PART 1: WHY I'M WRITING THIS

PART 1: WHY I'M WRITING THIS

1.1 A Truth I Need to Share

  • 1.1.1 What I Can Actually Say About My Experiences

  • 1.1.2 Why You Should Know I'm Telling the Truth

1.2 The Legal Reality of My Situation

  • 1.2.1 Where I Stand Legally

  • 1.2.2 My Good-Faith Statement

1.3 To Everyone Reading This, Whatever You Believe

1.4 On Skepticism and What's Happening as I Write

1.1 A Truth I Need to Share

I'm publishing this on my blog because some details are too graphic or sensitive for general public distribution. These details matter for investigators, human rights organizations, and anyone trying to understand the full scope of what I've experienced.

I need to be honest about what's happening as I write this. The attacks are intensifying right now. The individuals targeting me are increasing their harassment, projecting violent and disturbing scenes involving me, along with imagery of harmful acts against people and animals in my life. They constantly accuse me of complicity, as if I'm allowing this to happen. I'm not.

These attacks come in waves. They're designed to make me appear mentally unwell, to trigger a psychotic break if I seek help. They want people around me to see me self-talking, developing tics, acting unstable, so they can point to that behaviour and say, "See? She's crazy." It's a setup, and they've been running it for years.

1.1.1 What I Can Actually Say About My Experiences

I'm human. My perception is limited, like everyone else's. I don't claim to be infallible or to have perfect understanding. But here's what I can state, in good faith and with sincerity before God:

  • I have experienced and continue to experience what I believe is targeted surveillance, technological manipulation, and psychological harassment.

  • The people behind this have spoken to me, projected images into my mind, and caused physical sensations I did not create myself.

  • Based on what they've communicated, I believe they're connected to secret societies and certain American institutions. They've indicated they're also targeting people in my life, including my family in Canada and China.

  • I've documented these experiences for years. I've sought help from police, doctors, and spiritual advisors. I've been consistent in my accounts.

  • Medical evaluations, including a CT brain scan, show no abnormalities or disorders that would explain this as internally generated.

I'm sharing this as my honest account of what I've perceived. I know the technology involved is designed to be hidden, deniable, untraceable. That means conventional evidence is nearly impossible to obtain. That doesn't make my experiences less real to me, but it does mean I speak with the humility of someone who can only report what she's perceived, not what she can independently prove by normal standards.

1.1.2 Why You Should Know I'm Telling the Truth

I declare in good faith, before Jesus Christ, that I am being truthful about my perceptions and experiences. I am not fabricating this. I am not exaggerating for attention or sympathy. I clearly remember, perceive, and endure the unwanted presence of these individuals in my life and the lives of those around me.

I'm documenting this not to sensationalize or spread fear, but because the truth, as I've experienced it, needs to be recorded. I'm sharing it hoping you'll receive it responsibly, understanding that some of this reflects my perceptions and interpretations, not objectively verified facts. 

1.2 The Legal Reality of My Situation

This document contains statements I believe in good faith to be true, based on my personal experiences and the evidence I've documented over years. This is my honest account.

But I need to be upfront about why this is so hard to prove:

  • They've hidden their identities. They've never given me real names (except a few first names, David, Sonia, Andrea, which could mean anything). Their whole operation is designed to stay anonymous and hidden from accountability.

  • The technology isn't publicly acknowledged. It operates outside public knowledge, so producing physical evidence for court is nearly impossible. That's by design.

  • They will try to discredit me. I expect retaliation, defamation, legal threats, coordinated campaigns to make me look unstable or dishonest. They want me to seem like the wrongdoer while they stay hidden.

  • The harassment is designed to be deniable. Psychological manipulation, sensory interference, remote influence, these leave few traces. That's not accidental. It's how they operate.

1.2.1 Where I Stand Legally

I'm a Canadian citizen and resident. If this ever goes to court, it should be in Canada, where truth is an absolute defense against defamation claims. If anything here reads like an allegation against specific people or groups, know that I'm presenting it as my good-faith belief based on what I know.

This document also touches on China and Chinese politics, partly because of geopolitics, partly because of my family background. But I'm Canadian, so my legal standing is here. My observations about China and other nations aren't legal accusations, they're context about what surveillance operatives have told me about their intentions.

I also want Chinese authorities to see this. As a Chinese Canadian, I hope it helps protect them and offers useful knowledge about this technology. I believe all nations facing these networks deserve to know what's being planned and done.

If someone sues me, they'd have to prove I'm lying. I'm ready to back this up with what I've preserved despite their efforts:

  • Police reports (filed twice)

  • Medical records, including a clean CT brain scan

  • Consultations with psychiatrists and occupational therapists who took me seriously

  • Testimony from church leaders and friends I've told

  • Consultations with a Christian psychologist who understands cult harassment patterns

  • Years of my own online comments documenting the harassment and connecting it to geopolitics 

Going forward, I'm going to get official legal perspectives and bring this to federal intelligence and human rights agencies. I'm serious about reporting this to the organizations whose job it is to keep civilians safe and hold people accountable.

1.2.2 My Good-Faith Statement

I'm not publishing this with malice, reckless disregard for truth, or any intent to harm innocent people. I'm publishing it in good faith, based on what I sincerely believe and have experienced. My goal is to document what I've endured and warn others about technology abuse and occult rituals that I believe are serious human rights violations.

Some of this reflects my opinions and perceptions, that's protected speech. Where I name individuals or groups, I believe what I'm saying is substantially true based on what I know.

I stand by the truth of this account. I place it under God's protection. He sees everything and will judge righteously. 

1.3 To Everyone Reading This, Whatever You Believe

I'm writing this for everyone, people of all faiths and none. I'm a Christian, and my faith gets me through this. But I'm not here to preach. I'm here to document what I've experienced as honestly as I can.

I know how this looks. I know accounts like this get dismissed as schizophrenic rambling, attention-seeking, or worse. I've tried to write clearly and factually. I've documented my efforts to get help, police, doctors, spiritual advisors. I've had medical tests, including a CT scan, that show nothing wrong with my brain.

If you're skeptical, I get it. I'd probably feel the same way. All I ask is that you notice the consistency of my account, the pattern of my help-seeking, and the fact that I have nothing to gain and everything to lose by coming forward.

Please don't let this damage anyone's faith. The people I'm describing aren't Christians, they're corrupt individuals who've twisted spiritual ideas for dark purposes. If anything, my faith has been my anchor, the one thing keeping me grounded when everything else was designed to make me doubt myself and my God.

To those of other faiths or no faith: I hope you can see past the religious language to the human story underneath. A person endured something terrible and is trying, in good faith, to make sense of it and warn others. 

1.4 On Skepticism and What's Happening as I Write

I know this sounds unbelievable. Skepticism is natural. I'm not so disconnected that I don't see how this looks from the outside.

But think about it: who fabricates something like this? Who creates a document this detailed, knowing it will invite anger and ridicule? I'm not sociopathic enough to invent this. I'm someone who lived through something real and is bearing witness.

Right now, even as I write, they're still at it. Provoking me. Hoping I'll react in ways that discredit me. They want me to seem unstable, angry, illegitimate. Now that this document exists, they're gaslighting, suggesting none of this happened, that I imagined it, that my records are fake.

But I have history on my laptop. Recordings. Documentation spanning months. The abuse is real, consistent, ongoing. Their gaslighting doesn't change what I've experienced and can prove to myself, even if not yet to the world.

Some of them act from deep insecurity. They sense the world changing, old orders shifting. They're desperate. Their cruelty isn't strength, it's the flailing of people losing relevance. They target others because they can't face themselves. They hide behind wealth and connections, but their behaviour reveals people tearing others down, hoping for war to level the field.

I'm not saying this to inspire hatred. I trust God sees what they do and the intentions behind their actions.

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