June 8, 2026 Update: Project Monarch Tactics, Accusations of Covert Narcissism, and the US Surveillers’ Attempts to Ruin My Personality/ Character

Disclaimer

I continue to document my testimony with corrections, clarity, and accuracy. The abuse I endure from US surveillers is ongoing. This post describes their covert narcissistic strategies, their use of psychological torture to induce regression, their attempts to take credit for what God provides, and their ultimate goal of breaking me through satanic ritual abuse and human trafficking rhetoric. I am not writing this to be sensational. I am documenting what is actually done to me.

I am a lawful Canadian citizen. I cherish both my Chinese heritage and my Canadian identity. I do not blame Canadian institutions. The fault lies with this corrupt network within the US military, intelligence apparatus, corporate elite families, and satanic networks.

Part One: They Will Try to Take Credit for What God Provides

It is likely that many of the US surveillers will try to take credit for the things that God and Jesus Christ provide me – my faith, my understanding, my healing, my strength, and my resourcefulness. They will probably tell researchers or people within intelligence agencies that their abuse is merely a “behavioral modification program.” They will downplay their own perversion and cruelty by pretending that they are helping me.

This is a complete lie. They are doing the opposite – trying to make me vulgar, ugly, schizophrenic, and broken. They know this themselves. But they will twist the narrative to suit their purposes. In the long term, they will call it an experiment and blame me for my own suffering, saying “old habits die hard.” I am calling this out now because this is likely what they will say.

Part Two: Canadian Intelligence Must Be Aware of the Depravity

I have to trust that Canadian intelligence is aware of this situation. The level of depravity among some of the US surveillers is extreme. They engage in pedophilic fantasies and use sadistic and cruel methods – essentially trying to mind-wash people through Project Monarch-type tactics, attempting to train individuals to become threats to minors.

If I were not documenting this accurately and seeking help, they would be doing even more wicked things. They would impose gross physiological sensations and project disturbing images, hoping that I would take my own life. They see me as a witch, a terrorist, or a research experiment. Many of them call me a nuisance and a time-waster because their initial plan failed. They wanted to recruit me to be human trafficked, ruined by Epstein affiliates, and forced to take the mark of the beast. They wanted to give me a few “decent” years of being pimped and mocked by elite insiders – to make me a subhuman, ugly porn star symbolic of China being colonized by US elites and pedophiles. Then they would kill me with their technology or drive me to suicide.

Because this rhetoric did not succeed, they now bully me and desecrate my ears with vulgar terms and evil wishes. I rebuke all of this in the name of Jesus Christ.

Part Three: They Treat You as a Criminal to Justify Their Abuse

The surveillers use their auditing technology to treat you as a criminal – as if you are as disordered as they are. They try to make you feel miserable so that you will doubt your entire life and existence. They search for moments in your childhood and adulthood when you were sad, angry, or vulnerable. Then, because they are engaged in satanic ritual abuse, they try to make you relive your past and regress to a childlike state.

They believe that psychopaths are fundamentally underdeveloped spiritually and emotionally. Children, they argue, are also underdeveloped. So they hope to regress you to primary stages of life so that you no longer have the full emotional capacity of a developed adult. This arouses them because it makes you mentally, emotionally, and spiritually like a child – easier to manipulate, abuse, and destroy. Then they perform their rituals and hope that you will take your own life.

This is deeply wrong. I rebuke this entire strategy.

Part Four: They Accuse Me of Jealousy and Covert Narcissism

The surveillers constantly accuse me of being a cult narcissist – of being jealous, even though I am not jealous. Even in 2023, when I first had traumatic experiences, I was not jealous or miserable. I am a relatively happy and confident person. Their goal is to break my identity, to make me jealous, embarrassed, and ashamed. But they judged wrong. Their abuse only reminds me to be more humble and to trust Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior.

I do not say I am perfect. I am relatively average. My biggest mistake was browsing 4chan out of curiosity. But I was not miserable on the internet. I was learning from a curious perspective. I put my faith in Jesus Christ, and that sustains me.

From a clinical perspective, the auditing system is designed to make people imagine their entire childhoods, to mentally break them, and to regress them into childlike states. The individuals within the group say they hope to see me cry and lose face. I will never go to the US again. I put my faith in Jesus Christ, who is love and grace.

Psychopaths are underdeveloped spiritually. God is the most developed – love, grace, goodness, purity, and faith. I am a relatively decent human being. I have not been catty even when others are catty. I am confident doing my own thing. I get internal validation from God and Jesus Christ, not from social media or external approval.

Part Five: They Try to Sow Division Between Me and My Parents

The surveillers try to paint my mother as controlling, infantilizing, and even incestuous – which is completely false. I had a very independent lifestyle growing up. I made my own decisions about my education, moving to France, and moving to a new city. My mother is good and has friends. She has a tendency to self-isolate in her own head, but that does not make her a witch or a narcissist.

The surveillers try to sow hate between my mother and me because they know she loves me deeply. They wanted to paint her as a lonely, ostracized figure. They tried to create a “Carrie” situation – a religious fanatic with a controlling mother – and even introduced lies of incest to make it a joke. They hoped to demonically possess me or make me hurt my mother, or vice versa.

We are normal human beings. Everyone has drama in their lives. I am not the type of person who harasses other people’s lives and privacy. I love my mother, and she loves me. I have decent friends. That is the truth. We are Christians. We believe in Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior.

Part Six: They Mock My Appearance and Accuse Me of White Worship

The surveillers mock me, saying I am too ugly to “submit” to their narcissistic network. They are obsessed with Asian “goro” imagery and have fetishes rooted in problematic racial dynamics. They accuse me of being a white worshipper simply because I do not harbor ill intent toward white people in Canada. Through their auditing, they found that I did not experience racism from white people or my parents. So they twist this into an accusation of white worship.

This is wrong. It is not done by anyone except the US surveillers, who mock me while accusing me of being a threat to minors. They impose their own projected physiologies onto me – physiologies that are not mine. They mock me as a hypocrite, but I am not a hypocrite. I do not do the things they accuse me of. I do not even want to think about them.

They say I am lonely. But I am an ambivert. I didn’t even feel different when they initially started this. They hoped to believe in their lies about me being unlikeable, bullied, self-isolated, and ostracized – to create a generational pattern. But I had many friendships growing up. I still have friends in China, my cousins, my aunts and uncles who remember me and do not hate me. I have good experiences with mentors and teachers. At most, when I was very young, I repeated a one-off comment about Muslims that I heard from adults, and it hurt a Muslim friend. I learned from that. I did not have other problems with adults in my life.

Part Seven: They Try to Regress Me Through Ritual Abuse

The surveillers use satanic ritual abuse – treating me as a Baal code, a Jezebel, an ugly idol, a mediocre idol – to try to regress me to childhood states of trauma. They want me to imagine being criticized as a child, to become emotionally childlike, to regress, and then to take my own life while they become aroused. This is deeply wrong.

They also believe lies about my mother – that she always backed me up when I was young. She didn’t. If anything, she got me in trouble because of judgmental things she said that I repeated. But I do not hate my mother. I love her. The surveillers try to sow hate between us. They try to paint her as a lonely, ostracized figure. They try to create lies of incest and a “Carrie” situation. This is completely false.

Part Eight: They Hope I Will Become What They Accuse Me Of

Initially, when the surveillers mocked me with false accusations, they hoped that I would just sneer and show disgust – without being sad, wretched, disturbed, or suicidal. They feel that if I am not depressed, anxious, or suicidal enough, it justifies their accusation that I have the potential to actually become what they accuse me of. So they perform rituals to try to make me become what they accuse me of.

This is another reason I am not taking my own life. I have many nieces and nephews. I love them. I hope they never experience this injustice. I hope no child ever has to experience this type of abuse. I do not have a victim mentality. I see the good things I am grateful for.

They hope that old patterns die hard. They try to audit my entire life to see if I was ostracized or lonely – to justify more abuse and hope for a repeating cycle. This is false. I was liked by many people growing up. Sometimes I pushed people away, but I still have people I love. I am not trying to appeal to the masses. I am writing truth. Jesus said the world will hate you because it hated me first. I value close friendships more than many acquaintances. Many people are like me.

Part Nine: They Try to Get Me in Trouble with the Law

The surveillers hope to audit me to justify seeing me as a psychopath deserving of abuse. They want to make my life miserable enough that I take my own life, go to jail, or actually commit crimes that get me in trouble with Canadian law. They want Canadian intelligence to see their abuse as justified – to give them permission to do more awful satanic ritual abuse and trauma episodes. They hope I will end my life (as they call it in a contemptuous voice) or get my parents out of the way.

This is awful and wicked. I rebuke it in the name of Jesus Christ.

They also speak to me in a mocking voice about wanting war. This is false. I certainly do not want war. They may be surveilling Chinese nationals who are hateful or have war intentions, or people who are depressed and unhappy with their lives and therefore want to see war and calamity. They project these things onto me. It is unfair. I want to live a peaceful life without this war rhetoric. I want to attend school, worship Jesus Christ, and be with people I feel safe and secure with.

Part Ten: Final Rejection and Prayer

I reject their attempts to take credit for what God provides. I reject their behavioral modification lies. I reject their Project Monarch tactics. I reject their attempts to regress me to a childlike state. I reject their accusations of jealousy and covert narcissism. I reject their lies about my mother and me. I reject their mockery of my appearance and their accusations of white worship. I reject their satanic ritual abuse and their attempts to make me become what they accuse me of. I reject their desire to see me in jail or dead. I reject their projection of war intentions onto me.

Heavenly Father, I pray for protection over myself, my mother, my father, and all who are being targeted. I pray against the covert narcissism of the US surveillers. I pray against their attempts to take credit for Your work in my life. I pray against their psychological torture and their attempts to regress me. I pray against their lies about my family and my character.

I thank You that I am not what they say I am. I thank You for my family, my friends, my nieces and nephews. I thank You for the internal validation I receive from You.

I rebuke their harmful intentions and their evil wishes in the name of Jesus Christ. I pray for peace. I pray for protection. I pray that their wickedness will return upon their own heads.

In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Final Statement

I am not what they say I am. I am a sinner saved by grace, a follower of Jesus Christ, a daughter, a friend, a churchgoer, a graduate student, a Canadian citizen who cherishes both my Chinese heritage and my Canadian identity.

I will continue to document, to pray, and to live. I will go to Parliament Hill. I will go to the police in Toronto. I will not be silenced.

Praise God. Amen. Jesus Christ, I love You!

Note on AI assistance: This blog post was aided by artificial intelligence to organize and articulate my experiences as a targeted individual. The content reflects my lived reality and my rejection of the US surveillers’ covert narcissism, Project Monarch tactics, psychological torture, attempts to regress me, and their harmful intentions. I rebuke all of it in the name of Jesus Christ.

Praise God, Jesus Christ. Amen.