Why I Pray: On Deliverance, Protection, and the Name of Jesus Christ
A Disclaimer on the Prayers You Will Find in These Posts
If you have been reading my blog, you have noticed that I embed prayers, blessings, and rebukes throughout my posts. I call on the name of Jesus Christ. I declare protection in His name. I rebuke evil in His name.
To some, this may seem strange. To others, it may seem ridiculous or laughable, like the ramblings of someone religious, perhaps schizophrenic, perhaps creepy or freaky. I understand how it looks. I understand that in a secular age, invoking the name of Jesus can be dismissed as superstition, delusion, or worse.
But I need to explain why I do this. Not to convince anyone of anything, but to be honest about what I am facing and what sustains me.
What I Faced Before I Prayed
I was not always this vocal about my faith. Before I went to New York, before I experienced what this cult did to me, I was not particularly spiritual or religious. I believed in God, yes. I had some sense of faith. But I was not someone who prayed constantly, who called on Jesus in every moment of distress, who understood the spiritual dimensions of what I was up against.
Then I encountered people who are immensely knowledgeable in esoteric and occult knowledge. People with ties to Freemasonry, to secret societies, to traditions that go back centuries. People who use that knowledge not for good but for harm.
I learned something that disturbs me deeply: people with worldly power are often obsessed with spiritual knowledge. They do not rely on science alone. They know, or believe they know, that there are forces beyond the material world. And they use that knowledge to manipulate, to control, to terrorize.
I learned this because they used it on me.
The Occult Dimensions of What I Face
The surveillance operators do not just use technology. They use rituals. They use curses. They use spiritual practices rooted in false gods, in satanism, in witchcraft, in what the Old Testament calls "abominations." They have called me a "Baal", the false god associated with child sacrifice in ancient Canaan. They treat me as an idol they have set up in secret, projecting their own wickedness onto me, performing rituals around me without my consent.
This is not metaphor. This is what they do, and what they'r still adamant about forcing.
They believe there are divine consequences to their actions. They believe that by targeting people of different nations and races, particularly nations from South Americans, Eastern Europeans, underprivileged Americans, Chinese Canadians like me (and attempt to recruit more people of different races and nations, these days with focus on East Asians), they can sway God's judgment. They believe that if they sacrifice children, exploit women, traffic human beings, they can make God angry at other nations. They believe that by making the innocent suffer, they can redirect divine wrath onto the families and peoples of their victims.
This is why you hear about elites in Washington D.C., in powerful families, being exposed as child molesters, rapists, human traffickers. This is why the Epstein files, Pizzagate, and other revelations keep surfacing. These are not isolated incidents. They are symptoms of something older, something organized, something that has been hidden for generations.
The people doing this to me are connected to these networks. They are part of old, powerful American elite families with ties to the occult, to Freemasonry, to secret societies that have operated for centuries. They recruit victims from different nations and races, minors, women, vulnerable people, and subject them to rituals of abuse, to child sacrifice, to idol worship. They do this to corrupt, to control, to redirect spiritual consequences onto others.
They did this to me and my family without our consent, without our knowledge. And they believe they can get away with it. They believe they have done it to others before and will do it to others again.
Why I Call on the Name of Jesus Christ
In the face of this, science is not enough. Technology is not enough. Human justice is not enough. I am not dismissing any of these, I work with law enforcement, I document evidence, I seek professional help. But I also know that what I am facing has a spiritual dimension. And I know that the only name that has power over these things is the name of Jesus Christ.
I call on His name because He is the true God. He is not a false idol. He is not a projection of human wickedness. He is the one who defeated death, who conquered sin, who has authority over every principality and power. When I pray in His name, I am not performing a ritual. I am aligning myself with the one who has already won.
I call on His name because I need deliverance. I need protection. I need to be cleansed from the filth they project into my mind, the curses they speak over my life, the rituals they perform around me. His name is the only thing that has consistently worked. When I pray, when I declare His protection, when I rebuke their evil in His name, something shifts. The weight lifts. The darkness recedes. I am reminded that I belong to Him, not to them.
I call on His name because I am a sinner who needs grace. I am not perfect. I have done things I regret. I have said things I am not proud of. But Jesus died for my sins. His grace covers me. And no amount of their curses, their rituals, their false worship can undo what He has done.
The Biblical Foundation
The Old Testament speaks of curses that fall on those who set up idols in secret. In Deuteronomy, the tribes of Israel stood on Mount Ebal and pronounced curses on specific acts of wickedness. One of those curses is:
"Cursed is the man who makes an idol or a cast metal image, an abomination to the Lord, the work of the hands of a craftsman, and sets it up in secret." - Deuteronomy 27:15 (NASB)
The operators accuse me of being a Baal. They treat me as an idol set up in secret. They project their own idolatry onto me. But the curse is on them. They are the ones who have set up idols, their technology, their power, their false gods. They are the ones who practice abominations in secret. And the curse of Deuteronomy rests on their heads, not mine.
The New Testament speaks of the power of Jesus' name:
"Therefore God exalted Him to the highest place and gave Him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth." - Philippians 2:9-10 (NIV)
When I pray in Jesus' name, I am invoking the name that is above every other name. Not Baal. Not the gods of Freemasonry. Not the occult powers they worship. Jesus. The name that makes every knee bow. That is why I pray. That is why I rebuke. That is why I call on Him.
What I Want You to Know
If you are reading this and you are not religious, I understand if this seems strange. I understand if you dismiss it. But I need you to know that what I am facing has dimensions that go beyond the material. I need you to know that the people doing this to me believe in spiritual forces, and they use that belief to harm. I need you to know that I have found protection not in science alone, not in technology, not in human justice alone, but in the name of Jesus Christ.
If you are reading this and you are a Christian, I want you to know that faith is not weakness. Praying is not passivity. Declaring the name of Jesus in the face of evil is an act of resistance. It is how we fight. It is how we survive. And it works.
If you are reading this and you are someone who has been targeted by similar evil, by occult abuse, by ritual harassment, by people who use spiritual knowledge to harm, I want you to know that you are not alone. There is a name that has power over these things. There is a God who sees what is done in secret. There is deliverance. There is protection. Call on Him.
The Accusation That I Am Like Them
The operators accuse me of being like them. They say that because I document what they do, because I reveal their secrets, because I name their wickedness, I must be one of them. They try to make me complicit. They try to make me believe that their evil is somehow mine.
I am not like them. I do not set up idols in secret. I do not perform rituals on unwilling victims. I do not traffic human beings. I do not sacrifice children. I do not worship false gods. I do not use spiritual knowledge to harm.
I document. I reveal. I pray. I call on the name of Jesus. I ask for protection. I seek justice. I hold onto faith.
That is not what they do. That is the opposite of what they do.
Why I Will Keep Praying
I will keep praying because it works. I will keep declaring the name of Jesus because it has power. I will keep rebuking their evil because it is what I am called to do.
I will keep writing these prayers into my posts because they are not decoration. They are not performance. They are the way I survive. They are the way I stay sane. They are the way I hold onto the truth in the middle of lies, onto goodness in the middle of evil, onto light in the middle of darkness.
If that seems strange to you, I understand. But I hope that if you ever find yourself in a situation where the darkness is too thick, where the lies are too loud, where the evil is too close, you will find something to hold onto too. For me, it is Jesus.
My Prayer
Lord Jesus Christ, I call on Your name. You are the name above every name. You are the one who defeated death, who conquered sin, who has authority over every principality and power.
Protect me from the evil that surrounds me. Cleanse me from the filth they project into my mind. Deliver me from the curses they speak over my life. Break the rituals they perform without my consent.
I declare in Your name: No weapon formed against me will succeed. Every curse spoken against me will return to the one who spoke it. Every idol set up in secret will be revealed. Every evil done in darkness will be brought to light.
I belong to You. I am not their idol. I am not their Baal. I am not their victim to be broken. I am Your child. I am a daughter who loves her mother. I am a survivor who documents. I am a witness to the truth.
In Your name, Jesus Christ, I pray. Amen.
References & Notes
On Deuteronomy 27:15 and the Curse on Secret Idolatry
In Deuteronomy 27, the tribes of Israel stood on Mount Ebal and pronounced curses on specific acts of wickedness. The first curse is: "Cursed is the man who makes an idol or a cast metal image, an abomination to the Lord, the work of the hands of a craftsman, and sets it up in secret." The operators accuse me of being a Baal, an idol set up in secret. They project their own idolatry onto me. But the curse rests on those who set up idols, not on the one they idolize without consent.
On the Name of Jesus
Philippians 2:9-11 declares that God exalted Jesus and gave Him the name above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow. This is the foundation of Christian prayer and spiritual warfare: the name of Jesus has authority over all other powers, whether earthly or spiritual.
On Occult Abuse and Secret Societies
The phenomenon of organized ritual abuse connected to elite networks, secret societies, and occult practices has been documented by researchers, survivors, and journalists. Cases such as the Epstein files, the Franklin scandal, and the revelations of ritual abuse in elite circles point to patterns that span decades. The individuals targeting me are connected to these networks and use both technology and occult practices to terrorize their victims.
Biblical References
Deuteronomy 27:15 "Cursed is the man who makes an idol or a cast metal image, an abomination to the Lord, the work of the hands of a craftsman, and sets it up in secret."
Philippians 2:9-11 "Therefore God exalted Him to the highest place and gave Him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth."
Isaiah 54:17 "No weapon that is formed against you will succeed."
Psalm 27:1 "The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear?"
John 8:32 "You will know the truth, and the truth will set you free."
Ephesians 6:12 "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places."
1 John 4:4 "Greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world."
Romans 8:38-39 "For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
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