemotional and detached from this experience mentally. I believe this is God's way of shielding me from the trauma and harmful words they constantly shout and sow into my mind. The US is deeply propaganda-based and loves to make a show. Even throughout this harassment, some of the surveillance operators make it obvious they are turning this into entertainment. They create musical parodies to mock me, my image, my actions, my character. They have even projected a racist caricature of my father wearing outdated attire, playing piano.
They also try to curse my mother to do vulgar and perverse things. I speak against this in the name of Jesus Christ. I thank God that neither she, nor my father, nor I am naturally like this, nor is it in our nature to ever behave in these vulgar ways they accuse us of.
On My Own History and Celibacy
I was influenced growing up by the normalization of open sexuality. But frankly, since becoming Christian, I am celibate and much happier this way. I also vow to avoid watching anything with too much violence, sexualization, or triggering content—because such things are triggering, and these operators would then try to traumatize me with those same troubling things.
On Children and Infants – A Clear Statement
Throughout all of this, in all seriousness, I do not harbor hatred nor violence toward children and infants. It is the US operators who try to make me feel negatively toward young ones. Even when I find children cute in innocuous ways, they try to shame me by calling me something I am not. They speak vulgar, troubling, and scary things in mock children's voices.
In the past, while they performed some of these terrible rituals, they projected harmful symbols into my mind space. They claimed they made me take a harmful path. This is why they do this. It is extremely troubling.
I am not too scared as a Christian. I know this may seem frightening, but at the end of the day, these are just symbols. God knows my heart and my desire to follow and worship Jesus Christ and attend church—more than any symbol they try to sear into my consciousness without my consent.
I also, regrettably, have made gestures of pushing back against these false figures when they do these troubling things and pretend to be children. I know this is wrong, and I repent. I would never hurt nor think of doing this to actual children in my life, but you can imagine the turmoil and psychological abuse they put me through.
Lord, have mercy on my soul and allow me to repent for reacting to such harmful actions. Thank You, that You make me so dissociated from all this abuse, and allow me to have peace, protection, and goodness in my life. I bless You and thank You, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
On Attending Church and Ethics
They accuse me of being unethical if I attend church and spend time with normal people. I disagree. They are far more unethical than I could ever be. They literally wait for the collapse of society while surveilling normal civilians, studying them for scientific and spiritual purposes. I do not see how I am less ethical than them for simply living my life.
I do not even like that these things are secrets. It is troubling to have this unwanted sense of closeness with these vulgar, terrible US surveillance operators. If I do not record this or share it with others, they use that as a strategy to accuse me of being one of them—something I am not.
On God's Presence in My Life
Because I have the Spirit and presence of the Holy Spirit and God in my life—constant encounters with pigeons, doves, sparrows, seagulls, and many reminders of God's presence and my faith—I have been able to heal from the terrible traumas they try to inflict. These individuals try to take credit for the miracles God constantly performs in my life. They also try to accuse me of being "owned" by them through data. This is deeply troubling.
Reaffirming My Vows
As I have said, it is troubling that they encourage me to do unethical things. But I repeat and vow: I will never be a mom. Not because I dislike children or infants. Not because I do not think I would be a capable mother. But because I do not want my partner or my family to be seen as a joke and a science project for these surveillance operators. Some of them take harmful advantage of people in troubling ways, trying to project their beliefs onto us as if we are worthless.
Again, I declare:
I will never worship false systems or harmful figures.
I do not perform harmful rituals with real people in my life.
I do not ever want to hurt children or infants in any way.
I do not fantasize about the troubling scenarios that the US surveillance operators make obvious they think about and try to get me to obsess over.
Jesus Christ, Yahweh, is my Lord and Savior. Jesus Christ saves me and sanctifies me. He died for our sins. As long as we worship Jesus Christ, follow the Gospel, and repent, I can boldly call myself a Christian.
On Persecution and Double Standards
I do not persecute any Christians. Yet some of these so-called Americans feel justified to force their harmful rituals on me—despite me and my family being nothing like them and never doing anything like this to others in our lives.
So why do they do this? As I have said: it serves their war propaganda purposes. They are actively trying to trigger a world war involving the Asian Pacific. They are angry that an average Chinese Canadian with Chinese heritage like me can be a better Christian than them—celibate, non-worldly, with ancestors who did not do what their ancestors did. I am not oppressing others. I am not overly rich and elite. I am not having problems living in hypocrisy.
These people would also probably accuse me of enjoying their presence and abuse. Do not believe them. They accuse me that, because I do not seem overly upset and angry, that I am complicit and comfortable having them in my life. This is an absolute lie.
The reason why I am still well is because of the many real friends and families I can count on in my life, God's presence in my life, my worship of Jesus Christ at my local church, my honest sharing of this abuse with people I care about, and my platforms online.
Likewise, I am far away from them, and anyone else I would not want to ever spend time with in real life. I do not ever have to feel coerced to do anything I don't want to do. I can live a relatively quiet, celibate life as a PhD student, and I live in what I perceive as one of the best cities in Canada.
If it weren't for these obvious factors, I would definitely be much more miserable. I thank God that He provides me the care, decency, love and goodness He brings in my life and the lives of others in my life.
That is why indeed, I know some of the US surveillance operators are beyond frustrated that I have such a wide boundary between me and them in my real life, and I pray with my heart to Jesus Christ, Yahweh, that He keeps these boundaries even greater, that He protects my mom, friends, church, nations, and family away from this harmful behavior, away from these people we do not trust nor want to collaborate with, and allow us to be humble, average civilians who can freely worship Jesus Christ, and live honest, decent lives.
I bless God, and pray this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
On Targeting People in My Life
They specifically target people in my life, including Christians and non-Christians. They make it seem as if I am trying to harm my church by knowing these "secrets." They accuse me of being something I am not and knowing they actively target Christians in my life, yet I still actively participate in Christian worship with them.
They will make me seem as if I am cursing people around me, because I sometimes say things of contempt to the US surveillance operators under my breath. But from an outside perspective, they make it seem as if I am harmful and negative toward people around me. This is anything but true. God knows my heart.
The US is all about telling a story. They have it in their hearts to be harmful and make me look like the bad person, even though the reality is that I am a sinner who needs Jesus Christ's presence, sanctification, forgiveness, and grace. I am saved through grace, not my own character.
On My Relationship with My Mother
They sometimes try to make me seem troubled due to the apparent coldness they project onto my relationship with my mother. They sow unwanted, guilty intrusive thoughts of violence toward my mother. They accuse me of being an extension of them. They actively encourage me to ruin my relationship with my mom—to the point of making her depressed. They treat this symbolically, as if my mother and I hate each other.
The truth: We love each other very much. My mother and I have a close connection. We are both Christians and want decent, quiet and humble lives.
It is objectively just a group of troubling US surveillance operators making me hear vulgar things, encouraging me to behave in scary ways, and literally encouraging me to harm my mother or vice versa. They even imply they are making a bet on how my mom or I will end. To them, it is extremely unemotional and detached, while accusing me of being boring. They encourage me to put on a show involving violence or perversion.
Some of them really enjoy trying to get me to seem unstable and violent in my apartment to get us labeled as unwell, to make us a joke and another story to criticize Chinese immigrants. They love when I behave in violent, cold, and detached ways. Some encourage this, and find me more boring and less concerning if I act in violent, vulgar, and careless ways. Some of them are extremely angry and triggered when I behave in a Christ-like manner.
They also accuse me of being an actor who is lying about my testimony and my beliefs and experiences, as I document these things in real life. They accuse me of being just like them, and that I do not care about their harmful behavior, but am taking this opportunity to record their wrongdoing just so I can seem more righteous. I disagree with them. I understand I am influenced by their unwanted presence in my life, and only God knows how I would truly behave if it weren't for their presence in my life 24/7. I would like to think I would never allow their presence to be a thing, to turn away from their wrongdoing, and be a close follower of Jesus Christ. Only God knows my heart. I only document and write what I deem as relevant and real. If they misrepresent the Holy Spirit with me, that is their error, not mine.
On the Constant Battle
I am writing this as a reflection of the surveillance operators. They still allow me to live, saying they could show me immense pain with their technologies, unwanted sensory experiences, and troubling projections of images. They hope always to ruin the balanced mental equilibrium that God and Jesus Christ provide me. They hope to get me into a bad, violent, or troubled state of mind.
This is what I constantly battle with. It is only Jesus Christ who provides me a clear mind. Otherwise, I would be like these troubled individuals doing research to basically "use up" my years. They gather data and intelligence to try to replicate my ability to be physically and mentally detached from abuse and harassment—and to not become harmful. They hope they can replicate my resilience (which comes from the Holy Spirit and God in my life) to heal themselves. Then, once they see me used up, they would not even care if I pass from this life—which many of them still hope will happen to me.
They are extremely exploitative, overprivileged, implicitly and overtly unfair, and unjust in how they harass my life, despite never apologizing to me or anyone in my life.
On Recording and Accountability
At least I can record these things. Some of them think and feel justified because they "allow" me to record, so they feel justified to harm me. As if me writing this blog to record their abuse is their justification to amplify their abuse.
This is false. What sparked my absolute need to record my testimony and statement was that they were already amplifying their abuse—harmful actions focused on my mother. That absolutely troubled me. I had to record all of this and hold them accountable.
On Lawfulness and Mental Misery
I love the law. I want to be as lawful as I can, regardless of how difficult. But I also know that sometimes the troubling things they say make me feel paralyzed with disgust and anger—to the point that I really would not care about passing from this life to end the mental misery. I admit this because it is true.
The US surveillance operators make it known to me that they try to trigger and infuriate me always, while also trying to get me to do criminal, lawless things. I speak against this. I want to be lawful. I do not want to hurt anyone. But the weight of their harassment is immense.
Final Declarations
I declare:
I will never be a follower of harmful figures. I despise harmful, low practices.
I will never engage willingly in their harmful rituals.
I will never comply with their harmful inversion of biblical teachings of the Gospel.
I am a sinner saved through the precious sacrifice of Jesus Christ on the cross.
Jesus Christ, God, is love. He shows me much mercy, grace, and forgiveness.
I speak against all their lies about me. Their lies about my sarcasm, hatred, and contempt toward my mother are false. I do not have these emotions toward her at all. Sometimes the frustration I harbor toward the surveillance operators gets projected onto my mom because I see her often blaming me for her current unhappiness. That may be true because she sees me extremely sad and saying things to these surveillance operators. But from her perspective—even though she believes me and my testimony—it still seems as if I am talking to air. She also sometimes has moments of doubt about the truth of my experiences. So she thinks I am trying to make her life more difficult and doing this on purpose—creating this difficult blog, constantly writing about uncomfortable topics, trying to appear unwell in front of authorities.
This distresses her. She cannot understand why I cannot just move on from my terrible experiences.
It is not that I do not want to. It is that the surveillance and harassment is perpetual.
I would never voluntarily choose to be with them. Hence why I vow celibacy and never to be a mom. I would never voluntarily put my own offspring in a position where they would have to endure this unfair persecution from unlawful and harmful US surveillance operators.
They also sow ideas of me doing terrible things in public spaces to try to get me publicly humiliated.
On My Mother
I see how unfair and harmful they are. My mother is a petite, gentle, kind, and honest woman. Yet they constantly try to sow harmful words of violence and perversion onto her—someone so sweet and gentle looking. It reminds me of how troubling these US surveillance operators are. Not a surprise, since they would actually truly hurt vulnerable people—and then accuse me of being like them. This is absolutely false and not true of my past, my character, or anything I have ever done or tried to do.
My Blessings and Prayers
I pray and bless:
My mom and dad
My nations (Canada and China)
My friends and family living in this current world
I know I am trying to be as honest as I can. I realize I am not that important compared to anyone else. We all have spiritual and worldly significance. The best we can do is:
Repent of our sins
Be decent, lawful human beings
Try to endure the harmful actions of others in our lives
Do not persecute others, especially Christians and law-abiding people
Try to encourage people to love God and have faith and to turn away from their sins
Do not hurt children or infants
I do not do these things already—but the US surveillance operators make it known to me that they try to trigger and infuriate me always, while also trying to get me to do criminal, lawless things. Again, I love the law. I want to be as lawful as I can, regardless of how difficult.
Final Declaration and Blessing
I speak against all their harmful words and lies about me and my character, along with the lies about the character of my parents, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
I speak against their harmful actions and pray to God that their plans fail.
I bless my parents, my family, and my friends with God's presence in our lives through Jesus Christ. I always speak against harmful symbols that they project into my mind space in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
Closing Prayer
I pray in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen. This is my record for April 17. God knows my heart. That is enough. I bless them. I hope they find repentance. I hope we all receive more of the Holy Spirit—goodness, tolerance, and forgiveness—in this difficult age.
Personal record – kept for documentation and self-reference. Last updated April 17, 2026.
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