On Being a Restrainer, Revealing the Truth, and Choosing to Document

  I have debated whether to write this post. Not because I am unsure of what I have experienced, but because I know how it will sound to those who have not lived through organized, technologically enabled psychological and spiritual warfare.

But I am writing it for the same reason I have written everything else: they already tried to destroy me in secret. I am choosing to reveal the truth in the light.

Why I Reveal This

There is a passage in Scripture that has been on my heart throughout this ordeal.

"For the mystery of lawlessness is already at work; only He who now restrains will do so until He is taken out of the way." -  2 Thessalonians 2:7 (NASB)

I have been called a "restrainer" by some of the people tormenting me. They say it mockingly, as if my existence is an obstacle to their lawlessness, or a proof of my lawlessness, because I am still alive, after all they reveal they are capable of doing with their technologies.

Let me be clear: I am not claiming to be the Restrainer of prophecy. The identity of that restrainer has been debated for centuries. Some say it is the Holy Spirit. Some say it is the church. Some say it is the presence of gospel-preaching believers in the world. Some say it is human government and law. Others connect it to humanity's development of weapons of mass destruction, nuclear weapons that can annihilate nations and bring the world to the brink.

I do not claim to know. That is not my role.

But I am a restrainer in the sense that I have the consciousness and agency to recognize what lawless people like them do. I see the lawlessness their technology is capable of. And I am using my voice to tell others, to hold them responsible, and to help other nations understand what these so-called "elite" esoteric people do with their cursing, their witchcraft, their occult technologies, their Freemasonry, and their secret society knowledge.

They are not as powerful as they want you to believe. They are not as cool as they pretend to be. They are weaker than you think. A lot of what they do is performance, people making themselves seem grander and more dangerous than they actually are. If you were to join them, bad things could happen to you not because they are powerful, but because they engage in abnormal and deviant behaviours that are evil and ultimately self-destructive. I don't want to freak certain people out, but if you care about having a good relationship with God, Jesus Christ, and living a lawful, decent, pure life, I would say to stay away from these secret societies and occult groups, and to not be too curious about researching topics related to things like vampires, witches, spells, etc. Rather, focus your attention better things, like science, geology, geography, language, ethics, liberal arts, math, history, the Bible, religious scriptures teaching you morals and goodness, and the positive aspects of humanity. 

The Truth About Lawlessness

What some of these elite people do is lawlessness dressed in the language of power.

They use surveillance technology to track, harass, and psychologically dismantle their targets. They project their own sins onto innocent people. They create false identities, accusing others of perversions, of violence, of demonic influence, while they themselves are the ones who attempt to exploit, who pervert, who destroy.

They have tried to make me into something I am not: a danger to children, a conspiracy theorist, a delusional person consumed by jealousy or racism. They speak in infantilized voices, mocking me, telling me I will "be found out," trying to provoke me into losing control so they can point and say, See? We told you.

But here is the truth:

  • I have never harmed a child.

  • I will never do to others what has been done to me.

  • I am not a conspiracy theorist, but am a victim of actual crimes, documented and reported to actual authorities.

  • I am not delusional. I have police files. I have digital evidence. I have witnesses in my life who know what I am going through.

The only conspiracy is the one they are running against me. 

I Would Rather Document Than Be Silenced 

One of the threats they hold over me is exposure. They tell me, in those mocking, infantilized voices, that they are going to make sure I am "found out." They want to control the narrative. They want to be the ones to reveal who they have falsely accused me of being.

I am taking that power away from them.

I would rather reveal and document these concerns openly than let these creeps blackmail me with accusations.

I am writing this publicly so that when they try to "expose" me, there is already a record. When they try to twist my words, there is already clarity. When they try to present me as someone hiding in shame, there is already evidence of a person standing in the light, speaking truth, and refusing to be afraid.

I am not afraid of judgment. I am not afraid of what people will say about me. I am afraid of God, and I know that He sees the truth. 

What True Godliness Looks Like

Let me take a moment to clarify something important.

Being a godly, divine person is not about narcissism. It is not about obsession with knowledge, power, or feeling superior to others through what you know, what you have, what science you possess, what intelligence you've obtained, or what education credentials you hold.

I say this as someone who does value intelligence. I highly value intelligence. I value lawfulness, tradition, culture. I deeply respect people's intelligence, their scientific contributions, their important history, their culture, their traditions, their religions. These things matter.

But they are not to be obsessed over or competed over.

Ultimately, what matters is being a decent human being who has kindness, care, and love toward other people, and love toward God, toward Jesus Christ, and treating others with decency.

This is why God tells us to respect children. Children typically have no credentials. They have no accomplishments. They have no power. And yet God says: respect them. Value them. Protect them.

In the same way, we are called to respect others from all walks of life, regardless of their culture, their ancestry, their legacy, their education, their abilities. We are called to see the humanness in them. To see their decency. To care about them because of their intrinsic value as human beings worthy of compassion and care, not to be exploited.

That is what my harassers do not understand. They see people as things to be used, manipulated, destroyed. They see children as objects. They see targets as obstacles. They see anyone different from them as inferior.

That is not strength. That is emptiness.

A Blessing

I bless would rather bless than curse.

I bless everyone who reads this and recognizes the truth of what I am saying. I bless those who are also being targeted, who feel alone, who wonder if anyone will ever believe them. I bless the victims of the very people who are tormenting me, because I know I am not the only one. I also bless people who doubt me and don't believe me.

And I bless the name of Jesus Christ, who is my Lord and Savior, who has resurrected me and saves me, who has given me the strength to write these words. 

What I Will Not Become

I have said it before, but I will say it again because it matters:

I will never do these things to others that have been done to me.

I will never harm a child.
I will never use technology to terrorize another human being.
I will never project my sins onto an innocent person.
I will never be the monster they are trying to create.

The Win Belongs to Truth

They say I will be found out. They say my words will be turned against me. They say I am delusional, demonic, dangerous.

Let them say it.

The win does not belong to them. The win belongs to me and to everyone who speaks truth in the face of lawlessness. The win belongs to those rooted in Jesus Christ, who is the Way, the Truth, and the Life. The win belongs to the sanctifier, the Holy Spirit, who guides us into all truth and testifies of Christ.

I am not writing this because I want attention. I am writing this because I would rather stand in the open and be judged than hide in the shadows and be destroyed in secret.

Let them come with their accusations. Let them try to "find me out."

I have already found myself out. And I am standing exactly where I belong: in the light, telling the truth, and refusing to be moved.

References & Notes

2 Thessalonians 2:7 (NASB)

"For the mystery of lawlessness is already at work; only He who now restrains will do so until He is taken out of the way."

This verse speaks of a restraining force holding back lawlessness. I do not claim to be the Restrainer of prophecy, that identity is debated among theologian, but I am a restrainer in the sense that I recognize lawlessness, is a victim and survivor, and speak against it.

Imprecatory Psalms
Psalm 35, 58, 69, 83, 109, 137

These are psalms where the psalmist calls upon God to bring justice against the wicked. My words against evildoers are framed within this biblical tradition of crying out for justice, not personal vengeance.

John 14:6 (NASB)

"Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.'"

Cited regarding Jesus Christ as the source of truth.

John 16:13 (NASB)

"But when He, the Spirit of truth, comes, He will guide you into all the truth; for He will not speak on His own, but whatever He hears, He will speak; and He will disclose to you what is to come."

Cited regarding the Holy Spirit as the Sanctifier who guides believers into truth.

Matthew 18:2–6 (NASB)

"And He called a child to Himself and set him among them, and said, 'Truly I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child, he is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. And whoever receives one such child in My name receives Me; but whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in Me to sin, it is better for him that a heavy millstone be hung around his neck, and that he be drowned in the depth of the sea.'"

This passage demonstrates that God values children not for their credentials or accomplishments, but for their intrinsic worth. It informs my understanding that all people, regardless of status, culture, education, or ability, deserve respect and protection.

Revelation 20:10–15 (NASB)
A passage describing the final judgment of the devil and the wicked. Referenced in the assurance that evil does not ultimately win.

 

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