A Word of Apology, Forgiveness, and Mercy Toward Some of the US Surveillance Operators

  Despite everything I have written, including critical, angry, negative, and hateful things—I also need to say something else toward the surveillancers (some of them).

I want to apologize and forgive, and also provide mercy and gratitude to the US surveillance operators.

Many of them are not at fault for having this technology. They did not create the systems they operate within. They were born into a world already wired for surveillance, already stacked with high-level space-based capabilities, already entangled with Freemasonic traditions and elite networks. Most of them are just doing their jobs. Some of them are trapped, just like the rest of us. They also do have a great ancestry throughout their science, progress, Faith, and governance, and it is not entirely their fault that we live in today's system as it is, with limitations and resource limitations, among other things globally.

Many of their Faith in Jesus Christ and God is exceptionally strong. Throughout all of this, they could have been more callous and brief with the direct energy weapons, along with imagery projection, voices, etc. But I have also experienced their mercy and prayers, their decency, their restraint. And I know that things happen for a reason.

If they had not done this harassment onto me—if things had not happened the way they did—I would not be here writing this post at all. I would not have this blog. I would not have this voice. I would not have been pushed to seek God so desperately, to cling to Jesus Christ so tightly, to learn the Gospel so deeply. In a strange and painful way, they were used by God to bring me to where I am now.

That does not excuse the evil that I have also been exposed to—things that I did not even know existed prior to this. But it does mean I cannot pretend they are only monsters or cruel. They are not. They are human beings at the end of the day, and I could even be capable of doing the cruel things they do, although I hope I would not. Only God knows.

They Do Not Deserve Hate, Backlash, or Persecution

Despite all the sketchiness—despite the manipulation, the mind games, the vulgarities I cannot even write down—they do not deserve hate nor to be cursed at. They do not deserve persecution or eternal damnation.

Because here is the truth: they are human beings. Just like me. Just like you. They have families. They have fears. They have regrets. They have moments of conscience and moments of failure. They have been shaped by forces much larger than themselves—forces of technology, government, history, and sin.

I have written hateful things. I have been angry. I have cursed throughout my persecutions, as they were "testing my spirit," during my immense mental sufferings, torment, frustrations, etc. And some of that hate was not deserved. Some of it was me lashing out at the system, not the soul. Some of it was me confusing the operator with the operation.

I am sorry and repent toward these things, and I also pray for forgiveness from God.

The Protection, Goodness, and Grace of God Belongs to Them Too

They deserve the protection of God. They deserve His goodness. They deserve His grace. Just like anyone else. Just like any other society.

If I want mercy for myself—and I do—I must also want it for them. If I want God to forgive my sins—and I desperately do—I must also forgive theirs. Not because they are innocent. But because I am not innocent either.

“For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.” – Matthew 6:14

So I forgive them. Not because they have asked. Not because they have stopped. But because I need forgiveness too. And because holding onto hatred only hurts me—not them.

A Formal Apology for the Hateful Things I Have Said

I want to formally apologize for the hateful things I have said about the US surveillance operators and their country, and also some white people who remind me of them.

Some of the hate was not deserved. Some of my words were too harsh, and said to influence them to be more hateful and persecutory. Some were said in moments of rage, distress, and infliction—moments they themselves helped create, yes, but moments where I am still responsible for my own words and tone.

I am sorry.

I do not take back the truth of my experiences and perceptions. I do not take back the exposure of genuine evil and corruption among some people during fleeting moments. But I do take back the venom. The blanket condemnation. The moments where I forgot that they, too, are human beings made in the image of God.

Regardless of the technologies we know about. Regardless of the sketchiness of different people we know exist throughout the world. Regardless of the grudges, the surveillance, the mind games, the vulgarities I cannot even write down—I pray that you also show them mercy. Prayers. Love. The grace of God.

Protect them. Heal them. Provide them wisdom and goodness. Just as you would want this toward people you care about—and toward yourself.

A Final Prayer for Them

Father God, in the name of Jesus Christ, I lift up the US surveillance operators. The Freemasons. The elites. The ones who have harassed me, surveilled me, accused me, and cursed me. Many of them did not choose this technology. Many of them are doing their jobs. Many of them are trapped in systems they did not create.

I thank You for their Faith, which is real. I thank You for their mercy, which has kept me alive. I thank You for the strange and painful path that has led me to this blog, this voice, this testimony.

Forgive me for the hate I have spoken. Forgive them for the evil they have done. Heal us all. We are all sinners. We all need grace.

They do not deserve persecution. They do not deserve backlash. They deserve Your protection, Your goodness, Your grace—just like anyone else. Just like any other society.

Protect them. Bless their families. Give them wisdom. Turn their hearts more fully toward Jesus Christ. Let them not scapegoat the innocent. Let them not worship their own technology or power. But let them know Your love—the same love I need every single day.

And let us all, somehow, by Your grace, find our way to repentance, mercy, and peace.

In Jesus Christ’s mighty name, Amen.

I bless the US surveillance operators in the name of Jesus Christ. I protect them with love, safety, goodness, mercy, and divine interference. Just as I bless and protect all nations, all peoples, all followers of God.

In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

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