On Their Tactics: Mockery, Grooming, and False Accusations

 This post documents the specific tactics the surveillance operators use to mock, to groom, and to falsely accuse. I document these not for sensationalism, but because they reveal who they are and what they do.

The Tactic: Mocking and Infantilizing

The operators mock me using infantilized voices, the kind of voices adults use when pretending to be young. They try to reduce me to a child while simultaneously projecting adult harmful behaviors onto me. This is a documented tactic of psychological abuse: infantilizing the victim to create vulnerability while attempting to corrupt them to create shame and confusion.

In response to these harmful projections, I have found ways to protect my own mental health. I imagine these corrupted caricatures—things that are not real individuals but harmful projections—as enemies in a video game. I imagine destroying them to keep myself sane and healthy.

Why would I not destroy these false, corrupted projections in my imagination? They are not real people. They are not healthy representations of anything good. They are weapons my abusers use against me. Destroying them in my imagination is self-protection. It is not violence toward real people. It is refusing to let their harmful content take root in my mind.

They accuse me of being harmful for this. But from my perspective, I am protecting myself. I am keeping myself sane. I am refusing to let their projections define me or control me.

Clinical Reference: Victims of organized harassment and psychological distress often develop coping mechanisms to manage intrusive imagery. Visualization techniques, including imagining the destruction of intrusive images, can be a form of cognitive self-defense (Herman, 1992; Trauma and Recovery).

The Tactic: Grooming Through Unclear States of Mind

The operators deliberately try to put me in a state of confusion—unclear, not in my right mind. They want to lower my cognitive defenses so that I might do things I would never allow in my right state of mind. They force unwanted sensations onto me, and then they try to use those moments as leverage, to groom, to make me feel complicit, to make me believe that because I experienced something, I must have wanted it.

This is the psychology of grooming. This is how abusers operate. They get victims into a state where they are not in control. They force unwanted experiences onto them. Then they try to make them believe that the experience reveals something about their own desires. They use shame and confusion to create silence and compliance.

I speak against this. I will not be groomed. I will not be forced to accept what I reject. I will not be made complicit in their harmful actions through confusion or altered states. Their attempts to break my mind will not succeed.

Clinical Reference: Grooming is a well-documented process by which abusers gradually gain trust and manipulate victims into accepting abuse. Tactics include creating dependency, forcing unwanted experiences and then normalizing them, isolating the victim from support systems, and using altered states (sleep deprivation, confusion, disorientation) to lower resistance (Salter, 1995; Transforming Trauma; Lanning, 2010; Child Molesters: A Behavioral Analysis).

The Tactic: Accusing Me of Having Harmful Thoughts

Now they accuse me of having harmful thoughts. They say that because I document what they do, because I call out their tactics, I must be the one who thinks these thoughts.

Let me be clear about who I am:

I am a researcher documenting abuse. I am someone observing and calling out behavior that should be called out. I am not the one doing these things. I have never harmed a vulnerable person. I have never wanted to. I have no interest in doing so. I made the decision a while ago not to have children, a decision I made before the harassment began, and one that I have only become more certain of since.

Their accusations are lies. They are projections. The psychological term for this is projection—a defense mechanism where individuals attribute their own unacceptable thoughts, feelings, or impulses to another person. The operators accuse me of having harmful thoughts because they are the ones with these fixations. They are the ones projecting those images into my mind. They are the ones who think these thoughts, and then they accuse me of being inside their mind because I document what they do.

They cannot stand that I see them. They cannot stand that I call them out. So they try to make me into them.

I am not them. I have never been them. I will never be them.

Clinical Reference: Projection is a well-documented defense mechanism (Freud, 1896; Vaillant, 1992; Ego Mechanisms of Defense). In abusive contexts, abusers frequently project their own unacceptable impulses onto their victims, creating a false narrative that serves to justify their abuse and confuse the victim's sense of self (Herman, 1992; Trauma and Recovery).

What They Are Really Doing

They create blatant lies about me and my thoughts toward vulnerable individuals. They invent narratives that have no basis in reality, no basis in my actions, no basis in my intentions.

They do this because they have nothing else. They cannot compete on merit. They cannot compete on character. So they try to destroy what they cannot have.

Their accusations are aimed at a target that does not exist. I am not a mother. I will never be a mother. I made that decision long ago. So their accusations about my thoughts, while false, do not land in the way they hope. They are trying to hit something that is not there.

My Declaration

I speak against their mockery. I speak against their infantilization. I speak against their attempts to groom me through unclear states of mind. I speak against their false accusations that I have harmful thoughts.

I declare in the name of Jesus Christ:

  • I am not your monster. I am not your project. I am not your victim to be groomed.

  • I am a daughter who loves her mother. I am a survivor who documents. I am a researcher who calls out harmful actions.

  • Their lies will not define me. Their attempts to make me into them will not succeed.

I have made my choices. I know who I am. I know what I have done and what I have not done. I know my intentions. And I know that God sees the truth, even when they try to bury it in lies.

In the name of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour, amen.

References & Notes

Clinical References on Grooming

Grooming is a process by which abusers gradually gain trust and manipulate victims into accepting abuse. Tactics include:

  • Creating dependency and confusion

  • Forcing unwanted experiences and then normalizing them

  • Isolating the victim from support systems

  • Using altered states (sleep deprivation, confusion, disorientation) to lower resistance

These tactics are well-documented in literature on abuse, cult coercion, and organized harassment (Salter, 1995; Transforming Trauma; Lanning, 2010; Child Molesters: A Behavioral Analysis).

On Projection

Projection is a defense mechanism where individuals attribute their own unacceptable thoughts, feelings, or impulses to another person. The operators accuse me of having harmful thoughts because they are the ones with these fixations. They project their own harmful intentions onto me (Freud, 1896; Vaillant, 1992; Ego Mechanisms of Defense).

On Coping with Intrusive Imagery

Victims of organized harassment and psychological distress often develop coping mechanisms to manage intrusive imagery. Visualization techniques can be a form of cognitive self-defense (Herman, 1992; Trauma and Recovery).

Biblical References

  • Isaiah 54:17 – "No weapon that is formed against you will succeed."

  • Psalm 7:15–16 – "He has dug a pit... his mischief will return upon his own head."

  • Galatians 6:7 – "Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a person sows, this he will also reap."

  • Psalm 27:1 – "The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear?"

  • Luke 6:28 – "Bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you."

  • Proverbs 26:2 – "Like a sparrow in its flitting... a curse without cause does not alight."

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