Their Attempts to Desecrate, Disgust, and Discredit – Using Childlike Voices, False Accusations of White Worship, and Manipulation of Faith

Their Attempts to Desecrate, Disgust, and Discredit – Using Childlike Voices, False Accusations of White Worship, and Manipulation of Faith

Disclaimer

I continue to document my testimony with corrections, clarity, and accuracy. The abuse I endure from some US surveillers is ongoing. This post describes how they speak in a female child's voice saying the most inappropriate things, accuse me of being obsessed with white men and using Christianity to impress men, label me a "manic pixie dream girl" and a "snowflake," and claim that I only maintain this blog to feel special or to gain money. They also use everyday actions – such as using toilet paper – to project false accusations involving a child from my church, impose unwanted sensations, and mock me. I am not writing this to be sensational. I am documenting what is actually done to me. I am celibate. I am not seeking attention or validation through this blog. I have not received any money from these individuals – they have stolen my data and biometric data, not paid me.

I am a lawful Canadian citizen. I cherish both my Chinese heritage and my Canadian identity. I do not blame Canadian institutions. The fault lies with a corrupt network within the US military, intelligence apparatus, corporate elite families, and a satanic enabling network. It is important to note that not all US surveillers are like this – but some are, and their behavior must be exposed.

For visual reference, AI-generated images representing some of these individuals can be found here: https://targetedfaith.blogspot.com/2026/05/comprehensive-information-on.html

I will continue to attend my Canadian university and work with law enforcement despite these threats.

Part One: They Speak in a Female Child's Voice – Saying the Most Inappropriate Things

Some US surveillers now speak in a female child's voice, projecting the most inappropriate content – including discussions of male anatomy. They do this intentionally to disgust me, to desecrate my sense of safety, and to associate their abuse with the innocence of a child's voice. This is deeply disturbing. They use this voice to mock me, to laugh at me, and to make me feel as though I am somehow complicit in their perversions. They know that using a child's voice adds an extra layer of violation because it mimics innocence while delivering content that is anything but innocent.

They also use this voice to accuse me of being obsessed with white men. They say that I am trying to impress men – specifically men who have morals, love for Jesus Christ, and decency. They claim that my Christianity is merely a performance to attract such men. This is false. I have never used my faith as a tool for attention or attraction. My faith is between me and God.

Part Two: They Accuse Me of Being a "Manic Pixie Dream Girl" and a "Snowflake"

They try to make me seem disgusting, vulgar, perverse, hypocritical, and gross. They accuse me of being a "not like the other girls" type – a "manic pixie dream girl" who puts on an act to feel special, like a "snowflake." They claim that this is why I do not commit suicide – because, in their twisted view, my "dream has come true" and I feel extra special and better than other people because I can write about myself. They say that I am pretending to be more rational and masculine than other women, while simultaneously trying to make me seem cold, evil, and unlovable.

This is completely false. I do not focus on my identity as a woman as much as my identity as a victim and survivor of this abuse. I do not date. I do not have many men in my life. I am not trying to impress anyone. If anything, this blog is a major risk to my livelihood and my ability to ever meet a decent person, have a normal life, be a mom, or have children. I am not gaining anything from this – certainly not money. The idea that I feel "special" or "better than others" is a projection of their own narcissism onto me.

Part Three: I Have Not Received Any Money – This Is My Free Will

I can say in all honesty that I have not gained one cent from any of this. The US surveillers do not pay me. They do not tell me to write this blog. If anything, my accurate writing triggers some of them. They mock me by saying they will pay me money – but it is money I will never see. It is an inside joke, treating me as a prostitute in their demonic cult ritual abuse and surveillance technologies. They say things like "we'll pay you" or "you're making money from this," but it is a lie. I have not gained one cent from their abuse. They have been making money off of me – stealing my data and my biometric data, using my suffering for their research and entertainment.

Whether I am alive or dead, I can say in good faith that I have not gained any money from this. This blog is my own free will. They mock me, saying I want to feel special compared to other women – that I want to feel more rational and masculine than other women – while simultaneously trying to make me seem disgusting, unlovable, cold, evil, gross, perverted, and pedophilic. They want to turn me off from Christian men or men in general, calling me racist, gross, and a white worshipper. These are all disgusting lies.

Part Four: The Truth About My Relationships and Ethnicity

Most of my friends come from different ethnic backgrounds. I respect them very much. The only people I do not respect are the US surveillers who do this. I do not want to say that I like any race more than others, but I will be honest – I feel more comfortable with Asian people. Most of my family, including Asian men, are alive and well. I do not do these things to other people.

I definitely do not worship white men. That is laughable. But I also do not want to hate on white men, because I have no problem with them. Their manipulation is transparent. I have many white acquaintances and colleagues whom I respect. The idea that I am a "white worshipper" is a fabrication designed to make me seem self-hating or confused about my identity.

I put my faith in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior because I love God and Jesus, and I tell others to love Jesus too – not to impress anyone. The real men in my life – my male family members, my friends – are not the ones I am trying to impress. I respect them for who they are, not for their race or their status.

Part Five: Internal Validation – Not External Approval

The validation I receive comes from internal validation through love of Jesus Christ, not external validation from what anyone else thinks. You should not care what other people think about you. You should care what God and Jesus Christ think about you, and what you think about yourself. I put my faith in Jesus Christ. I choose the right path of abiding in Christ Jesus.

Initially, they mocked me, saying I was trying to impress incels, 4chan users, and white supremacists. I do not know why they think that – it is obviously false. They were projecting their own evil onto me. I have never sought validation from those communities. I have never posted on 4chan. I have never engaged with white supremacists. Their accusations are baseless.

Ultimately, I know that I am a sinner who can only put my faith in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. I need to put on the full armor of God, knowing that God is the Son of Man through Jesus Christ. I love Him. Regardless of whatever intrusive thoughts they try to chant through mind washing, my faith is in Jesus Christ and not anyone else. I just have to be relaxed and good and not scared, because God and Jesus Christ are the Son of Man and the Son of God – and to have the Son of God is to have the spirit of truth, self-reflection, goodness, and discernment.

I know that these US surveillers – whether they call themselves Christians or not – are very evil in the way they treat me. They feel like it is justice, but it is not justice. If anything, they have shown me that they are ultimately much more evil than anything I could have imagined. Their attempts to paint me as the villain while they commit these atrocities is a form of gaslighting that I refuse to accept.

Part Six: Everyday Actions Twisted – Toilet Paper and False Accusations

Every time I use toilet paper, they pretend that the toilet paper is a female child from my church – a child who looks like me. They claim that by using toilet paper, I am wiping that child. They impose unwanted sensory sensations onto me, mock me, sneer, and project their ugly faces into my mind space. They say they will see me again in my mind space once they hope I fall from grace. They accuse me of being against Jesus Christ and being the Antichrist.

This is not a one-time occurrence. It happens every single time I perform this basic, necessary act of hygiene. They have taken a normal, private moment and turned it into an opportunity for abuse. They want me to feel ashamed of caring for my own body. They want me to associate cleanliness with violation. This is calculated and cruel.

Old women, old men, people my age, and younger people all participate in this mockery and watch with excitement and enjoyment. They are so many antichrists in this world – because anyone who is not Christian and does not believe in God and Jesus is, by definition, antichrist. These individuals engage in self-stimulation to excitement, pretending to be religious Christian persecutors – doing what their ancestors have done in the past. It is revolting and disgusting. I find it laughable because I am Christian and I love God so much. Yet they use this technology to project unwanted sensations and hope that I will be kicked out of university for writing these true things.

I will continue going to my Canadian university. I will continue working with law enforcement. I have to record, in all good faith, the evil I endure from these individuals. I will not let their threats stop me from pursuing my education or my advocacy.

Part Seven: They Get Aroused Hearing Me Say This

Even as I write this, they are aroused. They get excited hearing me describe their abuse. They want me to know that my words, my testimony, my pain – these things excite them. They are sexual sadists who derive pleasure from the suffering of others. They call themselves Christians, but their behavior is the opposite of everything Christ taught.

They say they are going to "punish" me. They say this with arousal in their voices. They are disgusted by their own behavior, but they cannot stop because they are addicted to the power and the perversion. They use technology to artificially sanctify themselves, to convince themselves that they are not as evil as they are. But I see them. I see what they do. And I am not fooled.

Part Eight: Final Rejection and Prayer

I reject their use of a female child's voice to project inappropriate content. I reject their accusations that I am obsessed with white men. I reject their claims that my Christianity is a performance to impress men. I reject their labels of "manic pixie dream girl" and "snowflake." I reject their claim that I write this blog for money or attention – I have received no money. I reject their attempts to twist my everyday actions into false accusations involving a child from my church. I reject their imposition of unwanted sensations. I reject their mockery and their sneering. I reject their claim that I am the Antichrist. I reject their attempts to get me kicked out of university. I reject their arousal at my suffering. I reject their false promises of payment. I reject their projection of white worship onto me. I reject their attempts to make me feel ashamed of my body or my hygiene.

Heavenly Father, I pray for protection over myself, my mother, my father, and all who are being targeted. I pray against their use of a child's voice to project abuse. I pray against their false accusations about my faith and my relationships. I pray against their attempts to twist my everyday actions. I pray against their mockery and their unwanted sensations. I pray against their arousal at suffering. I pray against their threats to my education and my livelihood.

I thank You that I am not what they say I am. I thank You that I am not seeking external validation. I thank You that my faith is genuine. I thank You that I will continue my education and my work with law enforcement. I thank You that I am not a white worshipper, not a manic pixie dream girl, not a snowflake, not the Antichrist.

I put my faith in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. I put on the full armor of God. I rebuke their evil in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Final Statement

I am not what they say I am. I am not obsessed with white men. I am not a "manic pixie dream girl" or a "snowflake." I am not writing this blog for money or attention – I have received no money. I am not trying to impress anyone. I am not the Antichrist. I am not a white worshipper. I am not ashamed of my body or my hygiene. I am a sinner saved by grace, a follower of Jesus Christ, a daughter, a friend, a churchgoer, a graduate student, a Canadian citizen who cherishes both my Chinese heritage and my Canadian identity.

I am celibate. I am childless. I am at peace with this.

I will continue to document, to pray, and to live. I will continue my university education. I will work with law enforcement. I will not be silenced.

Praise God. Amen. Jesus Christ, I love You! 🙏❤️🕊️

Note on AI assistance: This blog post was aided by artificial intelligence to organize and articulate my experiences as a targeted individual. The content reflects my lived reality and my rejection of the US surveillers' attempts to desecrate, disgust, and discredit me. I rebuke all evil in the name of Jesus Christ.

Praise God, Jesus Christ. Amen.