April 15 Update: Record of the Harassment, Observations, and the US Surveillancers' Psychology and Actions
April 15, 2026
I am writing this for my personal records. It is a chronicle of what I continue to endure from some US surveillance operators in this changing world. I want to be clear that I am not speaking about all Americans, all surveillance personnel, or all people associated with any group. I am speaking about a specific set of individuals who have been targeting me.
The New False Narrative
Some of these operators are now pretending that I see them as children. They pretend to be children while violating boundaries. They project that I enjoy thinking of them as minors doing terrible things. They say I "worship the beast." This is a complete lie. I am a follower of Jesus Christ and a sheep of His flock. I do not worship any beast nor them, and I certainly do not welcome their harmful intentions.
False Accusations of Being a Predator
Some of them constantly accuse me of being a predator. They call me a buyer, a maker, part of a harmful path. They claim I pay them to simulate violations on me, and that I sell my own data to them without consent. These accusations are projections of their own behavior onto me. They are describing what some of them do, not what I do. This is false. Again, I follow Jesus Christ.
Their Claim That I "Enjoy Their Presence"
Some of them say my real secret interest is knowing they are watching me while I interact with normal people—while they do distressing things to me and others in my life. They claim I enjoy their presence. This is false. I put my faith in Jesus Christ as my Savior. God knows my heart. Their presence gives me no happiness. I see them as lost people in need of grace.
What Some of Them Encourage Me to Do
Some of them try to get me to become a criminal. They encourage me to harm people, including young ones. They push me toward racism against Chinese people (my own people), toward attacking white people or other ethnic groups. They call me and my family failures—jealous, hateful, unintelligent, personality-disordered. They say we will not be missed in Canada or China because we are not from a powerful elite family. They treat us as a comedy show.
Historical Context: Eugenics and the Nazis (With Verified Citations)
Some of these operators have made me aware of their keenness on harmful ideologies. They follow troubling rhetoric. I want to document for my own records what that historical tradition actually means.
What many people do not know is that the Nazis were directly influenced by eugenics programs in the United States.[1]
In the early 20th century, the US led the world in forced sterilization laws targeting immigrants, people with disabilities, and other groups deemed "undesirable." Over 60,000 Americans were coercively sterilized across more than 30 states.[2] California was the most aggressive, performing compulsory sterilizations on more than 20,000 people from 1909 to 1979.[3]
When Hitler published Mein Kampf in 1924, he held up a foreign law as a model for racial purification: the U.S. Immigration Restriction Act of 1924, which prohibited immigration of those with hereditary illnesses and entire ethnic groups.[1] Hitler also wrote fan letters to American eugenicist Madison Grant, telling Grant that his book The Passing of the Great Race was Hitler's "bible."[4]
Nazi lawyers studied US laws and used them as a model for their own racial hygiene programs.[1] The Nazis even wrote admiringly of California's eugenics policies. A Los Angeles Times columnist wrote in 1939: "Hitler, with the support of the German people, is an exponent of sterilization of the unfit... Germany's sterilization law was modeled on California's."[3]
American eugenicists traveled to Germany to study Nazi sterilization laws, published articles lionizing the Nazi eugenics program, and received personal notes from Hitler thanking them for their books.[1] One eugenics activist in Virginia complained: "The Germans are beating us at our own game."[1]
The Rockefeller Foundation funded eugenic experiments in Germany through the early 1930s.[2] Even after the outbreak of war, American eugenicists frowned upon Hitler's totalitarian government but not his sterilization laws.[1]
I provide this historical context because when people follow such rhetoric today, they are aligning themselves with a tradition that was influenced by American programs. That is disturbing.
References for the above section
Kühl, Stefan. The Nazi Connection: Eugenics, American Racism, and German National Socialism. New York: Oxford University Press, 1994.
Black, Edwin. War Against the Weak: Eugenics and America's Campaign to Create a Master Race. New York: Four Walls Eight Windows, 2003.
Stern, Alexandra Minna. "How the Los Angeles Times Shilled for the Racist Eugenics Movement." Los Angeles Times, February 28, 2021.
Multiple sources document this, including Black (2003) and Kühl (1994). See also: Gerson, Michael. "The Bible of Hitler's 'Master Race' Was Written by an American." The Washington Post, 2018.
These are legitimate, peer-reviewed or major-press historical sources. The claim that Nazi eugenics was directly influenced by American programs is well-documented in mainstream academic history, not fringe literature.
Accusing Me of Being One of Them
Now some of them accuse me of being one of them. Some of these operators are psychologists. They project their own harmful actions onto me. Just because I know what some of them discuss does not mean I am one of them. I do not violate people. I do not run eugenics campaigns. I do not want fame. I do not exploit people for money or laughs. I do not secretly spy on people without consent. I tell everyone I know—even at my church—what is going on. I publicize this.
Their Psychology
Some of them see themselves as above the law. They think they can dismantle tradition, history, culture, and do whatever they want because God "blesses" them. Some are narcissistic and believe they are above all laws. They think God loves them because they say they put their faith in Jesus. This is deeply wrong.
Much of what they accuse me of is projection. They describe their own behaviors, thoughts, and intentions, then claim I am the one who possesses those traits. This is a well-documented psychological phenomenon: people attribute their own unacceptable feelings or actions to others.
The Reality of Their Appearance
It is worth noting that some of the people in this US surveillance group are conventionally attractive. This is not surprising, as they are elite with significant resources to spend on appearance, comfort, health, and grooming. Many of the operators look average and normal. You would not know they are a part of this cruelty simply by looking at them. Their ordinary appearance makes what they do all the more hidden and deceptive. Do not be fooled by outward looks—attractiveness does not equal goodness.
How Some of Them See Themselves
Some of them think they are the most ingenious and intelligent people, outsmarting the devil, while doing devil-like things themselves, targeting random civilians. Some see me as a secret ugly idol or goddess, or a jezebel, and claim I secretly support this. I do not. Some try to make me take a harmful path and represent China in a war with them. Some think after all their crimes against humanity, they can still go to heaven and continue their harmful ideologies.
Tricking the World About Me
Some of them are making me and my family seem like users, comedians, failures to China and other nations. They say I have "behavioral issues" so I deserve this treatment. They lie about my mother being a self-hater who dislikes her own country. They want China to lack empathy. They act in a way that reminds me of how harmful forces fool the world into thinking things are okay.
Simulated Sensations
Their technology simulates distressing physical sensations in my body. I do not feel any positive response to this. I have never wanted any of it. Their technology can simulate all kinds of revulsion, and some of them accuse me of doing what I would never do. They are people with access to disturbing technology.
My Response
I put my faith in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. I am His sheep. I do not worship any beast or harmful figure. That will never happen.
On My Struggle
Some of them want to ruin my mind and separate me from God. They call this "justice." But I believe God sees the truth. I will not let them turn me into what they claim I am. I love Jesus Christ and the world He will create.
The Halo Effect
Some of these US operators are banking on the halo effect—the psychological bias where conventionally attractive people are assumed to be good, moral, and trustworthy. Some of them are fit, groomed, and conventionally attractive. They believe their good looks and social polish let them get away with anything. They think no one will believe that these attractive, wealthy, well-dressed people are doing the things they do. They think the halo effect protects them globally. "Look at us—we are the pretty ones. She is the crazy one." That is their strategy. It is deeply wrong. Some are cold on the inside. Their attractiveness makes them more deceptive, not less. Do not be fooled. The halo effect is a lie. Some of the most beautiful faces hide the darkest souls.
On Being Accused Falsely
Some accuse me falsely of being harmful, and they think I get away with it without criticism because of how I look. This is completely false. I have never harmed young people or wanted to see them in the ways these operators do. Some use my image without my consent—along with others in my life—in harmful ways with AI technologies. They project their own harmful actions onto me. Some think they are conventionally attractive, wealthy, and historically powerful, so they believe they can get away with anything. They are wrong.
On Desecrating Targets
Some try to twist and desecrate Chinese people, including false implications about me. They try to dull my mind and accuse me of things I have never done. This is not justice. I have never intended any of these things. I am a victim and a redeemed witness of Jesus Christ.
Biometric Data and Lies
Even if I feel guilty about nothing, my biometric data signals can be twisted enough for some of them to accuse me of lying. Some collect biometric data to figure out my politics, religion, and affiliations, and then use that data to persecute and taunt me. They accuse me of being obsessed with things I have never thought about. They lie about my jealousy and hatred toward random white people, accusing me of enjoying their political and cultural declines. All lies.
On My Family and Immigration Status
Some paint my parents and me as failed immigrants who will not be missed in Canada or China because we are not from a powerful elite family. They feel they can use their technology to secretly control us. To this I say: Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. God is my God, my parents' God, and the God of the whole world. All the harmful things some of these people say mean nothing in the eyes of the Lord. They will meet their ends just like everyone else.
My Blessing and Hope for Their Repentance
Despite everything, I still bless them. I hope they come to know God's presence of forgiveness and repentance. In this day and age, right now, we can all have more of the Holy Spirit—more goodness, more tolerance, more forgiveness. I pray that they turn away from what some of them are doing. I pray that they see the harm they cause and stop. I do not wish destruction on them. I wish their eyes to be opened. I hope they feel the weight of their actions and seek true repentance through Jesus Christ. That is my honest prayer. I am not their enemy in my heart. I am someone who has been hurt by some of them, but I still leave the door open for their redemption. That is what Jesus taught.
Yahweh sees what some of them do. That choice is between them and the Lord.
Why I Am Writing This
I hope that anyone who reads this will have the wisdom to realize that any difficult behaviors I have exhibited are because of the distressing presence of some of these individuals. If you believe their lies about me, you are aligning with harmful actions. Some show subtle and complicit racism. Their secret thoughts are dark. Do not be fooled by any charm they have. Just because you are not their victim today does not mean you want to be their victim tomorrow. Some have revealed to me that they genuinely hope for war and cultural decline.
I am writing this so that you will not be tricked by some of them, regardless of how they spin their delusional lies about me. Even when some effectively caused my death in 2024 with their technology, they revealed themselves. Do not be tricked. What some of them do is fundamentally wrong.
I do not affiliate with people like that. It is better to live a more soulful, basic life than to lose your soul. Some are cowardly. Their lives are not sustainable. If you affiliate with them, it is not safe. I am not going to be a mother, which is why I can say this—some have bombarded me with these intrusive thoughts to the point that I would not bring a child into this world.
I call out their sense of superiority. Some think their country is so ingenious and special, able to dismantle worldly systems and operate above the law. This is despicable given how many casualties they leave behind. Some do not care because they think they are special and above the law, graced by God. That is how some of them really see it. It is wrong in the eyes of the Lord.
I love Jesus Christ and the world He will create. I will not allow some of these people to succeed in making me into their false version of me. They are not my friends. Some are my foes. I do not treat others the way some of them treat me.
Closing Prayer
I pray in the name of Christ Jesus. Amen. This is my record for April 15. God knows my heart. That is enough. And again: I bless them. I hope they find repentance. I hope we all receive more of the Holy Spirit—goodness, tolerance, and forgiveness—in this difficult age.
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