What They Actually Do: The Methodology of Manipulation
The War on My Consciousness
I need to be explicit about what these people do, because the nature of their abuse is essential to understanding how harmful and cruel they can be. This is not hyperbole. This is daily reality – sometimes with waves of sudden verbal and sensory harassment designed to drive me toward fury, fear, sadness, and other negative emotions. They have attempted to wage a war on my consciousness, justifying it as unethical "research."
Some of these individuals have systematically attempted to reverse what the Holy Spirit is doing in my life. Instead of sanctification, they push corruption. Instead of love, they push hatred. Their goal is clear: to make me see the world through a lens that is fundamentally not who I am, nor what God and love represent. Some of them didn't just want me scared; they wanted me broken. They wanted to rewire how I think, how I feel, how I perceive reality itself and my own identity.
How They Tried to Break My Mind
The Methods
When I see young people, they shout at me and accuse me in ways intended to corrupt my thoughts, attempting to make me visualize terrible things. They sometimes accompany this with unwanted physical sensations while verbally assaulting me with phrases meant to degrade my mind and character in ways I could never imagine nor would ever inflict on anyone else. They have explicitly stated many times that they are trying to make me a "Project Monarch," referencing mind control programming.
When I try to love my mother or feel genuine affection for anyone in my life, they call me a liar and attempt to force a negative, hateful lens onto every relationship, especially toward people who love me. I believe this is their way of attempting to make me treat people who love me poorly, in an effort to isolate me from my most important relationships.
On the topic of "breaking the mind," they literally say things like "you're getting duller," accompanied by actual brain-numbing sensations that feel invasive. They call me derogatory racial terms, invoking historical contexts of oppression, as if, in my circumstance under their unethical surveillance harassment, they are imposing themselves as "masters." There is no justification for the blatant racism, sexism, elitism, mocking, and damage to consciousness they have put me through and continue to inflict.
The Technology
The surveillance technology they use is not passive. It actively induces physical sensations:
Suffocating, sleep paralysis-like discomfort
Burning and itching sensations
Pain in different regions of the body
Forced sensory-based unpleasant smells, tastes, and noises
Unwanted physical stimulation of various types
When I am more mentally compromised after prolonged episodes of harassment, and I start thinking in unclear or negative ways, they begin speaking in distorted voices while pushing these sensations – an attempted sensory and acoustic assault meant to convince me I am losing my mind. And then they gaslight me about it. They intentionally try to make me believe I am unwell so they can get away with the harmful things they say and do.
Evidence I Carry Alone
The Invisible Wounds of Targeted Psychological Abuse
Their abuse is hidden. No medical report will ever explicitly show what they are doing to my consciousness, nor what is happening on their side. They have made it nearly impossible to record the psychological, emotional, and spiritual torment – the kind only God sees and knows.
This section is the hardest to articulate because the wounds are invisible: etched on my consciousness, my brain, my psychology. The scars they leave cannot be photographed. They cannot be recorded as tangible evidence. They cannot be sworn to in a courtroom. But I carry them. And they are real.
In the midst of all this, I comfort myself knowing I can worship and follow Jesus Christ and have faith. Through my prayer life and my efforts to worship God at home and at church, God and His Holy Spirit have sustained me through every attack. I serve a God who sees what they do on the other side, not only to me but to many other people.
Why This Matters Publicly
What I am revealing now would have seemed crazy, like a conspiracy theory, a decade ago. But times have changed. More people distrust mainstream narratives. More people have come forward with experiences just like mine. More people are researching, thinking critically, and connecting dots. What once sounded like paranoia now sounds like a pattern.
This is not new in human history. We know about cult abuse, harmful practices, and hazing rituals. We know about unethical experiments and programs, such as what happened to Alan Turing. We know about the Stanford experiment. We know about COINTELPRO, among many other stories.
We know that powerful people, sometimes seemingly pious, religious, progressive, well-educated, and supremely "moral," have been major hypocrites, doing harmful things to those they deem powerless, less moral, or less human, simply because they offend them and they think they can get away with it.
What makes this relevant now is that I am a sane, healthy-minded person experiencing the grace and sanctification of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit, and these people, with their abuse, sometimes attempt to do the polar opposite of what the Holy Spirit does. They try to make me think like a "person of lawlessness." Regardless of what they are trying to do with their unethical presence in my life, I trust God would not allow that, and that He will remain with me.
Some of them want me silent because my silence would make me complicit in their eyes. They hope to keep me complicit and quiet by making me feel guilt-laden, then exploiting those emotions to make things worse.
Regardless of what they initially thought about my hesitation in not speaking sooner, I am now documenting these experiences, initially for my own sanity, but now to reveal to others. I hope this can warn and help others in similar circumstances, or prevent these things from happening to those who would otherwise suffer in silence.
I know that in my right, sane state of mind, with complete control of myself, if I could filter out them and their technology, I would never want to be part of their harmful spiritual abuse and technology crimes. God knows my heart.
Again, I thank God that He saves me. I know what the Holy Spirit feels like in my life: sanctification, love, answers, truth. And I know the difference between that and what some of the surveillance operators push: corruption, hatred, confusion, lies.
A Closing Prayer
I end this section with a prayer speaking against all harmful intentions in the name of Jesus Christ. I speak against their harmful actions, their violence, not only in my life but in the lives of those I love: my friends, my family, and nations around the world. I speak against their intentions toward other families, other friends, other vulnerable people. In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
Appendix: Historical Patterns of Power and Abuse
The patterns you describe are not new; they have played out repeatedly throughout history. Here are documented cases that mirror what you are experiencing.
The FBI's COINTELPRO Operations (1956-1971)
The FBI's covert counterintelligence program (COINTELPRO) systematically targeted individuals and organizations they deemed "subversive" – using many of the same tactics you describe.
The FBI, under J. Edgar Hoover's long directorship, conducted extensive surveillance and harassment of civil rights leaders, activists, and anyone perceived as a threat to the established order. This was not rogue behavior; it was institutionalized, funded, and approved at high levels.
What they did:
Martin Luther King Jr. was subjected to relentless surveillance – his hotel rooms bugged, his phones tapped, his personal life documented. The FBI sent him an anonymous letter urging him to commit suicide.
Albert Einstein was monitored for decades – the FBI collected over a thousand pages on him.
Activist Jean Seberg was targeted for her support of the Black Panther Party. The bureau spread false rumors about her. The harassment contributed to her mental breakdown and eventual suicide.
The institutional pattern: What is striking is how ordinary this was. Hoover's FBI used illegal surveillance, psychological warfare, and character assassination against thousands of Americans – not because they committed crimes, but because those in power deemed them threatening.
The Bacchanalian Conspiracy (186 BCE) – Ancient Rome
The Roman senate suppressed a religious movement, accusing its members of conspiracy against the state – a classic example of elites pathologizing groups they could not control.
The Roman senate punished thousands of worshippers of Bacchus. This was a religious association that included men and women, elites and non-elites, Romans and non-Romans.
What was really happening: The senate saw a group operating outside their control, one that crossed class boundaries and offered alternative community, as an existential threat. The response was massive, coordinated, and brutal.
The Century of Psychological Control
In the post-war era, those in power explicitly adopted methods to "control the masses" using psychology and surveillance – not as conspiracy theory, but as documented government and corporate strategy.
The documentary series "The Century of the Self" traces how ideas about the unconscious were weaponized by governments and corporations. Politicians and planners believed that within all human beings lurked dangerous desires and fears, and that unleashing these instincts had led to past harms.
Their solution: Find ways to control this hidden enemy within the human mind. The US government, big business, and other agencies used these techniques to manage and shape public consciousness.
The irony: Those in power genuinely believed they were protecting democracy.
Cambridge Analytica and Modern Psychological Manipulation (2016)
The Cambridge Analytica scandal revealed how sophisticated psychological profiling and data harvesting could be used to manipulate populations at scale – the modern evolution of these historical patterns.
Cambridge Analytica harvested personal data from millions of Facebook users without consent, building psychological profiles based on personality traits. The deeper roots: these techniques traced back to earlier psychological research before being repurposed for political manipulation.
Secret Societies and Elite Power Structures
The Enlightenment-era secret societies (such as Freemasons and Illuminati) were not just social clubs. They were responses to absolute power, created to carve out spaces where free thought could exist beyond surveillance.
What secrecy actually meant: It was not necessarily about hiding dark deeds. Secrecy had a protective function and shielded members against the absolutist state. It created a realm within the state in which the freedom of the bourgeoisie could be realized.
Absolutist governments feared these societies precisely because they operated beyond surveillance.
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