April 11, 2026: My Latest Record of What Certain US Surveillance Operators Do to Me, Timed and Episodically Throughout the Day

 

TRIGGER WARNING

This document contains distressing content. Topics include:

  • Psychological harassment

  • False accusations

  • Spiritual warfare and intrusive experiences

  • Suicidal thoughts and self-harm (discussed in the context of enduring distress)

  • Unwanted commands or urges to harm others (reported as intrusive)

  • Racist and supremacist ideology (attributed to alleged perpetrators)

  • Manipulative tactics and false narration

This is a personal record of ongoing distress. Reader discretion is advised. If you are experiencing similar thoughts or voices, please reach out for help: Call or text 988 (US/Canada) for crisis support.


I am writing this to explain how certain US surveillance operators try to make me miserable, along with the difficult things I have to endure, their troubling politics, and their goal of getting people to implode through anger and disgust.


My Clarifying Statement

Everything I write here is accurate and true based on my experience. However, this does not describe everyone in the group — only some of them. Regardless of what they personally hold as politics or values, this does not nullify the fact that this is indeed their strategy: to try to drive me to despair, and to make my world revolve around these troubling experiences.


My Record of US Surveillance Operations Against Me

I state that certain US surveillance personnel use technologies to make me miserable. The following is an account of the tactics, statements, and sensations I endure.


Core Tactics I Report

The surveillance operators attempt to negatively influence my mental stability. They constantly accuse me of being a danger to vulnerable people, attempting to induce guilt and fear — despite me doing nothing wrong.

The operators make it known that they are conducting harmful acts while I am in public. I hear voices accompanied by disturbing noises, accusing me of things I have not done — accusations I state are false.

The operators state they are trying to get me to "sow a Baal." I have reported this to police multiple times; police have taken no action because I have no criminal record.

The operators instruct me to harm others. They state they hope I will become negatively influenced and attack someone in my vicinity.

The operators attempt to induce uncomfortable physical sensations in public, apparently to make me appear unwell.

The operators state they wish to make me sick, mentally unwell, and prone to harmful actions.

The operators state they are trying to make me a "lawless angel" opposed to God. They claim this represents China, Asia, and Canada — intending to make Canada less safe.

The operators curse me, hoping I will be portrayed in a degrading, childlike manner, leading to me not being taken seriously.

The operators state they want to make me a criminal — to literally make me harm others. They compare me to known perpetrators. They state they will make me appear as an ugly, narcissistic person.


Mind Washing and Spiritual Attack I Report

The operators attempt to disrupt my cognition and emotions. They try to push away God and the Holy Spirit from abiding with me.

Some operators have made a wish and curse for me to literally attack someone in church or in public. They curse me to become harmful, comparing me to real offenders, projecting those criminals' names into my mind.

Physical sensations I experience during these operations include mind-numbing sensations in my brain, headaches, ear tightness, and throat discomfort.

Many operators have stated they want me to die brutally. I believe these operators are living people using military V2K technologies within US surveillance systems to project their presence into targets' lives, hoping to create a bad omen for the world.


Their Double Face: Wolves in Sheep's Clothing

From their perspective, these US surveillance operators still think they are very angelic, godly, and good Christians. They recognize that they are specifically targeting me with all these troubling behaviors. Indeed, it is their attempt to bombard me with their harmful traits — while withholding these behaviors from everyone else in society.

This is an additional isolation tactic. They specifically go out of their way to treat others in society — across all socioeconomic niches, races, and backgrounds — as decent people. To those others, they appear kind, understanding, and compassionate. Meanwhile, they treat me in these ways. I am not exaggerating; this is how they treat me. They show their hidden harmful tendencies and try to make me feel isolated and alone.

They hope that while I portray them accurately — because they are not treating most other people this way — these things I reveal might not be taken seriously.

Prior to this abuse, I had no criticisms or major issues to complain about with the USA. I had no history with them anyway. This reveals their double face. They are truly wolves in sheep's clothing.

Again, I say: there are plenty of virtuous, kind-hearted, God-abiding, decent, intelligent, and compassionate Americans. I support them and think they are excellent people. But this does not take away the truth of my experience.


Their Vision for the World as I Report It

Some of the operators are pushing the world towards the apocalypse, through war. I state there are people who want the world to rot in this manner and are attempting to induce mental decay in me.

Through me, the operators curse others to go to hell. The operators are fundamentally opposed to God and Christianity. They call me a "white worshiper" and accuse me of wanting to join harmful groups. They express antisemitic positions while also accusing me of antisemitism. The operators consider me and other races inferior to themselves.

The operators call me an "American white worshiper" and hope I will become lawless, commit crimes, and outwardly resemble a homeless, mentally ill person shouting anti-CIA and anti-America sentiments. They hope I will rot after losing control and harming myself.


Mocking Suffering, Love-Bombing, and False Narration

After inducing distress, the operators then claim to comfort me with their technology. I state there is no recourse except endurance or death. When I do not end my life, the operators claim I like them. I state that I endure in order to witness the operators' downfall.

The operators engage in false first-person narration, speaking statements as if on my behalf. I state this is false, and God knows it. The operators' stated goal is to provoke suicide or, preferably, for me to harm loved ones and end up in jail.

Obsession with thinness and weight-shaming: The operators are obsessed with extremely slim women. They accuse me of gaining weight, altering images of me as animals. I state that I will never be a mother.

I describe the operators as elitist, cowardly, rich individuals who want the world to burn while they hide. Many believe they are above the law.

Correction on astral projection: I note that astral projection is a harmful practice, not angelic or godly. It is sorcery, condemned in Scripture.

After the abuse, the operators attempt to manipulate me similarly to how offenders groom victims. After harmful acts, they feign comfort. They accuse me of enjoying the treatment simply because I continue to endure.

I endure to document wrongdoing and hope to see the operators fail in triggering World War 3. I believe Jesus Christ will say to them: "Get away from me, you evil doers. I never knew you."


Race and Religion

Despite Jesus Christ being race-blind and saving both Gentiles and Jews, the operators obsess over race and supremacy. They make race central more than I do. I state that the US has systemic racism. The operators are furious that decent Christians exist of all races, and especially that there are more Christians in China and Asia.

The operators accuse me of being like them, though I am the opposite.

The operators attempt to provoke my anger by claiming that if I follow Jesus Christ and behave well, it is only to impress them. They position themselves as my "masters" who decide when to dispose of me. When I am healthy and well-adapted, they intensify their harmful actions. The operators then hope I will become ugly, angry, ruin my own life and others', after which they can feel satisfied having disposed of me.


My Purpose in Recording This

I record this to expose the personality of those who build harmful technology and exploit civilians without their knowledge. I have faith in Jesus Christ that one day these crimes will be made public, the technology will be understood, and other nations will see these individuals for what they are.

God Jesus Christ is with me as I state all of this.


My Declaration

I speak against all their harmful words in the name of Jesus Christ, and send their harmful intentions back to them, now and in the long-term future, and seal this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen. I will never be like those individuals. I speak against all their harmful words they impose on me and my heritage and nations, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

I speak against all of their harmful words in the name of Jesus Christ, knowing I love Jesus Christ. I am never against Jesus Christ, and I know Jesus Christ is my Lord and Saviour. May God judge them now and in the future. May I never be like them or with them, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

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