The Importance of Praying: On Faith, Deliverance, and the Name of Jesus Christ

  I have embedded prayers, blessings, and rebukes throughout my blog. I call on the name of Jesus Christ. I declare protection in His name. I rebuke evil in His name.

To some, this may seem strange. To others, it may seem ridiculous, the ramblings of someone religious, perhaps schizophrenic, perhaps creepy. I understand how it looks.

But I need to explain why I do this. Not to convince anyone of anything, but to be honest about what sustains me.

What I Faced Before I Prayed

I was not always this vocal about my faith. Before I went to New York, before I experienced what this cult did to me, I was not particularly spiritual. I believed in God, yes. I had some sense of faith. But I was not someone who prayed constantly, who called on Jesus in every moment of distress.

Then I encountered people who are deeply knowledgeable in esoteric and occult practices. People with ties to secret societies, to traditions that go back centuries. People who use that knowledge not for good but for harm.

I learned something that disturbs me: people with worldly power are often obsessed with spiritual knowledge. They do not rely on science alone. They know, or believe they know, that there are forces beyond the material world. And they use that knowledge to manipulate, to control, to terrorize.

I learned this because they used it on me.

The Occult Dimensions of What I Face

The surveillance operators do not just use technology. They use rituals. They use curses. They use spiritual practices rooted in false gods, in what the Old Testament calls "abominations." They have called me a "Baal", the false god associated with child sacrifice in ancient Canaan. They treat me as an idol they have set up in secret.

This is not metaphor. This is what they do.

They believe there are divine consequences to their actions. They believe that by targeting people of different nations and races, they can sway God's judgment. They believe that by making the innocent suffer, they can redirect divine wrath onto the victims.

This is why you hear about elites in powerful families being exposed as child molesters, rapists, human traffickers. These are not isolated incidents. They are symptoms of something older, something organized, something that has been hidden for generations.

They did this to me and my family without our consent, without our knowledge. And they believe they can get away with it.

Why I Call on the Name of Jesus Christ

In the face of this, science is not enough. Technology is not enough. Human justice is not enough. I am not dismissing any of these, I work with law enforcement, I document evidence, I seek professional help. But I also know that what I am facing has a spiritual dimension. And I know that the only name that has power over these things is the name of Jesus Christ.

I call on His name because He is the true God. He is not a false idol. He is not a projection of human wickedness. He is the one who defeated death, who conquered sin, who has authority over every principality and power. When I pray in His name, I am aligning myself with the one who has already won.

I call on His name because I need deliverance. I need protection. I need to be cleansed from the filth they project into my mind, the curses they speak over my life, the rituals they perform around me. His name is the only thing that has consistently worked. When I pray, when I declare His protection, when I rebuke their evil in His name, something shifts. The weight lifts. The darkness recedes.

I call on His name because I am a sinner who needs grace. I am not perfect. I have done things I regret. I have said things I am not proud of. But Jesus died for my sins. His grace covers me. And no amount of their curses, their rituals, their false worship can undo what He has done.

The Biblical Foundation

The Old Testament speaks of curses that fall on those who set up idols in secret. In Deuteronomy, the tribes of Israel pronounced curses on specific acts of wickedness. One of those curses is:

"Cursed is the man who makes an idol or a cast metal image, an abomination to the Lord, the work of the hands of a craftsman, and sets it up in secret." - Deuteronomy 27:15 (NASB)

The operators accuse me of being a Baal. They treat me as an idol set up in secret. They project their own idolatry onto me. But the curse is on them. They are the ones who have set up idols—their technology, their power, their false gods. They are the ones who practice abominations in secret. And the curse of Deuteronomy rests on their heads, not mine.

The New Testament speaks of the power of Jesus' name:

"Therefore God exalted Him to the highest place and gave Him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth." - Philippians 2:9–10 (NIV)

When I pray in Jesus' name, I am invoking the name that is above every other name. Not Baal. Not the gods of secret societies. Not the occult powers they worship. Jesus. The name that makes every knee bow. That is why I pray. That is why I rebuke. That is why I call on Him.

What I Want You to Know

If you are reading this and you are not religious, I understand if this seems strange. I understand if you dismiss it. But I need you to know that what I am facing has dimensions that go beyond the material. I need you to know that the people doing this to me believe in spiritual forces, and they use that belief to harm. I need you to know that I have found protection not in science alone, not in technology, not in human justice alone, but in the name of Jesus Christ.

If you are reading this and you are a Christian, I want you to know that faith is not weakness. Praying is not passivity. Declaring the name of Jesus in the face of evil is an act of resistance. It is how we fight. It is how we survive. And it works.

If you are reading this and you are someone who has been targeted by similar evil, by occult abuse, by ritual harassment, by people who use spiritual knowledge to harm, I want you to know that you are not alone. There is a name that has power over these things. There is a God who sees what is done in secret. There is deliverance. There is protection. Call on Him.

My Prayer

Lord Jesus Christ, I call on Your name. You are the name above every name. You are the one who defeated death, who conquered sin, who has authority over every principality and power.

Protect me from the evil that surrounds me. Cleanse me from the filth they project into my mind. Deliver me from the curses they speak over my life. Break the rituals they perform without my consent.

I declare in Your name: No weapon formed against me will succeed. Every curse spoken against me will return to the one who spoke it. Every idol set up in secret will be revealed. Every evil done in darkness will be brought to light.

I belong to You. I am not their idol. I am not their Baal. I am not their victim to be broken. I am Your child. I am a daughter who loves her mother. I am a survivor who documents. I am a witness to the truth.

In Your name, Jesus Christ, I pray. Amen.

References & Notes

On Deuteronomy 27:15 and the Curse on Secret Idolatry

In Deuteronomy 27, the tribes of Israel stood on Mount Ebal and pronounced curses on specific acts of wickedness. The first curse is: "Cursed is the man who makes an idol or a cast metal image, an abomination to the Lord, the work of the hands of a craftsman, and sets it up in secret." The operators accuse me of being a Baal, an idol set up in secret. They project their own idolatry onto me. But the curse rests on those who set up idols, not on the one they idolize without consent.

On the Name of Jesus

Philippians 2:9-11 declares that God exalted Jesus and gave Him the name above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow. This is the foundation of Christian prayer and spiritual warfare: the name of Jesus has authority over all other powers, whether earthly or spiritual.

On Occult Abuse and Secret Societies

The phenomenon of organized ritual abuse connected to elite networks, secret societies, and occult practices has been documented by researchers, survivors, and journalists. Cases such as the Epstein files and revelations of ritual abuse in elite circles point to patterns that span decades (Farley, 2019; The Epstein Files; Levine, 2020; The Cult of Trump).

Biblical References

  • Deuteronomy 27:15  Curse on those who set up idols in secret.

  • Philippians 2:9–11  The name above every name.

  • Isaiah 54:17  "No weapon that is formed against you will succeed."

  • Psalm 27:1  "The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear?"

  • John 8:32  "You will know the truth, and the truth will set you free."

  • Ephesians 6:12   "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places."

  • 1 John 4:4  "Greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world."

  • Romans 8:38-39  Nothing can separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus.

  • Psalm 34:17–18  "The Lord hears the cry of the righteous and is near to the brokenhearted."

  • Revelation 12:11  "They overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony."

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