March 19: An Update on the Accusations, the Isolation, and the Truth of This Experience March 19, 2026

 Here is an update on what I have been experiencing, regarding how the nature of the harassment has evolved over time and how it continues to affect both me and my family.

This experience remains deeply isolating. It is difficult to communicate something that does not fit within widely accepted frameworks. I am fully aware of how this sounds to others, including across different cultural contexts, especially in more collective societies, where there is often an emphasis on not centering oneself or appearing overly important. In those contexts, experiences like this can be dismissed quickly, with the assumption that “the world does not revolve around you.” I understand that perspective, and I try to remain grounded and self-aware within it.

At the same time, there are broader conversations, particularly in Western contexts, around surveillance, technological overreach, and their psychological impacts. There are cases, narratives, and histories that point to complex interactions between power, technology, and individual experience. These often overlap with mental health interpretations, as well as spiritual or existential dimensions. I did not originally come from a strongly spiritual background, and in some ways that has helped me maintain distance and avoid becoming consumed by any single explanatory framework. It has allowed me to stay grounded and continue functioning within everyday life. At the same time, as someone with personal beliefs and a sense of responsibility, I feel compelled to document what I am experiencing honestly.

What I am experiencing is not static. The nature of the harassment shifts over time. Recently, it has taken the form of more targeted personal accusations, particularly in relation to my family.

Since the beginning of this situation, stress within our household has increased significantly. What I experience is direct, persistent, and unmistakable. However, the way these disturbances interact with my mother and others is much more subtle. Because of this, what I am going through does not translate into her lived experience in a way that is easily understood.

From her perspective, what I describe can resemble psychiatric or clinical symptoms. I recognize this, and I take it seriously. Without having lived through this myself, I would likely have interpreted it in a similar way. At the same time, my own experience remains internally coherent. I maintain a clear distinction between my own thoughts and what I experience as external interference. There are moments where it feels as though external inputs attempt to embed themselves into my internal dialogue, but I actively maintain separation and protect my inner sense of self. I do not experience this as random or disorganized. I believe there are ways to explore and understand these experiences beyond purely faith-based explanations, including through scientific and research-based perspectives. I remain confident in my understanding of what I am experiencing.

More recently, a new accusation has emerged within this context. Because both my mother and I have insurance, the narrative now targets me as someone acting out of financial motive, specifically suggesting that I am seeking to benefit from my mother’s insurance.

I want to state this clearly: this is not my intention, and it has never been. I have never acted, and would never act, in a way that exploits my mother financially, particularly regarding health and life. This is not something that has ever occurred in the past, nor does it align with my values or my relationship with her.

What makes this accusation particularly difficult is how it is used. It attempts to create guilt and shame. It frames me as responsible for the stress my mother is experiencing and suggests that I have not done enough to support her or secure additional resources for her. This is especially painful given her reality: she is extremely hardworking, and while she maintains meaningful relationships with her four older sisters in China, who all have their own families, our immediate support system here in Canada is more limited.

There is also a deeper layer to this. At times, the pressure embedded in these accusations carries an implicit message, that if I were no longer here, or if I withdrew completely, the situation would somehow improve or the burden would be reduced. I reject that entirely. That logic is unjust. It shifts responsibility away from the source of harm and onto the person experiencing it. Accepting that would mean allowing individuals or systems with greater resources, technological capacity, and power to act without accountability, including through unconsented and intrusive forms of monitoring that can affect not only me but also the people I care about.

This experience continues to be isolating in part because it is rooted in forms of technological harassment that most people have never encountered or even heard of. As a result, when described, it can sound implausible or “conspiratorial” from the outside. I am aware of that perception, and I hold it with humility.

I also want to include a note of caution regarding online spaces where similar experiences are discussed. While some of these spaces present themselves as supportive, they are often filled with misleading or false information. In some cases, they appear to be influenced in ways that discredit individuals sharing their experiences, making them appear unreliable, irrational, or extreme. This further contributes to silencing and marginalization, making it harder for these experiences to be taken seriously or understood.

Despite all of this, I remain committed to documenting what I am experiencing. I do this for several reasons: to provide clarity for the people in my life so they can better understand my perspective; to contribute, however modestly, to broader awareness among those who may one day have the tools or authority to examine these issues more closely; and to ensure that others who may be going through something similar feel less alone.

At the same time, I remain aware that the world is much larger than my own experience. There are many realities unfolding, many challenges, and many people navigating their own difficulties. I do not see myself as uniquely important for going through this, nor do I want to center myself in a way that loses sight of others. My goal is simply to document honestly, remain grounded, and continue seeking understanding while maintaining humility.